Why didn't he tell me

[June xx, 20xx

I overheard their conversation, and it was very uncomfortable. I have never felt this way in 20 years.

Suddenly I understood what was written in the previous book: "It's like being hit hard on the heart with a hammer, and it's bloody." That kind of feeling.

It hurts, but I don't want to struggle anymore.

He doesn't like me.

Everything is my self-righteous imagination, I am simply, the most stupid person in the world.

Sorry for the repayment, I have misunderstood him for so long, but I am also glad that I discovered it in time and did not cause him more trouble and distress. All the things in the past can be regarded as my dream.

There is no need to tell him what happened that night.

Still, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lost my temper with the repayment, after all he didn't do anything and I paid the price for my stupidity and ego.

It just so happens that I changed to a notebook, and I don’t want to open that notebook any more, so let it stay there with my dark secret.

I think I need to give myself a period of adjustment to get out of this self-righteous two-way unrequited love.

But the point of being nice to him will never change, but, in the future, I will be a friend in peace.

If that's what he wants. 】

Although Junlilou came back that day, Jiang Huanqi could clearly feel the changes between him and Junlilou since then.

It wasn't that he was bad to him, Jun Lilou still treated him the same as before, but there seemed to be a little more boundary and cautiousness between them than before.

Obviously, this is not what Jiang Huanqi wanted.

He finally wrote that Jiang Li and Gu Xi were together. At first he thought it would be difficult, but when it came time to write, he suddenly remembered the fog in the morning, the green mountains and the bright clear sky, and those pair of Warm eyes.

There was a sudden pain in his heart, and Jiang still wanted to remember that day when Junlilou held his hand. For a moment, he even felt a little narcissistically that Junlilou wanted to confess his love to him.

But he smiled lightly, laughing at himself that he was too involved in the drama and thought too much.

Jiang Li and Gu Xi have gone through so much, both of them have long been tacit understanding, all it takes is one movement, one look, no matter how dull Gu Xi is, he should understand.

Therefore, the development of the story is that Gu Xi confessed his love to Jiang Li, which is logical.

The story was written more smoothly than imagined. In fact, there is no need for deliberate foreshadowing and fabrication. Their follow-up can already be seen from the previous stories.

Jiang Li remembered all of Gu Xi's likes and dislikes, and Gu Xi also understood the tenderness under the cold shell.

Everything is so natural, because their story comes from the real world, which belongs to Jiang Huanqi and Junlilou's story.

The comment area is still lively, but "Jun" has not been seen for several days, and he seems to have completely disappeared since that day.

Although it is sad to lose such a good friend, Jiang Huanqi can also express his understanding. After all, they discussed so many things together about the boy he likes before.

[What a big mouthful of meat: It’s obviously a sweet article, and I’m looking forward to seeing them together, but I still want to cry when I see Xiaoxi’s confession, because the couple and friends around me are not doing well recently, and they can obviously Feeling that their relationship has changed, I feel very sad. I really hope that they are as happy as Xiaoxi and the others. Although it is not very good to say here, I hope they get better soon! 】

[Li Liyuan's score: It's too hateful!The little uncle actually sold me, and now everyone in the family knows that my brother likes boys. Woohoo, brother, I'm sorry! 】

[Magic Conch: Why is everyone talking about something else, so let me say something else, Gou Xixi, my cousin is going to bring his cousin back home during the summer vacation, when are you going to find a date! 】

[Magic Conch: Or how about you consider me?Apart from my cousin, I am the most handsome in my family, and my family has a mine, so my mother is easy to get along with, you and I can make a steady profit/Try to seduce.jpg]

【Jun: @神秘油精roll! 】

[Li Liyuan's score: @神秘油咲咲咲! 】

[Magic conch:? ? ? 】

[Magic Conch: Damn!Forgot, these two were said to be relatives and friends from the southwest. 】

[Magic Conch: @君@妇从原上句 In fact, it’s not impossible for us to be in-laws]

[There is 1: @神秘油狗狗dan, don’t come out to be embarrassing and conspicuous, okay? 】

[Magic Conch: @有1了, who are you, how do you know my nickname? 】

【My cub:...】

Jiang Huanqi was surprised to see that familiar ID online, so he quickly sent him a message.

[Wish for the Southwest Wind: How are you doing recently? 】

The time when the other party spoke in the comment area showed that it was a few minutes ago, and Jiang Huanqi didn't quite believe that he just went offline.

[Wishing to be the southwest wind: Did something happen? If you don't mind, you can tell me. 】

The other party still didn't respond, and after a while, the system sent another message.

[System: You gave me a rose wishing to be the southwest wind × 520]

This time it was given to him alone, not one of his books.

[Jun: Sorry, I may not be online again in the future. 】

[Jun: I wish you a happy day. 】

Since it's impossible, it's better not to bother him in the future. If Jiang Huanqi knows that the netizen with whom he has been chatting with is himself, he will inevitably feel that he has been fooled.

Still, make a good impression on him.

Jiang Huanqi looked at the two sentences sent by the other party, and didn't recover for a long time.

Seemingly overnight, a lot of things changed.

[Wishing to be the southwest wind: OK, you too. 】

The final exam is coming soon, and the waltz dance in the physical education class is also preparing for the exam.

Since Junlilou transferred to their class, Hao Duoyu consciously found a new dance partner, and Junlilou formed a team with Jiang Huanqi as a matter of course.

Junli Lou's dancing was very standard, and Jiang Huanqi didn't have any major problems when he led him to dance.

But now the two of them danced more awkwardly than before. Jiang Huanqi was obviously absent-minded, and made another mistake in the middle.

A soft voice came from above the head, "What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?"

Jiang Huanqi shook his head and made up an excuse, "Maybe I didn't sleep well last night."

"Then why don't we take the exam next week?"

"No," Jiang Huanqi said, "it's okay, I can."

Junlilou saw that he didn't seem to be trying to be brave, so he asked the teacher to re-dance.

Jiang Huanqi took a deep breath, got rid of distracting thoughts in his heart, and began to dance seriously.

The waltz exam was assessed on the spot and graded on the spot. The two of them passed the exam smoothly, and their scores were not low.

But Jiang Huanqi knew in his heart that most of it was due to Jun Lilou.

After class, Lou Junli picked up his bag and prepared to leave. Jiang Huanqi gritted his teeth and trotted after him, "Are you going to the library?"

Junli Lou looked at him, "Yes."

"Let me go with you," Jiang Huanqi explained in order not to look too abrupt, "Anyway, the exam is coming soon, and I want to review with you."

Junli Lou's briefly lit eyes dimmed again, "Do you need to draw the range for you?"

Seeing that he was willing to take the initiative to talk to him, Jiang nodded excitedly, "Okay."

At the end of the semester, the number of people in the library almost exploded, and many of them, like Jiang Huanqi, came to hug Buddha's feet temporarily.

However, for Jiang Huanqi, it is better to hold the Buddha's feet than hold the king and leave Lou, and rely on the god of learning to enjoy the cool.

The two walked around the library for a long time before they found the two corners. Jun Lilou drew some highlights for him and asked him to read by himself, and then put on the headphones to read.

Jiang Huanqi sat next to him and read a book for a while, feeling that the two of them still had no interaction, which made him somewhat frustrated.

He propped his face on one arm, and his eyes circled around. The study atmosphere in the library is very good, and everyone is studying quietly.

He calmed down, and moved his gaze to Junli Lou's face again.

Junli Lou's side profile is very good-looking, with a high nose bridge and a well-defined outline, and even the slightly lowered jaw with a slightly lowered head has an elegant temperament.

Usually when he doesn't smile, he gives people a sense of distance and looks very indifferent.

But at this time, he was looking at the book intently, and the appearance of writing seriously, unconsciously added a bit of bookishness.

Like the modest and gentleman rich young master in the novel.

The mixture of coldness and arrogance and gentleness formed a unique temperament when placed on him.

very attractive.

He even felt that the Jiang Li in his pen could not be compared with the real him.

He didn't know how long he looked at it until Jun Lilou, who was so serious, turned his head to look at him, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

Jiang Huanqi thought of his behavior just now, and was a little rude.

She clutched the book in a panic, not daring to meet his gaze.

He thought for a while, leaned towards Junlilou, and said in a low voice, "I want to listen to music with you."

Junli Lou heard the words, took off half of the earphones, and stuffed them into Jiang Huanqi's ears.

He heard the familiar melody, that unknown piano piece.

Jiang Huanqi gradually calmed down while listening to the song.

The sunlight moved inch by inch from the pages of the book, from golden yellow to orange red, and then to darkness.

The lights in the library were as bright as day, and Jiang Huanqi looked up at the moon hanging in the sky.

Looking sideways at Junli Lou, the other party was already lying on the table at some point.

The sound in the earphones has already stopped, probably because the phone is out of battery.

Jiang Huanqi took off his earphones, thinking it was not good to sleep with earphones on, so he took off Junlilou's as well.

Jun Lilou didn't fall asleep, but his eyes were a little tired from reading for too long, so he lay down on his stomach to rest his mind.

He could naturally feel Jiang Huanqi's small movements.

He looked up, just in time to meet Jiang Huanqi's eyes.

Jiang Huanqi pointed to the headset and mouthed to signal that his phone was out of battery.

Junli Lou nodded and looked at the sky outside.

Jiang Huanqi showed the clock on his mobile phone, "Going to eat?"

Junli Lou hesitated, "Let's go."

In the cool breeze in the summer night, there are young couples outside holding hands, smiling sweetly.

Jiang Huanqi couldn't help thinking, if Jiang Li and Gu Xi were together, would they be able to hold hands and walk down the street so generously and honestly?

His wrist was pulled suddenly, and Jiang Huanqi fell into Junlilou's arms suddenly. Hearing the sound of motor vehicle engines and various noises passing by his ears, he was still a little unclear.

Junlilou protected his head, and said in a low voice, like teaching a disobedient child, "Watch the way."

Immediately, he felt that his tone was a bit heavy, and subconsciously rubbed his hair comfortingly, "There are a lot of cars outside, stay by my side."

Jiang Huanqi's heart missed half a beat, he shook his head, and leaned against Junli Lou's arms, he felt very at ease.

Before he could enjoy the peace of mind enough, Jun Lilou quickly pulled him away and stood up, keeping a distance from him, with a calm and natural tone, as if everything just now was just an illusion.

Jiang Huanqi looked at his hanging hand, and suddenly a ridiculous idea popped into his mind:

Want to break the distance, want to be close to him, to hold his hand, in the crowd, at this moment.