Mrs. Yazhai
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It's inevitable that the few people just looked at it and left.
Seeing that Bai Lushuang had really tried his best to reject him, Shui Fang felt agitated, and silently helped Xiao Huang put on the harness.But as if he had thought of something, he walked up to Bai Lushuang, lowered his head, and said to her in a very light and cautious voice, "Lady, Fang'er knows that I can't stop you, my lady needs more quilts for Yeliang." Cover some, eat more meat when you eat, and the lady must find someone to accompany her when she goes to the street, otherwise the lady will get lost..."
She talked one by one about what happened to Bai Lushuang around her, the things she thought Bai Lushuang should pay attention to, the things she had done for Bai Lushuang with all her heart, but Bai Lushuang still turned her head away, coldly Hummed.
However, after Shui Yifang finished speaking, she said lightly, "Please don't worry, Water Village Master, I may marry Liu Minglun after I go back, and someone will take care of me at that time... These days, I really trouble the Water Village Master. "
Hearing Liu Minglun, Shui Fang's eyes changed instantly, Bai Lushuang only felt that what she said just now might have pierced her directly like a knife, but she didn't want to care if Shui Fang hurt, she just wanted to make Shui Fang give up.
Sure enough, after she and Cui Zhu got into the carriage, Shui Fang really didn't say anything.
She took one last look at Bai Lushuang, and then slowly walked towards her room.
And Bai Lushuang had no choice but to let Cuizhu try to drive the carriage, then left the cottage and headed towards Bai's house.
Cuizhu still didn't understand Bai Lushuang's thoughts, she swung the whip silently without saying anything.
But when she was not far from the cottage, she found that Bai Lushuang actually began to shed tears slowly, then whimpered, and then burst into tears.
It turns out that the lady hurt not only the village owner, but also herself...
So heartbroken, it must be, it hurts...
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No.20 five times
Fortunately, the old horse really knew the way, and the two returned to the gate of the Bai family after two hours, and it was already sunset at the west mountain.Bai Lushuang's face was pale, and she could tell at a glance that something had happened. She took some of her own baggage and got out of the carriage gracefully.The newly replaced gatekeeper seemed to know her, and hurried in to inform the young lady that she had returned to the White Mansion, but this surprised the owner of the Bai Manor who was inside, and hurried out to meet his daughter.
"Shuang'er" saw that it was indeed Bai Lushuang who had returned, and Master Bai couldn't believe it, "Why did you come back, didn't you just say you were going back to the village yesterday?"
Bai Lushuang secretly squeezed the repair book hidden in her sleeve, she seemed to want to tell her father about the repair book, but for some reason, when she saw him, there was another voice in her heart that she didn't want to do this .
Maybe...I want to save face.
"The boy is not used to life in the cottage, so he came back." She said lightly, without a trace of emotion in her eyes.
But Master Bai looked at his daughter's face, but secretly screamed in his heart, something must have happened to Shuang'er!
He snorted in his heart, could it be that the bandit boy did something good, why did he send his daughter back to her mother's house in a fit of rage? , in order to protect her self-esteem, she can't ask bluntly...
Master Bai immediately squeezed out an indignant face, clenched his hands into fists and his face was full of injustice.
"Oh, daddy Shuang'er understands, it must be that bandit kid who made you sad! It doesn't matter, if you stay with daddy for a few days, if that kid doesn't come to my Bai family and kneels to beg your forgiveness, I will definitely not let him Take you back!"
Bai Lushuang nodded lightly, but what happened, even if "he" knelt in front of her house for three days and three nights, it was impossible for him to go back to Shuiyue Village with her... She is an excellent person, this There is no doubt about it, but why is she a woman
As a result, several servants took the luggage from Bai Lushuang's carriage, and Bai Lushuang walked slowly back to her room, with Cui Zhu following behind.
Unexpectedly, when she entered the room, the first thing she saw was the doll thrown on the bed by Shui Fang last time, placed on the bed by An Ran.
On the table, she walked slowly towards the table and gently picked up the doll.
Separated, the two dolls that were bought together at the beginning were torn apart like this.The strength of Bai Lushuang's palm gradually deepened, and she clenched the things in her palm. Is there really nothing in this world that can be firmly grasped in her palm?
Then if you let it go, won't your heart be so sour
She really put the doll back to its original place according to her own ideas, then turned around and left.
It was only then that I realized that the original uncomfortable feeling didn't diminish at all.
"Sister!" At this time, Bai Fan was knocking on the door and yelling. Bai Lushuang thought to herself, maybe it's about Shui Fang... If that child Bai Fan also knows that Shui Fang is a woman, then he will still Do you like water so much?
"Fan Er, what's the matter?" Bai Lushuang walked to the door, gently opened the door panel, and saw her own brother's small face tangled up.
"My sister came back to Bai's house again, but why didn't my brother-in-law come back with my sister?"
Eyes full of doubts stared at Bai Lushuang. At that moment, Bai Lushuang felt a little guilty in her heart. Did she go too far with the water side by leaving so resolutely? She didn't know how to answer Bai Fan's question. good.
"She has something to do in the village this time, so she can't follow me back." Bai Lushuang casually found an excuse, and gently patted Bai Fan's head, "Hurry up and study, or Daddy will scold you again .”
"Well...but Fan Er misses her brother-in-law so much..." Bai Fan left with a bit of sadness, which made Bai Lushuang feel even more uncomfortable. Although she was really good, she lied to herself and had feelings for herself. Feelings that cannot be tolerated in the world...
The question of how a woman could fall in love with another woman puzzled her so much that she couldn't do anything about it.
So in the past few days, Bai Lushuang really returned to live in Baijiazhuang, just like when she was not married, but she always felt empty no matter day or night, she couldn't tell what it was in her heart, and her mind seemed to be broken, blank .
In other words, she is just a walking dead at this moment, but she doesn't want to pay attention to it.
During the day, I enjoy flowers, birds and fish in my garden, and burn a stove of sandalwood and play the plain qin; at night, I lie on a soft couch, light a lamp, squint my eyes and stare at the chessboard, but my mind is absent-minded.
The half-embroidered piece of Supa was thrown away by her without knowing it, and she naturally didn't care.
After a few more days, it should be an ordinary life like this, but for some reason, maybe she caught a cold from blowing the peaks in the garden, and Bai Lushuang caught the wind and cold.
Cui Zhu hurriedly boiled the medicine and ginger soup, and ran around the kitchen and Bai Lushuang's room. Finally, when Bai Lushuang picked up the bowl and sipped slowly, she sighed leisurely.
"Hey, miss, it would be great if there is the medicine made by Miss Chu. It must be cured. I think Miss caught a cold at that time, but she was cured after drinking such a bowl of soup and medicine."
But as soon as the words fell, Cuizhu saw Bai Lushuang's face changed, and her heart trembled in fright. She knew that she seemed to have mentioned something that shouldn't be mentioned...just because she didn't know why the young lady would Leaving Shuiyue Village so suddenly, she didn't dare to ask and couldn't ask.
However, Miss Chu was like a boulder hitting the glazed tiles, and dust filled her heart in an instant. After all, she understood that some things are not enough to be forgotten. Chu Yun... If she knows how she treats the water side, She must be yelling at herself.
But does Chu Yun know the truth of this matter? She made herself sure to treat Shui Fang well, and she also silently promised that no matter what happened, she would not leave Shui Fang.
But looking at it now, everything said at that time was empty talk, she and Shui Fang were fixed on such a relationship, and dared not take another step.
She will be afraid. After all, she is just an ordinary person. Naturally, she is afraid of gossip. Naturally, she is afraid of being blamed by thousands of people. Such things are irreversible, so the only thing that can be changed is the future, so she chooses to deviate.
Besides, Shui Fang... She is like a child, even if I hurt her so much, maybe... it will be better after a while... Besides, if Chu Yun left by herself, would Chu Yun be like her? As I said earlier, because Shui Fang married a wife, he gave up thinking about her.
I hope that Chu Yun has not yet known that Shuifang is a woman, but after knowing it, she thinks that she will definitely be like herself, so she doesn't want to continue...
It's just that for some reason, various things about Shui Fang and Chu Yun's life together slowly emerged in his mind.Chu Yun feeds her, Chu Yun wipes her sweat, Chu Yun prescribes some prescriptions for strengthening her body, Chu Yun sits in the backyard and watches Shui Fang practice martial arts with a smile, Chu Yun holds Shui Fang's Leaving a tender kiss on the cheek.
On the other hand, Shui accepted another person who might call her Fang'er, but he was just an insignificant person who had hurt her severely in her life.Yellow soup is not a good medicine for heartache, but time is.
I didn't do anything for Shui Fang, so I must have left no deep memories in her heart, so... I must be just the scars when she looked back on the way she came here.
She just felt distressed as if she was being pulled up, why was she thinking about some unbelievable things? Shui Fang, who was crying and asking her not to leave, actually lied in front of her eyes, didn't she think that just because she was a woman, she would not have the feeling of lovesickness? So, can it be painless? Why is it surging up like a tide at this moment, and it can't be stopped?
How could she deny that the past few days had been filled with voices of a lady, but with a peeping gaze, she slowly turned her cheek and found that everything was just a phantom, she only felt like a fool, but I never admitted my little thoughts.
She couldn't figure out what she was thinking, what she was avoiding, she just felt that the words she kept telling herself in her heart were all self-deceiving and self-defeating lies.
"Miss..." Cuizhu watched Bai Lushuang holding a medicine bowl in a dazed manner, the steam that was rising from it had gradually dissipated, but Bai Lushuang only took a sip from the beginning to the end.
However, Cuizhu's calls didn't have any effect, she was still in a daze, with unknown emotions flickering in her eyes, so Cuizhu could only call several times: "Miss...Miss, the soup is cold..."
At this time, Bai Lushuang turned to her stiffly, looked down at the soup in her hand, and finally drank it silently.Cuizhu took the empty bowl, and seeing Bai Lushuang's thoughtful look, she wondered if it was because she had accidentally mentioned it that she had fallen into layers of thoughts...
In the past few days, miss, have you ever missed Shuiyue Village? Have you ever missed the owner of the village who obviously loves her and spoils her, who always says left and right?
She didn't believe it at all in her heart, even though it was impossible for the young lady to say it clearly on the surface, but in the dead of night, she would definitely feel that there was a vacancy in her heart...
"Cui Zhu..." Bai Lushuang changed her voice in a low voice, causing Cui Zhu to raise her head suddenly.
"Miss, what's the matter?"
"I...it's fine, can you get me some sweets to eat?"
Bai Lushuang originally wanted to ask if Cui Zhu would go back to Shuiyue Village if she could go back.It's just that this question is too ridiculous, so she changed the question and focused on the pastry.
Cakes... This thing inexplicably aroused her more thoughts, she shook her head, really didn't want to think about it anymore.But at this time, Cui Zhu who was called to get some cakes actually hurried back to Bai Lushuang's room with nothing in her hands.Bai Lushuang looked puzzled, puzzled by her haste.
"Miss, Lan... General Lan came to Baijiazhuang to see you, saying that he has something to talk to you!!"
No.20 six times
Bai Lushuang raised her brows, and guessed the reason for Lan Po's arrival in her heart. She changed her clothes and asked Cui Zhu to take Lan Po to the gazebo outside her room, and served a pot of hot tea. There were some pastries, and then slowly walked out.
And when she saw Lan Po for the first time, she thought she was surprised. This man with two beards looked very gentle, his skin was smooth and tender, and his mouth was as broken as tofu.He was wearing a brown robe, shaking a paper fan in his hand, and resting his other hand on the table to support his cheek, looking at Bai Lushuang unscrupulously.
"Hey, how are you ma'am." Seeing Bai Lushuang approaching, Lan Po put away her fan. Ever since she appeared [-] meters in front of her eyes, she began to look at her. How else can I describe it? It's just a temperament Beauty! Although her greeting was very impolite, she felt that she was a little bit wronged by the hard work of persuading Bai Lushuang to come back... It was because Chu Yun couldn't see the dead look of the water party that forced herself to come.
She analyzed that Bai Lushuang thought she was a straight person after living for so long, and it was too difficult for her to accept the gender of the water side all of a sudden, but she had been thinking about it for half a month, and she felt that Bai Lushuang should be enough for herself Clarify whether she can't accept women or is simply angry that the water side cheated on her.
However, based on the happy appearance of Shui's previous love, she thinks it should be the latter.When dealing with a woman like Bai Lushuang, you have to analyze them one by one, otherwise she will never understand and will continue to be angry...
"Master Lan, if you came here to persuade me to go back to Shuiyue Village, then please give up your mind and go back quickly."
Straight to the point, Bai Lushuang threw out such a sentence just after sitting down, and Lan Po was caught off guard.Lan Po let out a scream in his heart, took a deep breath, and squeezed out a smile that he thought was charming.
"Ma'am, you can't say that. The owner of our small village has never forgotten his wife. Ever since you left, madam, he has lost a lot of weight and has become haggard..."
Like a drug seller in the Jianghu, Lan Po is determined to use her three-inch tongue, and she must persuade Bai Lushuang to go back no matter what...
"Master Lan, I believe you know that Shuifang is a woman. How does the relationship between women and women exist between heaven and earth? Even if she can accept it, it doesn't mean I can."
The indestructible Bai Lushuang took a sip of tea lightly, looking at Lan Po with indifference in her eyes.
"You're wrong if you think so!" Lan Po stood up abruptly, Bai Lushuang was taken aback by such a sudden movement, "If a person's life is so short, it is really meaningless to live for others! "
"Master Lan," Bai Lushuang frowned, "If you came this time to play wild in my Baijiazhuang, then please go back."
She really couldn't believe that someone could talk to her so disregarding etiquette when they met for the first time. The military adviser in the village was like this. Bai Lushuang really couldn't believe that the village could still be managed in a good and colorful way, at least it was like a place where people lived and worked in peace and contentment. a small village.
"Who said I'm here to act wild!" Lan Po sat down calmly, as if the excitement just now hadn't happened at all, "I'm here to reason, you haven't seen how much my sister Shui has hurt you Miserable, are you really afraid of the eyes of the world? I can tell you that Shuimei has been pretending for so many years anyway. Even if you live with her as a model couple, no one can tell. Besides... don’t you think you If you are willing to give up the one you love because of other people's gossip, then I must say, your life is meaningless."
"Master Lan Jun, Shui Fang has lied to me for so long, I am very puzzled, could it be that if she hadn't confessed this matter to me, I would have to keep her in the dark for the rest of my life?" Bai Lushuang sneered , "Don't forget, it was she who lied to me first."
"So you're not afraid of the eyes of the world at all," Lan Po also snorted, "You're just mad at her for lying to you, aren't you?"
"What?" Bai Lushuang looked at Lan Po with increasingly dissatisfied eyes, "Master Lan, could it be that you still need to intervene in the matter between me and her?"
"I didn't ask, because I was here to negotiate." Lan Po took a sip of tea and moistened her throat. She couldn't believe that she, a rogue graduate student in the second year of middle school, would not be able to win her, "Well, you actually like it very much. On the water side, why should you be afraid if this is the case, and you are not afraid of what others will say at all, you just ignore her because you are angry with her. Well, even if you can't accept it at first, these two You must have thought about it a lot this week, right?"
"..." Bai Lushuang didn't answer her. She couldn't deny that she had thought about this question, but in the end she couldn't solve it. The importance of water in her heart may have far exceeded her estimate...
It was just a matter of courage, she didn't have the courage to take that step.
"Okay," Lan Po stood up and walked out, "I was sent to persuade you. If I can't do anything, I have no choice but to go back to the village. Miss Bai wishes you to find A good man married, had a happy marriage, gave birth to several good sons and daughters, and got a perfect and ideal life!"
Those last words were extremely ironic, Bai Lushuang felt that Lan Po looked at her with contempt in her eyes, it was true, Lan Po couldn't accept love that thought too much.She has never believed that the difficulties encountered in love are called involuntary, and it depends on whether she wants to overcome them or not.
Suddenly she stopped again, turned her head and said to Bai Lushuang.
"
Miss Bai, I forgot to tell you one thing. "She slowly tore off the two mustaches on her face, and smiled brightly at Bai Lushuang, who was stunned again, "I am actually a woman, have you ever noticed? There is no need to be afraid of anything when the water side is together, not to mention that Xiaoshui in our family is handsome and tall. "She paused again, "But it doesn't matter if you don't come back, such a good child doesn't need your love alone. "
These words hit Bai Lushuang's heart deeply, thinking that a few days ago she was cautiously thinking about whether Chu Yun would take her place in Shui Fang's heart because of her departure, she suddenly felt extremely heartbroken.
Yes, such a good person, how can there be no admirers?
She missed her, and missing her seemed to be a kind of illness, and it was still deeply buried in her bones.But they are already terminally ill, but they always refuse to admit it.
"I'm going back to the village." Lan Po saw that the expression on Bai Lushuang's face was obviously shaken, and couldn't help laughing in her heart, look, Lan Po knew if there was one as soon as she made a move!
If Bai Lushuang returned to the village, Shui Fang would be the same as before, and Chu Yun...wouldn't be worried about her negative appearance anymore.She laughed at herself. She really made wedding clothes for her. If she couldn't get into her heart, she couldn't get in. Even if she tried her best, it was impossible.
You have to get hurt all over your body before you can believe that there is something called fate in this world, and there is a situation called fate without a share.
It hurts to death, she never knew that the feeling of heartache can really be so painful.
"Master Lan, please stay." Looking at the woman in front of her, Bai Lushuang's heart was so calm, "Wait for me to pack up, I will go back to the village with you."
"Oh, didn't you just say that you would be afraid and say that you were mad at her for lying to you?" Unable to change her bad temper, Lan Po began to tease Bai Lushuang, which made Bai Lushuang's face change, and walked straight past She went back to her room, and before leaving, she left a word, "Don't talk too much."
Pfft, Lan Po laughed, Sister Shui got entangled with a difficult object, how could their wife be so arrogant and coquettish?
Back in the room, Bai Lushuang opened the wardrobe and frowned.
"Cui Zhu!" She called out, and Cui Zhu immediately entered the room.
"The green bamboo is here, what are your orders, Miss?"
"Pack up the bags, let's go back to the village." Bai Lushuang said lightly, but who knew that when she said it, she actually felt a burst of ecstasy in her heart.Is it too late? Will Fang'er be angry with herself? Thank you Lan Po, she is willing to take that step and never give up on the water side.
"Ah..." Cuizhu was obviously taken aback, isn't the lady very determined to say no to go back...
"Pack up the bags, let's go back to the village!" Bai Lushuang said again, which made Cui Zhu start to move immediately.
"Okay miss!" She thought to herself, it seems that the village master really made the lady angry, and then the blue army teacher came to persuade her, the lady became angry and was willing to forgive the village master... What a happy ending.Alas, I just can't figure out why Miss was angry for so long before...
Lan Po glued back his beard, and there was a villager waiting outside in a carriage, and Lan Po was also waiting.Why is this Bai Lushuang so slow... I guess it will be dark when she puts it away, she snorted in her heart, and when she returns to the cottage, she will definitely regret it to death when she sees Shui Fang like that. Absolutely.
What a tsundere, who obviously likes that guy but doesn't admit it.
Finally, she saw two women walking slowly to the carriage with big and small bags in their hands.
"Hurry up and get in the car," Lan Po sighed, and then she sat in the driver's seat outside with the villagers, she didn't forget that she was a man at the moment...
So after the two men loaded their luggage into the carriage, they also got into the carriage. At this time, Bai Lushuang suddenly poked her head out and said something to Lan Po.
"Thank you, Blue Army Division."
She waved her hand at her, saying it was nothing, anyway, after going back, Shui Fang would definitely punish this woman instead of herself.
Once again, a carriage returned along the same route, but Bai Lushuang's mood was completely different.
I don't know if Fang'er really lost a lot of weight as Lan Po said... She just felt her heart ached, and her nose started to feel sore.
Fang'er, I'm back, how are you?
No.20 seven times
Bai Lushuang, who returned to the village, once again saw the long stairs spreading all the way up, and felt a melancholy feeling of being isolated from the world.Isn't it only a dozen days? Why does it seem like she hasn't come back here for several years? She and Cuizhu raised the burden, trying to maintain her own elegance but can't wait to run to find what she misses. Deep people.
Perhaps, it is the same thing that is conveyed in the footsteps of the water side every time, and it is the most urgent mood.
But when she opened the door, what responded to her was an empty room. She dropped her burden and walked around in it, thinking where did she go? But she heard a ding from the back of the house. The tinkling sound made Bai Lushuang wonder, what happened then? She didn't care about Cui Zhu, looking at the clothes she had just put away, she was frowning, and ran outside. There was a forest behind the house. It looked a little gloomy, very scary.
Bai Lushuang's heart trembled, could it be that the water side is in the forest...
Forcing herself to suppress her fear, she bit her lip, forcing herself to step out and follow the source of the sound.
Entering the shade in the forest, she had to admit that she scared herself. She really hated her cowardice and timidity, and her nails dug deep into her flesh.
Moving on, she groped like a blind person, hoping that someone could give her a glimmer of light.
"Ding-ding-" The sound she had never heard before was getting closer and closer to her at this moment, she finally pushed aside a short bush, and behind her saw a man with an ax in his hand, chopping a tree with all his strength. Scar after scar.
The man's hair was tied up, but it was not very neat, with a few strands of hair falling down, and he looked inexplicably downcast.
And his slender figure makes people a bit confused, after all, generally speaking, women are not so tall.
But Bai Lushuang was stunned, she naturally knew who this person was, besides her Fang'er, who else could it be...
She walked out of the bushes slowly, and slowly leaned towards the person who was still moving, and that person also heard her soft footsteps on the grass, and turned back blankly.With a bang, the ax slipped from her hand, and the somewhat dark face reflected in Bai Lushuang's eyes was a bit panicked, and she unstoppably took a few steps back until she was thrown by him. Ax tripped and fell to the ground.
When Bai Lushuang saw her eyes, she was extremely hurt, but when she saw her slumped on the ground, the displeasure in her heart immediately turned into a heartache filled with satisfaction. She hurried to Shui Fang's side, and squatted down naturally The palm has already touched her waist.
"Fang'er, does it hurt from the fall, is it okay...?"
Shui Fang looked at her, then shook his head, then pulled her hand away, struggling to stand up.
"Why did you come back?" She looked at Bai Lushuang condescendingly, and asked with sadness on her face, "Why did you come back to Shuiyue Village?"
Bai Lushuang was stunned for a long, long time, and suddenly she felt that something complicated was overwhelming, and she couldn't bear it, so she had to let tears slowly fill her face.She stood up slowly and moved towards the water, one step, two steps.The water side also retreated, one step, two steps.The two of them immediately seemed like magnets with the same magnetic poles, the harder they approached, the further they moved away.Shui Fang's clear blue eyes clearly reflected Bai Lushuang's appearance, but she was a straightforward child after all, no matter how repressed she was, there was still a well-known distressed emotion leaking out of her.
"Fang'er..." Bai Lushuang's voice was choked with sobs, "Fang'er, are you angry with me?"
She couldn't believe that Shui Fang no longer called her a lady, but replaced her with an insignificant "you".
It turned out that it wasn't just herself who had changed in the past few days, even the things she thought could not be changed were completely destroyed by herself.
The water side stepped back again, and then shed tears, and said to Bai Lushuang almost half-yelling and half-yelling, "You said that you don't like bandits, that I'm a rough person, and that I'll hurt you if I touch you." , Said that I was a liar, said that you would go to that person named Liu Minglun to be with her, you said it yourself! Since you asked me to write a divorce letter, why did you take the divorce letter and leave, but now you are back! ?”
"I..." It was the first time that Shui Fang was so cruel to her, and Bai Lushuang was deeply shocked by that appearance. She never thought that those words that she thought she didn't care about had already left dense deep and shallow emotions in her heart. Knives.It's not that she doesn't care, it's just that she chose not to care about her feelings for her.
"..." It seemed that the emotions were too high this time, and Shui Fang felt powerless after venting. She moved her mouth and stopped talking, slowly bent down to pick up her ax, and moved towards the almost half-broken The tree made up with a few axes.
And Bai Lushuang, who was kneeling on the ground, saw that she didn't care about the tears on her face at all, her heart ached as if someone was tightly pinching her, and she was beating her violently and crazily.
"Ding-ding-" was the sound of cutting wood again, and Bai Lushuang stared blankly at Shui's movement again, until a small piece of wood slag flew into her eyes.She immediately cried out in pain, covering her right eye with her right hand and curled up on the ground. When Shui Fang saw this, the ax in his hand frightened and fell again, almost missing his foot.
"What's the matter?" Hugging that warm body immediately, the eagerness in her tone made it impossible to think that she was yelling at Bai Lushuang just now.After all, he was so ruthless verbally, but soft to the extreme in his heart, Shui Fang immediately spurned himself.
In the past few days, she has thought about all this carefully, and she always feels unclear about the reason why Bai Lushuang abandoned her.She wondered in her heart, is it really just because she is a woman and cheated Bai Lushuang?
So she thought slowly, thinking about a lot of previous things.Only then did he feel that Bai Lushuang's previous statement that he liked her was a lie. He hadn't given her good looks a few times since he entered the cottage, and his indifference and disgust towards him was like treating his father and enemy.Previously, I mostly thought that she was my wife, but my father said that I should treat my wife well, so she didn't care too much.
But...she thought, the sentence that she said she would go back to find Liu Minglun might be the fuse that ignited her anger.
She didn't forget that Bai Fan once said that Liu Minglun was actually not a kind person, and she didn't understand why Bai Lushuang had said that she liked her earlier, but at such a juncture she was able to win over Liu Minglun without hesitation.
So she only came to one conclusion, that Bai Lushuang never liked her at all, maybe she just liked being nice to her, as if she was so outstanding when someone hurt her.
She also doesn't understand why she started to have these thoughts when she was healthy, and feels that she is no longer the original self... Everything has been changed by Bai Lushuang, and those things that have been changed, she will never come back.
But she wanted to go back to thinking, the quick steps under her feet have already come to Chu Yun's bamboo house... However, she did not want to face Bai Lushuang, so she put Bai Lushuang on the hospital bed in Chu Yun's house, and explained how much After saying a word about his illness, he left quickly.
So she didn't see it, Chu Yun looked at her with surprise in his eyes.
Bai Lushuang asked Chu Yun to cry slowly, and finally expelled the piece of sawdust. However, when she took Chu Yun's handkerchief and wiped away her tears, she was about to say thank you...
With a "slap", Chu Yun just slapped her.
She covered her hot cheeks, in disbelief, but the five-finger palm prints were clearly visible on her white icy muscles.
This was the first time she had someone directly roughed her up, and she was completely stunned.
"This is what you said you would treat her well!?" Chu Yun growled in a low voice, seeing Bai Lushuang's eyes filled with anger, and Bai Lushuang immediately understood, and then lowered her head in shame.
The original anger caused by being slapped suddenly dissipated. Instead, she felt that Chu Yun should slap herself more... Yes, seeing the obvious sunken cheek on the side of the water, she had to hit a tree with her head to kill herself. the impulse.
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." She murmured, she wanted to express but didn't know what to express, she was in so much pain, she never thought that such a thing was originally mutual.
The love of two people must be shared by two people, and it is untenable to choose one side, and she has always only enjoyed her pampering, but she is indifferent and willful to her spurning in every possible way.
Bai Lushuang suddenly stood up staggeringly, bypassing Chu Yun whose eyes were full of moisture and anger.
Chu Yun is also quite uncomfortable these few days. She will never forget that when Shui Fang came to her that day, it was actually covered in tears.That day she came to her bamboo hut and asked for some sleeping pills. She asked her why, but she only said that she couldn't sleep without holding her mother.Why bother! I am even more angry, for such a person!
Seeing that Bai Lushuang was about to leave her sight, she naturally didn't intend to stop her. She was afraid that if she didn't leave, she would be unable to restrain herself and do something rationally.
Bai Lushuang pushed open the bamboo door of Chu Yun's room, returned to the long staircase again, and shed tears on her back.
How to do it…?This time, what should she do...?Will the water side forgive themselves?
She climbed up the stairs slowly, feeling more and more uneasy every time she climbed the street, but when she pushed open the wooden door, there were still only green bamboos inside.
Cui Zhu had already tidied up her things, she was sitting leisurely on a chair drinking tea, when she saw Bai Lushuang's arrival, she quickly stood up and saluted, feeling a little embarrassed about her laziness.
However, she was also surprised when she saw the tear stains on Bai Lushuang's face.
"Miss...?" She hurried to Bai Lushuang, and then took out a mask for her to wipe.
Possible
Seeing that Bai Lushuang had really tried his best to reject him, Shui Fang felt agitated, and silently helped Xiao Huang put on the harness.But as if he had thought of something, he walked up to Bai Lushuang, lowered his head, and said to her in a very light and cautious voice, "Lady, Fang'er knows that I can't stop you, my lady needs more quilts for Yeliang." Cover some, eat more meat when you eat, and the lady must find someone to accompany her when she goes to the street, otherwise the lady will get lost..."
She talked one by one about what happened to Bai Lushuang around her, the things she thought Bai Lushuang should pay attention to, the things she had done for Bai Lushuang with all her heart, but Bai Lushuang still turned her head away, coldly Hummed.
However, after Shui Yifang finished speaking, she said lightly, "Please don't worry, Water Village Master, I may marry Liu Minglun after I go back, and someone will take care of me at that time... These days, I really trouble the Water Village Master. "
Hearing Liu Minglun, Shui Fang's eyes changed instantly, Bai Lushuang only felt that what she said just now might have pierced her directly like a knife, but she didn't want to care if Shui Fang hurt, she just wanted to make Shui Fang give up.
Sure enough, after she and Cui Zhu got into the carriage, Shui Fang really didn't say anything.
She took one last look at Bai Lushuang, and then slowly walked towards her room.
And Bai Lushuang had no choice but to let Cuizhu try to drive the carriage, then left the cottage and headed towards Bai's house.
Cuizhu still didn't understand Bai Lushuang's thoughts, she swung the whip silently without saying anything.
But when she was not far from the cottage, she found that Bai Lushuang actually began to shed tears slowly, then whimpered, and then burst into tears.
It turns out that the lady hurt not only the village owner, but also herself...
So heartbroken, it must be, it hurts...
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No.20 five times
Fortunately, the old horse really knew the way, and the two returned to the gate of the Bai family after two hours, and it was already sunset at the west mountain.Bai Lushuang's face was pale, and she could tell at a glance that something had happened. She took some of her own baggage and got out of the carriage gracefully.The newly replaced gatekeeper seemed to know her, and hurried in to inform the young lady that she had returned to the White Mansion, but this surprised the owner of the Bai Manor who was inside, and hurried out to meet his daughter.
"Shuang'er" saw that it was indeed Bai Lushuang who had returned, and Master Bai couldn't believe it, "Why did you come back, didn't you just say you were going back to the village yesterday?"
Bai Lushuang secretly squeezed the repair book hidden in her sleeve, she seemed to want to tell her father about the repair book, but for some reason, when she saw him, there was another voice in her heart that she didn't want to do this .
Maybe...I want to save face.
"The boy is not used to life in the cottage, so he came back." She said lightly, without a trace of emotion in her eyes.
But Master Bai looked at his daughter's face, but secretly screamed in his heart, something must have happened to Shuang'er!
He snorted in his heart, could it be that the bandit boy did something good, why did he send his daughter back to her mother's house in a fit of rage? , in order to protect her self-esteem, she can't ask bluntly...
Master Bai immediately squeezed out an indignant face, clenched his hands into fists and his face was full of injustice.
"Oh, daddy Shuang'er understands, it must be that bandit kid who made you sad! It doesn't matter, if you stay with daddy for a few days, if that kid doesn't come to my Bai family and kneels to beg your forgiveness, I will definitely not let him Take you back!"
Bai Lushuang nodded lightly, but what happened, even if "he" knelt in front of her house for three days and three nights, it was impossible for him to go back to Shuiyue Village with her... She is an excellent person, this There is no doubt about it, but why is she a woman
As a result, several servants took the luggage from Bai Lushuang's carriage, and Bai Lushuang walked slowly back to her room, with Cui Zhu following behind.
Unexpectedly, when she entered the room, the first thing she saw was the doll thrown on the bed by Shui Fang last time, placed on the bed by An Ran.
On the table, she walked slowly towards the table and gently picked up the doll.
Separated, the two dolls that were bought together at the beginning were torn apart like this.The strength of Bai Lushuang's palm gradually deepened, and she clenched the things in her palm. Is there really nothing in this world that can be firmly grasped in her palm?
Then if you let it go, won't your heart be so sour
She really put the doll back to its original place according to her own ideas, then turned around and left.
It was only then that I realized that the original uncomfortable feeling didn't diminish at all.
"Sister!" At this time, Bai Fan was knocking on the door and yelling. Bai Lushuang thought to herself, maybe it's about Shui Fang... If that child Bai Fan also knows that Shui Fang is a woman, then he will still Do you like water so much?
"Fan Er, what's the matter?" Bai Lushuang walked to the door, gently opened the door panel, and saw her own brother's small face tangled up.
"My sister came back to Bai's house again, but why didn't my brother-in-law come back with my sister?"
Eyes full of doubts stared at Bai Lushuang. At that moment, Bai Lushuang felt a little guilty in her heart. Did she go too far with the water side by leaving so resolutely? She didn't know how to answer Bai Fan's question. good.
"She has something to do in the village this time, so she can't follow me back." Bai Lushuang casually found an excuse, and gently patted Bai Fan's head, "Hurry up and study, or Daddy will scold you again .”
"Well...but Fan Er misses her brother-in-law so much..." Bai Fan left with a bit of sadness, which made Bai Lushuang feel even more uncomfortable. Although she was really good, she lied to herself and had feelings for herself. Feelings that cannot be tolerated in the world...
The question of how a woman could fall in love with another woman puzzled her so much that she couldn't do anything about it.
So in the past few days, Bai Lushuang really returned to live in Baijiazhuang, just like when she was not married, but she always felt empty no matter day or night, she couldn't tell what it was in her heart, and her mind seemed to be broken, blank .
In other words, she is just a walking dead at this moment, but she doesn't want to pay attention to it.
During the day, I enjoy flowers, birds and fish in my garden, and burn a stove of sandalwood and play the plain qin; at night, I lie on a soft couch, light a lamp, squint my eyes and stare at the chessboard, but my mind is absent-minded.
The half-embroidered piece of Supa was thrown away by her without knowing it, and she naturally didn't care.
After a few more days, it should be an ordinary life like this, but for some reason, maybe she caught a cold from blowing the peaks in the garden, and Bai Lushuang caught the wind and cold.
Cui Zhu hurriedly boiled the medicine and ginger soup, and ran around the kitchen and Bai Lushuang's room. Finally, when Bai Lushuang picked up the bowl and sipped slowly, she sighed leisurely.
"Hey, miss, it would be great if there is the medicine made by Miss Chu. It must be cured. I think Miss caught a cold at that time, but she was cured after drinking such a bowl of soup and medicine."
But as soon as the words fell, Cuizhu saw Bai Lushuang's face changed, and her heart trembled in fright. She knew that she seemed to have mentioned something that shouldn't be mentioned...just because she didn't know why the young lady would Leaving Shuiyue Village so suddenly, she didn't dare to ask and couldn't ask.
However, Miss Chu was like a boulder hitting the glazed tiles, and dust filled her heart in an instant. After all, she understood that some things are not enough to be forgotten. Chu Yun... If she knows how she treats the water side, She must be yelling at herself.
But does Chu Yun know the truth of this matter? She made herself sure to treat Shui Fang well, and she also silently promised that no matter what happened, she would not leave Shui Fang.
But looking at it now, everything said at that time was empty talk, she and Shui Fang were fixed on such a relationship, and dared not take another step.
She will be afraid. After all, she is just an ordinary person. Naturally, she is afraid of gossip. Naturally, she is afraid of being blamed by thousands of people. Such things are irreversible, so the only thing that can be changed is the future, so she chooses to deviate.
Besides, Shui Fang... She is like a child, even if I hurt her so much, maybe... it will be better after a while... Besides, if Chu Yun left by herself, would Chu Yun be like her? As I said earlier, because Shui Fang married a wife, he gave up thinking about her.
I hope that Chu Yun has not yet known that Shuifang is a woman, but after knowing it, she thinks that she will definitely be like herself, so she doesn't want to continue...
It's just that for some reason, various things about Shui Fang and Chu Yun's life together slowly emerged in his mind.Chu Yun feeds her, Chu Yun wipes her sweat, Chu Yun prescribes some prescriptions for strengthening her body, Chu Yun sits in the backyard and watches Shui Fang practice martial arts with a smile, Chu Yun holds Shui Fang's Leaving a tender kiss on the cheek.
On the other hand, Shui accepted another person who might call her Fang'er, but he was just an insignificant person who had hurt her severely in her life.Yellow soup is not a good medicine for heartache, but time is.
I didn't do anything for Shui Fang, so I must have left no deep memories in her heart, so... I must be just the scars when she looked back on the way she came here.
She just felt distressed as if she was being pulled up, why was she thinking about some unbelievable things? Shui Fang, who was crying and asking her not to leave, actually lied in front of her eyes, didn't she think that just because she was a woman, she would not have the feeling of lovesickness? So, can it be painless? Why is it surging up like a tide at this moment, and it can't be stopped?
How could she deny that the past few days had been filled with voices of a lady, but with a peeping gaze, she slowly turned her cheek and found that everything was just a phantom, she only felt like a fool, but I never admitted my little thoughts.
She couldn't figure out what she was thinking, what she was avoiding, she just felt that the words she kept telling herself in her heart were all self-deceiving and self-defeating lies.
"Miss..." Cuizhu watched Bai Lushuang holding a medicine bowl in a dazed manner, the steam that was rising from it had gradually dissipated, but Bai Lushuang only took a sip from the beginning to the end.
However, Cuizhu's calls didn't have any effect, she was still in a daze, with unknown emotions flickering in her eyes, so Cuizhu could only call several times: "Miss...Miss, the soup is cold..."
At this time, Bai Lushuang turned to her stiffly, looked down at the soup in her hand, and finally drank it silently.Cuizhu took the empty bowl, and seeing Bai Lushuang's thoughtful look, she wondered if it was because she had accidentally mentioned it that she had fallen into layers of thoughts...
In the past few days, miss, have you ever missed Shuiyue Village? Have you ever missed the owner of the village who obviously loves her and spoils her, who always says left and right?
She didn't believe it at all in her heart, even though it was impossible for the young lady to say it clearly on the surface, but in the dead of night, she would definitely feel that there was a vacancy in her heart...
"Cui Zhu..." Bai Lushuang changed her voice in a low voice, causing Cui Zhu to raise her head suddenly.
"Miss, what's the matter?"
"I...it's fine, can you get me some sweets to eat?"
Bai Lushuang originally wanted to ask if Cui Zhu would go back to Shuiyue Village if she could go back.It's just that this question is too ridiculous, so she changed the question and focused on the pastry.
Cakes... This thing inexplicably aroused her more thoughts, she shook her head, really didn't want to think about it anymore.But at this time, Cui Zhu who was called to get some cakes actually hurried back to Bai Lushuang's room with nothing in her hands.Bai Lushuang looked puzzled, puzzled by her haste.
"Miss, Lan... General Lan came to Baijiazhuang to see you, saying that he has something to talk to you!!"
No.20 six times
Bai Lushuang raised her brows, and guessed the reason for Lan Po's arrival in her heart. She changed her clothes and asked Cui Zhu to take Lan Po to the gazebo outside her room, and served a pot of hot tea. There were some pastries, and then slowly walked out.
And when she saw Lan Po for the first time, she thought she was surprised. This man with two beards looked very gentle, his skin was smooth and tender, and his mouth was as broken as tofu.He was wearing a brown robe, shaking a paper fan in his hand, and resting his other hand on the table to support his cheek, looking at Bai Lushuang unscrupulously.
"Hey, how are you ma'am." Seeing Bai Lushuang approaching, Lan Po put away her fan. Ever since she appeared [-] meters in front of her eyes, she began to look at her. How else can I describe it? It's just a temperament Beauty! Although her greeting was very impolite, she felt that she was a little bit wronged by the hard work of persuading Bai Lushuang to come back... It was because Chu Yun couldn't see the dead look of the water party that forced herself to come.
She analyzed that Bai Lushuang thought she was a straight person after living for so long, and it was too difficult for her to accept the gender of the water side all of a sudden, but she had been thinking about it for half a month, and she felt that Bai Lushuang should be enough for herself Clarify whether she can't accept women or is simply angry that the water side cheated on her.
However, based on the happy appearance of Shui's previous love, she thinks it should be the latter.When dealing with a woman like Bai Lushuang, you have to analyze them one by one, otherwise she will never understand and will continue to be angry...
"Master Lan, if you came here to persuade me to go back to Shuiyue Village, then please give up your mind and go back quickly."
Straight to the point, Bai Lushuang threw out such a sentence just after sitting down, and Lan Po was caught off guard.Lan Po let out a scream in his heart, took a deep breath, and squeezed out a smile that he thought was charming.
"Ma'am, you can't say that. The owner of our small village has never forgotten his wife. Ever since you left, madam, he has lost a lot of weight and has become haggard..."
Like a drug seller in the Jianghu, Lan Po is determined to use her three-inch tongue, and she must persuade Bai Lushuang to go back no matter what...
"Master Lan, I believe you know that Shuifang is a woman. How does the relationship between women and women exist between heaven and earth? Even if she can accept it, it doesn't mean I can."
The indestructible Bai Lushuang took a sip of tea lightly, looking at Lan Po with indifference in her eyes.
"You're wrong if you think so!" Lan Po stood up abruptly, Bai Lushuang was taken aback by such a sudden movement, "If a person's life is so short, it is really meaningless to live for others! "
"Master Lan," Bai Lushuang frowned, "If you came this time to play wild in my Baijiazhuang, then please go back."
She really couldn't believe that someone could talk to her so disregarding etiquette when they met for the first time. The military adviser in the village was like this. Bai Lushuang really couldn't believe that the village could still be managed in a good and colorful way, at least it was like a place where people lived and worked in peace and contentment. a small village.
"Who said I'm here to act wild!" Lan Po sat down calmly, as if the excitement just now hadn't happened at all, "I'm here to reason, you haven't seen how much my sister Shui has hurt you Miserable, are you really afraid of the eyes of the world? I can tell you that Shuimei has been pretending for so many years anyway. Even if you live with her as a model couple, no one can tell. Besides... don’t you think you If you are willing to give up the one you love because of other people's gossip, then I must say, your life is meaningless."
"Master Lan Jun, Shui Fang has lied to me for so long, I am very puzzled, could it be that if she hadn't confessed this matter to me, I would have to keep her in the dark for the rest of my life?" Bai Lushuang sneered , "Don't forget, it was she who lied to me first."
"So you're not afraid of the eyes of the world at all," Lan Po also snorted, "You're just mad at her for lying to you, aren't you?"
"What?" Bai Lushuang looked at Lan Po with increasingly dissatisfied eyes, "Master Lan, could it be that you still need to intervene in the matter between me and her?"
"I didn't ask, because I was here to negotiate." Lan Po took a sip of tea and moistened her throat. She couldn't believe that she, a rogue graduate student in the second year of middle school, would not be able to win her, "Well, you actually like it very much. On the water side, why should you be afraid if this is the case, and you are not afraid of what others will say at all, you just ignore her because you are angry with her. Well, even if you can't accept it at first, these two You must have thought about it a lot this week, right?"
"..." Bai Lushuang didn't answer her. She couldn't deny that she had thought about this question, but in the end she couldn't solve it. The importance of water in her heart may have far exceeded her estimate...
It was just a matter of courage, she didn't have the courage to take that step.
"Okay," Lan Po stood up and walked out, "I was sent to persuade you. If I can't do anything, I have no choice but to go back to the village. Miss Bai wishes you to find A good man married, had a happy marriage, gave birth to several good sons and daughters, and got a perfect and ideal life!"
Those last words were extremely ironic, Bai Lushuang felt that Lan Po looked at her with contempt in her eyes, it was true, Lan Po couldn't accept love that thought too much.She has never believed that the difficulties encountered in love are called involuntary, and it depends on whether she wants to overcome them or not.
Suddenly she stopped again, turned her head and said to Bai Lushuang.
"
Miss Bai, I forgot to tell you one thing. "She slowly tore off the two mustaches on her face, and smiled brightly at Bai Lushuang, who was stunned again, "I am actually a woman, have you ever noticed? There is no need to be afraid of anything when the water side is together, not to mention that Xiaoshui in our family is handsome and tall. "She paused again, "But it doesn't matter if you don't come back, such a good child doesn't need your love alone. "
These words hit Bai Lushuang's heart deeply, thinking that a few days ago she was cautiously thinking about whether Chu Yun would take her place in Shui Fang's heart because of her departure, she suddenly felt extremely heartbroken.
Yes, such a good person, how can there be no admirers?
She missed her, and missing her seemed to be a kind of illness, and it was still deeply buried in her bones.But they are already terminally ill, but they always refuse to admit it.
"I'm going back to the village." Lan Po saw that the expression on Bai Lushuang's face was obviously shaken, and couldn't help laughing in her heart, look, Lan Po knew if there was one as soon as she made a move!
If Bai Lushuang returned to the village, Shui Fang would be the same as before, and Chu Yun...wouldn't be worried about her negative appearance anymore.She laughed at herself. She really made wedding clothes for her. If she couldn't get into her heart, she couldn't get in. Even if she tried her best, it was impossible.
You have to get hurt all over your body before you can believe that there is something called fate in this world, and there is a situation called fate without a share.
It hurts to death, she never knew that the feeling of heartache can really be so painful.
"Master Lan, please stay." Looking at the woman in front of her, Bai Lushuang's heart was so calm, "Wait for me to pack up, I will go back to the village with you."
"Oh, didn't you just say that you would be afraid and say that you were mad at her for lying to you?" Unable to change her bad temper, Lan Po began to tease Bai Lushuang, which made Bai Lushuang's face change, and walked straight past She went back to her room, and before leaving, she left a word, "Don't talk too much."
Pfft, Lan Po laughed, Sister Shui got entangled with a difficult object, how could their wife be so arrogant and coquettish?
Back in the room, Bai Lushuang opened the wardrobe and frowned.
"Cui Zhu!" She called out, and Cui Zhu immediately entered the room.
"The green bamboo is here, what are your orders, Miss?"
"Pack up the bags, let's go back to the village." Bai Lushuang said lightly, but who knew that when she said it, she actually felt a burst of ecstasy in her heart.Is it too late? Will Fang'er be angry with herself? Thank you Lan Po, she is willing to take that step and never give up on the water side.
"Ah..." Cuizhu was obviously taken aback, isn't the lady very determined to say no to go back...
"Pack up the bags, let's go back to the village!" Bai Lushuang said again, which made Cui Zhu start to move immediately.
"Okay miss!" She thought to herself, it seems that the village master really made the lady angry, and then the blue army teacher came to persuade her, the lady became angry and was willing to forgive the village master... What a happy ending.Alas, I just can't figure out why Miss was angry for so long before...
Lan Po glued back his beard, and there was a villager waiting outside in a carriage, and Lan Po was also waiting.Why is this Bai Lushuang so slow... I guess it will be dark when she puts it away, she snorted in her heart, and when she returns to the cottage, she will definitely regret it to death when she sees Shui Fang like that. Absolutely.
What a tsundere, who obviously likes that guy but doesn't admit it.
Finally, she saw two women walking slowly to the carriage with big and small bags in their hands.
"Hurry up and get in the car," Lan Po sighed, and then she sat in the driver's seat outside with the villagers, she didn't forget that she was a man at the moment...
So after the two men loaded their luggage into the carriage, they also got into the carriage. At this time, Bai Lushuang suddenly poked her head out and said something to Lan Po.
"Thank you, Blue Army Division."
She waved her hand at her, saying it was nothing, anyway, after going back, Shui Fang would definitely punish this woman instead of herself.
Once again, a carriage returned along the same route, but Bai Lushuang's mood was completely different.
I don't know if Fang'er really lost a lot of weight as Lan Po said... She just felt her heart ached, and her nose started to feel sore.
Fang'er, I'm back, how are you?
No.20 seven times
Bai Lushuang, who returned to the village, once again saw the long stairs spreading all the way up, and felt a melancholy feeling of being isolated from the world.Isn't it only a dozen days? Why does it seem like she hasn't come back here for several years? She and Cuizhu raised the burden, trying to maintain her own elegance but can't wait to run to find what she misses. Deep people.
Perhaps, it is the same thing that is conveyed in the footsteps of the water side every time, and it is the most urgent mood.
But when she opened the door, what responded to her was an empty room. She dropped her burden and walked around in it, thinking where did she go? But she heard a ding from the back of the house. The tinkling sound made Bai Lushuang wonder, what happened then? She didn't care about Cui Zhu, looking at the clothes she had just put away, she was frowning, and ran outside. There was a forest behind the house. It looked a little gloomy, very scary.
Bai Lushuang's heart trembled, could it be that the water side is in the forest...
Forcing herself to suppress her fear, she bit her lip, forcing herself to step out and follow the source of the sound.
Entering the shade in the forest, she had to admit that she scared herself. She really hated her cowardice and timidity, and her nails dug deep into her flesh.
Moving on, she groped like a blind person, hoping that someone could give her a glimmer of light.
"Ding-ding-" The sound she had never heard before was getting closer and closer to her at this moment, she finally pushed aside a short bush, and behind her saw a man with an ax in his hand, chopping a tree with all his strength. Scar after scar.
The man's hair was tied up, but it was not very neat, with a few strands of hair falling down, and he looked inexplicably downcast.
And his slender figure makes people a bit confused, after all, generally speaking, women are not so tall.
But Bai Lushuang was stunned, she naturally knew who this person was, besides her Fang'er, who else could it be...
She walked out of the bushes slowly, and slowly leaned towards the person who was still moving, and that person also heard her soft footsteps on the grass, and turned back blankly.With a bang, the ax slipped from her hand, and the somewhat dark face reflected in Bai Lushuang's eyes was a bit panicked, and she unstoppably took a few steps back until she was thrown by him. Ax tripped and fell to the ground.
When Bai Lushuang saw her eyes, she was extremely hurt, but when she saw her slumped on the ground, the displeasure in her heart immediately turned into a heartache filled with satisfaction. She hurried to Shui Fang's side, and squatted down naturally The palm has already touched her waist.
"Fang'er, does it hurt from the fall, is it okay...?"
Shui Fang looked at her, then shook his head, then pulled her hand away, struggling to stand up.
"Why did you come back?" She looked at Bai Lushuang condescendingly, and asked with sadness on her face, "Why did you come back to Shuiyue Village?"
Bai Lushuang was stunned for a long, long time, and suddenly she felt that something complicated was overwhelming, and she couldn't bear it, so she had to let tears slowly fill her face.She stood up slowly and moved towards the water, one step, two steps.The water side also retreated, one step, two steps.The two of them immediately seemed like magnets with the same magnetic poles, the harder they approached, the further they moved away.Shui Fang's clear blue eyes clearly reflected Bai Lushuang's appearance, but she was a straightforward child after all, no matter how repressed she was, there was still a well-known distressed emotion leaking out of her.
"Fang'er..." Bai Lushuang's voice was choked with sobs, "Fang'er, are you angry with me?"
She couldn't believe that Shui Fang no longer called her a lady, but replaced her with an insignificant "you".
It turned out that it wasn't just herself who had changed in the past few days, even the things she thought could not be changed were completely destroyed by herself.
The water side stepped back again, and then shed tears, and said to Bai Lushuang almost half-yelling and half-yelling, "You said that you don't like bandits, that I'm a rough person, and that I'll hurt you if I touch you." , Said that I was a liar, said that you would go to that person named Liu Minglun to be with her, you said it yourself! Since you asked me to write a divorce letter, why did you take the divorce letter and leave, but now you are back! ?”
"I..." It was the first time that Shui Fang was so cruel to her, and Bai Lushuang was deeply shocked by that appearance. She never thought that those words that she thought she didn't care about had already left dense deep and shallow emotions in her heart. Knives.It's not that she doesn't care, it's just that she chose not to care about her feelings for her.
"..." It seemed that the emotions were too high this time, and Shui Fang felt powerless after venting. She moved her mouth and stopped talking, slowly bent down to pick up her ax, and moved towards the almost half-broken The tree made up with a few axes.
And Bai Lushuang, who was kneeling on the ground, saw that she didn't care about the tears on her face at all, her heart ached as if someone was tightly pinching her, and she was beating her violently and crazily.
"Ding-ding-" was the sound of cutting wood again, and Bai Lushuang stared blankly at Shui's movement again, until a small piece of wood slag flew into her eyes.She immediately cried out in pain, covering her right eye with her right hand and curled up on the ground. When Shui Fang saw this, the ax in his hand frightened and fell again, almost missing his foot.
"What's the matter?" Hugging that warm body immediately, the eagerness in her tone made it impossible to think that she was yelling at Bai Lushuang just now.After all, he was so ruthless verbally, but soft to the extreme in his heart, Shui Fang immediately spurned himself.
In the past few days, she has thought about all this carefully, and she always feels unclear about the reason why Bai Lushuang abandoned her.She wondered in her heart, is it really just because she is a woman and cheated Bai Lushuang?
So she thought slowly, thinking about a lot of previous things.Only then did he feel that Bai Lushuang's previous statement that he liked her was a lie. He hadn't given her good looks a few times since he entered the cottage, and his indifference and disgust towards him was like treating his father and enemy.Previously, I mostly thought that she was my wife, but my father said that I should treat my wife well, so she didn't care too much.
But...she thought, the sentence that she said she would go back to find Liu Minglun might be the fuse that ignited her anger.
She didn't forget that Bai Fan once said that Liu Minglun was actually not a kind person, and she didn't understand why Bai Lushuang had said that she liked her earlier, but at such a juncture she was able to win over Liu Minglun without hesitation.
So she only came to one conclusion, that Bai Lushuang never liked her at all, maybe she just liked being nice to her, as if she was so outstanding when someone hurt her.
She also doesn't understand why she started to have these thoughts when she was healthy, and feels that she is no longer the original self... Everything has been changed by Bai Lushuang, and those things that have been changed, she will never come back.
But she wanted to go back to thinking, the quick steps under her feet have already come to Chu Yun's bamboo house... However, she did not want to face Bai Lushuang, so she put Bai Lushuang on the hospital bed in Chu Yun's house, and explained how much After saying a word about his illness, he left quickly.
So she didn't see it, Chu Yun looked at her with surprise in his eyes.
Bai Lushuang asked Chu Yun to cry slowly, and finally expelled the piece of sawdust. However, when she took Chu Yun's handkerchief and wiped away her tears, she was about to say thank you...
With a "slap", Chu Yun just slapped her.
She covered her hot cheeks, in disbelief, but the five-finger palm prints were clearly visible on her white icy muscles.
This was the first time she had someone directly roughed her up, and she was completely stunned.
"This is what you said you would treat her well!?" Chu Yun growled in a low voice, seeing Bai Lushuang's eyes filled with anger, and Bai Lushuang immediately understood, and then lowered her head in shame.
The original anger caused by being slapped suddenly dissipated. Instead, she felt that Chu Yun should slap herself more... Yes, seeing the obvious sunken cheek on the side of the water, she had to hit a tree with her head to kill herself. the impulse.
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." She murmured, she wanted to express but didn't know what to express, she was in so much pain, she never thought that such a thing was originally mutual.
The love of two people must be shared by two people, and it is untenable to choose one side, and she has always only enjoyed her pampering, but she is indifferent and willful to her spurning in every possible way.
Bai Lushuang suddenly stood up staggeringly, bypassing Chu Yun whose eyes were full of moisture and anger.
Chu Yun is also quite uncomfortable these few days. She will never forget that when Shui Fang came to her that day, it was actually covered in tears.That day she came to her bamboo hut and asked for some sleeping pills. She asked her why, but she only said that she couldn't sleep without holding her mother.Why bother! I am even more angry, for such a person!
Seeing that Bai Lushuang was about to leave her sight, she naturally didn't intend to stop her. She was afraid that if she didn't leave, she would be unable to restrain herself and do something rationally.
Bai Lushuang pushed open the bamboo door of Chu Yun's room, returned to the long staircase again, and shed tears on her back.
How to do it…?This time, what should she do...?Will the water side forgive themselves?
She climbed up the stairs slowly, feeling more and more uneasy every time she climbed the street, but when she pushed open the wooden door, there were still only green bamboos inside.
Cui Zhu had already tidied up her things, she was sitting leisurely on a chair drinking tea, when she saw Bai Lushuang's arrival, she quickly stood up and saluted, feeling a little embarrassed about her laziness.
However, she was also surprised when she saw the tear stains on Bai Lushuang's face.
"Miss...?" She hurried to Bai Lushuang, and then took out a mask for her to wipe.
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