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Baekling Island.

Doors open, doors close.

Cui Yingdao opened his eyes, staring in the direction of the door in a daze.

He said: "Ah Tan, I'll wait for you to come back. But don't make me wait too long. I can only give you one year. If you don't come back after one year, I will go find you. No matter where you are I will find you everywhere. Ah Tan, goodbye."

Cui Yingdao didn't get up until the sunlight filled the whole room.After a simple wash, Cui Yingdao went to say goodbye to the proprietress.

The proprietress put a letter into his hand and said, "The young man who came with you left it for me before he left, and told me to hand it to you."

Cui Yingdao held the letter in his hand, thanked the proprietress with a smile, turned and left.

When he came to the beach, he blew the sea breeze for a while, and watched the ebb and flow of the tide for a while, before slowly opening the letter.

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Dear Yingdao:

First of all, please forgive me for using such a nasty word as "dear" to modify you, because I really can't find a more suitable word.I originally wanted to use "my best friend Yingdao", but after thinking about it, I felt that it was not so suitable, so I gave up.Relatively speaking, "dear" is much more appropriate.Friends can use it, family members can use it, and lovers can use it too.It is very appropriate to use it to modify the you in my mind at the moment.

Dear Yingdao, please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye.I'm tired.In two months, I have experienced too many things.I got my long-cherished wish and got together with the person I once loved the most.He took me to heaven and pushed me to hell with his own hands.I loved him so hopelessly, I even abandoned the most basic self-esteem, really low to the dust.Then, my love blossomed into a beautiful piranha, devouring my mother's life and all my cognition for 18 years.Now that I think about it, I really shouldn't have come back to Korea.If I just stayed in America, nothing would happen.If there is regret medicine sold in this world, I must be the first to buy it.

Dear Youngdo, please forgive me for hurting you.People who fall in love are blind, and only one person can fit in their eyes and hearts.In the name of your good, I said a lot of things that hurt you and did a lot of things that hurt you.Although it sounds like a sophistry, I still want to say that I really didn't mean it.

Dear Youngdo, please forgive me for leaving you at your most difficult time.I heard from Mingxiu that you have become the temporary representative of Zeus Hotel.You are really amazing, you have protected for your father what he has guarded all his life.When your father comes back to you, he will definitely praise you.However, there is still a long way to go in the future, and the ups and downs can be imagined.I'm sorry I couldn't be by your side and support you.

You see, I have so many things to ask your forgiveness, I'm really a sucker, aren't I?So, dear Yingdao, don't wait for me.You must be laughing at me for being sentimental now, right?However, even if I am self-indulgent, I still have to say, Yingdao, don't wait for me.

I'm timid and cowardly, and I need a hiding place to lick my wounds.I don't know how long it will take, maybe a year, maybe two years, maybe ten years, maybe a lifetime, who knows for sure.

During the time I am away, maybe you will meet someone who is a hundred times better than me, and I will love you and support you.At that time, don't hesitate, don't worry, embrace him with open arms, and give yourself a chance to be happy.Or maybe, I can also be lucky enough to meet someone who loves me and I don't hate.Then, I'll hold him tight.Yingdao, don't ask me why, I have my own selfishness.

This is really a hypocritical and contrived letter.This is the first time I write a letter, and I am afraid it will be the last.

It was almost daylight.There seemed to be the crowing of a rooster in the distance.

Dear Yingdao, I have to go.Don't look for me, don't wait for me.This is my last request to you.

Dear Yingdao, goodbye, dear.

Jin Tan

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After closing the letter, Cui Yingdao's face was covered with water stains at some point.

He bit his fist and cried like a fool.

He knew that his Ah Tan would definitely come back.

He will be waiting, waiting for that day to come.

The author has something to say:

The shortest chapter is the hardest chapter written by Butterfly.

I wanted to merge it with Chapter 59, but after thinking about it, it is better to open a separate chapter.

I also plan to write a few episodes to explain things that are not clearly explained in the main text.

Butterfly's idea is to leave some room for imagination to girls, and it would be boring to explain everything clearly.

But... But it seems that there is too much room for imagination, -_-||

Butterfly is still hesitant about writing about Jin Yuan.Because it is the main character, the text has already explained a lot, so I don't want to write more.

Otherwise, let the girls imagine for themselves, okay?

The long-winded butterfly drifts away coldly~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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