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Coming out of the Zeus Hotel, Jin Tan sent Driver Jiang who had been following him all the way back first.

He wanted to go for a walk alone and sort out his messy thoughts.

The weather in early autumn is still hot and humid in summer, and the night wind is stained with thin water vapor, blowing on people's faces, which is indescribably comfortable.The towering sycamore trees on both sides of the road rattled in the wind, as if they were playing an unknown symphony.

Jin Tan recalled, since when did he start to have such ulterior secret feelings for his brother?I want him to smile at me, I want to be held in his arms, I want to kiss him, I want to absorb the faint smell of tobacco on his body, I want to monopolize everything about him.Jin Tan knew that this was not the feeling that should exist in a normal brotherly relationship, but he couldn't control himself.

It seems to be the summer when Jin Tan was 12 years old. At that time, Jin Yuan was 25 years old, tall and handsome, and had just returned to Korea after finishing his economic management course at Stanford University in the United States.

When Jin Tan was leaving school, when the servant at home said that his brother had returned from America, he ran to Jin Yuan's room before he even had time to change his shoes.

Maybe it was the scene that Jin Tan saw when he pushed open the door, which made him sink into the love hell named "Jin Yuan" helplessly and willingly.

At that moment, Jin Yuan was coming out of the bathroom, undressed, and water was still dripping from his hair. The water droplets hit his wheat-colored skin and slid down the texture of his muscles. When he slid all the way in, Jin sighed dry. Go where the tongue is dry.He felt a heat flow gathered in his lower abdomen, causing some strange changes in his body.

Jin Tan stared at his brother's naked body, and unconsciously swallowed a mouthful of saliva.

Jin Yuan raised his head, flicked the thin bangs on his forehead, looked at Jin Tan who was standing there with a smile, and said, "My Ah Tan is back, come here, let my brother hug me."

He was naked, and stretched out his arms towards Jin Tan.This is really a huge temptation that cannot be resisted!

In the next second, Jin Tan had already jumped into Jin Yuan's arms, perhaps because of too much force, the two of them fell together on the white cashmere carpet.

Jin Tan lay on Jin Yuan's chest, with a soft voice, expressing his thoughts unabashedly: "Brother, I miss you so much."

Jin Yuan just lay on the carpet like that, let Jin Tan lie on his body and act like a baby, and stretched out his hand on his head with a smile, "Brother misses Ah Tan too, Ah Tan has really grown taller during this time Quite a lot, almost catching up with my brother."

Listening to his brother's strong heartbeat, Jin Tan said happily, "Brother, don't go abroad to study anymore, okay? Just stay at home with me all the time, okay?"

"My brother has already graduated, from now on Ah Tan can see me every day."

"Really?!" Jin Tan raised his head in surprise, looked at his brother's smiling eyes, and lowered his head to leave a particularly loud kiss on Jin Yuan's face, "That's great!"

Jin Yuan smiled and said, "Ah Tan, get up first and let my brother put on his clothes, okay? My brother is still naked, so it's not good for others to see."

Jin Tan quickly got up and ran to block the door to prevent anyone from coming in.

Such a big brother can only be seen by him, and no one else should even think about it.

It seems that from this moment, Jin Tan developed a strong desire to monopolize Jin Yuan, and developed an ulterior admiration.

Jin Tan smiled happily and sadly in the early autumn night wind.At that time, my elder brother was warm and kind, covering him like the sun in March in Yangchun, making him feel that he was the happiest person in the world.However, the current elder brother has become hard and indifferent, as cold as an Antarctic glacier, rejecting all approaches from Jin Tan.

Jin Tan still can't understand why his brother rejected him overnight?Why can't brother accept him again no matter how hard he tries?If it's just because they're not the same mother, then why did she smile at him and be warm to him in the first place?

Jin Tan often thinks that if his elder brother hated him and resisted him from the beginning, he would not be as depressed as he is now.Some things, once tasted and tasted, can no longer be given up, and will only become more and more greedy, wanting more.

A sudden noise came from ahead, interrupting Jin Tan's contemplation.

Looking up and looking forward, under the dim street lights, there are three or four young men kicking and kicking together.Jin Tan got closer, and only then did he roughly see a person curled up on the ground, holding his head with his hands to resist the fists and feet that kept falling on his body.

Pedestrians on the road dodged one after another, lest they accidentally get into trouble.

After getting closer and closer, Jin Tan was shocked to find that the person on the ground was actually Cui Yingdao? !

Jin Tan rushed up without the slightest hesitation, kicked down the man who was hitting Cui Yingdao, quickly picked up Cui Yingdao on the ground, and ran away while they were stunned.

After the other three men froze for two seconds, they quickly helped up the man who fell on the ground, and chased in the direction where Jin Tan and the others were escaping.

******

In the dark alley where you can't see your fingers, the two people panted heavily one after another.

"Jin Tan, I haven't seen you for a few years, how did you become so cowardly, you only know how to run away?" Cui Yingdao slid on the ground while sleeping on the rough brick wall, as if touching a wound on his body, he hissed in the darkness.

Jin Tan leaned over and looked towards the alley. Seeing that no one was chasing him, he let out a sigh of relief, stood against the wall, and said, "Don't you think you'd be discouraged if you were surrounded by people like you? If you can beat them, beat them." But run away, you are stupid, you want to save face and suffer, you have to be some kind of hero."

"Stupid?!" Cui Yingdao said angrily, "Aren't you tired of working? I'm going to beat you so hard right now, don't you believe it?!"

"Keep down, call those people over and I'll see what you can do." Jin Tan said in a low voice, "I'm still beating my teeth all over the place. You need to take care of your own teeth first."

Cui Yingdao suddenly laughed silently in the dark, because he knew that Jin Tan couldn't see, so the smile on his face became bigger and bigger, and the corners of his brows and eyes were full of smiles.

How long has it been since we got along so comfortably?I really miss it!

"Jin Tan, let's be friends again!" Because he was too eager to continue this freedom, Cui Yingdao let go of his long-standing self-esteem and arrogance, and bowed his head to Jin Tan.

In the darkness, there were only the sound of the two people's breathing gradually calming down, and the sound of Cui Yingdao's fierce heartbeat.

Thinking he didn't hear clearly, Cui Yingdao mustered up his courage again, and said hoarsely, "Jin Tan, we..."

"Enough!" Jin Tan growled and interrupted him: "Cui Yingdao, what do you think of me? Are you a pet that comes and goes when you call it? Five years ago, you had no reason If you want to break up with me, let me get out of your life. Five years later, what do you say? Be friends again?! Choi Young Do, you can’t be so selfish and only think about yourself. When you tell me to get out, I get out, You asked me to come back, but it was absolutely impossible."

The resentment that had been pent up in his chest for many years was poured out by Jin Tan, and he felt a lot more comfortable in his heart.

Jin Tan continued: "Don't think that I saved you today because I still have some old feelings for you. All the feelings between us have been destroyed by you. Today, even if it's just a stranger who was beaten up, I will Will come to the rescue, so you don't have to feel any burden."

After finishing speaking, Jin Tan didn't hesitate any longer and was about to leave.

Hearing his footsteps, Cui Yingdao groped frantically in the dark, touched his clothes with his fingers, and held them tightly in his palms, for fear that he would disappear in front of him if he wasn't paying attention.

"Cui Yingdao, let go!" Jin sighed angrily.

He stumbled and wanted to get up, but there was a sharp pain in his ankle, and he fell to the ground again in embarrassment.Cui Yingdao was quick to wit, pulled Jin Tan into his arms with all his strength, hugged him desperately, and whispered in his ear: "If I tell you why I did that five years ago, will you forgive me? "

Jin Tan wanted to break free from his embrace, but he hugged him too tightly, and he couldn't use much strength in his half-prone and half-kneeling position at the moment, but he couldn't break free from Cui Yingdao's shackles.

Jin sighed and said desperately: "I don't care at all why you did that in the first place, it has nothing to do with me. Cui Yingdao, let me go!"

After missing this opportunity, Cui Yingdao was afraid that he would never be able to muster up the courage to explain again, so he had to speak out whether Jin Tan wanted to listen or not.