My little one is fine

Jiang Yi kept saying sorry until the mother and daughter of Jian's family came back from dinner, and when he heard the door open, he quickly wiped his face and raised an ugly smile.

"Auntie, I'll go back today, and I'll come back another day." He stood upright in front of Jane's mother, gentle and polite, making it impossible to find fault.

"You..." Jian Yimo wanted to scold him, but seeing his eyes that had obviously cried, she swallowed all the words, and finally said angrily, "Don't come here again."

Jane's mother smiled awkwardly at him, and said to him: "If you have time...can you come and see him? The doctor said that if he is stimulated, he may wake up. "

The more she talked, the quieter her voice became, and she even gradually began to cry, but she still tried her best to smile at Jiang Yi: "My eyes are not feeling well these days, I made you laugh. "

Jiang Yi felt uncomfortable for a while. He wanted to say something, comforting, encouraging, whatever, but when the words came to his lips, they turned back and forth back and forth.He moved his lips, and finally said: "Don't worry, I will."

Mother Jane nodded and didn't keep him.

Jiang Yi walked out of the ward absent-mindedly, unable to tell what was going on in his heart, restlessness, self-blame, guilt, worry... his heart was heavy, as if he had fallen from a golden iron.

Suddenly he had the urge to smoke a cigarette, as he was thinking, someone next to him handed him a cigarette and asked him, "Do you want to smoke?"

Jiang Yi turned his head to look at him, and saw a fairly familiar face. He took the cigarette and asked insincerely, "Why are you here?"

"It's not just me, the students heard about Jian Yiqin, and almost all of them came." He said, motioning Jiang Yi to look to the right.

The corridor on the right is full of people, and they all hold things in their hands, or fruits, or nutritional supplements, or flowers... all kinds of things.

Jiang Yi said: "So many people... they are not visiting a doctor, they are clearly here to disturb."

"Everyone didn't think of it when they came here. They only thought of it when they arrived at the hospital. It's not that they didn't go in... Now the squad leader and Sister Xiao are organizing everyone to put everything together. Just send a few representatives to go in." Jiang Yi's side The man nodded approvingly.

Jiang Yi sneered: "What's the use of coming now?"

Just like him, what's the use of coming now?

An afterthought?

In the ward, he just heard the discussion of the people in the next bed, saying that Jane's family sold all the cars and houses that could be sold. After five years, they used up all their savings, and now they are almost overdrawn.Jane's mother revealed to them that the family's savings can only last for a month at most.

Here's what they said:

"I heard from the woman in that family that they couldn't hold on anymore, and they were going to be discharged from the hospital in a month."

"It's also pitiful. I heard that her daughter is still in college. Now she works half-study and works two jobs a day. She can't go to school even if she has less time to study. The teacher has come to look for her several times. If it wasn't for her This situation is pathetic..."

"And her husband, who works day and night upside down, I haven't seen him for a long time... It's really pitiful, they are both in their 60s and [-]s..."

The man was silent for a moment, but still said: "It's not too late... Besides, it's the students' wishes."

"What's the use of mind?" Jiang Yi sneered again, put the cigarette on his mouth, and asked him again, "I didn't bring a lighter, can I borrow one?"

The man smiled: "Didn't I hear you say you quit smoking at the reception just now?"

"Is there a fire?" Jiang Yi obviously didn't want to listen to his nonsense, he was already irritable, and recalling these things made him even more irritable.

"Yes." The man handed him the lighter. Just as he was about to move, he heard another reminder, "The hospital bans smoking. If you don't mind, why don't we go to the smoking area over there?"

Jiang Yi glanced at him, then walked over there.

"Cough cough cough..."

The two each lit a cigarette. Jiang Yi hadn't smoked for a long time, and suddenly took a big puff, and was caught off guard and choked, instantly coughing heart-piercingly.

The man laughed and said, "If you don't know how to smoke, then don't smoke."

Jiang Yi glanced at him and took a second breath.

No choking this time.

The man suddenly asked: "Jiang Yi, do you still remember me?"

Of course he remembered that when he and Jane Yiqin's homosexuality was exposed, the students in the class were divided into two factions, one was the "supportive faction" headed by Xie Xiaoxiao and his roommate, and the other was the "supportive faction" headed by the brother in front of him "Opposition".

Jiang Yi exhaled a puff of smoke, glanced at him, and said bluntly: "Of course I remember, Cheng Zhou, the one who was so radical that I seemed to kill your whole family after knowing that I was gay."

When he said this, Cheng Zhou looked embarrassed, and he cleared his throat, "What happened back then..." He didn't know what to say in the middle of the sentence, and changed the subject: "Jian Yi admires him, Are you ok?"

Jiang Yi smiled wryly, and flicked the cigarette ash. The unfamiliar action caused a little ash to fall on his finger. He was burned a bit, but he didn't mind.

He said: "What else can we talk about in this situation? I have been lying in bed for five years, and I am so thin that I don't know if I will wake up..."

"Oh." Cheng Zhou replied dryly. He couldn't comfort others, so he could only pat Jiang Yi on the shoulder twice.

Jiang Yi asked him: "Tell me, what do you want from me?"

Cheng Zhou was taken aback, then smiled and said, "Did you see it? I thought I was hiding it well."

"Isn't that the old saying? The weasel has no good intentions to pay the chicken New Year's greetings." Jiang Yi continued to puff out smoke rings, speaking unceremoniously.

Cheng Zhou was silent, he really didn't expect Jiang Yi to hold grudges like this, but thinking that he really went too far back then, he can figure it out.That is Jiang Yi. If the events of the past were changed, he would probably be able to beat Jiang Yi to death when he saw Jiang Yi now.

After being silent for a long time, he also slowly exhaled the smoke ring, and then said to Jiang Yi: "I'm really sorry for what happened back then...I..."

In fact, he can't say anything to justify. He really didn't understand the gay community very much back then, and he also discriminated against them. After all, homosexuality, in his cognition, has always been linked to things like AIDS and fraudulent marriage.

Coupled with the fact that he was young and frivolous at that time, he really felt that he could save the world by himself, and he hated everyone when he saw anyone, and he said all hurtful things to Jiang Yi.

"Okay, don't say those words, if I blame you, I won't stand here and chat with you now." Jiang Yi really doesn't mind, what he cares about is a thing of the past, he It's useless to mind.

Cheng Zhou thinks about it too, if Jiang Yi really still holds grudges, let alone talking to him, he probably won't even look at them.

But he still said: "I know now that homosexuals are not heterogeneous, they are not sick... Love is gender-neutral... I'm stupid, I don't know how to say it, but I just want to say, I'm sorry."

"I'm glad you're smart at last." Jiang Yi finished smoking a cigarette, pressed the fireworks in the ashtray above the trash can, and looked up at Cheng Zhou.

Cheng Zhou thought of his experience of being at the bottom of the general exam when he was in college, and successfully turned his face black, retorting: "Actually, I have always been very smart, but I just didn't focus on my studies."

Jiang Yi asked him for another cigarette and lit it.

Cheng Zhou said: "Then we are reconciled, right?"

Jiang Yi said: "Don't say it so disgustingly...have we ever quarreled?"

Cheng Zhou looked at him, looked at each other, and smiled.

Laughing away enmity.

Cheng Zhou didn't want to recall the past with him either, he thought about it and lit a cigarette for himself.He seemed to hesitate for a moment before he hesitated and said, "Jiang Yi...you, you know Jiaojiao... from Cuihua Qiuyue, right?"

Jiang Yi turned his head and looked at him suspiciously.

Cheng Zhou smiled: "It's probably your turn to laugh at me now. I'm in love with a man, and he's a man with fetishism."

The ghost knows how he felt when he saw the goddess he liked for a long time suddenly turned into a man. He felt angry, suspicious, frightened...even after he went offline, he never played the game again...but he went offline After calming down for a long time, I couldn't calm down.

Until he made up his mind to go online again, and found that he had been deleted as a friend and blocked, and he couldn't contact that person no matter what.He finally realized that he fell in love with a man of the same gender who was also a transvestite.

Jiang Yi was surprised and raised his eyebrows: "Are you a boat?"

Cheng Zhou was also surprised: "How do you know?"

Jiang Yi smiled: "Yi Bingzhou crazily rewarded the goddess for a kiss. In fact, it is quite popular on the forum, not to mention that I am still his friend."

"That's right, now it's your turn to laugh at me." Cheng Zhou spread his hands and smiled wryly at Jiang Yi.

Jiang Yi looked puzzled: "Why should I laugh at and sarcasm you."

Cheng Zhou took it for granted: "Because I did this to you before, and it was not just ridicule and sarcasm."

At that time, he could be regarded as campus violence.

Jiang Yi pressed the second cigarette: "It is because I have experienced it that I understand better what can and cannot be done."

Cheng Zhou was silent, he also pressed the second cigarette, and said to Jiang Yi after a long time: "I'm sorry."

Jiang Yi smiled: "Let me tell you, Yan Qiu is heartless and carefree on the surface, but in fact he is very delicate in his heart, no matter what it is...he is a very good person, enthusiastic and optimistic, and insists on himself ...Of course, he is also very timid, and even said that he is cowardly...and he is easy to deceive..."

Jiang Yi thought for a while, but he really didn't know what to say, and finally just told him: "If you like him, go after him, but don't bully him, otherwise I will definitely not let you go."

Cheng Zhou nodded and was stunned for a long time before saying: "So his name is Yan Qiu?!"

Jiang Yi expressed strong contempt: "With your IQ, you still call yourself smart?"

Cheng Zhou: "..."

Jiang Yi asked for Cheng Zhou's mobile phone, quickly wrote down a series of numbers for him, and then told him: "I wish you happiness."

Cheng Zhou nodded: "Yes."