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In a daze, he didn't know how to react.

For Tong Ziying, this topic is completely taboo.If you don't take the initiative to mention it, it seems that the various gears can still run smoothly, and he and Jimucheng can also maintain an ambiguous relationship that is more than ordinary friends and less than lovers, but once it is deliberately mentioned, it is like turning on a certain gear The gap, everything can only be suspended.

Several people present fell silent tacitly, as if they were waiting for Tong Ziying's response. In just a few seconds, Tong Ziying's palms were sweating, and her fingertips were cold.

Along with embarrassment and embarrassment, there is also a huge guilt hidden in my heart.

He already knew that Jimucheng had been looking for him everywhere in the past five years, but knowing it was one thing, and what to do after knowing it was another.Jimucheng mistakenly thought that after the marriage contract with Luo Pingyi was cancelled, according to normal logic, as long as the two people have each other in their hearts, they can stay together and everything can return to normal.But in his heart, this matter was not that simple at all. The reality forced him to maintain his rationality and kept him alert. He was destined to not be able to overcome the invisible obstacles caused by the five-year separation.

It's not that I have no confidence and courage in Jimucheng, but that I have no confidence and courage in myself.

Tong Ziying twisted her fingers, lowered her eyes, tried her best to suppress the sourness overflowing in her chest, and opened her mouth with great difficulty, "Really?"

The slightly bent corners of his mouth were full of bitterness.

"Come here, the meat is roasted, eat it quickly." Nan Tielang couldn't stand this awkward and uncomfortable atmosphere, and yelled at his buddies to move their chopsticks quickly.

Jimucheng put another piece of meat on Tong Ziying's plate, and when she was about to pick up the second piece of meat, Tong Ziying shook her head, "No more, I can't eat any more."

After dinner, Tong Ziying originally refused Jimucheng's offer and took a taxi home by himself, but how could Bai Zhanyou let go of this pimple, stuffed him into his boss's car, and wiped away his merit and fame and a bunch of light bulbs .

Sitting in the co-pilot seat of Jimucheng, and there were only the two of them in the car, Tong Ziying felt that not only his injured calf, but also his forebrain, cerebellum, and brain stem were numb all over his body. .

"Close the door." Jimucheng looked at him and reminded.

"Oh." Tong Ziying closed the door.

"Be sure to wear your seat belt, too."

"Oh." Tong Ziying put on her seat belt.

"..."

It's rare for the two of them to be alone. Jimucheng was actually a little happy in his heart, but seeing Tong Ziying sitting with sluggish eyes and hands and feet, he didn't know whether to continue to be happy or sigh. He started the car and drove to the community where Tong Ziying lived.

The car is quiet, and the atmosphere is so embarrassing that people want to pick their toes. Jimucheng starts to find topics.

"Do you listen to the radio?"

"Do not listen."

"..."

"Then listen to music?"

"Do not listen."

"..."

"Is it hot? Do you want to turn on the air conditioner or open the windows?"

"not hot."

"..."

When she was studying abroad, Tong Ziying was quiet, but she preferred to talk to him. She would share with him the trivial things, such as the dishes eaten in the school cafeteria today, the update of fan comics, and the new snacks in the convenience store. They are delicious. Food stalls, homework that can't be learned... many, many.

It turned out that there was nothing to talk about and nothing to talk about, only Tong Ziying was separated in the middle.

When the red light came on, Jimucheng stopped the car. Seeing him full of vigilance, he felt helpless. He was about to arrive in the community. He really didn't want to miss the time when the two were alone, so he took the initiative to ask, "Is it okay to work in the hospital?" ?”

Tong Ziying paused, and after a while, she said 'hmm', and replied, "It's okay."

The green light is on, and Jimucheng starts the car again.

In fact, Tong Ziying hesitated just now because she wanted to tell her decision to leave the hospital after her internship.

Not only because of Zhou Shaofeng's request, but even he himself felt that if he stayed in the hospital, it would be tantamount to entanglement with Luo's and Ji's families.

Now the engagement of Ji Luo's family has been cancelled, whether the reason is self-evident, if it continues, he doesn't know what Ji Mucheng will do.

I care too much, and I can't afford just a little deviation.I don't want to see his embarrassment, let alone let him see my own embarrassment.

However, the internship contract signed with Jimucheng is limited to half a year. After half a year, it is unknown whether he will stay or leave, or even leave early. Tong Ziying hesitated again and again, but finally did not say it.

The shadows of the trees outside the car window were shining, and the night view of the city was like a horse watching the lights, frames flashed by quickly, Tong Ziying stared at the car window blankly, the scenery outside the window was obviously different, but her own reflection remained frozen.

Look, isn't this just a hint that he is the only one who has stagnated.

"Don't care about Xingchen's words."

With a cloudy mind, Jimucheng suddenly said, "He's just talking casually. I occasionally go to country B to find my dad. It's not a big deal. Don't take it to heart."

Tong Ziying knew that Jimucheng wanted to feel better, so she hummed in a low voice.

The community arrived soon. Because Tong Ziying had a calf injury, Jimucheng drove the car directly to the downstairs of No. [-] Building in the South District, and got off the car with Tong Ziying, saying that he would send him home, but Tong Ziying refused.

He really couldn't resist him, so Jimucheng had to stand still and watch him go upstairs.

Tong Ziying walked two steps on her knees, then stopped suddenly, and looked back at Jimucheng.

There was a distance of several meters between the two, Jimucheng's eyes flickered slightly, and under Tong Ziying's gaze, he was a little at a loss, "What's wrong?"

Tonight, the moon was bright and the stars were sparse, Tong Ziying's breathing stopped for a moment, he thanked the quiet night from the bottom of his heart, it was so quiet that he suddenly had the courage to ask questions that he had never dared to face.

"Aren't you angry?"

Are you not angry with him for leaving without saying goodbye?Are you not angry at his rejection and alienation?Are you not angry that I have let down your long waiting time?

He wanted to know the answer.

Jimucheng's deep eyes entangled him, and after a while of silence, he asked, "Why are you angry?"

Tong Ziying knew that he understood, but she was just pretending to be stupid, her voice became softer and softer, "Don't you hate me...why are you still so kind to me..."

At this point, it is impossible to escape, but Jimucheng's face is unexpectedly calm, only the burning eyes reveal the restlessness in his heart, he even thinks optimistically that Tong Ziying finally dares to face up to the months and days he has spent so hard.

Is this a good sign?

"I'm so angry that even if I stand in front of you now, I want to break your hands and feet, lock you up, and make you unable to go anywhere."

The memory is aggressive, Jimucheng felt a dull pain in his heart, tried to hide the undercurrent in his heart, and said slowly, "but more is fear, fear that you will leave suddenly again, fear that you will disappear again and never come back, so afraid that you can only Follow you every day, and make sure you are by my side to be at ease."

Tong Ziying only felt that her thoughts were messy, and listening to Jimucheng continue to say, "We have missed so much, I don't want to waste any more time. I remember last time I asked you, although you didn't agree, but you didn't refuse, I know you still care, Since I still have a chance, why should I give up?"

Tong Ziying was stunned, and Jimucheng said that he didn't want to miss it and don't give up, but what about all the things that lie between them?Can you just ignore it?

Staring at the shadow on the ground, Tong Ziying's heart gradually fell after listening to Jimucheng's words, and he felt inexplicably sad, because he had to admit that his cowardice was not worthy of Jimucheng's persistence.

After a while, Tong Ziying murmured in a thin voice, "I'm not worth it for you...

Jimucheng's face sank, and he interrupted Tong Ziying's words in a stiff tone, "It's up to me to decide whether it's worth it or not."

Tong Ziying still shook her head, "No..."

A bad premonition flashed across, and Jimucheng barely suppressed the inexplicable disappointment from the bottom of his heart, and walked up to him quickly, "What do you want to say?"

Tong Ziying's shoulders collapsed feebly, and she spoke intermittently, "We... can't we be friends again? I'm really scared... I don't want to experience it again. …”

The indelible fear lingered in his heart, and he still couldn't let it go after five years. He was really afraid of the pain, shame and darkness that was like a city wall collapsing and a long beam of huge boulders slamming on his body.

Even if it is Ji Mucheng, how can it resist this invisible stab in the back?Five years ago, hadn't this fact been proven?Neither he nor he could do anything.

Unexpectedly, after finishing the sentence, Jimucheng grasped both shoulders immediately, with such force that Tong Ziying let out a 'squeak' in pain, but quickly let go, Tong Ziying didn't dare to look up at Jimucheng, only heard his ice-like cry In a tone of voice, he said coldly, "No, don't even think about it."

Tong Ziying buried her head even lower, her nose sore, and she shed tears.

Seeing Tong Ziying's appearance, Jimucheng's face suddenly darkened, and he tried his best to maintain his only calmness. He deliberately didn't look at his face, but kept staring at the top of his hair.

Pushed away and rejected, the anger and despair gushing out of my heart can hardly be concealed. Tong Ziying is clearly in front of her eyes, which is within reach, but is as far away as erratic smoke.

He didn't understand which step he took wrong, and why he still couldn't walk into his heart after treating him so carefully.

Looking at Tong Ziying who was at a loss, if he didn't have a sliver of reason, he would definitely press his lips mercilessly at this moment. Ji Mucheng resisted the madness and longing from the bottom of his heart, and hoarsely said, "It's late, You go back, I pretend I didn't hear what you said tonight. Tong Ziying, as I said, you can't escape. "

After speaking, he quickly turned around, started the car and left immediately. In the blink of an eye, the shadow of the car lights disappeared into the night, leaving Tong Ziying standing stupidly, crying silently.