The rebirth of Jiangshan is hired

"I understand……"

Song Zichen shuddered involuntarily, and felt a chill running up his back, and finally understood where Song Zixuan's continuous poison came from - he always felt strange, when Mu Qiu was accused of being his companion reading When he was young, he was just a half-grown child who didn't understand anything, but Song Zixuan was just a teenager, why did he have such vicious thoughts.But it turned out that all of this had to be calculated from their grandfather, no wonder Song Zixuan's most common method was all kinds of unimaginable poisoning...

"General, this subordinate will retire first."

Seeing that he seemed to have realized something, Peng Feigui didn't stay any longer, and resumed his former title in the Japanese army. He clasped his fists and said goodbye, leaving the tent, intending to send someone to explore the valley again.Song Zichen sat in a daze for a long time in the tent, as if he had vaguely figured out some puzzling things, but in a blink of an eye, he fell into an even greater fog, thinking hard for a long time to no avail, only the desire to see that person grew stronger Unable to restrain himself, he finally got up abruptly and walked quickly towards Mu Qiu's tent.

The man was still sleeping peacefully, his brows and eyes finally revealing faint pain and fatigue, which caused Song Zichen's heart to shrink suddenly -- he still remembered what Peng Feigui had said to him, he was poisoned by the drunken mortal, Nobody lives past 30.But when Mu Qiu died with him, he was already 27, and Mu Qiu was five years older than him. No matter what, he couldn't figure out what kind of mood that person was in, and how he could be so forceful. After suffering for two years, I dragged my body like that and continued to protect myself.

Raising his hand to lightly touch Mu Qiu's slightly frowning brows, the strange warmth of his fingertips failed to reassure Song Zichen, but he couldn't help becoming nervous.Mu Qiu's body temperature has always been low, and it seems that it is difficult to warm up in his arms. I am afraid that he has a low-grade fever right now. Although he does not know whether it is due to the wind or other reasons, Mu Qiu's body may not be able to bear it anymore. Live cold and fever.

Feeling really uneasy, Song Zichen got out of the tent to send an order for the military doctor to come over as soon as possible, then returned to the couch, tentatively supported the man's shoulder and whispered twice.Mu Qiu's mind was still awake, and he opened his eyes after being called twice. The weakness that could only be revealed when he was drowsy seemed to dissipate quickly with the opening of those eyes. All that remained was a gentle and gentle arc: "Your Highness...what's the matter?"

"Mu Qiu, are you having a fever... are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Song Zichen helped him to sit up, and tried the temperature on his forehead again. The unusually low heat in his palm made him more uneasy, so he asked slowly, and poured another glass of warm water for him to moisten his throat.Mu Qiu couldn't help being slightly startled, subconsciously took the glass of water, but still thought for a while before shaking his head lightly: "It's all right, Your Highness, don't worry..."

Looking at his still gentle expression, Song Zichen's heart couldn't stop sinking - it was always like this in the past, when he asked Mu Qiu if he was feeling bad, the man always had to wait a while to answer him.He once joked that Mu Qiu had to think carefully about whether he was uncomfortable or not, but now that he thought about it, he was afraid that that person was suffering from the drunken world all the time, so his sense of many experiences had already faded, so he actually It is difficult to describe the feeling of the body to myself immediately.

"Is there something on your mind, Your Highness?"

Mu Qiuchu was a little confused when he woke up, but now he is fully awake. Seeing the inexplicable seriousness in Song Zichen's eyebrows, he couldn't help but asked softly with concern.Song Zichen didn't want to expose the man's painstaking efforts, just forced a smile, shook his head slightly at him, sat on the side of the couch, took his hand in his and slowly rubbed it.Mu Qiu never questioned him too much about things he didn't want to talk about, so he looked at him quietly for a while, then changed the subject with a gentle smile: "Speaking of it——I don't know yet, are we still in Taniguchi?" Is it?"

"No way, the poisonous gas in the valley hasn't dissipated yet, and the army can't get over it even if they think about it." Song Zichen shook his head helplessly, adjusted the brocade quilt for him, and said in a slow voice: "Don't worry about this, Just take good care of yourself, and when you cross the valley, you follow Da first, and I will pick you up when you leave the valley."

"His Royal Highness is still thinking of separating me and going to lure the enemy by himself..."

Mu Qiu couldn't help laughing, raised his hand and gently rubbed his forehead, ruthlessly breaking his original thought.Song Zichen didn't expect him to react at this time without being slow at all, but he couldn't help feeling guilty for a moment, he hesitated a few words before saying: "Not necessarily—you said it too, it's the best thing for us to separate. Safe? If they get together, maybe they will take the opportunity to do something..."

"Okay, then listen to Your Highness."

Hearing that His Royal Highness actually brought up the excuses he used to comfort him, Mu Qiu could only smile helplessly, nodded his head in a warm voice, and said after a moment of pause: "Your Highness, you don't need to worry too much about the poisonous gas. It will probably snow tonight, as soon as the snow falls, the poisonous gas will naturally dissipate."

Song Zichen's heart sank, and he suddenly grabbed the man's wrist, looked into his eyes and said in a low voice, "Mu Qiu—how did you know it would snow tonight?"

Mu Qiu didn't expect that he was paying attention to this matter, he couldn't help being slightly startled, pursed his lips and lowered his head involuntarily.Song Zichen didn't intend to ask him to fool around like this, so he squeezed the man's wrist slightly, and after a long silence, he said softly, "Mu Qiu, can you tell me what's going on with your body now... "

In his previous life, he had seen wounded veterans in the army. Whenever it rained on a cloudy day, they would suffer from unbearable pain. Some of them could not even breathe, so they could only lie on a stretcher to be carried. walk.He didn't know how Mu Qiu could have foreseen that it would snow today, but no matter what, it was definitely not something worthy of his slightest joy.

"Your Highness, don't think too much..."

Mu Qiu was silent for a while, before finally speaking softly with a slight smile, meeting the almost stubborn gaze from those dark eyes without avoiding.He raised his hand to lightly press the top of his head, and then rubbed it very lightly: "Actually, as long as you get used to it, nothing is so difficult. This poison does cause some reactions, but day after day, year after year , Those feelings have also become a part of my life with me—fortune and misfortune are interdependent, and His Majesty should be aware of the pain and suffering of martial arts. It may not be possible to cultivate such a deep internal force."

"But--"

Song Zichen instinctively felt that this person seemed to be leading him around again to evade the most serious, but for a moment he couldn't think of how to refute it, and finally heaved a heavy sigh of resignation, and involuntarily surrounded the person's thin body. Huai Li: "But I still feel distressed. I don't want to make you suffer, I want you to be well..."

"There will be that day."

Mu Qiu suddenly interrupted his words in a warm voice, and patted his back comfortingly with a smile, his tone was calm and peaceful.

There will always be a day, as long as he can escort his highness to a safe enough and safe enough position, as long as that person is enough to be alone, no longer needs his protection, no longer needs him to accompany him all the time , he can safely let go of his hand and end such a long and almost endless torture.There are some things that he is destined to never be able to tell his highness—just like how to get the real antidote for Zui Hongchen, and what is Song Zixuan's real purpose.Once some truths are revealed, the cruelty and coldness will even make people tremble uncontrollably, and there are always some things that His Highness should not bear.

"Mu Qiu..."

Song Zichen looked at him with a slight frown, these words should have been extremely reassuring, but for some reason they made him feel cold.He didn't know what Mu Qiu was thinking, but he seemed to see a sense of relief from that person that made him fear -- that kind of relief, just like when they were in prison, Mu Qiu finally died in his arms same as when.Even after he came back from rebirth, that scene often fell into his dreams, reminding him how that person used to be in his arms, gradually closing his eyes, how it gradually became cold, and finally could not find the slightest breath...

He didn't know what was still unreasonable between them, and he didn't know what Mu Qiu was thinking—that person was always by his side, but he was always inexplicably afraid When turning around at that one, that person will suddenly disappear, and for nine days and ten places, he will never be found again.

"Mu Qiu, I can feel that you still have something to hide from me, but I also have something to hide from you. I always think that if one day we can be honest with each other, the consequence of that is that we can completely trust each other, Or is there a crack that can no longer be repaired..."

After all, he still couldn't tell the secret hidden deep in his heart, Song Zichen rubbed his forehead and gave a very light wry smile, turned his head to avoid those gentle eyes: "It's just——If you want me to speak from the bottom of my heart, in fact, I was originally I don't deserve to sit here like this and ask you to do something else."

Only he himself knows the truth of rebirth, and knows how cruel and cold he hurt Mu Qiu in his previous life.Just like he still can't let go of Peng Feigui, what happened is what happened, even if he can do it all over again, it's just to make up for regrets, but he is destined to be unable to erase the mistakes he made and the scars he made.Perhaps Mu Qiu will never know what happened, but he still remembers it clearly, and then falls into a dream every night, never being able to escape for the rest of his life.