Sick Alpha became the actor's house cat

Pei Xiaobai waited for Jiang Yu at the end of winter in the eighth year and before the spring of the ninth year's flowering season.

He became famous and known to everyone, he won countless trophies and honorary titles, played a hundred different roles in his life, and never had a romantic scandal or a relationship.

He burned one cigarette after another in a deserted night, stepped across the street at three o'clock in the morning and looked up at the untouchable bright moon, still still in love with the person he liked when he was young.

Jiang Yu sat at the table, and the bright and brilliant sunlight that was rarely seen in winter was sprinkled on the paper through the window, mottled into round bright spots, like a circle of cages.

"I don't have another eight years to waste."

In the soft mist, he thought of Pei Xiaobai's half-downcast eyes, of the other party holding his hand and pressing it against his cheek, of Pei Xiaobai's half-bright shadow under the projector, and the tiredness and gloom of his words.

At that time Jiang Yu did not understand the meaning of this sentence.

But before recording the flying fonts in the memory book, Jiang Yucai realized later that it was probably Pei Xiaobai who was replying to his own questions back then, and Pei Xiaobai was telling himself the answer.

How long do I have to wait?How many years can I wait for you?

Pei Xiaobai wanted to set a limit for himself, but that limit became longer and longer and further away, until he began to admit helplessly that maybe he would not be able to touch the limit of waiting in this life, nor could he see the end of waiting.

He shoots his scenes, he waits for someone.

But the loneliness and misery in it, in the dimly lit cinema hall, where only the man was bright, turned into an ordinary greeting.

Pei Xiaobai said to him: "Jiang Yu, long time no see."

Pei Xiaobai, long time no see.

The handwriting in front of Jiang Yu's eyes gradually distorted and blurred, and his eye sockets began to swell and heat up. He hastily wiped his face, carefully put the record book back, and opened another photo album.

Under Jiang Yue's lens is his favorite child.Pei Xiaobai's photo album is full of backs, profiles and very few frontal faces.

Jiang Yu saw himself, all his glorious moments.

Wearing sportswear and running against the morning light, with weighted sandbags tied to arms and ankles for strength training; wearing boxing gloves, staring intently at the opponent, with wet hair sticking to the forehead; standing on the highest podium with raised eyebrows and raising the trophy...

And his defeat and grief.

The reddish circles under his eyes when he was injured in strength training; the back view of him lying behind the balcony after quarreling with Jiang Yue and occupying Pei Xiaobai's bed; Make a wish in the sky...

There are very few group photos of Jiang Yu and Pei Xiaobai, most of them are reluctant and unhappy, most of them are wearing school uniforms or a group photo of two families.

But only one is the most different, and it is placed on the first page of the album.

The soft curly hair was fluffy like a dumpling, and the cat and round-eyed little Jiang Yu held the hem of his clothes tightly with one hand, while the other hand was on the arm of the cold-faced little Pei Xiaobai beside him, his face flushed red, it was rare that he didn't look directly at the camera, Instead, his eyes fell on Pei Xiaobai.

There is silent worship in the eyes, the joy of the bird, and the unknowing dependence...

At that time, he and his mother Jiang Yue had just moved in, yet he sweetly and timidly called Pei Xiaobai "Brother Pei".

The children in the community had house wine and played family wedding games. Pei Xiaobai had never played such childish games, but he followed them that day for the first time.

He has been the most outstanding kid in the community since he was a child, and he is also a well-known alpha predictor, and he has been pushed into the role of "groom" without any dispute.

The rest of the children broke their heads because of the position beside Pei Xiaobai, but Pei Xiaobai raised his chin coldly, stretched out his hand to wrap around Jiang Yu's wrist, pulled him towards him, and said, "He comes."

Later, the adults found out about this, and heard that Jiang Yu's predicted sex was Omega. Every time they met, they laughed and joked, saying that the two families would move around more in the future, and kiss each other more when they get older. What a good "childhood sweetheart".

Jiang Yu gently closed the album, and restored the table to its original shape according to the position in memory.

He sat on the chair and stared out of the window. After a long time, he suddenly called out in the silent room, and said, "——Pei Xiaobai."

Just like Pei Xiaobai did not wait for a reply for eight years, Jiang Yu's soft shouts also had no response.

Jiang Yu finally left Xihu quietly, and with a "click", the combination lock was closed again, as if no one had ever entered.

He returned to his home in a daze, took out his mobile phone and held it in his palm for a long time, then lowered his arms and sat cross-legged next to the cardboard box, as if thinking of something, he lowered his head and rummaged around in a hurry.

Jiang Yu was looking for Pei Xiaobai's "Wishing Box".

Holding the tin box in his arms, Jiang Yu thought for a long time whether to open it or not, but just like the answer he got when he stood at the gate of Xihu and asked himself in his heart, he never gave himself a second choice.

He opened the lid of the "wish box".

The wishing box is medium in size and a bit heavy to hold.

Jiang Yu originally thought that the handwriting on the tin box was so immature, and it would probably contain things that Pei Xiaobai cherished when he was a child.

But when he opened it, it was filled with envelopes of different colors and sizes.

It must have been a few years old, and the envelope that was squeezed inside had turned yellow, was thin and brittle to the touch, and made a tearing sound.

Jiang Yu never knew that Pei Xiaobai had the habit of writing letters.

Who is the letter addressed to?Why was it never sent?What is written in it?

Jiang Yu somehow thought of the story of Pandora's Box, which was completely different but extremely similar. He knew that there was no turning back when he opened the bow, and some things could never stop.

He randomly pulled out an envelope, foggy blue, with a few numbers scrawled on the envelope, probably the number of the envelope.

——"I dreamed about him, woke up in the morning, and the quilt was wet."

Jiang Yu was holding a thin page of paper, and when he saw a line of short words written on it, his eyes widened unexpectedly, and a short "uh" sound blocked his throat.

... Is this written by Pei Xiaobai?

How could Pei Xiaobai write these words?

dreamed of... him?

"Who is he?

Is the meaning behind the content what he thought it meant?

Jiang Yu's ears blushed subconsciously, and he glanced at the date marked on the letter paper. It was when Pei Xiaobai was in junior high school. He still remembered that Pei Xiaobai's body grew tall like a stick, and his wheat-colored muscles began to take shape. The contours of the cheeks are also beginning to mature.

So... how did these letters get in touch with the wishing box?

This is Pei Xiaobai's secret diary, right?

Jiang Yu stuffed the paper back into the envelope in a panic, her cheeks were hot, and her eyes began to dodge.

Is he still going to watch it?

Will there be more... content later?

Jiang Yu was apprehensive, and secretly glanced at the remaining envelopes. Finally, he couldn't resist his curiosity. He closed his eyes and pinched the letter casually.

This is a light gray letter.

——"His waist is so thin, and he uses sweet orange vanilla-flavored body wash. What pheromone-flavored Omega will he differentiate into after secondary differentiation? It should be sweeter than sweet orange vanilla, right?"

Secondary differentiation, Omega?

Is "he" a potential diverter of Omega?

Jiang Yu pinched his knuckles on the edge of the paper, swallowed lightly, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly.

Then came the light yellow envelope.

——"I differentiated into Alpha, will he like my pheromone?"

It's a grass green envelope.

——"Someone confessed to him again. I am very angry. He belongs to my Omega. Why hasn't he differentiated? I want to mark him forever and let him be covered with my smell."

Jiang Yu slowed down his breathing, and he reached out to a black envelope.

There are two pages of paper in this envelope, both of which have only one sentence, but with the dates of two days before and after.

——"He split into Alpha, he bit me, I can't mark him anymore."

— "He disappeared."

Jiang Yu thought, he knew who that "he" was.

Behind the black envelope was a pink envelope, and there were dozens of letters after that, all of which were the most common white style.

Why did the color of the envelope change?

Jiang Yu crossed the pink envelope and found that the words in the white envelope were shorter.

——"I won't wait for him."

——"Wait another half a year."

——"Will you be back next month?"

——"Wait until next year."

—— "How high do I have to stand before he will remember my existence?"

——"He probably won't come back."

Jiang Yu stopped watching.

He put his eyes on the last unopened letter and whispered to himself, "Why is this one pink?"

Blue has sky blue dark blue lake blue.

Green grass green light green dark green.

But the soft, hazy and ambiguous only has a pink envelope.

The pink letter was crumpled, as if it had been rubbed and flattened, and there was even a little black stain on the cover, with traces of wiping faintly visible.

A small red heart was drawn on the opening of the envelope.

So familiar.

Jiang Yu frowned slightly.

He opened the envelope. The paper in the envelope was beautiful printed letter paper, and there were only nine characters inside. It could be seen that the person holding the pen was shaking when writing, and the corners of the notes were crooked.

——"Jiang Yu, can I like you?"

Jiang Yu.

Can I like you?

Jiang Yu held his breath in astonishment, his eyes were firmly fixed on the paper, the color of his lips gradually faded, and he could only hear the sound of his heart beating in his ears.

The letter with black letters

The inscription date of Chapter 1 letter paper is the same, it was written on the day when he split up, and it was written on the day before his mother Jiang Yue passed away and he disappeared.

That day he took out a pink love letter with little hearts drawn in his schoolbag.

As usual, he didn't take this letter to heart, but Pei Xiaobai who was at the side suddenly snatched the love letter from his hand, and said in a stiff tone that he wouldn't read it anyway, so why not just throw the letter away for him.

Jiang Yu thought, at that time he was not angry with Pei Xiaobai's attitude, and he had a fight with Pei Xiaobai, the violent mood swings intensified the second gender differentiation.

He bit Pei Xiaobai's back neck, and he differentiated into an alpha of the scent of magnolia, which was sweeter than sweet orange vanilla.

an infinite loop.

An unsolvable trap.

17-year-old Pei Xiaobai wanted to ask 16-year-old Jiang Yu, "Can I like you?"

Then he lost him.

The phrase "Jiang Yu, can I like you?" is not only eight years old, but when and why it originated has long been unclear and unclear.

The pink love letter, which was eight years late, finally unfolded in front of Jiang Yu with Pei Xiaobai's youthful and anxious heart, and the loyal guardian of his youth, and ushered in its owner.