My little one is fine

Judging from the current situation, even if Jian Yiqin guessed with his nose, he could guess that Jiang Yi's gift back then was not delivered.

Jiang Yi seemed to be in a bad mood, and Jian Yiqin waited for him to calm down for a while before asking: "Then...why didn't you send it out?"

"On April 4th, in order to prepare for the launch of "Three Thousand Worlds", I took a leave of absence from school." The memory of that time seemed to be engraved in his mind, so clear that he didn't even need to Looking back, those things would pop out of his head one after another, "When "Three Thousand Worlds" was officially launched in the early morning of April 10th, I immediately applied for an account and prepared to give it to him as a gift... ...I rushed to school after six o'clock in the morning, but unfortunately, he wasn't there."

When he said this, his emotions completely sank, and Jian Yiqin didn't bother him, and let him remain silent.

After 5 minutes passed quietly like this, Jiang Yi slowly got out of that emotion and continued: "Then I found out that I fell in love with him on the day before, that is, on April 4th. It was posted on the school forum. For a while, there was an uproar in the school... The school contacted the parents, and he was directly taken home by his parents."

I heard that when Jian Yiqin's parents arrived at school, they slapped Jian Yiqin and took him home.

Jiang Yi is fine. When this incident happened, Li Shufen was taken abroad by Jiang Guohua to participate in an event. Because of the confidentiality of the event, both of their mobile phones were turned off, and the school could not contact them, so Jiang Yi was temporarily spared. Unfortunately, I stayed in school for a few more days.

Even today in the 21st century, there is not much tolerance for homosexuals, let alone 5 years ago.

During these few days at school, Jiang Yi has endured a lot of malice from his former classmates.

Discussion, isolation, ostracism... In just five days, he suffered many kinds of campus violence. He didn't want to, and he didn't remember too clearly what happened at that time. The students headed by "Xie Xiaoxiao" left.

He even remembered that Xie Xiaoxiao blocked him at that time, put his waist on his waist, and shouted at the people who talked about him like a calf: "What's wrong with homosexuality? Have you eaten your rice and drank your tea?"

Recalling this, a smile finally appeared on Jiang Yi's face, but only for a short moment, he paused, and then said: "During the few days at school, I tried many ways to contact him, calling, I texted and even took the train for a day to reach his house, but I still couldn't reach Jian Yiqin. I asked his neighbors and found out that his house has moved. No one knows where he moved, but I heard that His family is going to send their eldest son to study abroad, and he just left today."

At that time, he just felt that the sky was about to fall, and he really couldn't care about anything else. He didn't know Jian Yiqin's flight information, and didn't know if he had already left or was still at the airport.

But he couldn't help thinking, so he took a taxi and went straight to the airport, but encountered a traffic jam on the way.So he bought a shared bicycle, rode for more than two hours, exhausted his energy to the airport, and waited at the airport for another day.

He also failed to see Jian Yiqin in the end.

Jian Yiqin listened carefully. He looked at Jiang Yi, who was in a depressed mood, and thought of many ways to comfort him, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't know what to say.There is no way, he is not good at communicating with people, let alone comforting others.He could only look at Jiang Yi with half worry and half concern, trying to calm his emotions.

Jiang Yi looked at him, but smiled at him comfortingly, and continued: "On April 4, my parents came back from abroad. My dad was the first to contact me. He came from the teaching office before my mom. I learned about it there. Although I couldn't hide it now, I didn't intend to continue to hide it at that time, so I came out with my dad directly... I thought my dad would object, but who knew that my dad just A few seconds of silence showed my support."

He still remembers what his dad said at the time, saying, "Son, you've always made me so proud... I want you to know that even if it's against the whole world, your mother and I will stand by you because You are our son. You have grown up and become an adult, and Dad believes in your choice... If only in this way can you feel happy, then your decision is my decision and that of Mom."

He also said: "But son, you must understand that you have chosen a difficult road. This road is full of thorns and ups and downs, so you should support each other and rely on each other. I will do the mother's work, and we will If the people around need to know, Dad will tell them, if Ai Wu Ji Wu is not enough to forgive you, at least don't hurt you. Nothing will change, we... love you forever."

The reason why Jiang Yi can remember his words so clearly is not only because he expressed his support for his sexual orientation, but also because this is the first time that his "old-fashioned" father said such sensational and disgusting words to him.

He originally thought that an old pedant like his father, with outdated thinking and feudalism, would definitely not understand and support him, but unexpectedly, it was his mother who he thought was easier to deal with, who was terribly paranoid.

Jiang Yi stared at the green plants swaying in the wind in front of him. If it wasn't for the tangled emotions in his eyes, Jian Yiqin thought he was telling an irrelevant story, "My mother will arrive at school in the afternoon , she went on as usual, and even treated me very well. I thought my dad had done her ideological work well, so he packed up his things and went home with her very happy."

At that time, he was full of the joy of being forgiven and supported by his parents. Since Jian Yiqin went abroad, he had inquired everywhere, and he had already confirmed that Jian Yiqin was sent to a famous university in the United States.So along the way, he was discussing with his mother: what time flight should I buy tomorrow, what to say after meeting Jian Yiqin in the United States, whether to accompany him to study in the United States or persuade him to come back, how to persuade Jane Yiqin Chin's parents...

He was so excited that he didn't have any brains, and he didn't even have the slightest doubt that his mother tricked him into a building under the pretext of consulting about studying abroad.

Until he saw the door sign that said "Gay Rehabilitation Center", until he saw doctors and nurses in white coats, until he was locked in a "sick bed" full of railings.

His father came after he was locked up in the "ward". The person who had expressed support and comforted him on the phone suddenly told Jiang Yi: "Son, I'm sorry, you also know that your mother's psychosis has been going on forever. Great, after she found out about you today...can you be wronged to stay here for a while? I will try to convince your mother. "

Jiang Yi didn't even need to think about it, he knew that his mother was in a bad state of mind, probably suffering from depression again... He compromised and stayed in a room called a ward that was actually a prison.

When Jian Yiqin heard this, the worry and distressed emotions on his face were about to overflow the screen.From time to time, he can see relevant news about "gay treatment" on the Internet:

From simple cold bath therapy to the emerging hormone therapy, which changes sexual orientation through the intake of male or female hormones.There is also the so-called lobotomy, which is not a scary choice. Out of humanitarianism, some experts believe that the best way for gay men is "educational" whoring/prostitution.Among these corrective methods, the most popular is aversion therapy.Combining same-sex sexual urges with punishment and distaste creates conditioning.Doctors will provide nude photos or sex/love videos of the same sex. When sexual arousal occurs, there are two common options, one is to give electric shocks, and the other is to inject drugs like "apomorphine", which will bring violent Headache leading to vomiting.

Either way, it's cruel and stupid.

Jian Yiqin looked at Jiang Yi hesitantly, and it took a long time before he spoke to express his belated concern, "Then... are you... all right?"

Jiang Yi smiled, "That place uses electric shock therapy..."

He still remembers that he was lying on the hospital bed, and the therapist went in with an electric shock device.That shock meter was a bit like the milliamp meter from high school physics class, and it said "Aversion Therapy Therapy Apparatus."

The therapist in a white coat and a white mask asked him to lie down, put him on an electric shock device, and then let him relax and close his eyes, and let him imagine the mouth and body of the same sex, and imagine making out with them.

Jiang Yi didn't want to close his eyes, he never thought homosexuality was a disease, but seeing Li Shufen's expectant eyes, he compromised again.But he couldn't imagine it at all, and he didn't want to imagine it. The tension of being about to be shocked by the electric shock enveloped him and made him fear.

Then the therapist stabbed the electrode into his arm, and the icy electric current spread throughout his whole body almost instantly, even though it was just a moment, he still jumped up.

The whole process lasted for 10 minutes. His whole body was numb, and then he felt like being stabbed all over his body, which was very painful.

If the "patient" can't hold on, they still have a rope, which can fix the "patient" on the chair and force the treatment.

After a long time, he will feel dizzy, and his face and other parts of his body will occasionally experience partial tremors, convulsions, and convulsions. Compared with pain, he is more afraid of uncontrollable fear, which tortures him uncomfortably Incredibly.

This kind of electric shock treatment is given once a week, and the doctor will try his best to make him have a physiological reaction, show him movies by all means, or tell him obscene jokes, which makes people sick.

It was obviously very uncomfortable, but Jiang Yi thought about it, and only said to Jian Yiqin: "Actually, it's not a big deal. They didn't do anything other than electric shocks, drugs to induce vomiting, fasting and illegal imprisonment. Excessive things... Actually, I was really scared at the beginning because I heard that people were killed there."