he is a transparent person

On the way back, Jiang Yao followed He Ming step by step, but He Ming didn't speak, and Jiang Yao didn't dare to make a sound.

It wasn't until he was about to enter the residential building that Jiang Yao finally couldn't help but grabbed He Ming's wrist and asked in a trembling voice, "Why do you want me to go back?"

His eyes were red, looking at He Ming, he seemed to be about to cry.

He Ming passed Jiang Yao's back and glanced at Xie Zhijin, and broke his mind with one word, "You are very worried about Xie Zhijin."

This is something that is obvious to all, Jiang Yao sniffled, and did not want to deny it.

"So even if you stay by my side, you will still think about Xie Zhijin."

Jiang Yao explained, "I have advised Xie Zhijin to go back."

He Ming was silent for a few moments, then suddenly changed the subject, "Do you know why I still developed a rash that time when I was obviously not allergic to onions?"

The night when He Ming was allergic was the first time they kissed. The two hid on the narrow bed in the dormitory, breathing intertwined.

It was also at that time that a rift appeared between Jiang Yao and Xie Zhijin.

Time passed, and He Ming once again said the words to confess to Jiang Yao, "Because I like you so much."

With scorching enthusiasm, the temperature of Jiang Yao's eyes became even hotter. At the same time, Jiang Yao also caught the lingering sadness when He Ming said this.

"I don't want you to go to Xie Zhijin, so I have to try every means to keep you."

"If you're not allergic to onions, then eat foods that you're allergic to on purpose. You care so much about my friend, so you'll feel guilty enough to stay with me."

"Sure enough, I got my wish. After I have tasted the sweetness, I want to get more from you."

"I confessed to you, sowed the relationship between you and Xie Zhijin. Everything I did, intentionally or unintentionally, despicable means, dark thoughts, just to get closer to you."

In He Ming's words, Jiang Yao seemed to know another person.

The gloomy eyes of the other party made him feel even more unfamiliar, but even so, he still did not let go of He Ming's hand.

He Ming's eyelashes drooped slightly, looking at Jiang Yao's astonished expression.

"But no matter how good I am to you, no matter how much I do, it can't compare to Xie Zhijin waving to you."

"As soon as he gets sick, you are in a panic. He follows us, and you always go to see him secretly. Of course I can pretend not to know, but Jiang Yao, how long can I pretend?"

"One year, ten years, 20 years?"

"Or, do you think I can pretend to love you for the rest of my life?"

Jiang Yao didn't know that He Ming was so insecure. As the lover of the other party, he made He Ming have such thoughts, which is really remiss.

He was worried that Xie Zhijin was true, but he also cared about He Ming's emotions.

Jiang Yao choked up and said, "I never thought you were inferior to Xie Zhijin..."

"Then can you let him go completely, no matter what happens to him, you don't care?"

"I....."

He Ming slowly pulled his hand out of Jiang Yao's palm, and said shyly, "Jiang Yao, don't lie to yourself, and don't lie to me. From the beginning to the end, you may not like me very much, you are just avoiding me. .”

Jiang Yao said firmly, "No."

How could he not know what it's like to like?

Maybe he was ignorant and hesitant before, but now no one knows better than him what kind of feelings he has for He Ming—he wants the other person to be happy, and when he sees the other person’s discomfort, he also suffers. .

The only thing he felt sorry for He Ming was that he couldn't say "I only love you" to He Ming frankly.

But he truly and unquestionably loves He Ming.

With the wind blowing, He Ming said, "Let's break up."

When Jiang Yao heard these three words, he felt as if someone had poured a basin of water on him, and he was startled, "What did you say?"

He Ming turned his face away and remained silent.

Jiang Yao kept trying not to cry, and burst into tears when he heard He Ming say to break up. He held He Ming's hand tightly, sobbing, "Don't break up."

But He Ming was surprisingly cold and said, "Your family members are worried about you, so go back."

Xie Zhijin, who was not far away, couldn't hear the conversation between the two, but seeing Jiang Yao's shoulders twitching from crying, he hurried forward regardless of others, and only when he got closer could he hear what Jiang Yao was saying.

Even Xie Zhijin couldn't figure out He Ming's intention for the time being.

He Ming looked at Xie Zhijin who was frowning, and said, "You came just in time, take Jiang Yao home."

He said he wanted to hand Jiang Yao over to Xie Zhijin, but Jiang Yao didn't know where the strength came from. He threw himself on He Ming and hugged him tightly, crying, "I won't go back, I want to be with you."

He Ming tore off Jiang Yao who was pulling him, as if he was afraid that he would regret it, so he walked forward quickly.

Jiang Yao panicked and wanted to catch up, but Xie Zhijin held his hand, and he couldn't move an inch.

He Ming turned his head and looked at him sadly and reluctantly, his desolate back disappeared into Jiang Yao's blurred vision.

No matter how Jiang Yao yelled, He Ming never turned around.

—

Jiang Yao refused to go back with Xie Zhijin, shivering in the cold wind, whenever there was movement in front of him, he stretched his head to look, but everyone was not He Ming.

It was getting dark, his limbs were freezing cold, and no one he missed came out to see him.

Outgoing calls and text messages disappeared, and He Ming was determined to ignore him, and Jiang Yao's reluctance to say "let's break up" hurt every time he thought about it.

It was he who failed He Ming.

A bottle of warm milk was handed to Jiang Yao, he raised his head and saw Xie Zhijin's pale face in the halo.

One is He Ming who wants to break up with him, and the other is Xie Zhijin who has to go back for treatment. Jiang Yao is in a dilemma. When he pursed his mouth, tears were about to fall again.

Xie Zhijin didn't say anything, and took his hand to hold the milk.

He touched the other party's knuckles that were icier than Frost and Snow, and he couldn't just sit idly by and said in a low voice, "Go to the car."

Xie Zhijin said, "No need."

Jiang Yao was very annoyed when he heard that the other party didn't take his body seriously, so he mustered up his courage and raised his tearful eyes to stare at Xie Zhijin.

He has always been gentle and soft, but now he choked up and complained to the person in front of him, "Why did you follow?"

If Xie Zhijin didn't follow, he wouldn't have to worry about the other party's illness, and He Ming wouldn't want to break up with him.

Xie Zhijin's expression froze, as if he choked on his questioning.

Jiang Yao was even more sad, asking one question after another, "Why did you get sick, why did you faint, why didn't you like me before, and now you like me again?"

As he spoke, his momentum softened again, and he lowered his head to blame Xie Zhijin and himself, "I don't want to like you either..."

When hearing Jiang Yao's last words, Xie Zhijin's dark eyes flashed a gleam of light, as if a bright meteor fell into a barren land, and the whole world was ignited.

Everyone praised Xie Zhijin's talent and intelligence, and any difficult problems could be easily solved in his hands, but now facing Jiang Yao who was crying, he showed a little helplessness.

He has seen Jiang Yao cry many times, and most of the time he just watched with cold eyes. In his opinion, tears are just a product of increasing troubles, but he has never felt his inner thoughts so clearly - don't cry anymore, Jiang Yao .

Xie Zhijin's hand hanging by his side moved slightly, and slowly approached Jiang Yao, stretching out his arms to hug him into his arms.

Anxiety was instantly calmed down.

It turns out that love cannot be lost.

—

Jiang Yao did not agree to go home with Xie Zhijin, but after late at night, under Xie Zhijin's persuasion, he hid in the car to avoid the cold.

With the heating on in the car, Xie Zhijin turned around and saw Jiang Yao lying curled up in the back seat, his black eyelashes trembling slightly, not sleeping very well.

Xie Zhijin leaned on the driver's seat and closed his eyes to rest.

Even though he didn't want to admit it verbally, in his heart he was contemptuously happy that He Ming and Jiang Yao broke up.

But emotional indifference like Xie Zhijin can also feel Jiang Yao's reluctance for He Ming now, even if they broke up, Jiang Yao will still miss He Ming.

Can't ask for it, love parting, cinnabar mole.

Xie Zhijin suddenly understood why He Ming pulled away so neatly all of a sudden.

He furrowed his brows deeply, looked at Jiang Yao who was gradually sleeping through the car interior mirror, and after a while, quietly started the car and drove into the night.

Too many things happened in the past two days, Jiang Yao slept too deeply, when he woke up, Xie Zhijin had already driven dozens of kilometers, he didn't know the situation in a daze, he opened his eyes to see the constantly changing scene outside the window, The street lamps hit his face one after another, and with a glimmer of light, he suddenly woke up.

Even though Jiang Yao was mad at Xie Zhijin for leaving without his consent, he still had the sense not to disturb the other party's reason while driving, so he just sat up straight and grabbed the car mat of the passenger seat to let Xie Zhijin stop.

Xie Zhijin replied, "It's already on the highway."

Jiang Yao is not an unreasonable person, and he couldn't do anything to make the other party stop on the highway, so he sat back listlessly and choked up, "You didn't even ask me..."

What if He Ming thought he left voluntarily?

Jiang Yao sniffed, took out his mobile phone to send a message to He Ming, tapped and tapped, felt that it was wrong to say anything, and was so anxious that he finally said, "He Ming, can we talk again after school starts?"

Added another sentence, "I don't want to break up."

After waiting for a long time, He Ming didn't reply to him.

Xie Zhijin stopped at the service area and said to Jiang Yao, "I'm going to buy something." After thinking about it, it seemed that he was afraid that Jiang Yao would run away, "Come with me."

The two bought milk and bread and returned to the car.

Jiang Yao had no appetite, so he leaned against the car window and said nothing.

Xie Zhijin handed the yogurt straw to Jiang Yao's lips, "Let's sleep in the car and leave at dawn."

He is not a man of brass and iron bones, the last time he drove all night was already at his limit, but this time with Jiang Yao, he dared not go on the road rashly again.

Jiang Yao held his breath, refused to drink the yogurt, and ignored him, leaving him with a tense profile.

Jiang Yao in front of Xie Zhijin was submissive and cautious most of the time, Xie Zhijin had never seen such an awkward Jiang Yao, and felt novelty for a while, even though it was very inappropriate, he still couldn't help laughing slightly.

Jiang Yao turned his head in disbelief, and suddenly saw the smile on Xie Zhijin's lips, and the phrase "what are you laughing at" got stuck in his throat and couldn't come out.

Ever since he and Xie Zhijin fell out, Xie Zhijin in his impression was either with a cold face or a sick face. He hadn't seen Xie Zhijin's smile for a long time.

Xie Zhijin handed the straw to Jiang Yao's mouth again, suppressed his smile, and said lightly, "Have a drink."

Jiang Yao pursed his lower lip, slowly sucked the straw in Xie Zhijin's deep eyes, and the sweet and sour liquid soaked into his heart.

The night was silent.

Xie Zhijin touched Jiang Yao's cheek, with the caution of regaining what was lost, and a little bit of uneasiness, and asked in a low voice, "Can you go back and get angry with me again?"

"Jiang Yao, let's go home."

Three ways

Xiao Xie: After suffering so many chapters, it's my turn to eat some candy.

Xiao He: Oh, my wife is here in Xie Ying, and my heart is congratulating.

Xiao Jiang: Why do you quarrel every day and never end...