After the memory loss, the fishing department O is teasing me every day

Don't want to continue.

Jiang Youwan calmly finished what she wanted to say, Jiang Jinyi was stunned, staring blankly at Jiang Youwan's pretty and clean face, with her lips parted, unable to utter a word.

Her mind was blank, as if she had forgotten who she was, what she was doing now, and what she should do later.

The eye sockets were sour, and a layer of moist water vapor surged up, and more and more, it slowly fell across the cheek from the corner of the eye.

It wasn't until the tears blurred her vision that she couldn't see Jiang Youwan's face clearly that she suddenly recovered and wiped away the tears, allowing Jiang Youwan to be in her field of vision.

The hand holding her clothes tighter, she was really afraid that Jiang Youwan would disappear in the next second.

Jiang Jinyi couldn't believe that these words came from Jiang Youwan's mouth.

These words reveal this fact between the lines: Jiang Youwan doesn't love her anymore.

The fact that Jiang Youwan didn't love her was what she hoped most before, but now it was like a bolt from the blue for her.

Reap the consequences, too late to regret.

But, but... Jiang Jinyi thought unwillingly, Jiang Youwan used to love herself so much, Jiang Youwan was so paranoid, Jiang Youwan's possessiveness was so strong, Jiang Youwan should do whatever it takes to keep herself in the She is right by her side, how could Jiang Youwan give up on her?

Jiang Youwan will not...

Jiang Jinyi knew that she was deceiving herself and others, she didn't care to wipe her tears anymore, she grabbed Jiang Youwan's clothes corners with both hands, looked at her pitifully with tearful peach blossom eyes, bit her lip, and groaned in her throat Heeping and chirping, like a kitten trying to keep its owner from abandoning itself.

She tried to soften Jiang Youwan's heart with such a gesture of pity for me, and begged softly: "Sister, I was wrong, don't be angry with me, okay? It's all my fault, I'm such a jerk Now, I should hit, I should scold, you can do whatever you want me to do, you can punish me however you want, don't want me, okay?"

Before she recovered her memory, Jiang Youwan made family rules and asked her to memorize them by heart.

Once she made a mistake, Jiang Youwan would punish her with various torture methods, which fascinated and frightened her at the same time.

After acting like a baby and begging like this, Jiang Youwan still didn't respond much, Jiang Jinyi became even more anxious, her mind was running fast, "Sister, you said that if I leave you, you will tie me up and lock me up." Get up, punish me with a whip, I will tie it to you, and you can do anything to me..."

She still remembered that when the two of them were on the bed, Jiang Youwan asked her if it was okay, and she agreed.

She knew that Jiang Youwan liked the feeling of being in control, so she squatted on the floor, grabbed the hem of her clothes and looked up at her with a dependent attitude.

Jiang Youwan lowered his eyes, looking down at the kitten that seemed to be nestled at his feet.

There is an undercurrent in a pair of seemingly calm fox eyes. I have to say that the words Xiao Jin said are really touching, especially in a crying voice.

Begging myself to punish her, to lock her up.

But not enough.

What she wants is not enough.

Should be more brutal.

She asked back, "But you've been gone for a long time, haven't you?"

"I use pheromones to tie you by my side, but you will break free and leave me alone at the cost of hurting yourself.

"A person who doesn't want to stay by his side can't stay no matter what."

"I've thought about it a lot. It's because my actions are too extreme and I don't consider your feelings. It's because I'm too abnormal."

"I'm scared and tired. I don't have that kind of hope anymore. What happens to you in the future has nothing to do with me."

"Woo..." Jiang Jinyi kept shaking her head, with tears in her eyes, feeling even more aggrieved and sad, but seeing Jiang Youwan's helpless and serious look, she was afraid that she would be annoyed by her noise, which would make her even worse. Annoyed, I only dared to whisper: "No, it has nothing to do with you..."

Jiang Jinyi was really panicked, really scared.

Did Jiang Youwan mean that he no longer has feelings for her?

She had experienced the life without Jiang Youwan, but it was unavoidable. Now that all misunderstandings have been resolved, all the longing for the days of separation and the love that was not allowed to be expressed all surged up at once, and she felt that she couldn't leave him even a step away. Jiang Youwan is gone.

She couldn't even imagine going back to those days without her.

She was very wronged, and she called her softly with pleading and coquettish, "Sister..."

Faced with such a little Jin Jiang You Wan, she felt somewhat unbearable, and her expression showed a little affection. Seeing the change in her expression, Jiang Jinyi seized the opportunity, and called her pitifully again.

"Xiao Jin, I can't trust you now. You can no longer give me a sense of security. I think that being apart and being alone is the most suitable way of life for me." The words were lighter than before, but the attitude was still the same manner.

Jiang Jinyi's eyelashes trembled slightly like a small fan, and she pressed her lips in bewilderment against a pair of red and wet eyes.

What Jiang Youwan said was very clear, she felt that Jiang Youwan would be bored if she continued to make trouble like this.

Does Jiang Youwan feel that she is a scumbag who stalks other scumbags...

Thinking that Jiang Youwan might think so, Jiang Jinyi held back her grievances and dared not speak up.

what to do...

Seeing that she had been silent for a long time, Jiang Youwan continued to eat porridge with his head down.

Jiang Jinyi's head lowered lower and lower, and she just stood by her side, not knowing what to say to keep her, and also reluctant to leave.

She lowered her head and couldn't see that Jiang Youwan's eyes stayed on the back of her neck which was still bandaged for a long time.

The eyes are gentle and distressed.

Seeing her distressed look, he still scolded her inwardly, idiot.

Not long after, the subordinate knocked on the door and said respectfully to Jiang Jinyi, "Director Jiang woke up and wanted to ask Miss if she had breakfast. She said she bought one for you and asked you to eat it."

Jiang Jinyi responded slowly. She stood up and helped Jiang Youwan unpack the porridge that she had just eaten. She wanted to say something but didn't dare to say it. Finally, she whispered: "Sister, rest well, I'm going to see mom."

Jiang Youwan was looking down at her phone, she didn't look at her, and she didn't respond, Jiang Jinyi wanted to say that she would come back to see you later, but she was afraid that Jiang Youwan wouldn't like to hear such words, afraid that Jiang Youwan would say If he didn't want her to come back to accompany her, he didn't say it.

It wasn't until she left and closed the door that Jiang Youwan raised his eyes, narrowed his fox eyes slightly, and scolded: "What an idiot."

Just stay with me for a while and leave, but will you dare not come?

coward.

Do you even want to teach how to get back together with your ex-girlfriend and keep your ex-girlfriend?

Jiang Jinyi was at the door, raised her head and wiped away the remaining tears in her eyes, and waited for the tears to dry before she dared to enter her mother's ward.

I saw my mother sitting on the sofa, and Secretary Song was standing beside her, very close.

There is a breakfast on the coffee table of the sofa, and there is another one that has already been eaten.

"Mom..." Jiang Jinyi whispered and walked over, Jiang Ningshu smiled at her and asked her to sit beside him.

Jiang Jinyi walked over, and her eyes stayed on her mother's lips for half a second. In the past, she didn't feel anything, and she didn't even pay attention, but now, she is also someone who has experienced it. I don't know if I kissed Jiang Youwan. how many times.

When I see my mother's red, swollen and moist lips, I feel crooked.

After she kissed Jiang Youwan, Jiang Youwan would do the same...

She thought she was crazy, how could it be possible!

Hurry up to suppress this thought, and lower your head to eat the breakfast that your mother prepared for her.

"What's wrong? Sister bullied you, crying like this?" Jiang Ningshu could tell her strangeness at a glance.

"No..." Jiang Jinyi hastily denied that it wasn't Jiang Youwan who bullied her, it was clearly that she was sorry for Jiang Youwan and made her sad.

"It's just...she doesn't seem to want me anymore." Jiang Jinyi always couldn't hide what was on her mind in front of her mother.

Jiang Ningshu's expression immediately became interested: "Why don't you want to? She wants to break up with you?"

Jiang Jinyi shook her head.

"It was me who made her sad before, and she doesn't like me now."

Jiang Jinyi told Jiang Ningshu everything that happened before, and Jiang Ningshu nodded clearly, "So, she is not interested in dating now, nor does she feel safe, and she prefers to be alone."

"...Hmm." So, Jiang Jinyi didn't dare to enter Jiang Youwan's room anymore, for fear that she would annoy her and think that she was a shameless and unqualified ex who stalked and stalked her.

Jiang Ningshu emphasized: "It is impossible for a pregnant omgea to adapt to a person. Instead, as the pregnancy grows, she will desire the company of alpha even more. Only with alpha by her side can she feel truly at ease."

"That's why she said that she is used to being alone, and she wants to be alone. She is always stubborn and against her will." Before Jiang Ningshu was pregnant by herself for ten months, she gave birth to Jiang Jinyi by herself, and did not let her become pregnant. With Yan's company, I know that feeling best.

It's really painful.

Jiang Jinyi was startled, and immediately lost her self-esteem, and said with great difficulty: "I don't have any pheromones..."

Jiang Ningshu pinched her cheek, "Baby, why are you so stupid? Pheromone is not everything, your presence will give her a sense of peace and security, not only pheromone, but also your smell, familiar feeling , will make her feel at ease."

Jiang Jinyi's eyes were pitiful, and Jiang Ningshu's heart ached to death, "After returning to Los Angeles, Mom will find the best doctor. Xiaojin's glands will recover, so don't be afraid."

Jiang Jinyi really wanted to get well soon.

Jiang Ningshu said firmly again: "You have been with her all night and morning, and now that you are leaving, she must be feeling lost and upset, and wants you to accompany her."

Jiang Jinyi was a little pleasantly surprised and uncertain, she quickly looked in the direction outside the door, and subconsciously wanted to go back to Jiang Youwan's ward immediately.

"really?"

"Will mom lie to you?" Jiang Ningshu guided her, "She said she has no sense of security towards you, so you can make her feel safe towards you again. She said she has no interest in you, and you have already broken your heart and don't like you. If it’s gone, you make it up again and try to make her like you again.”

"To please her, wear the clothes she likes you to wear the most, do the makeup she likes you to do the most, and seduce her, you know?"

"Will she find me annoying?" Jiang Jinyi really couldn't imagine Jiang Youwan's disgusted look at her.

"Do you want her to find you annoying or do you want her to have no feelings for you, and then slowly forget you as a person?"

Jiang Jinyi made a comparison and found that she couldn't accept the latter even more.

Imagine how much you want to cry.

After Jiang Ningshu's enlightenment, Jiang Jinyi only felt that her desire to go back to Jiang Youwan was so high that she was about to lose control, Jiang Ningshu kindly told her to go back quickly.

Jiang Jinyi jumped out immediately, Jiang Ningshu looked at her back and sighed.

"Why are you sighing?" Song Lian, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly asked.

Jiang Ningshu said lightly: "It's just emotion. I haven't seen you for five years. Xiao Jin has grown up, and her body and mind belong to others."

"Tsk, if I knew that she would differentiate into an alpha, I should have taught her more about how to seduce an omega since she was a child, so she wouldn't be so stupid now."

Jiang Ningshu narrowed her eyes, and said in a low voice: "Her sister is not an ordinary woman, Xiao Jin is like this, she can only be eaten to death by her, and she doesn't even know she is sold."

"Miss has a good personality, besides, it's good to be under control, isn't it? I believe she will protect Miss very well."

"So..." Jiang Ningshu raised her eyes to look at her, and said inexplicably, "Do you like being controlled?"

"..."

If Jiang Jinyi had just glanced at Song Lian's lips before leaving, she would have found that Secretary Song's lips were as wet and red as her mother's, with a bite mark.

--

Jiang Youwan was a little surprised, the door was opened again after only ten minutes, Jiang Jinyi closed the door and walked in, walked to the bed, without saying a word, just pulled a small stool and sat down, looking up at Own.

Jiang Youwan tilted his head to meet her, looking at her with puzzled eyes.

Jiang Jinyi's eyelashes trembled wildly, which was a sign of nervousness, but she still forced herself to look into her eyes, exhausted all her courage, and said firmly and seriously: "Sister, I want to chase you, I want you to be with me again Together……"

"You don't feel safe about me anymore, you don't like me anymore, it's all my fault, it's all my fault for making you sad, for letting you go through the marking period alone, and for you to face pregnancy alone. "

"I know I'm annoying and you don't like me like this. I'm an asshole, oh..." Crying, Jiang Jinyi was extremely ashamed, sniffed and continued: "Can you Give me a chance to make up for you? I want to take good care of you, I like you so much, and I feel very uncomfortable when I think of being separated from you. "

"This time it's me chasing you, can you, can you not bother me?" After finishing speaking, Jiang Jinyi immediately regretted it. She was chasing someone by herself, but she still wanted him not to bother her.

Isn't that too much to ask for?

Jiang Jinyi has never had this kind of experience, and she can't even remember the words she recited at the door just now, so she just thinks of what to say, and tells Jiang Youwan what she really thinks in her heart.

After finishing speaking, before Jiang Youwan could react, she couldn't hold herself back and bent over and lay down on the bed, occupying only a very small space, not daring to look at Jiang Youwan's eyes and Jiang Youwan's reaction .

If there is no ground seam, just bury it on the bed.

I still hope that Jiang Youwan can give her some response.

Jiang Youwan raised her eyebrows. To be honest, she still felt a little regretful just now. Was it because her words were too cold and hopeless, thinking that this idiot would not dare to come in again, so she hid somewhere and cried for a long time, and then directly Give up, you have to wait until you teach her to understand.

I didn't expect to run back so soon, and said that I want to chase myself back, I want to give myself a sense of security again, I want to make myself fall in love with her again, after finishing speaking, before I agree or disagree, I go to Lie on the bed by yourself, so confident.

After a long time, Jiang Jinyi didn't hear Jiang Youwan's voice, and when her expectation of responding gradually dissipated, she made the worst plan in her heart, even if she hated herself, even if she didn't want her to chase her, she still had to be ashamed.

It's better to be hated than forgotten.

However, she still really doesn't want to be hated...

When I think about it, I can't control my tears.

Jiang Jinyi deliberately covered it up, but Jiang Youwan still found the soaked bed sheet.

Inevitably feel distressed.

Really, this squeamish young lady was born to be used to.

Jiang Jinyi hadn't had a good night's sleep for several days in a row. After laying on the ground for a while, her heartbeat gradually stabilized, and sleepiness also followed.

Although Jiang Youwan didn't respond to her, he didn't drive her away either, could it be that he acquiesced?

Jiang Jinyi shrunk back to reduce the space occupied by the bed, so she lay down on such a small spot, trying not to disturb Jiang Youwan, so as not to make Jiang Youwan feel disgusted, and to be able to accompany her by her side.

Jiang Jinyi became more and more sleepy, and when she was half asleep, she seemed to feel that Jiang Youwan was touching her head.

It must be a dream, now only Jiang Youwan in the dream can touch her head, Jiang Jinyi likes this dream and let herself fall into it.

"Fool, just lay down on such a small place." Jiang Youwan held her cheeks, and brought her inside a little, and put more quilts on her, so that she could sleep more comfortably.

-

In the past two days at Nanshi Hospital, Jiang Jinyi has changed from being an arrogant and coquettish young lady to a particularly cheeky one. She stayed in Jiang Youwan's ward for a long time, coming during the day and at night.

Jiang Youwan ignored her, she didn't dare to talk too much, she just worked hard, and she would buy three meals a day according to the recipe given to her by the doctor, in order not to let things get on other people's pheromones, to feel more at ease, and to express her sincerity , she always buys it by herself, although sometimes Jiang Youwan has already eaten it from the hospital when she bought it back.

At night, when Jiang Youwan was about to go to bed, she left for a short while, and when Jiang Youwan fell asleep, she came back quietly, and lay down on the bed, occupying only a small amount of space.

The purpose is to be the closest to Jiang Youwan. Although her pheromone is weak, it is still vaguely a little bit. She thought that it would be good to let Jiang Youwan smell a little bit.

Even if you can't smell it... being close to her should have some effect, right?

Jiang Jinyi didn't want to let go of any effect.

Only in this way can I fall asleep and feel at ease.

But I was afraid that Jiang Youwan would find her annoying, so I only dared to lie there secretly when Jiang Youwan was asleep, and then got up before Jiang Youwan woke up, went to wash, and thought about the red marks on my face from sleeping. Way to get rid of it, and then go buy breakfast.

Once, because she was too sleepy, she woke up late, and Jiang Youwan was already awake when they woke up. She was still a little dazed when they looked at each other, but at the moment when Jiang Youwan frowned and opened her lips to speak , she woke up in an instant, afraid that Jiang Youwan would ask her not to sleep here in the future, tears fell out in an instant, and then ran out, so that she would not be able to hear what she said.

After hiding for almost an hour, Jiang Youwan had already eaten his breakfast when he bought it back. Jiang Jinyi was at a loss with the things in his hand, and didn't dare to say more, so he ate it silently.

After living like this for three days, on the morning of the fourth day, Jiang Youwan's subordinates came to pack her things. She was about to be discharged from the hospital and returned to Los Angeles.

Jiang Jinyi was worried about her health, hesitated again and again, and finally dared to speak: "Sister, do you really want to leave the hospital so soon? The wound seems to be quite serious, or stay for another two days, okay?"

Jiang Youwan just said lightly: "You know, I don't like the smell of disinfectant in the hospital. The doctor said I can go, so I left."

Of course Jiang Jinyi remembered that Jiang Youwan didn't like the smell of disinfectant.

She also remembered that her pheromone could eliminate the smell of disinfectant, making Jiang Youwan feel better.

But now it won't work.

She didn't say anything anymore, and thought with inferiority, sure enough, her glands didn't work at all.

"The most important thing is that there are still many things to be busy in Los Angeles." Suddenly, Jiang Youwan added another sentence.

Jiang Jinyi inexplicably felt better, "Mmm..."

Then, he helped Jiang Youwan pack his things.

Still very lost.

But not long after, it was a coincidence that Jiang Ningshu was about to leave the hospital and go back to Los Angeles. Jiang Jinyi jumped for joy in an instant, thinking that she could go back to Los Angeles with Jiang Youwan, and carefully went to find her and invited her Go back as Fu Mingyue's private jet.

The reason is that private jets are more comfortable.

But Jiang Youwan refused, and the reason for her refusal was that she had already bought a plane ticket.

Jiang Jinyi always thinks a lot, she thinks, Jiang Youwan is not short of money, so she definitely won't feel sorry for the money for the air ticket, the main reason is probably because she doesn't want to take the same plane with her or doesn't want to owe her a favor.

In the past three days, I have been so stubborn and insisted on taking care of her and clinging to her, is she already annoyed?That's why I left the hospital in such a hurry.

Jiang Jinyi always thinks like this, and then feels sad and wants to shed tears.

But she also thought that Jiang Youwan in the previous marking period was also like this, he would have insecure thoughts, even worse than herself.

Back in Los Angeles, it was already night.

Entering this house again with her mother, Jiang Jinyi ran to the second floor to look at Jiang Youwan's room. Sure enough, everything about Jiang Youwan had been moved away.

It was clean, as if she had never been here.

This feeling really made Jiang Jinyi out of breath, and pressed her head against the wall for a long time.

After the delay, she went back to her room.

The room was not messy, it was even cleaner than before she left, and the clothes in the closet were neatly arranged, but Jiang Jinyi still noticed carefully that many clothes were in a mess, obviously they had been tampered with.

When he left, Jiang Youwan could only rely on his own clothes to get by.

Thinking of the picture of Jiang Youwan curled up in her clothes, she felt distressed, astringent and painful.

Why didn't she take them all?

Because she has been away for so long, the clothes no longer have her own smell, and she doesn't want to wear them, because she is determined to separate from herself.

But Jiang Jinyi knew that Jiang Youwan would not feel better now than before. She was almost three months pregnant, and her need for alpha's company only increased. She definitely felt very insecure in her new house now.

Like, just after marking, I felt as insecure as when I left.

Jiang Jinyi really wanted to send herself there.

But she also knew that Jiang Youwan would definitely not want it.

After taking a bath, she found all her dolls, wrapped them in her own clothes, and hugged them all in her arms, rubbing them together from time to time, hoping that they would soon get their own smell, and then packed them all up for Jiang Youwan .

She thought, she really likes the feeling of being controlled by Jiang Youwan.

Unable to sleep, she felt that she really suffered from the sequelae of separation from Jiang Youwan.

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