Zuo Baixuan stood in the dim light, wearing a gorgeous dress, like a dancer walking on the stage to show herself.
Standing carelessly in Luan Yenan's sight.
When choosing clothes, Jiang Lingdan said that cuteness is not worth mentioning in front of sexy, so she forced herself to wear this deep V dress.
Just taking the initiative to put on this dress with few and irregular fabrics challenged Zuo Baixuan's defense.This is even more embarrassing than asking her to stand in front of Luan Yenan without any clothes on.
Luan Yenan didn't respond and walked out of the room.
Zuo Baixuan raised her eyes, and her gaze followed Luan Yenan.
Luan Yenan felt Zuo Baixuan's anxious little eyes, turned around and grabbed her: "I'll drink with you, let's drink in the living room. I'll get some snacks to cushion you. You didn't eat much at the dinner, Drinking again is not only a problem of getting drunk, but also a stomachache. Can you wait for me on the sofa?"
Zuo Baixuan looked at Luan Yenan's gentle eyes, her restless emotions were calmed down again, and she only said softly: "Okay."
Luan Yenan walked to another room of the suite.
She opened the door of the cabinet, took out the barrier patch and inhibitor, stuck the barrier patch on the back of her neck, and put the inhibitor in the pocket of the bathrobe.
After everything was ready, I walked back to the living room with snacks.
In the living room, Zuo Baixuan was sitting obliquely on the sofa, her legs were half curled up, the skirt of the dress fell loose and fell to the ground.
The floor-to-ceiling windows behind him were opened, and the light from outside came in, framing Zuo Baixuan into a painting.
Luan Yenan wanted to hug her, but felt that this is a beautiful thing, and she should be left alone in the picture to keep it beautiful.
"The wine hasn't been opened yet." Zuo Baixuan raised her head to remind Luan Yenan when she saw Luan Yenan coming out of the storage room with snacks in his hand but remained still.
Luan Yenan nodded, walked over, put down the snacks and found a bottle opener and a wine decanter.
Open the red wine and pour two shallow glasses.
She sat sideways on the floor next to the sofa, opened a pack of fish fillets in her hand, and handed it to Zuo Baixuan, like the easy preparations before watching a movie with friends at home.It was completely different from Zuo Baixuan's pretentious appearance in a dress.
Zuo Baixuan couldn't react, but seeing Luan Yenan's actions, she breathed a sigh of relief and took the fish fillet. The salty and sweet taste brought her a little calm.
She leaned forward, took the wine glass from the coffee table and drank it down.
"Hey..." Luan Yenan couldn't stop him.
It seems that Xiao Baihua is really going to get drunk tonight.
Luan Yenan looked at her for a while, then stretched out his hand to pinch her ankle.
"Ah!" Zuo Baixuan was startled by the cold touch on her ankle, but unable to take it back, she looked down at Luan Yenan.
Luan Yenan's eyes were calm, and he just reached out to her.
Zuo Baixuan hesitated for a moment and handed over the wine glass.
Luan Yenan poured another shallow cup for her, but instead of handing it back directly, he instructed: "Don't drink too fast, it's bad for your stomach."
When Zuo Baixuan took the wine glass with both hands, she lowered her eyes and glanced at the ankle that was always pinched in Luan Yenan's hand, as if locked by her side.
The long eyelashes cast shadows under the eyes, and there was no time to speak.
Luan Yenan was not in a hurry, and continued to open a package of small cakes and hand them to Zuo Baixuan.
The tense atmosphere was completely destroyed by her act of feeding. The sadness in Zuo Baixuan's eyes subsided a lot, and she took another sip of red wine with her head swaying.
The red wine melted in her mouth, and she smacked her lips.With her meager drinking capacity, she didn't think the red wine was exciting enough.
"Suddenly want to try vodka." Zuo Baixuan blurted out.
It was unintentional when I said it.
Luan Yenan heard her but glanced at her.
drinking wine.
One is in a bathrobe and the other is in a gown.
Being alone like this, a look, an expression, and a sentence all carry different meanings.
Zuo Baixuan's face turned hot from Luan Yenan's stare, she pursed her lips, and whispered, "I didn't mean that, I just wanted to drink some strong wine."
Luan Yenan raised the corners of his mouth and laughed.
He dangled the red wine in his hand and brought it to his mouth.
Zuo Baixuan stared at the red liquid slowly flowing into Luan Yenan's mouth.
She swallowed lightly and finished the first glass of red wine.
When Luan Yenan was pouring himself wine, accompanied by the gurgling of wine and the sound of glasses colliding, Luan Yenan said slowly: "So, are you ready to start telling a story?"
Zuo Baixuan looked at Luan Yenan.
Holding the wine glass, Luan Yenan leaned against her lap with his head tilted, with a faint smile on his face.
Don't force, suppress the sense of dangerous existence, just be a simple listener.
Seeing this scene, Zuo Baixuan felt her scalp go numb, and her hand holding the wine glass tightened.
If Luan Yenan doesn't treat her as well as he does now, if every action doesn't give her a proper sense of security, she may give up revealing at any time.
But she didn't.
Zuo Baixuan raised her head.
The light and shadow behind her fell on her face, blurring her outline.
"The protagonist of the story is a girl who was born in a happy family." Zuo Baixuan looked at the ceiling.
The light outside the floor-to-ceiling windows passes through the glass, falls on the ground, and then reflects from the ground to the ceiling, leaving hazy traces, like water waves separated by gauze.
Just like Zuo Baixuan's memories, there are clear parts and vague parts.
Luan Yenan sat up straight and looked at Zuo Baixuan's side face. The delicate and three-dimensional facial features were imprinted in the cold light, and the eyes became complicated with memories.
This is a little white flower outside the outline, which I don't know, a little white flower that I couldn't see before.
It was the reason why Zuo Baixuan became Zuo Baixuan.
Luan Yenan listened quietly.
Zuo Baixuan didn't hear Luan Yenan's response, but knowing that she was listening, she slowly continued, "She has a mother who loves her, and a father who always loves to smile. Even if they are busy with work, But I still play with the little girl on weekends. The house is always full of laughter."
Luan Yenan looked at Zuo Baixuan with a slight smile on her face, but her eyes were full of sadness, mixed with the brain impacted by alcohol, in a half-drowsy and half-awake state, intoxicated by the beautiful memories of her childhood, but also pulled by reality Can't relax.
Obviously, he only heard about the happy childhood of the "little girl", but Luan Yenan was worried about the future development.
Sure enough, the happy description didn't last long, and then the plot took a sharp turn.
"However, when the little girl was seven years old, her mother's family was in trouble, and her grandparents' business collapsed. In order to pay employees, she owed a lot of foreign debts. Even if she applied for bankruptcy protection, she was still chased by debt collectors. .Grandpa died of a heart attack, and grandma couldn't afford it even after being hit."
When Zuo Baixuan said this, she drank the red wine in the shallow glass again.
Luan Yenan still didn't speak.
She just put down the wine glass and consciously filled Zuo Baixuan with new wine.
When people define ordinary people, they may use the following descriptions.
For example, in an ordinary working family with just enough food and drink, the parents couldn’t provide a superior material basis, so they dressed in ordinary clothes and went to ordinary nine-year compulsory education since childhood.
For example, IQ is mediocre, and I just managed to get into an ordinary university through hard work. I don't have any special experience, so I only got an ordinary diploma.
For example, with mediocre appearance, I can't provide any help for life and work, so after graduation, I just found an ordinary job with an ordinary salary.
Is this an ordinary person?
Yes.
Ordinary enough.
But also lucky enough.
Because this kind of ordinary means that both parents have both parents, they have not experienced harm in childhood, they have not experienced disasters when they grow up, and they are free from illness and pain.
And she and Zuo Baixuan are not "ordinary people".
Luan Yenan sat on the sofa.
Zuo Baixuan took a deep breath, and then continued: "Grandpa's departure and grandma's serious illness hit the little girl's mother hard, and she wanted to rely on her father, but the father who used to be responsible and loved to laugh suddenly seemed like A different person. No, to be precise, he has not changed, he is just good at disguising, after the little girl’s mother’s backer fell, he exposed his true self.”
Luan Yenan leaned against Zuo Baixuan.
Zuo Baixuan leaned her head on Luan Yenan's shoulder almost immediately.
"The little girl's mother has a good family and was raised by rich people. She didn't suffer a little bit. When the little girl's father married her, maybe he promised to treat her well for the rest of his life. But the betrayal came very quickly. It's like a The load-bearing wall of the building was blown up, and the whole building collapsed. Only the little girl's mother, sitting in the ruins, was not willing to accept the fact that she was bruised and bruised by the rocks."
Luan Yenan was silent.
The heat from the bathrobe on her shoulder made her even more speechless.She just lowered her head and kissed the top of Zuo Baixuan's hair.
Zuo Baixuan knew that her emotions must be seen by Luan Yenan, so she simply didn't hide it, and rubbed her shoulders directly to wipe off the excess emotions, before raising her head and taking another sip of wine.
After Luan Yenan refilled another glass for her, he insisted on clinking her glass before giving up.
Zuo Baixuan was already drunk.
Because "sober Zuo Baixuan" cannot tell this story, "drunk Zuo Baixuan" must be completely replaced.
Luan Yenan clinked glasses with her and drank it with her.
Zuo Baixuan smiled in satisfaction.
Her mouth continued to babble about the "little girl" story.
"The last straw that crushed the little girl's mother was the death of the little girl's grandmother. The family couldn't afford the medical expenses, and the little girl's father felt unlucky, and even refused to see her for the last time. The mother took the little girl to see her grandmother away. After that, I went to find my father, but saw him making out with others in the lobby of the hotel. When the girl’s father saw them, he became furious and pushed the mother and daughter away, fell to the ground, and walked away.”
For a little girl who has always felt that she is well loved by her parents, such a reversal blow is fatal.
Zuo Baixuan's words stopped here, and she raised her head again, looking at the light and shadow on the ceiling.
This time, I don't know whether it is the blurred light and shadow or the blurred vision.
Luan Yenan picked up his phone and played the piano music.
Zuo Baixuan blinked, tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, she turned her head to look at Luan Yenan.
Luan Yenan held out his hand to Zuo Baixuan: "Do you want to dance?"
Zuo Baixuan put her palm on Luan Yenan's.
Luan Yenan's body also became hot from drinking, and his palms were hot, transmitting strength and warmth to Zuo Baixuan's body.
Zuo Baixuan got up and leaned into Luan Yenan's arms.
Zuo Baixuan's mood gradually calmed down following the gentle music without any rules, just moving in rhythm.
Speak again.
"After the little girl's mother returned home, she was depressed for a long time. During this time, the little girl's father's behavior intensified, until finally, he had a mental breakdown and chose to end his own life. But the little girl's father was very powerful and well-connected. , I have the means to successfully shake off the oil bottle of the little girl, and live a happy life."
Luan Yenan frowned.
The story Zuo Baixuan told, whether it was the beginning or the end, used the same wording as a fairy tale, but the core was completely different.
The sudden change in the family became one thorn after another in the little girl's body in just a few months.
Let her not believe in love, commitment, intimacy, and even fairy tales.
The environment forced this little girl who spent her childhood in fairy tales to face the cruel reality, and she had to be self-reliant.
That's why Zuo Baixuan has the character of keeping three points for good friends and one point for strangers.
Even if Zuo Baixuan took the step of "telling stories" now, it would be difficult to fully accept "the intimate relationship with Luan Yenan".
Luan Yenan lightly twisted the suspenders of Zuo Baixuan's dress, recalling all the information he had.
At this moment, Luan Yenan understood.
Zuo Baixuan really resembled herself.
Much like my previous self.
Rather than being unable to reconcile with the world, it is better to say that one cannot reconcile with oneself.
These experiences are a thorn that cannot be removed from the chest.
It's useless to get close or to influence, and it may even be counterproductive, causing her subconscious defense.
Only when she takes revenge in person, resolves this knot, and takes everything under her control, can she stop her extreme vigilance.
Luan Yenan also understood why the heroine who existed in the rough outline of the original text chose a male protagonist with no sense of existence in the background, because of her previous experience.
What she wants is someone who won't interfere with her, anyone, or none.
Luan Yenan's hand pressed the back of the dress, touching the cold skin under the backless dress.
Zuo Baixuan's body trembled, and she quickly relaxed again, leaning on Luan Yenan's shoulder, and stopped for a while.
The alcohol was coming up, and her head was a little dizzy.
Luan Yenan's voice was also indistinct.
"Would you like to hear me tell a story too?"
"Okay, I like listening to stories." Zuo Baixuan broke away from the last "story" and sprayed her breath on Luan Yenan's neck with a smile.
Vanilla is melodious.
Luan Yenan closed his eyes, took out a barrier sticker from his pocket and put it on for Zuo Baixuan.
Zuo Baixuan looked up at her, Luan Yenan was unmoved, and just said, "This is also a story about a little girl. At the beginning of the story, the little girl didn't live in happiness. Her father would beat her mother, restricting her life." The mother's freedom, she will scold the little girl for losing money when she has nothing to do. The little girl even thought for a long time that this is what a normal family should look like."
Zuo Baixuan's drunkenness was dispelled by the words "beat" and "swear".
She stared at Luan Yenan.
Luan Yenan's eyes were calm.
It was as calm as stagnant water.
This peace will not appear in the eyes of the storyteller or the listener, it will only appear in the eyes of the person involved.
This is not the calm of indifference, nor the calm of relief.It was the peace that he had obtained after thinking of his past experience countless times, and killing his emotional self countless times.
Zuo Baixuan didn't expect that in this situation, she would suddenly get the reason why Luan Yenan was so sensitive to "domestic violence".
【"There is also a possibility that I have indeed changed into a different person?"】
Luan Yenan's previous words came to mind.
All the strange feelings gathered at this moment, combined with this story, Zuo Baixuan also got this exact answer.
Luan Yenan's story continues: "The little girl's mother passed away and was buried outside the village with her favorite sweet-scented osmanthus."
"How could it be?" Zuo Baixuan's nerves were stung by the word "Osmanthus fragrans" again.
That's why Luan Yenan had that expression when he saw Luan Xing!
Luan Yenan hugged Zuo Baixuan and patted her on the back. After she digested all the information, she calmed down and said again: "The little girl escaped from that village and studied day and night. She made money day and night. But her knot was always there, until one day, a piece of social news caused a national sensation.
"A pregnant girl went to the police station to call the police, saying that she had been trafficked into a village. She pretended to cater to her. After she became pregnant, she took advantage of the family's relaxation and escaped from the village along the mountain path. This trafficking village Surface."
Zuo Baixuan looked at Luan Yenan, and hugged her warm body tightly.
Why is this person so strong?
"The little girl grew up and became rich. She used the means within her control to make the village that surfaced pay the price."
Zuo Baixuan's body trembled a little.
the same.
They are the same.
Zuo Baixuan's voice trembled along with her body, and she asked softly, "Why is the little girl in your story so strong?"
Luan Yenan shook his head: "She's not strong. She heard from the girl who escaped that sweet-scented osmanthus was planted along the mountain road from that village, and the girl escaped from the mountain smelling the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus.
"And this little girl, since she escaped from the mountains, she couldn't smell the sweet-scented osmanthus, couldn't see the sweet-scented osmanthus, and she would have a splitting headache whenever she came into contact with things related to the sweet-scented osmanthus. So after the results came out, she didn't dare to go back to that village to worship. Mother."
Zuo Baixuan hugged Luan Yenan and her body became cold and hot for a while.
Luan Yenan calmed her emotions, and whispered, "I'm willing to help you. I can help you with whatever you want."
Zuo Baixuan did not respond for a long time as if she hadn't heard it.
Luan Yenan felt that Xiangruan, who was lying motionless on his body, was getting hot, so he suddenly pressed Zuo Baixuan's shoulder.
It's too late.
Zuo Baixuan's eyes were blurred, and her eyes were full of affection when she looked up. Her voice was melodious, like a vanilla-flavored feather scratching Luan Yenan's heart.
The wanton vanilla smell flew over the barrier of the barrier stickers.
Zuo Baixuan tugged at Luan Yenan's bathrobe, and didn't speak until she loosened all the belt: "Luan Yenan, mark me."
This is Zuo Baixuan begging for intimacy with Luan Yenan with blurred eyes.
Luan Yenan just wanted to escape.
Zuo Baixuan has entered a fever period while drunk!
Zuo Baixuan held onto Luan Yenan tightly, at the same time tore off her barrier stickers, and reached out to reach Luan Yenan's.
Not even a tug.
A large amount of vanilla has already captured and devoured Luan Yenan's disappointing glands.
The vodka broke through the barrier sticker, and the fingertip touched the barrier sticker and it was cut from the gland.
A large amount of pheromone completely enveloped the two of them.
A gentle wrap for a newborn, but with amazing concentration.
If this mark goes on, it will definitely break through the genital cavity uncontrollably.
"Zuo Baixuan, are you sure?" Luan Yenan paid attention to Zuo Baixuan's expression.The time she can suppress the beast is only a few seconds left.
That's a permanent marker.
Unlike a temporary mark that disappears, it becomes a lifelong imprint.Even going to the hospital for a cleansing operation is an extremely painful process.
Before the ambiguous atmosphere could emerge with the entanglement of pheromones, Zuo Baixuan's body softened, and she fell into Luan Yenan's arms unconsciously.
Luan Yenan was so scared that he hurriedly hugged Zuo Baixuan to the sofa.
When she was in New City, when she used pheromone to drive off the maliciously approaching Omega, she fell into a coma directly.
Luan Yenan quickly checked Zuo Baixuan's breathing, Zuo Baixuan just kept breathing out the smell of alcohol, which made her feel a little more at ease.
She took out the inhibitor again from the pocket of her bathrobe, gave one to herself and Zuo Baixuan, and completed the injection.
Standing far away, Luan Yenan carried Zuo Baixuan into the master bedroom until the pheromones calmed down.
The two meter big bed in the master bedroom makes Zuo Baixuan look very small.
Zuo Baixuan, who was sleeping peacefully, was not at all on guard, she didn't show her teeth and claws, and she was careless.
Luan Yenan helped her tuck the quilt, went to the living room to get a wine glass, sat on the floor beside the bed, swung the wine glass, and thought for a long time.
She knew more about Zuo Baixuan.
This understanding made her feel even heavier.
How wonderful it would be if they didn't meet in this way.But if you don't travel through time, you may not even have the chance to meet each other.
Luan Yenan pulled a helpless smile at the corner of his mouth, laughing at the useless thinking about paradox in his mind.
But a crazy idea formed in my mind.
Drink a glass of wine with your head back.
When she lowered her head again, her eyes were shining with clarity and firmness, and she made a new decision.
I don't know if my pheromone situation will intensify, as annoying as a ticking time bomb.
Even the moment Zuo Baixuan wanted to accept the permanent mark was skillfully stopped by some force majeure like a coincidence.
Since the plot of the outline and Zuo Baixuan's plan both stated that they would be divorced.
Okay, isn't that just divorce?
Then divorce.
After going through the outline plot and completing all of Zuo Baixuan's plans, they divorced.
The pheromone in the room has completely dissipated.
Luan Yenan got up, lay down on the quilt, and hugged Zuo Baixuan in his arms.
Zuo Baixuan was awakened by the strange feeling in her body, she snorted softly, and looked up at Luan Yenan.
There is a hot fire burning.
There are crazy people doing it.
"Why..." Zuo Baixuan pinched Luan Yenan's shoulder.
But Luan Yenan leaned into her ear and said, "It's nothing, just ask for some interest first."
But Zuo Baixuan could no longer understand what this interest meant.
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Standing carelessly in Luan Yenan's sight.
When choosing clothes, Jiang Lingdan said that cuteness is not worth mentioning in front of sexy, so she forced herself to wear this deep V dress.
Just taking the initiative to put on this dress with few and irregular fabrics challenged Zuo Baixuan's defense.This is even more embarrassing than asking her to stand in front of Luan Yenan without any clothes on.
Luan Yenan didn't respond and walked out of the room.
Zuo Baixuan raised her eyes, and her gaze followed Luan Yenan.
Luan Yenan felt Zuo Baixuan's anxious little eyes, turned around and grabbed her: "I'll drink with you, let's drink in the living room. I'll get some snacks to cushion you. You didn't eat much at the dinner, Drinking again is not only a problem of getting drunk, but also a stomachache. Can you wait for me on the sofa?"
Zuo Baixuan looked at Luan Yenan's gentle eyes, her restless emotions were calmed down again, and she only said softly: "Okay."
Luan Yenan walked to another room of the suite.
She opened the door of the cabinet, took out the barrier patch and inhibitor, stuck the barrier patch on the back of her neck, and put the inhibitor in the pocket of the bathrobe.
After everything was ready, I walked back to the living room with snacks.
In the living room, Zuo Baixuan was sitting obliquely on the sofa, her legs were half curled up, the skirt of the dress fell loose and fell to the ground.
The floor-to-ceiling windows behind him were opened, and the light from outside came in, framing Zuo Baixuan into a painting.
Luan Yenan wanted to hug her, but felt that this is a beautiful thing, and she should be left alone in the picture to keep it beautiful.
"The wine hasn't been opened yet." Zuo Baixuan raised her head to remind Luan Yenan when she saw Luan Yenan coming out of the storage room with snacks in his hand but remained still.
Luan Yenan nodded, walked over, put down the snacks and found a bottle opener and a wine decanter.
Open the red wine and pour two shallow glasses.
She sat sideways on the floor next to the sofa, opened a pack of fish fillets in her hand, and handed it to Zuo Baixuan, like the easy preparations before watching a movie with friends at home.It was completely different from Zuo Baixuan's pretentious appearance in a dress.
Zuo Baixuan couldn't react, but seeing Luan Yenan's actions, she breathed a sigh of relief and took the fish fillet. The salty and sweet taste brought her a little calm.
She leaned forward, took the wine glass from the coffee table and drank it down.
"Hey..." Luan Yenan couldn't stop him.
It seems that Xiao Baihua is really going to get drunk tonight.
Luan Yenan looked at her for a while, then stretched out his hand to pinch her ankle.
"Ah!" Zuo Baixuan was startled by the cold touch on her ankle, but unable to take it back, she looked down at Luan Yenan.
Luan Yenan's eyes were calm, and he just reached out to her.
Zuo Baixuan hesitated for a moment and handed over the wine glass.
Luan Yenan poured another shallow cup for her, but instead of handing it back directly, he instructed: "Don't drink too fast, it's bad for your stomach."
When Zuo Baixuan took the wine glass with both hands, she lowered her eyes and glanced at the ankle that was always pinched in Luan Yenan's hand, as if locked by her side.
The long eyelashes cast shadows under the eyes, and there was no time to speak.
Luan Yenan was not in a hurry, and continued to open a package of small cakes and hand them to Zuo Baixuan.
The tense atmosphere was completely destroyed by her act of feeding. The sadness in Zuo Baixuan's eyes subsided a lot, and she took another sip of red wine with her head swaying.
The red wine melted in her mouth, and she smacked her lips.With her meager drinking capacity, she didn't think the red wine was exciting enough.
"Suddenly want to try vodka." Zuo Baixuan blurted out.
It was unintentional when I said it.
Luan Yenan heard her but glanced at her.
drinking wine.
One is in a bathrobe and the other is in a gown.
Being alone like this, a look, an expression, and a sentence all carry different meanings.
Zuo Baixuan's face turned hot from Luan Yenan's stare, she pursed her lips, and whispered, "I didn't mean that, I just wanted to drink some strong wine."
Luan Yenan raised the corners of his mouth and laughed.
He dangled the red wine in his hand and brought it to his mouth.
Zuo Baixuan stared at the red liquid slowly flowing into Luan Yenan's mouth.
She swallowed lightly and finished the first glass of red wine.
When Luan Yenan was pouring himself wine, accompanied by the gurgling of wine and the sound of glasses colliding, Luan Yenan said slowly: "So, are you ready to start telling a story?"
Zuo Baixuan looked at Luan Yenan.
Holding the wine glass, Luan Yenan leaned against her lap with his head tilted, with a faint smile on his face.
Don't force, suppress the sense of dangerous existence, just be a simple listener.
Seeing this scene, Zuo Baixuan felt her scalp go numb, and her hand holding the wine glass tightened.
If Luan Yenan doesn't treat her as well as he does now, if every action doesn't give her a proper sense of security, she may give up revealing at any time.
But she didn't.
Zuo Baixuan raised her head.
The light and shadow behind her fell on her face, blurring her outline.
"The protagonist of the story is a girl who was born in a happy family." Zuo Baixuan looked at the ceiling.
The light outside the floor-to-ceiling windows passes through the glass, falls on the ground, and then reflects from the ground to the ceiling, leaving hazy traces, like water waves separated by gauze.
Just like Zuo Baixuan's memories, there are clear parts and vague parts.
Luan Yenan sat up straight and looked at Zuo Baixuan's side face. The delicate and three-dimensional facial features were imprinted in the cold light, and the eyes became complicated with memories.
This is a little white flower outside the outline, which I don't know, a little white flower that I couldn't see before.
It was the reason why Zuo Baixuan became Zuo Baixuan.
Luan Yenan listened quietly.
Zuo Baixuan didn't hear Luan Yenan's response, but knowing that she was listening, she slowly continued, "She has a mother who loves her, and a father who always loves to smile. Even if they are busy with work, But I still play with the little girl on weekends. The house is always full of laughter."
Luan Yenan looked at Zuo Baixuan with a slight smile on her face, but her eyes were full of sadness, mixed with the brain impacted by alcohol, in a half-drowsy and half-awake state, intoxicated by the beautiful memories of her childhood, but also pulled by reality Can't relax.
Obviously, he only heard about the happy childhood of the "little girl", but Luan Yenan was worried about the future development.
Sure enough, the happy description didn't last long, and then the plot took a sharp turn.
"However, when the little girl was seven years old, her mother's family was in trouble, and her grandparents' business collapsed. In order to pay employees, she owed a lot of foreign debts. Even if she applied for bankruptcy protection, she was still chased by debt collectors. .Grandpa died of a heart attack, and grandma couldn't afford it even after being hit."
When Zuo Baixuan said this, she drank the red wine in the shallow glass again.
Luan Yenan still didn't speak.
She just put down the wine glass and consciously filled Zuo Baixuan with new wine.
When people define ordinary people, they may use the following descriptions.
For example, in an ordinary working family with just enough food and drink, the parents couldn’t provide a superior material basis, so they dressed in ordinary clothes and went to ordinary nine-year compulsory education since childhood.
For example, IQ is mediocre, and I just managed to get into an ordinary university through hard work. I don't have any special experience, so I only got an ordinary diploma.
For example, with mediocre appearance, I can't provide any help for life and work, so after graduation, I just found an ordinary job with an ordinary salary.
Is this an ordinary person?
Yes.
Ordinary enough.
But also lucky enough.
Because this kind of ordinary means that both parents have both parents, they have not experienced harm in childhood, they have not experienced disasters when they grow up, and they are free from illness and pain.
And she and Zuo Baixuan are not "ordinary people".
Luan Yenan sat on the sofa.
Zuo Baixuan took a deep breath, and then continued: "Grandpa's departure and grandma's serious illness hit the little girl's mother hard, and she wanted to rely on her father, but the father who used to be responsible and loved to laugh suddenly seemed like A different person. No, to be precise, he has not changed, he is just good at disguising, after the little girl’s mother’s backer fell, he exposed his true self.”
Luan Yenan leaned against Zuo Baixuan.
Zuo Baixuan leaned her head on Luan Yenan's shoulder almost immediately.
"The little girl's mother has a good family and was raised by rich people. She didn't suffer a little bit. When the little girl's father married her, maybe he promised to treat her well for the rest of his life. But the betrayal came very quickly. It's like a The load-bearing wall of the building was blown up, and the whole building collapsed. Only the little girl's mother, sitting in the ruins, was not willing to accept the fact that she was bruised and bruised by the rocks."
Luan Yenan was silent.
The heat from the bathrobe on her shoulder made her even more speechless.She just lowered her head and kissed the top of Zuo Baixuan's hair.
Zuo Baixuan knew that her emotions must be seen by Luan Yenan, so she simply didn't hide it, and rubbed her shoulders directly to wipe off the excess emotions, before raising her head and taking another sip of wine.
After Luan Yenan refilled another glass for her, he insisted on clinking her glass before giving up.
Zuo Baixuan was already drunk.
Because "sober Zuo Baixuan" cannot tell this story, "drunk Zuo Baixuan" must be completely replaced.
Luan Yenan clinked glasses with her and drank it with her.
Zuo Baixuan smiled in satisfaction.
Her mouth continued to babble about the "little girl" story.
"The last straw that crushed the little girl's mother was the death of the little girl's grandmother. The family couldn't afford the medical expenses, and the little girl's father felt unlucky, and even refused to see her for the last time. The mother took the little girl to see her grandmother away. After that, I went to find my father, but saw him making out with others in the lobby of the hotel. When the girl’s father saw them, he became furious and pushed the mother and daughter away, fell to the ground, and walked away.”
For a little girl who has always felt that she is well loved by her parents, such a reversal blow is fatal.
Zuo Baixuan's words stopped here, and she raised her head again, looking at the light and shadow on the ceiling.
This time, I don't know whether it is the blurred light and shadow or the blurred vision.
Luan Yenan picked up his phone and played the piano music.
Zuo Baixuan blinked, tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, she turned her head to look at Luan Yenan.
Luan Yenan held out his hand to Zuo Baixuan: "Do you want to dance?"
Zuo Baixuan put her palm on Luan Yenan's.
Luan Yenan's body also became hot from drinking, and his palms were hot, transmitting strength and warmth to Zuo Baixuan's body.
Zuo Baixuan got up and leaned into Luan Yenan's arms.
Zuo Baixuan's mood gradually calmed down following the gentle music without any rules, just moving in rhythm.
Speak again.
"After the little girl's mother returned home, she was depressed for a long time. During this time, the little girl's father's behavior intensified, until finally, he had a mental breakdown and chose to end his own life. But the little girl's father was very powerful and well-connected. , I have the means to successfully shake off the oil bottle of the little girl, and live a happy life."
Luan Yenan frowned.
The story Zuo Baixuan told, whether it was the beginning or the end, used the same wording as a fairy tale, but the core was completely different.
The sudden change in the family became one thorn after another in the little girl's body in just a few months.
Let her not believe in love, commitment, intimacy, and even fairy tales.
The environment forced this little girl who spent her childhood in fairy tales to face the cruel reality, and she had to be self-reliant.
That's why Zuo Baixuan has the character of keeping three points for good friends and one point for strangers.
Even if Zuo Baixuan took the step of "telling stories" now, it would be difficult to fully accept "the intimate relationship with Luan Yenan".
Luan Yenan lightly twisted the suspenders of Zuo Baixuan's dress, recalling all the information he had.
At this moment, Luan Yenan understood.
Zuo Baixuan really resembled herself.
Much like my previous self.
Rather than being unable to reconcile with the world, it is better to say that one cannot reconcile with oneself.
These experiences are a thorn that cannot be removed from the chest.
It's useless to get close or to influence, and it may even be counterproductive, causing her subconscious defense.
Only when she takes revenge in person, resolves this knot, and takes everything under her control, can she stop her extreme vigilance.
Luan Yenan also understood why the heroine who existed in the rough outline of the original text chose a male protagonist with no sense of existence in the background, because of her previous experience.
What she wants is someone who won't interfere with her, anyone, or none.
Luan Yenan's hand pressed the back of the dress, touching the cold skin under the backless dress.
Zuo Baixuan's body trembled, and she quickly relaxed again, leaning on Luan Yenan's shoulder, and stopped for a while.
The alcohol was coming up, and her head was a little dizzy.
Luan Yenan's voice was also indistinct.
"Would you like to hear me tell a story too?"
"Okay, I like listening to stories." Zuo Baixuan broke away from the last "story" and sprayed her breath on Luan Yenan's neck with a smile.
Vanilla is melodious.
Luan Yenan closed his eyes, took out a barrier sticker from his pocket and put it on for Zuo Baixuan.
Zuo Baixuan looked up at her, Luan Yenan was unmoved, and just said, "This is also a story about a little girl. At the beginning of the story, the little girl didn't live in happiness. Her father would beat her mother, restricting her life." The mother's freedom, she will scold the little girl for losing money when she has nothing to do. The little girl even thought for a long time that this is what a normal family should look like."
Zuo Baixuan's drunkenness was dispelled by the words "beat" and "swear".
She stared at Luan Yenan.
Luan Yenan's eyes were calm.
It was as calm as stagnant water.
This peace will not appear in the eyes of the storyteller or the listener, it will only appear in the eyes of the person involved.
This is not the calm of indifference, nor the calm of relief.It was the peace that he had obtained after thinking of his past experience countless times, and killing his emotional self countless times.
Zuo Baixuan didn't expect that in this situation, she would suddenly get the reason why Luan Yenan was so sensitive to "domestic violence".
【"There is also a possibility that I have indeed changed into a different person?"】
Luan Yenan's previous words came to mind.
All the strange feelings gathered at this moment, combined with this story, Zuo Baixuan also got this exact answer.
Luan Yenan's story continues: "The little girl's mother passed away and was buried outside the village with her favorite sweet-scented osmanthus."
"How could it be?" Zuo Baixuan's nerves were stung by the word "Osmanthus fragrans" again.
That's why Luan Yenan had that expression when he saw Luan Xing!
Luan Yenan hugged Zuo Baixuan and patted her on the back. After she digested all the information, she calmed down and said again: "The little girl escaped from that village and studied day and night. She made money day and night. But her knot was always there, until one day, a piece of social news caused a national sensation.
"A pregnant girl went to the police station to call the police, saying that she had been trafficked into a village. She pretended to cater to her. After she became pregnant, she took advantage of the family's relaxation and escaped from the village along the mountain path. This trafficking village Surface."
Zuo Baixuan looked at Luan Yenan, and hugged her warm body tightly.
Why is this person so strong?
"The little girl grew up and became rich. She used the means within her control to make the village that surfaced pay the price."
Zuo Baixuan's body trembled a little.
the same.
They are the same.
Zuo Baixuan's voice trembled along with her body, and she asked softly, "Why is the little girl in your story so strong?"
Luan Yenan shook his head: "She's not strong. She heard from the girl who escaped that sweet-scented osmanthus was planted along the mountain road from that village, and the girl escaped from the mountain smelling the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus.
"And this little girl, since she escaped from the mountains, she couldn't smell the sweet-scented osmanthus, couldn't see the sweet-scented osmanthus, and she would have a splitting headache whenever she came into contact with things related to the sweet-scented osmanthus. So after the results came out, she didn't dare to go back to that village to worship. Mother."
Zuo Baixuan hugged Luan Yenan and her body became cold and hot for a while.
Luan Yenan calmed her emotions, and whispered, "I'm willing to help you. I can help you with whatever you want."
Zuo Baixuan did not respond for a long time as if she hadn't heard it.
Luan Yenan felt that Xiangruan, who was lying motionless on his body, was getting hot, so he suddenly pressed Zuo Baixuan's shoulder.
It's too late.
Zuo Baixuan's eyes were blurred, and her eyes were full of affection when she looked up. Her voice was melodious, like a vanilla-flavored feather scratching Luan Yenan's heart.
The wanton vanilla smell flew over the barrier of the barrier stickers.
Zuo Baixuan tugged at Luan Yenan's bathrobe, and didn't speak until she loosened all the belt: "Luan Yenan, mark me."
This is Zuo Baixuan begging for intimacy with Luan Yenan with blurred eyes.
Luan Yenan just wanted to escape.
Zuo Baixuan has entered a fever period while drunk!
Zuo Baixuan held onto Luan Yenan tightly, at the same time tore off her barrier stickers, and reached out to reach Luan Yenan's.
Not even a tug.
A large amount of vanilla has already captured and devoured Luan Yenan's disappointing glands.
The vodka broke through the barrier sticker, and the fingertip touched the barrier sticker and it was cut from the gland.
A large amount of pheromone completely enveloped the two of them.
A gentle wrap for a newborn, but with amazing concentration.
If this mark goes on, it will definitely break through the genital cavity uncontrollably.
"Zuo Baixuan, are you sure?" Luan Yenan paid attention to Zuo Baixuan's expression.The time she can suppress the beast is only a few seconds left.
That's a permanent marker.
Unlike a temporary mark that disappears, it becomes a lifelong imprint.Even going to the hospital for a cleansing operation is an extremely painful process.
Before the ambiguous atmosphere could emerge with the entanglement of pheromones, Zuo Baixuan's body softened, and she fell into Luan Yenan's arms unconsciously.
Luan Yenan was so scared that he hurriedly hugged Zuo Baixuan to the sofa.
When she was in New City, when she used pheromone to drive off the maliciously approaching Omega, she fell into a coma directly.
Luan Yenan quickly checked Zuo Baixuan's breathing, Zuo Baixuan just kept breathing out the smell of alcohol, which made her feel a little more at ease.
She took out the inhibitor again from the pocket of her bathrobe, gave one to herself and Zuo Baixuan, and completed the injection.
Standing far away, Luan Yenan carried Zuo Baixuan into the master bedroom until the pheromones calmed down.
The two meter big bed in the master bedroom makes Zuo Baixuan look very small.
Zuo Baixuan, who was sleeping peacefully, was not at all on guard, she didn't show her teeth and claws, and she was careless.
Luan Yenan helped her tuck the quilt, went to the living room to get a wine glass, sat on the floor beside the bed, swung the wine glass, and thought for a long time.
She knew more about Zuo Baixuan.
This understanding made her feel even heavier.
How wonderful it would be if they didn't meet in this way.But if you don't travel through time, you may not even have the chance to meet each other.
Luan Yenan pulled a helpless smile at the corner of his mouth, laughing at the useless thinking about paradox in his mind.
But a crazy idea formed in my mind.
Drink a glass of wine with your head back.
When she lowered her head again, her eyes were shining with clarity and firmness, and she made a new decision.
I don't know if my pheromone situation will intensify, as annoying as a ticking time bomb.
Even the moment Zuo Baixuan wanted to accept the permanent mark was skillfully stopped by some force majeure like a coincidence.
Since the plot of the outline and Zuo Baixuan's plan both stated that they would be divorced.
Okay, isn't that just divorce?
Then divorce.
After going through the outline plot and completing all of Zuo Baixuan's plans, they divorced.
The pheromone in the room has completely dissipated.
Luan Yenan got up, lay down on the quilt, and hugged Zuo Baixuan in his arms.
Zuo Baixuan was awakened by the strange feeling in her body, she snorted softly, and looked up at Luan Yenan.
There is a hot fire burning.
There are crazy people doing it.
"Why..." Zuo Baixuan pinched Luan Yenan's shoulder.
But Luan Yenan leaned into her ear and said, "It's nothing, just ask for some interest first."
But Zuo Baixuan could no longer understand what this interest meant.
The author says:
感谢在2022-07-1522:59:24~2022-07-1623:01:10期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Qiqi is not irritable Y1;
感谢灌溉营养液的小天使:Jess-fan12瓶;Mon、Anti.小陈拆盒子、AAAA4紙10瓶;嗑糖嗑疯的孩子8瓶;哩哩哩哩哩哩哩哩哩5瓶;御鹤而行、rain8772瓶;為風、夜1瓶;
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