[Comprehensive] How the False Virgin was made

Darcy

When I promised Bentley to live in a country village in Derbyshire, I never imagined that I would meet my future wife and another person, a man, William Collins who will never forget me in my life.

Obviously so long has passed, but the day I met him is still vivid in my memory.I think I probably still miss him.

William Collins, a priest ordained by my aunt.A man who would never think he was a priest just by looking at his appearance.He had the most handsome face I've ever seen in my life, and the brightest blue eyes.

I still remember the first day I saw him, he was lying in Bentley's arms dripping with blood, unconscious.According to Miss Caroline, he became what he is now because he accidentally fell off while riding a horse.I glanced at him then and looked away.It may be that he was too embarrassed at the time, which made me arrogantly avert my eyes.

Yes, I never deny my arrogance.I have always dealt with the things that come my way in life with reason, and I pride myself on my restraint even when some people think I'm arrogant and heartless.This is what a gentleman must do.

Under Bentley's arrangement, he stayed in Netherfield Gardens with his head beaten and bleeding.I forgot to mention that Netherfield Gardens is the manor rented by Bentley.

After Bingley graciously invited a doctor for him, he left.He has only just arrived here and needs to wait for a visit from a neighbor.And Miss Caroline volunteered to take care of the poor Collins who was still in a coma for some unknown purpose.Out of respect for Bingley, I did not retort when Miss Caroline said this.

Later, when I recalled the first time I saw him open his eyes, I was surprised to find that I actually remembered all his expressions at that time.

He lost his memory.

Yes, Bentley and I rushed in, amidst Miss Caroline's unseemly screams.Admittedly, Bentley and I did misunderstand Miss Caroline after he screamed.After all, Bentley decided to bring Caroline to the countryside, not only to enjoy the country life, but also to avoid the men who can be seen everywhere in London who love and entangle her.

Bingley and I could not help thinking at the time that he, too, had developed a different feeling for Miss Caroline, who took care of him.That thought disappeared when we rushed in and saw him.

William Collins has a pair of eyes that can speak, and there is a trace of worry, panic and doubt in his eyes.He asked, "Excuse me, who are you? Also, who am I?"

After a period of chaos, the doctor told us that he had lost his memory due to falling from a horse.

When I knew about his illness, I had a rare connection with him.It's a terrible disease and I can't imagine how a person can live without their past.

But even with amnesia, his behavior and manners are impeccable.I knew then that he would never be rude to a lady who saved him.

As he gradually recovered, there was a change in Miss Caroline's attitude towards him which Bentley and I could feel.It is understandable for a person with amnesia to have a good impression of a person who takes care of her.But when I think of him as a person who even knows his own identity, I can't help but have a thought of exhortation.

But before I could utter my words of exhortation, something happened that I will never be able to talk about in my life.After returning to London on errands with Bingley, he was invited to a squire's ball.

Miss Caroline's various inappropriate behavior, I will not describe any more.But it was also because of her various inappropriate behaviors that I had the opportunity to get to know him better.

William Collins was a true gentleman.At the ball, when the second woman of the Bennett family rushed to him and accused him, he sincerely chose to apologize.He looks so decent with any lady.I am inferior to him in this regard.

Prom, is prom.

This is the dance.

The second lady of the Bennet family pointed out his identity.It turned out that he was her cousin.And I also know his name.I stood in the distance, watching him and the second lady of the Bennett family standing in the corner talking, and I suddenly felt a little irritable.

It may have been Miss Caroline's remark that he was going to marry his cousin that irritated me.

So, when Bentley came over and asked me to dance, I said some nasty things.

I didn't notice that he brought the second lady of the Bennet family over.I regret it very much, I think he must have had an extremely bad impression of me.

But no, the way he looked at me was still the same as before, full of tolerance and understanding.He dragged me to drink and I went.He didn't know why he was drunk, and there was a sad light in his eyes.

I don't know why, but my heart shrank slightly.

When I left the ball and got into the carriage, I gradually felt something was wrong.Sure enough, he suddenly rushed over and bit my lip.

His lips were so soft, and the air he exhaled was full of alcohol.He was drunk and I should have pushed him away, but I found that I didn't want to.

As he kisses me, I respond.His misty eyes, his melancholy eyes, were instantly alluring.

When the carriage stopped, I realized I was out of control.When I got out of the carriage, I almost rushed into Netherfield like fleeing.Then, I found my body was out of control.

My soul suddenly left my body and floated in mid-air.A strange dog, suddenly transformed into a man, entered my body.

The devil has manipulated my body, and I have sex with him in bed.

That night, something happened to us that I could never believe in my life.

I woke up the next day and I was in control of my body again.Then, I ran away.As I was going out of the room, I bumped into Miss Caroline.

For the first time, in a disregard of manners, I rushed out of Netherfield, mounted my horse, and galloped away.

So, that day, I met my wife—Mary Bennett.

Among the five Bennett sisters, she is the most inconspicuous one.But she had an intelligence that none of the others had.After I galloped to a stop, she came out of the woods with a book.

I don't know why, but I told her everything about last night.Then, she handed me the book in her hand.It was a bible, and she said that everything that happened to you was God's will.When encountering adversity, thank God for tempering; when encountering prosperity, thank God for the gift.

Mary's words calmed my heart.

We talked a lot under the tree that day.

However, after a long, long time, after experiencing the separation and reunion between Bingley and the Bennett family, and kidnapping the Bennett fifth lady in Wickham, I finally proposed to her.

We bonded on a sunny May day and had our first child shortly thereafter.a boy.

But I can never forget William Collins.

That man, after I ran away in a hurry, there was no news.

Some say he went to India, some say he went to China.

He disappeared without a trace, just as he suddenly appeared.

I did not know until many, many years later, after Mary died, that he had written to me.

Those letters sent across the ocean were collected by Mary.

It turned out that William Collins didn't know that the person who was with him that night was not me.

It turned out that William Collins once loved me.