blood pot

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"Since I was a child, I have envied those classmates who have parents. Every time I see their fathers come to pick them up and drop them off from school, I feel so sad.

He clutched his schoolbag tightly and ran straight home.I've never met my dad, I always say that when I overhear someone say it

The man has a good skin for nothing, but his heart is so bad.I still remember when I was young, the landlord's fat aunt's children joked that I was

A bastard with a mother but no father, I got angry, so I beat up the fat aunt's child.Later, the fat aunt took me and my mother

Chase her away, saying she can't let her child live with a... bastard like me.I cried and asked my mother, where is my father?

? ”

"I think if I had a dad, he wouldn't let me be bullied. He would teach me many, many things, and lead me

Go to the zoo to see small animals and tell me stories about them.He'll also teach me to ride a bike with the handlebars in the back until I know

If I can master it proficiently, he will help me blow it when I fall and hurt.He can do many, many things, he can change a light bulb, he can fix a TV, he can

Cooking and laundry... But, my mother just cried, and she couldn't stop crying even after trying to persuade her.Then I found out, I didn't

Dad only has mother, and I have to take care of my mother so that she doesn't cry anymore. "

"When I was reborn, I felt that the only person who was sorry in my previous life was my mother, because I couldn't

Go out to see her, talk to her, feed her.So that day I made up my mind that I must let my mother live a good life.

I admit, it does make me angry that you helped me behind my back, but you also let my mother live the life I want her to live ahead of schedule.

So, thank you, Jin Qian..."

Jin Qian's beautiful eyes were already flushed, he knelt down and hugged Zhang Xiaoyu from behind, and said: "I don't want you to thank me, I don't want you to thank me.

Just want to make life better for you and your family.I know you have been obsessed with what happened seven years ago, what I want to say seven

It was finished years ago.However, I will not give up, even if you reject me, I will not give up.Since I was

Once I recognize you, I want to be with you every day for the rest of my life.In the past seven years, I have considered a lot, even kneeling at your door

I also thought about the idea of ​​until you forgive me, but I know you definitely don't want to.Since you have made up your mind to break up with me, say

I will not look back, but I am not afraid, I am not afraid of your repeated rejection.I just want to prove with action that the one in front of you

Men, seven years ago, their minds remained the same. "

A muffled voice came from Zhang Xiaoyu's fingers: "I know...I've always known...but I still can't live with myself

That hurdle, I have learned the lesson of blood in my previous life, I finally fell in love with you in this life, I am ready to fight against you

Prepared, but was stunned by a blow to the head.I can't believe whether what you say is gentleness in disguise or truth in your heart, I can only

Hide, quietly cover the scar in my heart, and hope that time can heal all the pain.But when I see you again

When the injury started to hurt again, I knew that I had never stepped out of that hurdle, and that the past seven years were just deceiving myself

. "

Jin Qian's arms tightened a little, and he couldn't help asking quickly: "Since you understand my intentions, why don't you dare to step out?

, but such a mediocre self-deception, hurt you and make me hurt? "I'm in a mess, really messed up, Jin

I beg you please don't push me anymore... ok? "Jin Qian rested his forehead on his back, and said slowly and firmly: "No

Relationship, I will give you time.If you can't figure it out for a year, I'll wait for you for a year. If you can't figure it out for ten years, I'll wait for you for ten years.

Qian has recognized you for the rest of his life! ! ! "

Zhang Xiaoyu was walking home, Jin Qian followed behind him, his eyes slowly surrounded the man in front of him like gentle water.

Zhang Xiaoyu was tightly shackled by the gentle sea-like eyes of the man behind him, and couldn't help but turn around and say: "Jin Qian, I... wait for me to come from Mi

When Lan comes back, I will... I will... I will reconsider the relationship between the two of us.i know i might talk to you

It's a clean break, but I still can't forget your shadow in my heart, but...but you have to give me time, let me think clearly about this

Everything, let me get over that hurdle by myself.okay? "Jin Qian blinked and still couldn't believe it, as if he was still trying his best to digest

At Zhang Xiaoyu's words, he clenched Zhang Xiaoyu's hand tightly, and his beautiful eyes were full of indelible ecstasy:

"Really?"

The rare stuttering immediately made Zhang Xiaoyu who had just adjusted his mood fail, and laughed before the tears on his face dried up.look straight at jin

Qian, nodded slightly.Jin Qian swears that he has never been so happy as he is now in the past 20 years!If it weren't for Gu

Noticing that there are so many people on the street, he will definitely yell first and then rush over and kiss him hard!Zhang Xiaoyu

Seeing him shaking non-stop, he asked him what's the matter, Jin Qian swallowed and said that I was restraining the urge to jump over and nibble on you.Zhang Xiaoyu just thought

To put it bluntly, I haven't agreed yet, I just said to think about it, and I saw a tightly wrapped body running over from the right hand side.

the man.

Zhang Xiaoyu's heart twitched with those gray eyes that were somewhat familiar but she couldn't remember them in times of crisis.

Words of tension and danger fill my mind.Suddenly, it struck down like a bolt of lightning!

Is... is it Oak? ! ! !

In the next few seconds, just like the slow motion in a movie, Zhang Xiaoyu just blurted out "Ou" and even "gram".

Before the words could be squeezed out from the throat, the owner of the gray eyes quickly took out the bottle and smashed it over!!!

Zhang Xiaoyu stared stupidly at the bottle filled with an inexplicable liquid and spun it towards her!

"Small!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Time forward to a day later.

Zhang Xiaoyu collapsed on the ground, staring in disbelief at the emergency light that had been on for a long time.

Why?Why do you want to block it for me?

Jin Qian...