girlfriend lover

Under the bright yellow light at the head of the bed, two people with different thoughts are shining. They each hold a book in their hands. Sikong Yuru reads the same page over and over again but still can't get it into her head. When I looked at the person next to me, I found that this person kept the same sitting posture like a porcelain doll, and his eyes lost focus. It was hard to tell whether it was a person reading a book or a book looking at someone.

"Lu, let's talk about it." Sikong Yuru put the book aside, turned to face Ruan Menglu, and said while looking at her beautiful profile.

Ruan Menglu turned her head a little unresponsively, looked at Sikong Yuru with confused eyes, and then asked with a somewhat absent-minded expression: "What do you want to talk about?"

"There is no way for us to go on like this." Sikong Yuru decided not to avoid the problem anymore, continuing like this will only exhaust everyone's energy and time, and they must work together to find a solution.

"Then what suggestion do you have?" Ruan Menglu also put down the book, she moved a little bit so that one arm rested on the head of the bed, and looked directly at Sikong Yuru, looking a little tired.

"I...?" Sikong Yuru was left speechless by the question. Today, she only saw the problem but couldn't think of a solution. She brought it up to Ruan Menglu and thought she would be as positive as before and say a few words of comfort, but she didn't expect this. This time, he was actually asked back.

Ruan Menglu stared fixedly at Sikong Yuru, and Sikong Yuru also looked straight at her. Ruan Menglu's eyes were originally bright and clear, but now they felt big and lifeless, and there seemed to be something missing in them. Confident and brilliant, she keeps saying that she doesn't care what her family thinks, but Sikong Yuru knows that she really does.

Looking at this face, Sikong Yuru felt heartache. She couldn't help but look away and lowered her head. After a moment of hesitation, she raised her head and asked, "Have you talked to your mother?"

Ruan Menglu still wanted to be brave at this moment, and she pretended to be disdainful and said: "I'll wait until she calls me before talking. I know my mother's personality best. If I take the initiative first, she will think she has the upper hand." , there is no room for any concessions, and it will be useless to talk about it when the time comes."

After hearing the words, Sikong Yuru could only sigh secretly in her heart. He knew that the relationship between the two mothers and daughters had not improved. The extent of the rescue, thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel full of sorrow, and the guilt in her heart deepened.

"But my father and my brother called me." Ruan Menglu said after thinking for a long time.

When Sikong Yuru heard this, she sat up straight nervously and asked, "Oh, is this why they came to you?"

"That's for sure. My mother probably reported it to them as soon as she got home." Ruan Menglu said with a bit of dissatisfaction.

Sikong Yuru froze for a moment, then asked again: "Then what did your father and your brother tell you?"

Ruan Menglu hadn't opened her mouth yet, but Sikong Yuru was able to get the answer from her irritable expression, and then Ruan Menglu said exactly as she thought: "They all persuaded me to see a psychiatrist, and even suggested that you go together, I don't Knowing why these people see our love as a disease, I am laughing at their ignorance."

"You can't blame them. This is the reaction of ordinary people. In the end, their starting point is also for your own good. I don't want you to create a gap between you and everyone in the family because of me." Sikong Yuru actually felt uncomfortable, but she didn't want more family members to be involved, because Ruan Menglu would be isolated by her family.

"Then what do you want me to do? Even if I explain these things, they won't understand. Why don't I want to get along with them in harmony, but do you think I can do it? These are my family, not yours, so you will It's easy to say, if it were you today, I don't believe you would say such a thing!" Ruan Menglu's voice gradually increased as she spoke, she has been under a lot of pressure recently, and she has to face the pressure while busy with her career. The persecution by her family made her feel helpless about certain things, and Sikong Yuru's unintentional words under the irritability made her lose control of her emotions.

Sikong Yuru was quite frightened by Ruan Menglu's agitated emotions. The woman who has always been tolerant and patient towards her actually lost her temper so much today. She can explain that all her actions were caused by pressure, but she was wronged The feeling still came to my heart first.

Ruan Menglu saw Sikong Yuru pouted slightly, and then picked up the book with an unhappy face. She didn't want to quarrel with Ruan Menglu, so she focused on the book, hoping to calm down her heart .

"Xiao Ru, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said this. I've been annoyed by these things for the past few days, so..." Ruan Menglu blamed herself for losing control of her emotions. She rushed to Sikong Yuru's side in a panic, He explained with a full apology, but was interrupted by Sikong Yuru before he finished speaking.

"No, you're right. They are your family, not mine. I must understand your situation, and I shouldn't be selfish and only think about myself." Sikong Yuru said these words quietly, her eyes were fixed. Staring at the pages of the book, Ruan Menglu gently pushed her a few times after she finished speaking, but she still refused to look up at her again.

"Give me a little time, and I will solve them one by one. It is not a matter of a day or two to get the approval of the family, and it is the same in business. I am confident that I can overcome this problem, so don't worry so much , obediently continue to be my good wife, okay?" Ruan Menglu snatched the book from Sikong Yuru's hand and threw it aside, then held her hands, and comforted her in the same gentle tone as before.

Sikong Yuru still lowered her head silently and did not speak, but not speaking does not mean that she has no thoughts. Seeing her frustrated expression, Ruan Menglu knew that she was not thinking of anything good.

"I promise you, no matter what happens, I will never leave you, no one can separate us, unless..." Ruan Menglu suddenly stopped at this point, staring at Sikong Yuru's drooping face with melancholy eyes, A bad feeling suddenly emerged in her heart, she hoped that she was thinking too much.

Sikong Yuru waited for Ruan Menglu to complete the sentence. After a long time, there was still no movement from the other party. She couldn't help raising her head, but saw a helpless face. She couldn't help but feel sore and asked again: "Unless What?"

Ruan Menglu didn't seem to want to say it, but after a moment's hesitation, she put one hand on her chest, and said in a sad tone, "Unless you choose to leave me."

When she heard this sentence, Sikong Yuru felt unspeakable bitterness in her heart. A relationship was not easy to come by. She had loved, hurt and been hated before. Only Ruan Menglu was the person she loved the most in this life. She asked her to give up this person. It's like cutting off a big piece of meat from her body, but sometimes it is necessary to let go, at least she believes that Ruan Menglu's family is another kind of happiness.

"So far I haven't had such an idea." When Sikong Yuru said this, even she felt guilty.

"I warn you! You are not allowed to have such thoughts in the future, and you must never have such thoughts!" Ruan Menglu stared at Sikong Yuru with sharp eyes and said, the expression was so scary that Sikong Yuru unconsciously The body moved to the other side, fearing that the other party would swallow it in one gulp.

When Ruan Menglu realized that she was out of control again, she once again felt self-blame and frustrated for her irrational behavior. She got up and went forward to hug Sikong Yuru, but the woman in front of her was like a frightened kitten. Move back, not daring to get too close to her.

Sikong Yuru's reaction made Ruan Menglu feel both heartbroken and sad. The more afraid she is of losing things, the more she wants to hold on tight. Once this kind of mentality is too strong, it will behave abnormally. At this moment, they can't see their problems. They have become sensitive and suspicious, and the love that was originally extremely beautiful has now become a kind of harm.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Ruan Menglu knelt down decadently, murmured countless "I'm sorry", tears fell one by one uncontrollably, she covered her face with her hands and cried, watching It looked very painful.

Sikong Yuru looked at the scene in front of her and looked a little at a loss. Although Ruan Menglu was a daughter, she always shed tears. This was the first time she saw Ruan Menglu who was crying loudly. After a burst of panic, she felt distressed again. It was only then that she slowly approached Ruan Menglu, and then opened her arms to hug her. The two of them hugged each other and cried all night. After crying, they each fell asleep with uneasy feelings.