After falling in love with a straight male boss, he bent

Time passed quietly, Ling Shuangjiang was lying on the off-white bed, looking at Xie Wang lightly, with a calm and calm expression.

He whispered, "Boyfriend."

Xie Wang's heartfelt joy was beyond words when he got the answer he had been thinking about.

But when he noticed Ling Shuangjiang's eyes, the love that filled his heart seemed to be poured with cold water and gradually extinguished.

In those eyes, there was no long-awaited love, only a flatness that did not fluctuate at all.

Xie Wang was pressing Ling Shuangjiang's body, and gently pulled away.

He stared straight out of the window, feeling unbearable pain.

The weight on my body suddenly disappeared.

Ling Shuangjiang slowly stood up and straightened the messy collar on her chest.

The room was unusually quiet, Xie Wang asked in a low voice: "Shuang Jiang, are you still angry with me?"

Ling Shuangjiang didn't answer his question, but stood up and planned to leave.

"I know, I was wrong to lie to you." Xie Fan's heavy breath was gently withdrawn, and he pressed his voice: "But you don't understand at all. What is it like?"

Xie Wangyin endured his sadness, and poured out all the words that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time.

"I'm always afraid that you will be snatched away by others, and I'm always worried that if you meet better people in the future, you won't like me."

"When you are cold to me, I will feel flustered. When you are unhappy, I am afraid that I will make you angry and feel restless."

"Although I know you like me, I'm worried that you are like that beautiful kite. If you pull it tightly, you will fall down. Let go of your hand and fly away again."

Xie Wang lowered his head, his voice choked up.

"To tell you the truth, when I was lying in the ambulance, my heart was really uncomfortable. I even thought about what to write on my epitaph."

"I know I'm so worthless, and I'm not such a person who cares about gains and losses before. But this is the first time I like someone. I have no experience, and I don't know how to treat you so that I can make you happy and make you feel good. I'm bored."

"I just want you to like me very, very much."

"But, I don't have confidence."

Having said so many words in one breath, Xie Wang was very confused.He was worried that saying these words would make Ling Shuangjiang even more angry, but he didn't have time to think about them one by one, so he just said everything he wanted to say in one go.

Ling Shuangjiang looked at him with slightly complicated eyes.He lightly clenched his fingers, wanting to say something, but looking at Xie Fande's sad eyes, he didn't know how to explain.

For a long time, he was always confused about Xie Wang's thoughts.

But when Xie Wang said everything in his heart, he couldn't respond.

Maybe because he was wrong too.

Since Xie Wang fell in love with him, he has done a good job.

But he himself is not very competent, and he doesn't give Xie Wang a sense of security, which makes Xie Wang always uneasy.

Although on the surface, Xie Wang is pursuing him.

But is their relationship really just suitor and pursued?

The answer is of course no.

The two of them knew it well.

In fact, they are not much different from couples.

He knew that Xie Wang was not in a good mood these two days, but Xie Wang was still able to handle the relationship with his mother and make his mother happy, but he seemed not as good as Xie Wang except for being angry with Xie Wang.

Xie Wang pretended to be sick, although he was wrong, but he also began to reflect.

He was also at fault for the baby's kiss.

He knew very early on that Xie Wang was his baby lover. It would be fine if Xie Wang hadn't opened up about his relationship before, but what he did with Xie Lin a few days ago was really inappropriate.

Ask yourself, although Xie Wang was very swaying at the time, and he was making some small calculations on him, but this kind of Xie Wang is very cute, and he likes it very much, doesn't he?

Ling Shuangjiang's mood is very complicated now, and he can't figure out what he wants to say.

But Xie Wang didn't wait for him to speak, got up and said: "I'm going first, you rest."

The breath of this sentence is not stable, even with a bit of abandonment and helplessness.

A sudden gust of cold air filled the air.

Ling Shuangjiang sat alone on the bed and stared at the window in a daze.

"Shuang Jiang." Lin Yinci stood at the door and watched him for a while, then came in and sat beside him, "Did you quarrel with Xiao Xie?"

Ling Shuangjiang: "It's not a quarrel."

Lin Yinci was actually very strange. When Xie Fan chased Ling Shuang into the house just now, she and Mrs. Fang thought that the two would be together naturally, but for some reason, Xie Fan's rather fierce words suddenly came out of the room.

The two hesitated for a long time, but did not enter the door to disturb.

"Can you tell mom what happened to you?"

Lin Yinci took Ling Shuangjiang's hand with gentle eyes.

Ling Shuangjiang had a headache and said in a low voice, "Because of the incident in the hospital, I treated him coldly. He is very sad."

Lin Yinci touched Ling Shuangjiang's hair, and said with a smile: "It seems that our A-Jiang still understands it very well."

After a while, she asked tentatively, "Why is it so difficult for you to get over the hospital pretending to be sick?"

Ling Shuangjiang didn't want to say this question in front of Lin Yinci.Because he was afraid of bringing back Lin Yinci's painful memories.

He lowered his head and didn't speak for a long time.

"Is it because of your father?"

Unexpectedly, Lin Yinci would take the initiative to mention this sad matter, and a trace of panic flashed in Ling Shuangjiang's eyes, as if he didn't want to repeat this sad matter in this family.

"I know that you don't like going to the hospital since you were a child, and I can understand the anxiety and panic in your heart. When you were studying abroad, you refused to go to the hospital when you died of a high fever. Xiao Lin also told your mother. But Shuangjiang, I hope that Xiao Xie's incident will not become an outlet for your fear of the hospital, in fact, this incident is not that serious, is it?"

Lin Yinci hugged Ling Shuangjiang and let him lean into her arms.

Ling Shuangjiang glanced at Lin Yinci lightly, and then rested his head on her lap.

"Actually, Xie Wang's acting skills are not good. I can see it every time he plays with me and begs for sweets. I can also see it when he keeps crying for pain in the ambulance. But I thought at the time, thank you Wang would not joke with me about this matter, so I chose to trust him unconditionally. It was because of this belief that I felt sorry for him and panicked at the time. The heart is such an important organ, and he was pushed into the operating room At that time, I was very, very afraid that he would be like my father."

In the end, Ling Shuangjiang's voice became hoarse.

Lin Yinci's pants were soaked with tears.

Lin Yinci gently stroked his hair with his hands, "I know you feel uncomfortable, but Dad has already gone to heaven, he must not want his son to often recall sad things and struggle in that pain. Xiao Xie I have realized my mistake, he is a good boy. Mom just hope you two are well, don't have any regrets."

"Ok, I know."

Lin Yinci's smell was the same as Ling Shuangjiang's when he was a child, a faint sweetness that could calm his emotions unconsciously.

Gradually, he fell asleep.

Waking up again, Ling Shuangjiang was lying on his own bed, covered with a thick quilt.

The surrounding light was very dim, and I couldn't see anything clearly.

Turning on the light, he found that it was already six o'clock in the afternoon.

After sleeping all afternoon, Ling Shuangjiang felt dizzy and had a sore throat.

Putting on their coats and walking into the restaurant, the other three were busy preparing hot pot.

Xie Wang was the first to notice Ling Shuangjiang standing at the door, his eyes only fell on him for two seconds, then he hurriedly looked away.

"Shuang Jiang, let's eat lamb chops hot pot today, it's cold to get rid of the chill."

Ling Shuangjiang nodded as she smelled the fragrance, and got busy with them.Sister-in-law Fang had something to do at home today, so she didn't have dinner with them.There were only three people left, and it seemed a little deserted.

Lin Yinci smiled and asked Xie Wang: "In your north, do you eat hot pot with sesame sauce?"

Xie Wang: "Yes, we will add some fermented bean curd."

Lin Yinci: "Ah Jiang likes to eat fried dishes and spicy food. When I'm by my side, I often take care of him and tell him to eat less irritating things."

"Well, it's too spicy to stimulate the stomach." Xie Wang gave Lin Yinci a piece of cooked lamb chops, "you eat."

Lin Yin said his thanks.

The hot pot is steaming in winter, and the temperature in the room is raised and warm.

"Tomorrow night, I will go back."

At this moment, Xie Wang looked at Lin Yinci and Ling Shuangjiang, and told them: "Take good care of yourselves."

Ling Shuangjiang moved her chopsticks, and looked sideways at Xie Wang.

"Didn't you say you can stay here for a few more days? Why did you go home so soon?" Lin Yinci asked.

"I have something to do in the company, and I need to go back to deal with it." Xie Fan said in a deep voice, "I will come to see you again when I have time."

Lin Yinci nodded: "Alright, be safe. When you arrive at Bintan, give Shuang Jiang a call back."

Ling Shuangjiang clenched his chopsticks tightly and took a small bite of the mutton. His throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't swallow any more.

Winter came early this year, and now this season must wear light down jackets outside to resist the cold.

Ling Shuangjiang felt that his forehead hurt badly.

After eating for a while, Lin Yinci found that Ling Shuangjiang was in a bad mood tonight, and his head was particularly listless, with slight redness on both sides of his cheeks.

She frowned: "Shuangjiang, do you have a fever?"

Ling Shuangjiang shook his head: "No, I guess I slept too much."

"Take your body temperature, don't worry if you don't have a fever." Xie Wang said at this time.

Lin Yinci had already brought a temperature gun.

The temperature read 38.2 after the frost drop neck was measured.

"I really have a fever." Lin Yinci's tone suddenly became anxious, and he lowered his head and touched Ling Shuangjiang's forehead with the back of his hand, "Ah Jiang, why do you feel uncomfortable?"

Ling Shuangjiang shook his head: "It's not uncomfortable."

Lin Yinci: "I'll go find medicine for you."

After Lin Yinci left, only Ling Shuangjiang and Xie Wang were left in the room.

Xie Wang stood up and poured a bowl of Liao Shen porridge made by Lin Yinci, and stood in front of Ling Shuangjiang, watching him quietly.

"Eat more food before you can take medicine, and drink porridge to warm your stomach."

Ling Shuangjiang nodded silently, and tasted a couple of mouthfuls with a spoon.

The courtyards of the Ling family are not connected, and the restaurant is in a small independent courtyard.

Seeing that Ling Shuangjiang's neck was burning red, Xie Wang took his coat off the hanger and put it on Ling Shuangjiang.

"Thank you." Ling Shuangjiang's voice was weak.

Xie Wang sat across from Ling Shuangjiang, drank a sip of wine, and were silent to each other.

"You're leaving tomorrow."

"Ah."

"How to go?"

"Xiao Jin came to pick me up, and then went to the nearest tarmac from here."

"Well, go home and report that you are safe."

"it is good."

After a few words, the atmosphere fell into silence again.

Ling Shuangjiang coughed twice, and drank another half bowl of porridge.

"Why did you suddenly catch a cold?"

In fact, after learning that Ling Shuangjiang had a fever, Xie Wang began to regret his decision to leave tomorrow.

Ling Shuangjiang fell ill, although Lin Yinci would definitely take good care of him, but he was still not at ease.

He was hesitating whether to wait for Ling Shuangjiang to recover from his illness before leaving.

But he had just finished speaking, and suddenly he didn't leave, and it would be awkward between the two of them.

After a while, Lin Yinci walked in with warm water and cold medicine, "After eating, take medicine, go back and have a good rest. You have to record a variety show tomorrow, so I don't know if you will be able to do so."

"It's okay, I feel fine." After two bites of food in a hurry, Ling Shuangjiang finished the medicine and went back to the room to rest early.

Xie Wang followed him with his eyes: "Should I take you back?"

Ling Shuangjiang: "No, it's only a few meters."

In the end, only Lin Yinci and Xie Wang were left to eat together after this lively winter hot pot meal.

Lin Yinci joked to Xie Wang: "I'm leaving tomorrow, when will I come back?"

Xie Wang pursed his lips, obviously absent-minded, and still thinking about Ling Shuangjiang: "Come when you are free."

Lin Yinci gave food to Xie Fan: "At first, A Jiang told me that he liked a male guest named Xie Fan in a romance drama. Boys in the same age group need to be mature, but he is only 22 years old. I was relieved when I saw you later."

Xie Wang was a little surprised: "He mentioned me to you so early?"

"Well, it was almost when you first recorded." Lin Yinci smiled: "In so many years, this is the first time he told me that he has someone he likes."

Was it love at first sight when we first recorded?

Xie Wang smiled unconsciously, and then slowly faded away.

"Shuang Jiang is fine, I've been making him angry all the time."

Lin Yinci speaks very softly, making people inexplicably trustworthy.

"I'm not involved in the matter between the two of you. But I think you did a great job expressing your heart to Ah Jiang that day. When two people are together, they should reveal their true thoughts to each other, and they can't hide everything In the heart. If things go on like this, these things are like sharp thorns that get stuck in the heart and can never be pulled out.”

Xie Wang nodded seriously: "Remember, Auntie."

Lin Yinci smiled: "Don't call me mom anymore."

Xie Wang also smiled: "I want to call."

Lin Yinci patted him on the shoulder: "Then call."

After eating, Xie Wang sent Lin Yinci back to her room first, then walked to Ling Shuangjiang's house, and looked inside through the crack of the window.

Ling Shuangjiang didn't sleep, she was always groggy and had a severe headache.

So when Xie Wang's footsteps appeared, he began to pay attention outside the door.

Xie Wang didn't seem to intend to knock on the door, but kept looking inside.

Ling Shuangjiang was lying on the bed, her eyelashes fluttering slightly.

Suddenly, the quilt fell to the ground without warning.

There seemed to be a lot of commotion outside the door, and there was the sound of messy footsteps.

After a long time, the door lock was tried to be unscrewed.

But because the door was locked, Xie Wang failed in his attempt and was still unable to enter.

Ling Shuang smiled, turned around lightly, and adjusted an angle that was convenient for watching outside the door.

But at this moment, the figure at the door suddenly disappeared.

After another 5 minutes, the door lock turned.

Xie Wang gently opened the door with the key.

A tall figure tiptoed in, picked up the quilt from the ground, patted the dust, and covered Ling Shuangjiang again.

Ling Shuangjiang moved a little at this moment, Xie Wang was like a frightened bird, squatting by the bed with a guilty conscience.

In the darkness, Ling Shuangjiang quietly raised her lips, turned around again and kicked the quilt off.

"Why are you sleeping so dishonestly?"

Xie Wang was talking to himself, picking up the quilt tirelessly.

Ling Shuangjiang's bed was about two meters wide, and Xie Wang acted smart this time, gently hugging his waist and picked him up, close to the innermost side of the bed.

After determining the distance, he covered Ling Shuangjiang with the quilt again, and tucked the excess quilt inside, wrapping Ling Shuangjiang like a silkworm baby.

After doing everything well, he carefully took Ling Shuangjiang's body temperature with his hand.

There is still some heat.

"I told you a long time ago that you should exercise more."

"Small things with low resistance."

Xie Wang sighed, took off one of the antipyretic stickers beside the bed, and stuck it on Ling Shuangjiang's forehead.

Time passed little by little, and he didn't leave at ease until Ling Shuangjiang's body temperature continued to drop.

In the dark night, Ling Shuangjiang said to himself: "Little thing?"

The next day, the program team came to Ling Shuangjiang's house as scheduled.Accompanying the program group are two regular guests, Cen Shen and Yu Qingran.

Cen has been in the entertainment industry for ten years, and has been continuously outputting movies and TV dramas with traffic and reputation. He is 34 this year, but he is well maintained and very young.

Yu Qingran is a young host who graduated from a top 5 Ivy League university abroad and is a dazzling newcomer in Taiwan.

In order to welcome the program group, Ling Shuangjiang and Lin Yinci got up very early, and Mrs. Fang also brought a few sisters over in advance to help everyone prepare breakfast.

The director of the program group, surnamed Zhang, said very embarrassedly: "We are here to record, we should take care of you, but we have to ask you to help us prepare breakfast."

Lin Yinci wore a new Chinese-style cheongsam today, which is gentle and elegant. She was helping every staff member serve red jujube porridge. Hearing Director Zhang's words, she smiled and said, "But we are friends, aren't we? When friends come from afar, it's right to entertain everyone." Yes." Ling Shuangjiang put on light makeup and walked in, greeting Cen Shen and Yu Qingran.

Cen Shen got up and shook hands with him: "Shuangjiang, I have been paying attention to you for a long time, and I am honored to cooperate with you today."

Ling Shuangjiang: "I just finished watching your TV series not long ago, I didn't expect real people to have more temperament."

Director Zhang put his arms around the two of them: "Okay, we will have a long recording time in the future, and we will spend some time together. You brothers will take good care of your little sister, so we won't worry about the quality of our programs."

It was just dawn, and everyone's laughter came from the restaurant.

Today's recording needs to close the scene. After all the apprentices come in, the program team will seal the backyard of Ling's house and prohibit others from entering or leaving.

For Lin Yinci, the program team has no other requirements, but let her teach as usual, because in the next three days, the camera will record every movement and every word of her.

Ling Shuangjiang took Yu Qingran to appreciate the tools and finished products in the Kesi craft room.

For each painting, he can tell the meaning contained in it, as well as the original intention of the creator.

"The tedious process of Kesi is due to the weaving method of weaving through the warp and weft. When the finished product is finished, you will find that the patterns and colors on the front and back are exactly the same, and there are no threads."

"When making it, instead of carving with a knife, raw silk is used as the warp thread, and colored cooked silk is used as the weft thread."

"Before making, you need to draw a sketch with a brush under the warp thread, and then weave it in pieces with a small shuttle."

Yu Qingran listened carefully, and when Ling Shuangjiang finished speaking, she said with interest: "I remember you studied art? Is it related to being influenced by Kesi since childhood? Because every Kesi weaver has to learn how to draw painting."

Ling Shuangjiang: "There is a part of the reason. In fact, I chose art because my grandfather taught me to draw since I was a child. I first learned how to draw before I learned about Kesi."

Yu Qingran nodded with a smile: "Then, have you made some Kesi handicrafts by yourself?"

"Yes, I made a dough fan." Ling Shuangjiang recalled, "I made it together every winter and summer vacation during my college years. But it has already been given away."

Yu Qingran regretted: "It's a pity, otherwise we would be able to appreciate the works created by you."

"It doesn't matter, there will be opportunities in the future."

In the front yard, Xie Wang woke up and found that the restaurant was empty.Sister-in-law Fang trotted over: "Xiao Xie, Sister Lin and Shuang Jiang are recording a variety show in the backyard, and your breakfast is in the incubator."

"It started so early?" Xie Wang casually picked up the omelet and walked towards the backyard, but was stopped by the staff: "Sorry, it's not open today."

Xie Wang glanced at the staff: "I am the owner's son."

The staff member was dubious: "The owner has only one son, and he is also inside."

Xie Wang was ridiculed and didn't want to have a dispute with the staff, so he had to give up going in.

In fact, it doesn't matter whether he goes in or not, the main thing is that he wants to know if Ling Shuangjiang still has a fever and if his health is better.

He also felt a little relieved after asking how Sister-in-law Ling Shuangjiang was doing in the morning.

The front yard was still recording into the afternoon.

The weather was not beautiful, and at this time it was pouring rain in the sky.

Sister-in-law Fang muttered: "This is the season here, it rains twice in three days."

Xie Wang: "It rains in winter, people with weak resistance will definitely not be able to bear it."

"Yeah, we Shuangjiang are weak." Aunt Fang smiled, "But it doesn't matter, you are from the north, and the climate in Bintan is not bad. In the future, Shuangjiang will go to the north with you, so it won't be so cold."

Xie Wang raised his watch and looked at it: "Yes."

There are still three hours before Special Assistant Jin picks him up, and I don't know if I can see Ling Shuangjiang for the last time.

In the evening, the program team finished work, and Lin Yinci took Ling Shuangjiang to send the program team away.

They are temporarily living in a nearby ancient town homestay, which is not far from here, and they will come here around five o'clock tomorrow morning.

After working all day, Ling Shuangjiang's cold was not effectively relieved, and his headache became more and more painful.

When he and Lin Yinci returned to the main courtyard with an umbrella, they happened to meet Xie Fan who was holding a suitcase.

Lin Yinci was taken aback: "Should we leave now? It's raining heavily, so stay here for another day."

Xie Wang shook his head: "Thank you, Auntie, the assistant has arrived at the door."

Hearing these words, Ling Shuangjiang's eyelids twitched slightly, and he looked up at Xie Wang.

Lin Yinci nodded: "Shuangjiang, you go see off Xiaoxie."

"No need, Shuang Jiang is sick, the rain is so heavy, let's go back and rest."

Holding the umbrella, Xie Wang walked up to Ling Shuangjiang, and handed him the paper bag he was carrying: "I went to the hospital today to buy some special cold medicine and supplements to improve immunity. Take another medicine. These supplements have no side effects, and you can take them regularly. It’s too cold here, and you will always get sick, so you must exercise more.”

The heavy rain poured down, and ordinary umbrellas couldn't resist it at all, and the umbrella body was crumbling.

Ling Shuangjiang held the medicine in his arms and said in a low voice, "I'll take it to you."

Xie Wang didn't refuse this time, and nodded slightly.

Lin Yinci and Mrs. Fang tacitly did not keep up, and the two in front walked very slowly.

Outside the door, Special Assistant Jin was holding an umbrella, waiting for Xie Wang.

Xie Wang asked Ling Shuangjiang to stand under the eaves and not to go outside.He stood in the rain with an umbrella and looked at Ling Shuangjiang: "Go back, I'm leaving."

Ling Shuangjiang looked at him and nodded slowly.

Xie Wang hid his reluctance, took one last look at him, turned around and planned to get in the car.

It is about 1152.7 kilometers away from Bintan City.

Although it is not too far away, but this time Xie Wang left, it may take a long time to meet again.

Ling Shuangjiang held up the umbrella, her chest rose and fell slightly.

At this moment, there was a "crash" from behind Xie Wang.

When he turned his head, he found that Ling Shuangjiang had put down his umbrella, and ran under his umbrella with strides, hugging him from behind.

This scene caught Xie Wang by surprise.

He hurriedly opened an umbrella for Ling Shuangsheng, turned around and hugged him in his arms.

Ling Shuangjiang's voice was very soft: "Xie Wang, I'm sorry. I have something wrong too."

These two words made Xie Wang's heart go soft into a mess.

He wrapped his right hand around his neck, his eyebrows were serious, and his lips touched his hair vaguely: "Don't tell me I'm sorry, I didn't blame you."

Ling Shuangjiang wrapped his arms around Xie Wang, even though the surrounding storm was very strong and wet his clothes, he still did not let go.

He gradually curled the corners of his lips:

"From now on, my boyfriend, don't lie to me again."

"I don't like anyone but my boyfriend."

Hearing these two words, Xie Huang's body visibly stiffened, he quickly looked for Ling Shuangjiang's eyes, and looked down at him.

Xie Wang's umbrella was almost blown away by the wind and rain because of his excitement.The torrential rain immediately wet the clothes of the two of them.

Seeing this, Special Assistant Jin rushed over with several other assistants and held umbrellas for the two of them.

Xie Wang's eyes were filled with anticipation, as if the storm around him had become milder.

His voice was urgent: "Shuang Jiang, you agree to be with me?"

There were other people beside her, Ling Shuangjiang was a little embarrassed, the tips of her ears were slightly pink due to fever or shyness.He buried his face in Xie Wang's chest, nodded slightly: "Yeah."

Xie Wang was overjoyed, he threw away the umbrella and put his arms around Ling Shuangjiang.

He lowered his head, and slowly approached Ling Shuangjiang's lips, vaguely wanting to kiss him.

But Ling Shuangjiang hid for a while.

"The others are still there."

The other three people holding the umbrella immediately looked outside tacitly, pretending that they didn't see anything.

Xie Wang almost forgot that there are three light bulbs here.

He took the double umbrella from Jin Te's assistant, put his arms around Ling Shuangjiang and whispered to him: "Then can we go in the house?"

Ling Shuangjiang: "Yes."

Watching the two people holding hands going further and further away, Special Assistant Jin squeaked: "Mr. Xie, I put the luggage back for you."

Xie Wangteng didn't respond to him, but just nodded perfunctorily, his eyes wishing to stick to Ling Shuangjiang's body, leaving only the back of Jin Tezhu's head.

Special Assistant Jin gave an order: "Send the luggage to Your Majesty, and don't disturb Your Majesty."

Several other assistants looked at him with crazy eyes, and quietly sent the suitcase back to Ling's house.

After preparing everything, Special Assistant Jin sighed: "Touring at public expense, let's go."

Ling Shuangjiang's room was closest to the gate, and the rain was getting heavier and heavier, so the two walked into Ling Shuangjiang's bedroom.

Turning on the light, Ling Shuangjiang planned to close the door.But when he turned his head back, he was stunned for an instant, and took a step back unconsciously.

There was a faint pink on both sides of his cheeks, and he lowered his gaze: "What... are you doing?"

Xie Ju's eyes flickered: "Pants are off, I'm ready."