abandoned light

"But there's only one thing I can tell you right now, I'm really the Vulcan self, and the only thing that won't change no matter what."

Huang Lai didn't speak, he sat against the head of the bed, his half-closed eyes looked sharply at Vulcan.Because of his handsome face, Kise started working as a model since he was very young. After getting in touch with more people, his sense of seeing people became more and more acute.He only needs to look at the other person's eyes to know whether the other person is lying, and the Vulcan's eyes in front of him clearly tell him that what he just said is the truth.Kise believes that there must be a lot of twists and turns going on here, and he needs some time to accept it, and he is indeed hungry, so instead of urging Vulcan, Kise nodded in agreement with Vulcan proposal.

Seeing Kise nodding, Vulcan also let out a long sigh of relief.Although he also felt that he should confess what happened to him to Kise, but he was shocked to be discovered suddenly like this.His mind was actually blank for a moment, even the most natural Vulcan knew that not everyone believed in weird things like the soul returning to the past from the future.What if Kise doesn't believe her words?What if he thought he was a big liar or a psycho?The more Vulcan thought about it, the bigger his head became, and he couldn't help but raised his hands and scratched his head vigorously. If he wasn't worried about the sick Kise, he might have screamed out.

"Then I'll get you something to eat." Vulcan retreated immediately after he finished speaking. At this time, he always felt awkward when he was with Kise. Perhaps cooking could calm him down.

Seeing the back of Vulcan leaving, Huang Lai's expression changed again, but there was no joy or anger in those gloomy eyes.

When he went out in the morning, Vulcan had already prepared lunch for Kise, and it could be eaten as long as it was warmed up.But Vulcan hadn't figured out how to explain it to Kise, and Kise's physical condition was still very bad. After thinking about it, he decided to get some delicious food for Kise to nourish his body.

Vulcan first brought the porridge cooked for Huang Lai to the room, and asked Huang Lai to drink a bowl of porridge to warm his stomach first, and then he went to the kitchen to get busy.Half of the special beef he bought yesterday was left, and he wanted to use the beef to make a beef rice bowl for Huang Lai. He didn't know how to make sick people have an appetite to eat it.After Vulcan thought for a long time, he started to do it. After it was done, he tasted it himself, and the taste was not bad.

"I don't know if Kise will like it." When Vulcan walked towards the room with the finished beef rice bowl, he said to himself worriedly.Huang Lai seemed to be really hungry, he had already finished the bowl of porridge just now.He is now more sure that this person is the real Vulcan, because even the food tastes the same.Could it be that he was suspicious just now?In fact, Little Vulcan hasn't changed at all, it's just because of the cold war in the past week that the illusion appeared?Kise began to think seriously, although this situation could indeed happen.But after he tried it deliberately, Vulcan's answer made him have to care.That was obviously not the answer that the little Vulcan he liked should have answered.

Kise's thoughts were quickly attracted by the smell of beef rice. He is not a foodie like Murasakihara who can't resist eating, but the food made by Vulcan is always so delicious that he can never refuse it. I can't help but eat more.

Because there is no way to be sure that this Vulcan is the same person as the little Vulcan he likes, Kise didn't try his best to let Vulcan feed him like he did in the morning.Instead, he took the beef rice and started to gobble it up. He didn't look like a patient at all.Looking at Kise's appearance, Vulcan thought that many of them would be disappointed if his appearance was seen by the group of girls who regarded him as a male god.

Kise quickly settled the beef bowl with rice. After he took the paper towel handed over by Vulcan and wiped his mouth, the two of them suddenly fell into a strange atmosphere of silence again.Kise didn't intend to speak, he just stared at Vulcan motionlessly, as if I was waiting for your explanation.

Seeing Kise like this, Vulcan felt very angry for no reason, and really wanted to punch that face.But although it wasn't intentional, and the past and the future are the same person anyway, his soul from the future did occupy the body of the past self who was supposed to be Kise's lover.Going around, Vulcan himself was confused, but the sense of guilt still made Vulcan suppress the urge to beat Kise.

"Kose, how did you find out that I'm different from the Vulcan you like?" Vulcan couldn't hold his breath and spoke first. He thought it was a very miraculous thing. After all, they were the same person. I don't think about it.

Hearing Vulcan's question, Kise touched his nose proudly, and when he mentioned the person he liked, his brows and eyes seemed to have returned to the energetic look before his illness.

"Little Vulcan, don't underestimate the bond between lovers." Kise looked at Vulcan's face that he would never get tired of, no matter how many times he saw it, and said happily, "My little Vulcan, although he I'm sorry to keep yelling at me, but he loves me more than anyone else, only this I know very well. In fact, when we met yesterday, I felt that Little Vulcan's attitude towards me was peaceful It's not the same. At first I thought it was because the little Vulcan was still angry with me because of the ring, so I didn't take it to heart."

When talking about this, Huang Lai's eyes changed again: "I didn't really start to suspect until just now, maybe you are not the little Vulcan I like."

"What did I do just now?" Huang Seyue said, the more confused Vulcan was, he didn't do anything just now.

"As expected, no matter which little Vulcan is an idiot." Seeing the cute reaction on Vulcan's face, Kise couldn't help but tease, "Didn't I just say that? My little Vulcan loves me very much. "

Vulcan couldn't help but rolled his eyes, this guy has a really thick skin, he thought sullenly, but didn't interrupt Kise.

Huang Lai continued: "So, every time I get close to the little Vulcan, the little Vulcan's heartbeat will speed up. But just now, when I was lying in the little Vulcan's arms, your heartbeat didn't speed up, little Vulcan. This is very important to me, so I tested you a little."

"So that's how it is." Vulcan struggled for a long time, and finally realized, "So that conversation about the first date was your temptation?"

Kise nodded, and mentioned that he still resented the first date with Vulcan: "Although the little Vulcan looks carefree on the outside, he is a super shy person. Although the first date with the little Vulcan was very happy, but Not even a kiss, just holding the hand of the little Vulcan."

Kise never missed the change of expression on Kise's face, he paused before continuing: "I said those words on purpose just now, Little Vulcan, your reaction tells me that you don't know about the first date at all, and you It's also obvious that I have a guilty conscience. If it were my little Vulcan, he would definitely punch me without saying anything, and then he would angrily tell me not to talk nonsense."

Kagami thought for a while, if Kise said that when he knew about the date, his reaction would definitely be the same as what Kise said.But now is not the time to think about these things, Kise's beautiful eyes are looking straight at him now: "Little Vulcan, I have already answered your questions for you. Shouldn't you answer my doubts now? I believe you are also a little Vulcan, I want to know what happened between you and my little Vulcan?"

Huang Lai's eyes suddenly turned cold: "Also...where did my little Vulcan go?"

"I don't know either." Vulcan replied honestly, his forked eyebrows would be raised high every time he got tangled, and his handsome face also showed a troubled look, "How should I say it? I will be about a year later. For reasons I don’t even know, my soul suddenly returned to me in the past.”

The expression on Huang Lai's face didn't change at all, but the eyes were deeper than before.Seeing that Kise didn't speak, Vulcan scratched his hair irritably, and raised his voice unconsciously: "Whether you believe it or not, anyway, I will be Vulcan in a year's time."

Huang Lai's expression suddenly became serious. He looked at Vulcan with extremely complicated eyes, and after a half second of silence, he said seriously: "So did I break up with Little Vulcan after a year? Little Vulcan, don't you like it?" Me?"

"Huh?" Vulcan was stunned. He had thought about countless possibilities, but he didn't expect Kise to react like this, "Kise, do you believe me?"

"Little Vulcan, answer my question first." Kise insisted, "This is very important to me."

hateful!What is he doing in the future?

"No, it's not." Vulcan was overwhelmed by Kise's aura, and replied foolishly, "It should be said that in my memory, I never dated you, Kise."

"Little Vulcan wants to say that I am lying and deceiving people?" Kise is obviously still a patient, but when he said this, he gave people a strong sense of oppression, "I can deceive anyone, but I will never deceive anyone. Little Vulcan."

"That's not what I meant." Vulcan couldn't stand Kise looking at himself with such aggrieved eyes, "I'm also confused, but in my memory we really didn't date."

"So the little Vulcan is the future little Vulcan in the parallel world?" Kise knew from the expression of the Vulcan that he was not lying, so he thought of another possibility.Although he has only seen things like parallel spaces in comics.

"That's not true." Vulcan shook his head and denied, "Except for the relationship, including the furnishings of the house and what happened so far, they are all exactly the same as in my memory."

Huang Lai didn't speak any more, he lowered his head and seemed to be thinking about something, after a while he said: "Little Vulcan, I'm tired, I want to sleep for a while, if I have something to talk about when I wake up."

"Then you have a good rest." Vulcan didn't notice Kise's strangeness, "I'm just outside, call me if you need something."

After Vulcan exited the room, Kise didn't rest, he stared at the ceiling motionlessly with his eyes open, his head was running fast.He retracted his previous doubts about Vulcan, although it was unbelievable, but through what Vulcan said just now, he was completely sure that the little Vulcan was indeed the little Vulcan he loved.It's just that the current little Vulcan has gone a year faster than him, and something must have happened during this year that made the little Vulcan completely forget about interacting with him.That's why my heart doesn't beat faster when I'm close to him, and that's why I don't remember the scene of their first date.

The little Vulcan can only belong to him, Huang Lai clutched his aching heart, thinking with gloomy eyes, only this will not change no matter what.

"Little Vulcan, hurry up and make up your mind, you can't escape..."