At night, Jiang Yu tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.

Lying on his side, staring at the yellowish dim night light with a circular halo on the bedside, his tongue seemed to lick the sweet and sour juice of a sweet orange again.

He raised his arms in a daze and hesitated, and put his palms on the side of his face. In front of Jiang Yu, Pei Xiaobai's lowered eyes appeared, as well as the other's trembling eyelashes and the glands on his neck.

Pei Xiaobai's appearance was too handsome and bewitching, at that moment Jiang Yu could hardly breathe.

It wasn't until the quiet night when no one was around that he suddenly remembered the fact that Pei Xiaobai was an Alpha.

Jiang Yu was full of thoughts, his knuckles curled up, he suddenly lifted the duvet, got up irritably, and kept sighing while walking.

In the end, he didn't discuss with Pei Xiaobai which candidate to choose according to his previous idea.

At that time, when Pei Xiaobai's voice fell, the two of them were relatively silent for a while, and Jiang Yu's mind became a mess, and the warmth from his palm continued.

Pei Xiaobai's complexion didn't get any better either, he switched back and forth between blue, white and gray, and finally raised his eyes to glance at Jiang Yu's bewildered eyes, left a sentence of "have a good rest" and hurried away.

Jiang Yu could even recall the dull sound of "bang" when the door closed.

He frowned and scratched at his curly hair, with round eyes half-downcast wearily, he went to the kitchen and looked around, only to see that the lunch box was soaking in the sink exuding the scent of detergent and lime.

Probably Pei Xiaobai was going to put it there first, and then wash it after the live chat was over, Jiang Yu's hands froze, he thought to himself.

Next to the sink, there was a note randomly placed. The note was stained with water, but now it was dry, crumpled and wavy.

Jiang Yu picked it up and glanced at it, only to find that it was written by Mr. Xiao, a neighbor.

It should be in the lunch box, he didn't see it, but Pei Xiaobai found it, picked it out and pasted it in a conspicuous place, waiting for Jiang Yu to deal with it tomorrow morning.

The note reads "I'm the only one in the family. If you think the meal suits your taste, I can make an extra one every time. —— Xiao"

The handwriting is as beautiful and smooth as before.

Holding the note, Jiang Yu couldn't help but think of his and Pei Xiaobai's student days. Pei Xiaobai's handwriting was always framed in a large frame, long and drawn out by gravity, forming a special style with the other person's appearance and personality.

Alpha seems to be born with an undisguised untamed wildness, whether it's facial expressions, manners, or every detail, like a flying wind, like an unstoppable beast.

Jiang Yu's eyes fell on the paper, and suddenly he felt that the delicate lowercase letters were not so good-looking.

The neighbor Mr. Xiao is probably a Beta, or an Omega?The characters are like the person, Jiang Yu guessed.

But this has nothing to do with him, although every word and every sentence in the note reveals the new neighbor's favor towards him, but the other party obviously knows nothing about him, doesn't it?

Jiang Yu lowered his eyes and was thinking about how to reply to the other party. When he was about to throw away the branch absently, he stopped suddenly.

Did Pei Xiaobai see the contents of this note?Would Pei Xiaobai preconceive that the owner of the handwriting is an Omega?What would he have thought then?

After all, if he didn't know the previous interactions between him and his neighbors, Jiang Yu inexplicably thought that just reading such a sentence would easily give people the illusion that the owner of this note seems to be... courting him?

Jiang Yu leaned against the edge of the kitchen counter, unfolded the messed up note again, and read it carefully, the more he looked, the more he felt that everything in front of him seemed familiar.

It’s like the strawberry-flavored milk tea that suddenly appeared on his desk in high school, the cucumber-flavored crispy potato chips that popped out of the hole in the table, and the love letters and notes with various names, painted with bright red hearts, and cowardly. Timid "Can I ask you to go to the movies this weekend?"

Jiang Yu was surprised by his own thoughts, but felt that his neighbor did not seem to have expressed other thoughts in this regard, and the contents of the note simply expressed the meaning of "fighting for food".

Although he knows the reality is like this.

But would Pei Xiaobai think so too?

It seems that when he was asked by the barrage later, "What type of Omega do you like?", Pei Xiaobai stared at him with strange eyes, looking thoughtful.

But then Pei Xiaobai didn't say anything?

Jiang Yu didn't know what he was thinking, the images in his mind kept flashing, while Pei Xiao spoke to him in a white voice, "I don't have another eight years to waste."

On one side was Pei Xiaobai holding the paper with his head down. After a while, he glued the wet paper to the conspicuous place with his usual expression.

Jiang Yu closed his eyes heavily, unable to figure out why he would have such an association at this moment, he didn't even understand the meaning of it.

Just like he didn't understand every word and every sentence of Pei Xiaobai, Jiang Yu felt it was too unbelievable, even the most advanced data analyzers with tens of millions were stuck.

He always didn't understand Pei Xiaobai.

Looking left, looking right, looking up, looking down, he didn't understand. Even if he thought he understood, it was just a vague illusion in the end.

Just like Pei Xiaobai said that he was worried that he would miss this opportunity, but they just had a hot pot together, if they missed it, they would miss it, can't they set the time next time?

Pei Xiaobai doesn't have to force himself to eat spicy food, Jiang Yu doesn't understand why he would rather be uncomfortable afterwards than gather with him in front of the steaming pot and watch the spicy red bubbles roll.

It's not just this moment that they can get along with each other, Jiang Yu originally thought that Pei Xiaobai knew this.

Although they missed each other by eight years, for Pei Xiaobai, this should be the most brilliant and dazzling rising period in his life, and it is a bright road for stepping up the ladder step by step.

He rose to fame and almost everyone knew about it.

The era of Pei Xiaobai was vacated in the history of film, and his works were included in the teaching materials, so that now, whenever the major honorary awards are awarded, whenever Pei Xiaobai's name appears on the candidate list, the public has no suspense. Competitors will also tacitly bow their heads to make way, and the spotlight in the center of the stage can only accommodate one person.

"Won the highest honorary actor of the Yaolong Awards for four times in a row", "Most Popular Alpha Actor", "Omega's Most Wanted to Date Alpha Ranking Top"...

All the information Jiang Yu could learn from the fragmented information told him that Pei Xiaobai had nothing to regret, and that the other party seemed to be a winner in life, like the son of destiny.

Jiang Yu struggled to think of himself when he first returned to City A.

He was astonished when he saw Pei Xiaobai on TV, and he was at a loss when he saw Pei Xiaobai's giant advertising endorsement board on the street. He lowered his eyes and shrank his neck, wanting to straighten his back. I finally admitted my fear, humbleness and weakness in my heart.

Now even though he already knows that the "Pei Xiaobai" in front of him is not a radiant star, not a well-known Alpha actor, not a career success who is pursued and admired by thousands of fans.

The other party would sit next to him, leaning against his palm, with misty eyes hanging down, saying that the eight years that countless people envied and hated, wishing to take it away, were wasted years.

Why is it a waste?

Is it because of... him?

Jiang Yu seemed to be scalded, and the note held by his fingertips floated to the ground.

He was almost out of breath, he was breathing heavily, fine beads of sweat hung on his forehead, covered the skin on his back, Jiang Yu pressed hard on his chest, his cheeks were blushing due to suffocation.

The heart in his chest was beating vigorously and rapidly, and he slowly moved forward a few steps, his lips had already lost blood and turned pale, showing a bit of gray decay.

Jiang Yu suddenly felt faint stabbing pains in the back of his neck. The pain was not severe but long-lasting. He stretched out his hand to cover the back of his neck, staggered a few steps, and reluctantly went back to the bedroom to take out a small bottle of medicine, even without water. He swallowed it down.

Song Feifei and Xie Zhao once told him that a new "repair reaction" may occur after the gland changes.

The pheromone overflow collector did not respond, and the simple value measured on the spot only fluctuated very slightly. After 2 minutes, all abnormalities disappeared, the glands at the back of the neck became numb and stiff again, and the heartbeat gradually slowed down.

He was too emotional.

Jiang Yu gritted his back teeth, his body trembling slightly.

Don't think about it anymore, don't think about it anymore!What's the point?What could this mean?Nothing can change this at all!

Jiang Yu thought, so he was wrong.

When he stood up in front of Shen Jun and said loudly and firmly: "I will go to the end of the league", Jiang Yu almost forgot that he was still a weak patient.

How long can he appear in front of Pei Xiaobai again as a "friend"?

How long can he lie to Pei Xiaobai?

At this time, Jiang Yu recalled her mother, Jiang Yue. The Omega that had been permanently marked could not be comforted by the Alpha he identified for a long time, and it was declining year by year.

Not that no one had persuaded her to wash off the marks on her glands and start a new family.Jiang Yue is young and beautiful, well-known beauties have never lacked suitors, but she firmly refused them all.

In fact, Jiang Yu already knew that even without the accident, Jiang Yue had already reached her limit.

Before knowing the truth of the matter, Jiang Yu hated the nameless Alpha who was only called by his father, hated him for using the so-called "love" to kidnap a true person, resented the injustice of the balance, and the world's inability to distinguish the true heart.

Until Qi Rong was able to prove that he was worthy of Jiang Yue's loyalty and admiration, it was a pity that fate played tricks.

Jiang Yu still remembers being held in Jiang Yue's arms when he was a child, asking her with round eyes why there is only a mark between Alpha and Omega, how unfair it is.

What should Alpha and Omega do if neither the Alpha nor the Omega meets the person they desire to mark their whole life, or the person they match with their pheromones is not a good person?

Jiang Yue didn't know the answer either.

She's an Omega, and just right, she's in love with an Alpha.

Jiang Yu understood a truth at that time, the world is so unfair, Alpha and Omega are like two poles of magnets attracting each other, they will always meet.

Highly matched pheromones will make all lovers fall into the sweet bond of "dopamine", and they will be closely connected within the limit of life.

Jiang Yu felt inexplicably that this theory that only applies to AO can also be applied to him and Pei Xiaobai, even though they are just friends, even though they are both Alphas.

The connection between him and Pei Xiaobai is not because of pheromones, but because of themselves.

But sooner or later, this connection will be broken.

Jiang Yu's expression was unpredictable, he looked up and glanced at the large and small medicine bottles placed on the table, suddenly lowered his head and smiled, laughed softly, and burst into tears.

that's enough.

It is enough to know from Pei Xiaobai that in the past eight years, apart from the deserted ice field on the border, his long-dead comrades-in-arms, and sporadic people who knew him, there are still people who are caring about, missing, and waiting for him. .

How many close friends can you meet in this lifetime?

But Pei Xiaobai did it.

Jiang Yu emptied himself while exhaling, picked up a pen and began to reply to Mr. Xiao, and wrote on the post-it note, "Thank you, no need. By the way, I am Alpha, you should know, right? How about you?——Jiang Yu"

Although he may be being self-indulgent, it is still necessary to tell his neighbor, Mr. Xiao, about this.

After the pen at his fingertips was flattened, Jiang Yu even subconsciously opened the WeChat chat with Pei Xiaobai to say something.

But in the end, he didn't say anything, and silently turned off the phone screen.

Jiang Yu began to miss her pheromones.

I miss the sweet and rich sweet white magnolia flowers, and I also start to miss Jiang Yu at the age of 16 and Pei Xiaobai at the age of 17.

Jiang Yu wanted to go back to being six years old and leave a message for him at that time, hoping that the six-year-old Jiang Yu would no longer be obsessed with competing with Pei Xiaobai in the process of growing up, to win or lose.

Get to know Pei Xiaobai again, know the other party's preferences, listen to the other party's voice,

Jiang Yu thought to himself, he is not as good as Pei Xiaobai, for eight years, the number of times he thought of Pei Xiaobai can be counted on the fingers.When he thought of Pei Xiaobai, it was always the setting sun, the snow on the ice field, and the flowers blooming between the cliffs...

If they can get better, they will probably be able to have a second eight years with Pei Xiaobai, and a third eight years...

This time, Pei Xiaobai didn't have to feel that this was a waste of time.

Under the heavy moonlight, Jiang Yu looked up into the distance, pursed his lips and smiled slightly.

He wants to get better.

For the first time, Jiang Yu has a vague direction and expectation for his future.

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