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After Lei Sha left, Ruan Menglu became more taciturn than before. The news of Lei Sha's departure shocked many people, especially Song Chengsi. In his opinion, Lei Sha was more qualified than Sikong Yuru to choose the life he wanted, but Things were once again quite unexpected, this woman actually left in a hurry than anyone else, now Ruan Menglu was left alone in the spacious office room, Song Chengsi was worried that she was thinking wildly again, recently he went to her room during lunch time Run, and even packed lunch for her to eat.

"Are you always flattering me recently because you want to get a promotion?" When Ruan Menglu saw Song Chengsi appearing at the door again, although she was grateful in her heart, she couldn't help but tease him.

"Yes, I have one more person to support now, and I am short of money. You just need a personal assistant here. If you don't have any beautiful women, you can find me, a beautiful man, to fill the vacancy." Song Chengsi put a lunch box on the In front of her, and then he sat down and said.

"I'm fine, don't worry about me, if other people see you running here and gossiping, then it's not good for Pepe to misunderstand." Ruan Menglu told the truth, Song Chengsi had a clear conscience, but the other woman was not Think like that.

"Pepe knows that it is impossible for you to fall in love with me, so she never takes precautions, and besides, sometimes I don't treat you as a woman." Song Chengsi opened his lunch box, took a mouthful of rice and said while eating.

"It would be great if I were a real man." Ruan Menglu sighed and said this sentence full of emotion.

Song Chengsi raised his head and glanced at her. Frankly speaking, even he felt it was a pity. Ruan Menglu was better than many men, and it seemed that no man could match her. A nearly perfect woman lacked a lover. It seems that Sikong Yuru is the best match for her, but it is a pity that the woman's eyes were covered with a layer of veil, and she discarded the gemstone and replaced it with a huge stone. If you understand it from another angle, she may not be looking for true love or value, but for love. A sense of security that only the opposite sex can give her.

Time passed through the fingers with the joys and sorrows of life, and several months passed in the blink of an eye. Although this period of time was staggered, Ruan Menglu learned to look at the world with a normal heart. The journey of life is still very long. There are still many serious things waiting for her to do around her. She dare not say that she is living a more positive life than before, but at least she still takes everything seriously and lives her life with heart.

It was rare for Ruan Menglu to wake up in a good mood today. When she opened the curtains, she saw that the weather was fine and the sun outside the window was bright and warm, so she decided to dress herself up and go outside for a stroll, or go to a movie. Find a place to have afternoon tea and change your mood.

When Ruan Menglu came out of the living room and was about to go out, the doorbell rang suddenly. If the person who would come to the door at this time was either her mother or Song Chengsi, if it was them, she would invite them to go to the street to play together. While thinking, she He also put on his shoes, and then hurried out.

Ruan Menglu opened the door with the remote control. When she was about to go out, she saw a person walking in slowly. She just glanced at it and thought it was Pepe, but after thinking carefully, Pepe's figure was not so slender. Until this person When she approached, she finally got a clear view of the other person's face, but she froze instantly when she saw him clearly. When she watched the other person walk towards her step by step, she just came back to her senses, and then smiled and forced herself to speak calmly. Said: "I didn't expect it to be you, long time no see, okay?"

The other party didn't answer right away, but kept her eyes firmly on Ruan Menglu's face. Ruan Menglu felt that she was about to see a hole in her face, so she avoided her sight without a trace, and then pretended to see the old man. Said in a friend-like tone: "I'm just going out, do you want to have a meal together?"

Sikong Yuru nodded and replied happily, "I happen to be hungry, and I really miss the food in the restaurants near here."

After hearing this, Ruan Menglu just smiled and didn't answer. After a few seconds, she suddenly thought of something, and then said with a questioning expression: "Did you come back alone? Why didn't the person next to you bring you here?" ?”

As soon as the words were finished, Sikong Yuru's face darkened immediately, and then she switched to another channel and said, "How is Mama Ruan? She should have been discharged from the hospital, right?"

Ruan Menglu could clearly see that Sikong Yuru wanted to avoid this topic at all, so she tactfully stopped asking. As for Ruan's mother's fraudulent illness, Ruan Menglu wanted to tell the truth, but felt that the whole thing was too far-fetched After thinking about it for a long time, I finally said in a simple sentence: "My mother is in good health now."

Sikong Yuru seemed relieved when she heard the news, Ruan Menglu walked to the other side of the car, opened the door and said to her at the same time: "Get in the car, I'm starving to death, I haven't had breakfast yet. "

Sikong Yuru was still the same as before. As soon as Ruan Menglu spoke, she obediently jumped into the car and drove all the way from home to the restaurant. They both seemed to be at a loss for words at the same time, and sat in the car for more than ten minutes without talking. In the last sentence, the atmosphere was silent and a little awkward, Ruan Menglu drove faster and faster, wishing she could reach her destination as soon as possible.

After the two ordered food in the restaurant, Sikong Yuru, who always loves to laugh and is lively, behaved a bit unusually today. Her hands were put together neatly on her lap, and most of the time she put the Looking out of the window, it seemed that he was full of thoughts.

When Sikong Yuru left, she didn't take many things with her. As soon as she returned to China, she came to find Ruan Menglu directly, and she didn't bring her other half. This kind of thing felt hard to say, so he hesitated and dared not speak.

Ruan Menglu thought that Sikong Yuru would not want to go back empty-handed after this trip, and it might not be embarrassing for her to tell this matter as the owner of the house. Thinking of her, she didn't hesitate too much, and said without any worries: "You still have some things left with me. Take some away when you come back this trip. I didn't know you had come back so I didn't pack your things for you. When will you go back? If you don't leave in a hurry, give me two days , I'll send you directly to the hotel after packing up."

After hearing Ruan Menglu's words, Sikong Yuru's face instantly became ugly. When Ruan Menglu sensitively noticed the change of expression on her face, she thought it was because she spoke too directly and caused the other party's displeasure. As far as she is concerned, she has to be careful even when speaking, and thinking that even speaking is so tiring, Ruan Menglu thought it would be better to be a silent listener and respond only when necessary.

Sikong Yuru's reaction was actually unspeakably uncomfortable. She felt that Ruan Menglu seemed to have let go of her feelings for her. Some things were not what Ruan Menglu saw, and she came back this time to clarify some things. Is there any hope for her relationship? If these words are not made clear today, she will die in the end.

"Lu, you have to believe me, that David and I are innocent, not what you think." Sikong Yuru felt that she couldn't wait any longer, and directly said what had been hidden in her heart for a long time.

Ruan Menglu was stunned for a moment when she heard the words, but she quickly recovered her calm expression, and then said with a hint of sarcasm: "Are you kidding, you said you were a boyfriend in the introduction, but now you are talking about your relationship?" With a clean relationship, there is no way I would believe such a joke."

When Sikong Yuru saw that Ruan Menglu reacted like this after listening to her words, she felt anxious and heartbroken. She would rather people all over the world misunderstand her than Ruan Menglu doubt her feelings for her. Yuru couldn't help feeling aggrieved and sad, but she held back her tears and said, "We introduce this to outsiders, but in fact we don't love each other at all, because he likes men, and the person I've always loved is You, we just agreed to help each other cover up our identities."

Just as Sikong Yuru thought, Ruan Menglu was really surprised by these words, she stared at Sikong Yuru's face dumbfounded, as if she couldn't believe what she heard.

"David and I have been good friends for many years. We both know each other's sexual orientation. Before meeting you, everyone thought he was my boyfriend. At that time, I always acquiesced in order to fend off suitors of the opposite sex. Later, he went to I went to work in the United States, and then I fell in love with you. He never knew that you were the one I loved, so he introduced himself to you like this that day. If you were willing to give me some time at that time, we will be happy There won’t be such a deep misunderstanding.” Sikong Yuru’s nose didn’t feel sore when she spoke, she wished that Ruan Menglu could stay and listen to her that day, even if it was just a few minutes, she could explain everything clearly.

Ruan Menglu's eyes suddenly became gloomy. In retrospect, she also felt that she really walked too hastily at that time, and did not leave a chance to explain to Sikong Yuru at all.

I was so impulsive at the time because I couldn't accept the facts for a while. In that situation, anyone would suddenly collapse. Every picture that came into view was so dazzling, and every second felt like suffering. Her heart seemed to be taken advantage of. As the knife was being cut piece by piece, Ruan Menglu only hated that she couldn't hide and didn't have a pair of wings. At that time, she just wanted to leave, and she could go as far as she could.

Obviously one second I was struggling to fight for my own happiness, but the next second I chose to quit because of an incident I witnessed with my own eyes without asking for more confirmation. Is this a sign of weakness or conceit?

Ruan Menglu admitted it was both.

Song Chengsi seemed to be in the same boat as Ruan Menglu, but later he also criticized the whole thing, thinking that Ruan Menglu let go of a relationship so easily, but Ruan Menglu still insisted on her decision, just because everyone's opinions were somewhat biased Subjective, and she can only do what she thinks is right, and outsiders cannot understand the client's thoughts.

Ruan Menglu took a deep breath, raised her head with a calm expression in sharp contrast to Sikong Yuru's mournful expression, the next moment she suddenly lowered her head to avoid Sikong Yuru's eagerly chasing gaze, and then Said as if talking about other people's affairs: "Actually, the purpose of my going to you is to tell you that my mother is not sick at all, and she also promised not to interfere with our being together, but this is already in the past. We Don't mention it any more."

When Ruan Menglu talked about these things, she looked calm and calm. Judging from her tone, it seemed that she didn't want this topic to continue.

"Really?" Sikong Yuru's eyes suddenly lit up when she heard this, but soon she remembered someone again, and then she looked a little worried and said, "But Leisha..."

Before Sikong Yuru could finish speaking, Ruan Menglu interrupted her and said, "Leisa has gone back to England with her mother. If I want to meet her in the future, I will have to cross the ocean to see her."

When Sikong Yuru heard the news, she seemed to see the layers of black clouds on the top being pushed away, as if seeing the blue sky again. She showed a happy smile, and held Ruan Menglu's hand with a bit of excitement and said: " Lu, during this time of separation, I know better how much I need you, and I can't love anyone like this in this life except you, shall we start again?"

When Sikong Yuru reached out her hand, Ruan Menglu obviously wanted to withdraw her hand, but she was a little slow, so she was caught by Sikong Yuru. She glanced at the four hands clasped together on the table, and then Looking up at Sikong Yuru's expectant expression, he slowly withdrew his hand from the opponent's palm without saying anything.

When Sikong Yuru saw Ruan Menglu retracting her hand with a troubled expression, her heart turned cold. Not only did Ruan Menglu not feel a little joy about her request for reunion, but she showed an uncomfortable expression. The reaction can probably guess her inner thoughts. If she speaks, it must be the answer that Sikong Yuru least wants to hear.

"Xiao Ru, I'm sorry, we can't go back to the past." Ruan Menglu said apologetically.