girlfriend lover

A person wandering aimlessly in the street, eyes looking ahead, but thinking about the same thing over and over again in his heart, eyes unfocused, walking with a deadpan expression, despite this, Sikong Yuru is still a very eye-catching woman, Wherever she walked, there was a high rate of turning heads, such an eye-catching beauty, Song Chengsi spotted her from a long distance.

Sikong Yuru felt that someone patted her on the shoulder from behind, and when she turned her head to look at it, her expression froze immediately, thinking that this lingering guy would meet him everywhere she went, so she was hesitating in her heart to be polite When he walked away after a few pleasantries, Song Chengsi said with a relaxed face, "What a coincidence, you also come shopping."

"Yeah." What happened last night has not been fully digested, Sikong Yuru can't pretend to be natural like Song Chengsi, she is still somewhat embarrassed.

"Anyway, I'm alone, why don't we go together?" Song Chengsi suggested.

Song Chengsi said these words without any special meaning, but Sikong Yuru took a few steps back like a frightened bird. Before she could make a sound, her hands were already in a gesture of rejection, and then she heard her panicked tone: "No, I just went out to buy some things and went back."

A handsome guy who has been chased by countless women, this is the first time he meets a woman who treats her like a plague god, but this woman is also the woman he wants to have in this life. Faced with such a tragic plot, Song Chengsi has no choice. Retiring in spite of difficulties, and the second is to influence the other party with sincerity. Song Chengsi, who does not give up easily on things, of course chose the latter.

"You don't have to avoid me so deliberately. To be honest, I don't have that kind of meaning for you anymore. We all work in the same place, and I don't want to make our relationship so awkward and complicated. I can't be a lover or a friend. It's okay too." Song Chengsi said sincerely.

Sikong Yuru is pure in nature, seeing Song Chengsi's serious appearance, she has no doubts about him, besides, it didn't take a day or two to get to know this person, aside from personal feelings, Song Chengsi is actually a good person. Boy, after breaking up with each other, the two have always maintained a relationship of friends, and they lost contact until Song Chengsi went abroad for further studies.

"I'm in a bad mood, so I came here alone." After Sikong Yuru let go of her defenses, the feeling of depression returned to her heart. Frankly speaking, she needs friends very much at this time, and she needs a friend. A friend who can listen to her thoughts.

"Actually, I can also see, what is it that bothers you so much?" Song Chengsi looked at Sikong Yuru's frowning expression, he was a little worried, but he didn't dare to ask too much, and later he saw that she was depressed all the time. After being silent, I finally couldn't help but said: "We have been friends for many years and are now colleagues. If you don't mind, I can use it as a trash can for you and throw all your problems in."

Sikong Yuru is still silent, the pace of a person's walking can reflect their inner state, Song Chengsi thinks of Sikong Yuru that he usually sees, walking with high spirits, a simple nodding movement exudes infinite charm However, today she seems to be a body without a soul, and she can't find her way.

"How is your family? I heard from Pepe that they have moved abroad. Why don't you go with your father?" Song Chengsi visited Sikong Yuru's family when he was young, and Sikong Yuru was already a single parent at that time. Family, mother died early due to illness, father was busy with work, Sikong Yuru and his only sister had the best relationship, and what happened later can only be heard from colleagues, but different people say different versions, and Song Chengsi is not sure which one is The real version can only be confirmed from the mouth of the person concerned.

"There is something I want to pursue here, so I couldn't persevere at that time, but now I want to come back, but I am a little at a loss. I really don't know whether it is right or wrong to stay." Sikong Yuru suddenly misses her sister whom she hasn't seen for many years. If I'm by your side now, I'll definitely give her a solution.

"If you have any questions, please tell me, and see if I can help you." Song Chengsi was sure that Sikong Yuru had something on his mind this time, and from the slightly melancholy tone, he felt that the matter seemed to be quite serious.

"You have also lived in the United States for a few years, can you accept the local customs and open thinking?" Sikong Yuru avoided talking about her own problems, and changed the topic to a topic that was not right.

Song Chengsi thought that Sikong Yuru would continue to keep silent, but he didn't expect that the other party would suddenly ask about his life in the United States. Although it was a bit unexpected, Song Chengsi still cooperated and expressed his point of view according to the question.

"That's nothing, I can accept it, a democratic and free country is great, I think the orientals are too conservative, the more suppressed some things are, the harder they are to control, and they live happier than us like this." Song Chengsi finished. Then he looked sideways at Sikong Yuru for a few times, trying to catch the other person's mind through observation.

Sikong Yuru didn't respond immediately when she heard the words, but looked thoughtful. Song Chengsi didn't plan to speak anymore, he always felt that something was about to come out, this feeling was very strong, not because he was thinking too much.

"Then what do you think about same-sex love?" When Sikong Yuru asked this question, his voice suddenly dropped a lot, but Song Chengsi still heard it, and he heard it very clearly.

"I don't have any opinions, I just happen to like someone of the same gender." Song Chengsi lived abroad for a while, and his views on some things were gradually influenced by the local people, unlike the conservative oriental people.

"Homosexuals can register for marriage in the United States, right?" Sikong Yuru said with a sigh.

"The designated places are acceptable, but there are still some people who can't accept it." Song Chengsi recalled that there were several such couples in the university, but he still didn't dare to be as high-profile as heterosexual couples.

Song Chengsi thought that Sikong Yuru would continue to discuss this topic with him, but everything was not as he expected, Sikong Yuru suddenly stopped, her gaze was fixed in a certain direction, her expression seemed surprised, Song Chengsi couldn't bear it. I followed her gaze and looked over, but I was also surprised for a while.

Ruan Menglu was standing across the street alone. When she saw that Song Chengsi had also found her, she turned around and left without saying hello. Seeing this, Sikong Yuru immediately chased after her, but after running for a few steps, she slowed down, and finally stood in the same place. She didn't move, and watched Ruan Menglu go further and further away with a blank expression.

Song Chengsi slowly approached, some things can be understood at a glance without asking, when he met Ruan Menglu in the restaurant last night, he already noticed that Sikong Yuru's reaction was a bit weird, let him see this dramatic scene with his own eyes today, At this moment, he only thought of one thing, the relationship between these two women was not just as simple as friends.

Sikong Yuru's expression is a lonely one that Song Chengsi has never seen before. In his memory, Sikong Yuru is always optimistic and cheerful. At that time, no matter what happened to him, he could smile and fade away. There seems to be a touch of melancholy hidden under the mature and charming appearance.

"Why don't you catch up?" Song Chengsi thought that he shouldn't be troublesome, but out of his friend's concern, he couldn't help but say it out.

"The misunderstanding between us is getting deeper and deeper, even if I catch up, I don't know what to say." Sikong Yuru's sad tone contained a touch of helplessness.

Song Chengsi's eyes fell on this exquisite side face in front of him. It was really a bit reconciled to say that he gave up the opportunity to develop abroad and was willing to bow down to a small company in China, all for the sake of one day being able to Once again touched the heart of the goddess, now it seems that his dedication is like fetching water from a bamboo basket, but in the end it is always in vain.

"You are..." Song Chengsi felt that he shouldn't gossip like that, but out of the mentality of a suitor, he really wanted to find out the whole thing, so he still asked cheekily.

"Can't you see it now?" Sikong Yuru was very straightforward, she felt that it would be better to explain the matter clearly, so that Song Chengsi could completely give up his mind.

"I can see it, but I didn't expect you to be..." Song Chengsi couldn't express his identity in Chinese. He could speak English naturally in the United States, but it seemed a bit difficult to speak in Chinese.

"I don't know if I am. I also appreciate certain women, but not to the extent of infatuation. Maybe I love her just because she is Ruan Menglu." Sikong Yuru tried to analyze her emotional orientation, But she knew that she couldn't be sure, and there was never a conclusion about emotional matters.

Song Chengsi didn't know what to say. Frankly speaking, the discovery of the truth had brought him some blows, but if he thought about it from another angle, there was some comfort. At least the reason for being rejected was not because he was not good enough. If it is a woman, no matter how good a man is, he will be defeated.

"I hope you don't tell this matter. If you do, I will hate you forever." Although Sikong Yuru thinks that Song Chengsi is not this kind of person, she still warned Song Chengsi to protect her feelings. he.

"Don't worry, I will always keep a secret for you. Even if it comes to the day you want to come out, I will let you announce it yourself." Song Chengsi replied with a smile. Not only was there no resistance, but the degree of acceptance was higher than expected.

"Thank you." Sikong Yuru felt fortunate and grateful that she only met someone who could understand them. At the same time, she felt a little sorry for rejecting the other person. She said sincerely from the heart: "About not being able to accept you." I'm really sorry about that."

Sikong Yuru's sincere apology made Song Chengsi feel a little embarrassed, but he was very happy that Sikong Yuru was willing to be honest with him. Sometimes a man and a woman can be a good friend even if they can't be lovers, so let him take his guard off The heart-loving Sikong Yuru seems to be much more sincere than before, and he actually likes this way of getting along.

"Emotional matters must be your love and my wish. Compared with the feeling of believing that you have a boyfriend last night, I think I can accept that you have a girlfriend." What Song Chengsi said was actually the truth, but let Sikong Yuru thought it was his humor, so naturally he didn't take these words seriously.