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Seoul National University Hospital.

"...Please mourn! Please condolences!! Please condolences!!! Please condolences!!!..."

These four words lingered around Jin Tan's ears, just like the thunderclap resounding in the sky in a thunderstorm. They were all shaken out.

At this moment, Jin Tan is like a puppet that has lost its soul, sluggishly leaning against the pale white wall, with his head buried, no sadness, no pain, no love, no hatred.

A pair of black leather shoes suddenly appeared in sight.

Jin Tan raised his head stiffly and slowly, and saw a strange face.After staring at this face for a long time, I suddenly recognized it, ah, it was Jin Yuan.

His lips are opening and closing, what are you talking about?Jin Tan couldn't hear it.

Jin Tan laughed.Smile, there should be nothing wrong.

He smiled, but Jin Yuan's lips stopped, and he looked at him without saying a word, his eyes were full of indistinct expressions.

Jin Tan thought, it must be because of his ugly smile.So, he raised the corners of his mouth higher and made his smile wider.

Jin Yuan still looked at him motionlessly.This time, Jin Tan finally understood, his eyes were full of mourning.

Jin Tan thought again, he should say something to break the deadlock.

So, he smiled and asked, "Jin Yuan, is this the birthday present you prepared for me?"

Jin Yuan, these two words came out of Jin Tan's mouth, and it became a sharp sword, piercing Jin Yuan's heart, the knife was fatal, and the sword pierced through the heart.

Jin Tan had never called him that before, he was strange and alienated.

When he was a child, he always stuck tightly behind him, calling him "brother" sweetly.When he grows up, he still calls him "brother", but it is no longer as sweet and soft as when he was a child, but has a unique clear and hoarse voice unique to teenagers, scratching his heart gently like a feather, tickling Yes, but very comfortable.

Something choked Jin Yuan's throat, making him unable to speak.

Jin Tan didn't seem to need him to answer anything, and continued to smile and said, "I like it very much, I really like it. Thank you."

Thank you for killing my love.

"Ah Tan..." Jin Yuan called him in a low voice, but couldn't say another word.He wanted to shake Jin Tan's hand, but just as he lifted it up, he let it hang down powerlessly.

At this moment, the door of the operating room opened again, and two nurses came out pushing a bed one after the other.

The bed was covered with a white cloth, under which the silhouette of a woman could be vaguely seen.

The nurse stopped and asked, "Excuse me, who will go through the formalities with us?"

Jin Tan bypassed Jin Yuan, walked up, and said in a deep voice, "I'm her son, I'll go."

The nurse nodded and said to Jin Nanyun who was beside her, "Please let me go."

Jin Namyun's eyes were staying on the white cloth, his eyes flashed, and all kinds of emotions were fleeting, and finally returned to calm.With bony hands holding the wheels, with force, even the car and the people retreated to the edge of the corridor.

Jin Tan followed beside the bed and left without looking back.

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mortuary.

In the dim light, Han Qi'ai closed her eyes tightly, her face was pale, her lips were dark purple, and she lay quietly on the bed.

Jin Tan took off his shoes, sat on the bed, lay down beside Han Qiai, put his arms around her shoulders, "Mom, you're so cold. Ah Tan hugs you, so you won't be cold."

His voice was low and hoarse, resounding in the empty mortuary, lonely and helpless.

"In the future, you don't have to live in that house anymore. Mom, before you set foot on Huangquan Road, take a good look around the world. Look at the mountains, look at the water, and let go of all the pain accumulated in the past 20 years Get out, and hit the road cleanly.

You don't have to worry about me.I have grown up and can take good care of myself.In the next life, you must live for yourself.Never meet a son like me again.

Mom, I'm sorry.

Mom, I love you.

Mom, goodbye..."

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When Cui Yingdao rushed over, he saw Jin Tan lying in Han Qiai's arms, falling asleep.The air conditioner in the mortuary was fully turned on, and there was a thin mist lingering around, making it cold and gloomy.Jin Tan's face was as pale as paper, his brows were tightly furrowed, his whole body was trembling, and he was lifeless.

Cui Yingdao felt a severe pain in his heart, his nose was sour, and tears fell down.

He bent down, shook Jin Tan's shoulder lightly, and said with a choked voice, "A Tan, wake up, wake up, you can't sleep here."

Jin Tan's eyelashes trembled twice, and he buried his head deeper into Han Qi'ai's arms, without any intention of waking up.

His body is so cold!If you stay here any longer, maybe something will happen.

Cui Yingdao wiped away the tears on his face, hurriedly took off his suit jacket and put it on Jin Tan, stretched out his hand to break Jin Tan's arm around Han Qi'ai, hugged him up horizontally, and hurried out.

Running all the way out of the hospital, Cui Yingdao shouted at the driver waiting at the gate of the hospital: "Open the door!"

The driver hurriedly opened the back door, and Cui Yingdao carefully sat in with Jin Tan in his arms, and said in a deep voice, "Go home!" Seeing his serious face, the driver didn't dare to delay, and quickly answered "Yes", and trotted around to the driver's seat. At the seat, with a kick of the accelerator, the car sped away like an arrow off the string.

The person in his arms still had his eyes tightly closed, but fortunately his body was warmed up, not as frighteningly cold as before.

Cui Yingdao stared down at him with painful eyes.

Good fortune is really tricky.On the first day of stepping in, Jin Tan suffered the pain of losing his mother.Cui Yingdao has experienced such pain, so he understands Jin Tan's mood better than anyone else.Speaking of it, he is better than Jin Tan.At least, he could imagine that his mother was alive and well somewhere in the world, and that she would come back to him someday.As for Jin Tan, he didn't even have the chance to imagine.

Cui Yingdao was very scared, afraid that Jin Tan would just fall into a deep sleep and never wake up again.Because as long as he doesn't wake up, his mother is still alive, living in his dream.

The arms tightened unconsciously, rubbing the person in his arms deeper into his arms.

The phone in his pocket suddenly vibrated.

Cui Yingdao didn't want to care about it, but the other party called him two or three times, so he couldn't ignore it.

He took out his mobile phone, it was an unfamiliar number.

"Hey?"

"I'm Jin Yuan."

Gold dollars?Cui Yingdao glanced at the sleeping person in his arms, and said coldly, "Is there something wrong?"

Jin Yuan was silent for two seconds, and said, "Ah Tan... is it with you?"

"Yes." Cui Yingdao replied lightly.

"...take care of him."

Cui Yingdao frowned.This is not Jin Yuan's style.With Jin Yuan's domineering and strong personality, I am afraid that he has already questioned him aggressively at this moment, and then ordered him to send Jin Tan back immediately, right?In a flash of thought, a guess suddenly emerged.

"Could it be that Jin Tan's mother's death has something to do with you?"

"Take good care of Ah Tan." After finishing speaking, Jin Yuan hung up the phone directly.

Cui Yingdao was a little dazed holding the phone.Jin Yuan's avoidance in this way made people even more suspicious.

If this conjecture is true, then Jin Tan lost two of his favorite people at the same time.How could he stand it?

"Representative, we're here." The car had been parked in front of the house for a long time, and the driver hesitantly reminded Cui Yingdao when he saw that Cui Yingdao hadn't moved.

Cui Yingdao came back to his senses, said "oh", and got out of the car with Jin Tan in his arms.

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