Be careful!Brother is going to be blackened...

Confessions of Yunfeng:

My name is Yunfeng. I was six years old when I met Zhan Ruchu for the first time. Because he was infected by the blood of an AIDS carrier when he was a baby, his relatives and neighbors were afraid to stay away, even his parents who had always apologized to him. is also like this.That day, after being stoned by a neighbor's children, he ran to a nearby park as if to escape, and looked enviously at the children who gathered to play.

"Are you injured?" A soft child's voice suddenly came from my ear and said to me with a heavy nasal voice.

I ran away as if avoiding the child who wanted to touch my red and swollen arm that had been hit by the stone, and then I turned around and saw a "little sister" in light yellow clothes standing behind me.

Because of my sudden movement, the little sister seemed a little sad, with a pitiful look on her cute and delicate face.

"Yes, I'm sorry." I subconsciously apologized, "I, I don't like people touching me." Lie, I know how fast my heart beat when I said this, this is the first time I lied to people.

"It's okay." She raised her face to reveal her lovely eyes bent into crescent moons, "Brother, this is for you, wrap...wrap, bandage." She reached out and took out a handkerchief from her pocket, then shook her head and thought for a while Will figure out how to describe it.

I quickly took the handkerchief, and the sudden touch of my fingertips made my heart beat non-stop, my face flushed, and my heart beat fast, "Thank you, little sister."

As soon as I finished speaking, she seemed a little angry, her round bun face was full of anger, and she looked even cuter, which made me really want to pinch her, but I knew I couldn't touch her, this sister was like an angel, let her My resentful heart calmed down.

"I'm not a little sister!" She dropped a sentence harshly, and then ran away with short legs. I followed behind and reached out to grab her, but stopped halfway... I dare not to touch him.

From that day on, I knew she was him.

The next day, I went to the park with the biscuits that my mother had packaged. I saw him in the light yellow shirt again. I was wearing special gloves, so when I touched his hand this time, I felt at ease, but I retracted my hand in a short moment. Although I knew there would be no problem, I didn't want to face this angel at all. He will be in case.

He was very happy and had a bright smile.Holding the biscuit I sent, he sat with me at the place we met yesterday. We talked for a long time, and he told me that his name is Zhan Ruchu, which is a nice name, and then he wrote his name to me , The childish writing style with one stroke has the unique innocence of children.That day, we did not part until his teacher told him to leave.

Afterwards, whenever I have time, I will go to my angel, where I get the long-lost happiness...

However, one day, my parents wanted to take me abroad for medical treatment, and I had to leave here. I went to see my angel for the last time with sadness, and said goodbye to him.I know, maybe this farewell, we may never see each other again, or maybe I will be buried in his memory from now on, but I don't regret it, because being able to be with the angel for so long is the most unforgettable thing in my life memory.

After leaving for eight years, my illness is still not cured, and my father and mother have been disappointed.After I asked them to help me find the angel in my memory, I entered the same school as the angel, in the same grade and in a different class.The first time I saw the angel again, I recognized him. At that time, he was no longer naughty, cute, with a bright smile when he was young, but he became silent and inferior. Lonely and no friends around, always walking alone.

Every day I am watching silently. I have thought about being friends with Angel again, but I am afraid that we will infect him in a place where I don’t pay attention after we get acquainted. Even if it is only possible, I am unwilling to try. In the end, I chose to look at him quietly, watching all his preferences...

When we were 16 years old, we went to high school together and became classmates, which made me very happy, because I could get closer to the angel and watch the angel more closely... But one day, I suddenly found that my Angels have changed, become dazzling and dazzling.No one around found him wrong, I could tell, that person is not my angel, my angel will never eat chicken food, but I noticed that person eating with a calm face more than once Chicken, my angel doesn't like to wear white clothes, but the man loves white clothes... My angel is gone, I lost him...

, my body is still failing after all, watching that person gradually change my angel into another person in the past two years, and I gradually miss it... Finally one day, I swallowed Plenty of sleeping pills left.

After I died, I found myself wandering in the world in the form of a soul again, and my heart, unable to let go of the angel, drove me to find him.I finally went to see him one day. The moment I saw him, I wished I could crush and chew the person I saw in front of me one by one and then feed them to the dogs... How much I hate it, I really hate it so much... …

In my eyes, there are two souls in the body of an angel, talking, moving, smiling, and accepting the warmth and concern of the family, friends, and people around him that the angel wants most... It's all the same, the one that occupies the body and soul of the angel A powerful woman, but my angel has a weak face and can only hide in a hidden corner, watching the woman take everything from him openly with a dull and sad face...

Angels can’t see me. This is the conclusion I came to after following the woman who occupied the angel’s body for three days. No matter how much I punched, kicked, pulled and pushed, the woman who occupied the angel’s body was still fine. I hate it Hate so much...

I followed the angel for three years, watched the angel's soul gradually become stronger but was still suppressed by that woman, I hated making me twisted, made me black, and then I kept praying... Even if I gave my soul, I only hoped that I Angels can be happy.

God heard my words, because I came to a strange place, a strange woman appeared, I made a deal with her, I exchanged my soul for a promise from her to the angel, no matter what the conditions, she It will all come true for the angels.

When I closed my eyes, the little angel from back then appeared again in my mind.ah!Although I left too early, I couldn't see the angel's happy face, but this is enough!This will make the angels happy!

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