It is easy to say, but it is difficult to implement in practice.

Jiang Yu and Pei Xiaobai sat by the bed, staring at each other speechlessly.

Pei Xiaobai lowered his eyes, squeezed out a little ointment to melt on his fingertips, leaned over and carefully spread the ointment evenly on Jiang Yu's bulging forehead, his force was very light, before Jiang Yu could feel it, after a while of coolness, The wound was healed.

Jiang Yuzheng was annoyed by the lame reason he just blurted out. There are thousands of reasons in this world. Could it be that he was really brainwashed by "Xiaoyu's career boyfriend fan", why did he just think of that one method?

"……I."

Jiang Yu opened his mouth, but he couldn't figure out what he wanted to say, or was he worried about Pei Xiaobai's thoughts, Pei Xiaobai's reaction?

He whispered to himself in his heart that he was only doing this with the original intention of "joking" and "fooling", but when he stretched out his hand to Pei Xiaobai, and the other person shook his hand, he really, really wasn't in a daze and shaken?

What kind of answer is he expecting?

Jiang Yu subconsciously avoided another, smaller voice.

He showed a nonchalant smile as usual, raised his eyes, and saw Pei Xiao in front of him.

Bai was also looking at him, his black eyes had rarely lost their former softness and smile, they couldn't penetrate deep enough.

Jiang Yu thought that he was wrong.

It was rare for him to see Pei Xiaobai with such an expression in front of him, and thinking about it carefully, he only drooped the tails of his eyes when the other party was emotionally unclear or weak, and his slender black eyes were misty.

Jiang Yu pursed his lips, and the words turned around his lips.

He raised his hand uncontrollably to caress Pei Xiaobai's neck, the holes left by Alpha's fangs in the tooth marks have been flattened, and after a quick glance, it is really impossible to see that this masterpiece is the mark left by another Alpha on Pei Xiaobai's body .

Jiang Yu suddenly smiled.

"Bite really hard." He muttered to himself.

Pei Xiaobai's eyelids trembled slightly, the forearm supporting his body was tense, and his neck was exposed at the side. Jiang Yu caressed him vaguely, and responded with a "huh".

Being able to feel the bulging blood vessels in the neck of the person in his palm, Jiang Yu inexplicably saw the vigorous and unyielding wildness of life and the submissive obedience in Pei Xiaobai's body.

He has no doubt that he can tighten his palms little by little to suffocate the other party, and then bite his unique marks on this beautiful, honey-colored body that has appeared in countless magazine advertisements.

— just like he did before.

Delicate and handsome, with soft brown chestnut curly hair and round cat eyes, Alpha's pupils narrowed a little bit, and the bloody hunting instinct that had been deeply buried by the blizzard on the ice field awakened in him.

The tip of the tongue touched some sharp hard teeth, and the canines were itchy, struggling to break free from the shackles of elegance and reason.

He obviously didn't drink the wine Uncle Pei handed over, but Jiang Yu felt a little drunk.

If the glands are good, I probably can't control my pheromones. How could this be?

Jiang Yu tried his best to cover his canine teeth, and repeatedly licked his dry lips. His gaze fell on Pei Xiaobai erratically, and the breathing of the person in front of him was also a little unsteady, and the tip of his nose moved and sniffed lightly.

...It was as if the other party could smell his pheromone.

He has nothing to hide from Pei Xiaobai.

Subconsciously felt that the current situation was going in a bad and uncontrollable direction, Jiang Yu quickly looked away, but the room was too small, his eyes turned around the room, and had to fall on the stacked cardboard boxes on the ground.

Although he already had the answer in his heart, he pondered for a moment, opened his mouth to Pei Xiaobai, and asked, "What's inside?"

If it's not sundries, then it's something from his old home, no matter what Pei Xiaobai says, he can be freed from the damn suffocating hot flashes now.

Jiang Yu straightened his body and retracted his hands. He got up and opened the distance between Pei Xiaobai and sat cross-legged in front of the cardboard box on the ground, showing an expression of interest.

He pulled away quickly, but Pei Xiaobai didn't respond for a long time. It took a long time to gather the slack eyes, and he didn't even hear Jiang Yu's question.

The mental power felt the violent magnolia flower pheromone fluctuations at a very close distance, and the sweet and greasy burst was fierce and fierce, and the deep sea submerged him.

I don't know how to find my breathing rate from it in the end, my waist and legs are all limp, trembling lightly.

Want to free yourself from out-of-control desires.In the state of thought, Pei Xiaobai found in embarrassment that he couldn't even make a fist, and could only follow Jiang Yu's movements, his eyes sticking stickily to the opponent's body.

Pei Xiaobai's speechlessness was regarded by Jiang Yu as a pass for tacit approval.

Jiang Yu casually opened a cardboard box, but to his disappointment, there were only bits and pieces inside the box, which had no commemorative value.

The fluffy puppy toy he threw in the loop, the celadon pottery pot with a broken handle, the outdated soft cloth veil...

Why did Pei Xiaobai even put away these things?

"Do you think I can't afford toys in the future?"

Jiang Yu helplessly pinched the fluffy puppy's chubby belly.

According to the current aesthetics, the puppy is very ugly, the workmanship is perfunctory and the wiring is rough, and the two peas are raised and lowered. It looks very unintelligent.

But at that time, this puppy seemed to be his treasure, held in his arms and refused to let go, even with other people and other toys, he was left out for a long time.

Jiang Yu shoved it aside with disgust on his face.

Pei Xiaobai finally sat beside Jiang Yu, catching it in his arms unexpectedly.

Pei Xiaobai's expression has returned to normal, and seeing Jiang Yu muttering about him in a low voice with expressive expressions like collecting rags, no matter how big or small, not even a single speck of dust was spared, he rolled his eyes.

Leaning over, he pulled out all the other cardboard boxes under the bed. Pei Xiaobai paused a little in the middle of the process. In the end, among the piles of cardboard boxes, Jiang Yu didn't see the tin box.

As if he had never discovered that "wishing box", Jiang Yu didn't say much.

Pei Xiaobai seemed to be deeply impressed by the contents of all the cardboard boxes. Although Jiang Yu messed up the order and position of the cardboard boxes, his gaze turned around slowly, and he picked out a few of the boxes precisely. come out.

The surroundings were crowded, leaving only a little space, Jiang Yu almost subconsciously moved to Pei Xiaobai's side, and the two of them were close to each other.

Pei Xiaobai dug out a few photo albums and handed them to Jiang Yu.The photo album was left by Jiang Yue, and every book is full of Jiang Yu's life.

The beautiful and gentle female Omega has black hair that reaches her waist, her eyes are sparkling, and the baby in her arms has not yet opened her eyes, and she is biting her fingers and sleeping soundly.

The only photo of Jiang Yue left by Jiang Yu before was her posthumous photo.

Accustomed to seeing black and white pixels, at first glance, Jiang Yue didn't react at all when he saw Jiang Yueyuanshan Qingdai's eyebrows and cherry red lips.

It was like writing the word "Missing" thousands of times. When he stopped writing, Jiang Yu realized that he could no longer recognize how to pronounce them.

Round crystal clear teardrops fell on the plastic packaging.

He dazedly wiped his face, his fingertips were wet, Jiang Yu thought to himself, why did he cry again in front of Pei Xiaobai?

He was already tired of raising his chin in front of Pei Xiaobai and trying to do everything well, or he gritted his teeth and wanted to save face in front of the other party, and then wrapped himself up layer by layer with sharp teeth.

What does he look like? Pei Xiaobai has never seen him before?

Jiang Yu half-covered his eyes, tilted his head, and put it on Pei Xiaobai's shoulder.

——Pei Xiaobai has never seen him at his best.

He has also traveled cross-country on the frozen border of thousands of miles. Under the soft moonlight at night, he has climbed glaciers, crossed frozen rivers, painted red boundary markers, and planted flying flags on the highest peak of the hot land of allegiance.

He has sniped opponents who are the gold medalists in the world, destroyed smuggling strongholds hundreds of miles away with mortars, and bought time for delayed intelligence with his bare hands...

Pei Xiaobai had never seen his best appearance, neither had his mother Jiang Yue, nor had his father Qi Rong.

"...I'm ugly too." Jiang Yu tried hard to suppress his crying, buried on Pei Xiaobai's shoulder and refused to raise his head.

The chubby face of the little baby in the photo almost followed Jiang Yue's appearance. Even when he was just born, he was white and tender, completely different from other wrinkled little monkeys. How could he be ugly?

Pei Xiaobai gently wrapped Jiang Yu's waist with his hands, lowered his head and silently pressed against Jiang Yu's head for a while, without comforting him.

He hooked the edge of the album and slowly turned it back, and Jiang Yu peeked through the gap.

When he was in kindergarten, Jiang Yue tied two braids for him with a smile, and secretly let him wear a small skirt, with a red dot drawn between his eyebrows.

Later... Then Pei Xiaobai's family began to appear in his life.

Mother Jiang Yue started to have playmates. She would go shopping arm in arm with Aunt Zhou on weekends. She would buy two styles of floral skirts. Aunt Zhou would teach Jiang Yue how to make delicious soup and deep-fried sweet potato balls. .

And he got to know Pei Xiaobai.

"I hated you so much back then." Jiang Yu said in a low voice.

He hates that Pei Xiaobai is neat and perfect, and hates that Pei Xiaobai is a role model for everyone to compare with.

He hates the possibility that Pei Xiaobai is predicted to be able to differentiate into Alpha, and also hates the occasional absent-minded eyes and secret tears of his mother Jiang Yue when she looks at Pei Xiaobai.

Jiang Yu was silent for a long time.

Pei Xiaobai probably wouldn't be happy after hearing these words. Anyone who treats another person so well, but ends up only saying "disgusting", will feel that he is not worth it from the bottom of his heart.

"I thought it was a game, if you take No.1, I can only take No.2."

Jiang Yu thought to himself that he didn't realize until today that he and Pei Xiaobai were indeed competing, but he was the only player participating from the beginning to the end.

"I want to win so badly."

"Pei Xiaobai, I want my own life."

I want a better, more perfect life that can provide Jiang Yue with more support.

Why did his father never show up?

Why didn't the other party show up?

Abandoning the permanently marked Omega made Jiang Yue's life so difficult?Why?Because he is an Alpha, because he can mark an Omega and use pheromones to kidnap a loyal lover?

He hated it too much, but that bit of hatred couldn't find its direction, it was suffocated in his heart, and he couldn't breathe out or swallow it.

But later, even that bit of hatred was wrong.

"I haven't had a great time."

Jiang Yu thought, if after tonight, if he missed this opportunity, he probably wouldn't have the courage to say something in front of Pei Xiaobai.

"But I did have a life I liked."

"You see, I'm actually very ordinary now, but it doesn't matter. I will work hard to find my way of existence and the value of my existence in the new ordinary life."

He won't feel that he can't lift his head up in front of Pei Xiaobai.

Jiang Yu said softly: "Pei Xiaobai, but I also feel very unwilling."

The Pei Xiaobai he sees now is the best Pei Xiaobai, but Jiang Yu is not the best Jiang Yu.

"I'm sorry, Pei Xiaobai."

"It's so late... so late that I understand this truth."

I'm really sorry for not being able to meet the shining star Pei Xiaobai with my best face.

The month is quiet, cool and cold.

Jiang Yu's fingertips slowly moved to the back of Pei Xiaobai's hand.

The body temperature of the other party has always been very high, but now it is frighteningly cold. The first time he touched it, it was like touching a hard ice sculpture.

Pei Xiaobai's hand on his waist was also clenched, but he restrainedly pressed it against the skin, not pinching Jiang Yu, and the veins on his forearm bulged out.

It turned out that he put so much pressure on Jiang Yu.

Why should I say sorry to him?

"Don't tell me..." Pei Xiaobai opened his mouth softly.

Before he finished speaking, Jiang Yu anticipated what he wanted to say in advance, and patted the back of his hand with his fingertips, interrupting his words.

Feeling that the other party's emotions were wrong from Pei Xiaobai's tone, Jiang Yu frowned slightly, turned his face, and realized that Pei Xiaobai was thinking in the wrong direction again.

"I mean……"

Jiang Yu slowly showed a helpless smile.

"Stop wasting time on the Mecha League, Pei Xiaobai, do what you really should do, and seize your life."

"Director Duan Chengyu's new film audition is about to start, don't miss this opportunity, come back with another best actor trophy, and create another miracle."

"I heard from Qiao Sen that Director Duan's new film will be filmed in country K. Did you know that country K has bred and mutated the most varieties of magnolia flowers in the world?"

Since the gender split, Jiang Yu has always wanted to go there, but he can't go abroad, and he will never be able to see the world-famous splendid beauty with his own eyes.

"Pei Xiaobai, go and have a look for me."

"Go and see how big the world really is."

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