Why didn't he tell me

Jiang Huanqi was speechless, why did everyone gradually evolve from caring about his protagonist to caring about his emotional problems?

Even the editor sent him a message, saying that if he didn't write some sweet love stories, the readers would run away.

【Southwest: But I can't】

【Sanshui: Didn't you write well before? 】

[Southwest: To be honest, those are all based on real adaptations... and the inspiration comes from my upper bunk]

【Sanshui: Are you with your upper bunk? 】

[Southwest: Why do you think so? !He and I are both straight men]

【Sanshui: Really? /Suspect】

【southwest:……】

[San Shui: Okay, I won’t tease you anymore, I’ll give you a sincere suggestion, if you really don’t know how to write, just get closer to your upper bunk, or pretend that you two are in a relationship? 】

[Southwest: Do people say it?Shocked.jpg]

[San Shui: Cough, you are all straight guys anyway, what are you afraid of? 】

Of course, Jiang Huanqi couldn't make such a meaningless assumption, but it's okay to tease Junlilou for inspiration from time to time.

Thinking of the inexplicable blushing on the upper bunk sometimes, it is really sinful and exciting.

In the evening, Junli Lou hadn't come back yet, and Jiang was a little worried because he expected it to rain outside.

It stands to reason that the little uncle passed away, and Junli Lou should keep watch, but he still couldn't help but want to ask.

[Southwest: Are you coming back tonight? 】

After sending the message, I feel a little uneasy, will I take too much care?

But he kept checking the chat box over and over again, expecting his reply. He only felt that he cared about his roommate, and didn't think there was anything wrong.

After a long period of stillness, the phone suddenly vibrated.

【Li Lou: In the car, almost there】

Jiang Huanqi read and re-read the message, and the corners of his mouth couldn't restrain himself from curling up. He rolled over on the bed, picked up his phone and replied to the message.

[Southwest: It's raining outside, have you brought an umbrella? 】

【Li Lou: It wasn't raining when I got in the car】

Jiang also expected to understand in seconds.

[Southwest: How long is it?I'll come out to pick you up]

【Li Lou: It's okay, the car will stop at the school gate】

Jiang Huanqi got up to look for an umbrella, and made a voice call by the way, "How many minutes?"

Junli Lou's tone was a little brisk, not at all like the little uncle who had just died, "Well, we've arrived at the crossroad in front of the school."

Jiang Huanqi found the umbrella and told him, "I'll come out right away, you hide from the rain under the stop sign, don't move."

Junli Lou paused, then hummed obediently, "I'll wait for you."

Jiang Huanqi took the keys and went out, opened his umbrella and ran downstairs.

The rain in summer is very urgent. When the umbrella is opened, the rain splashes on the umbrella surface like a curtain like a waterfall. When the gust of wind blows again, it splashes on the thin clothes, which is slightly cool.

Many small puddles gathered on the ground, shining brightly under the street lamps. The young man's hurried steps broke through the water, kicked and tapped the bead curtain and scattered, kissing the scattered raindrops.

He ran towards that person happily all the way, the sound of his footsteps disappeared in the waterfall rain, and a white shadow blurred and faded away in the night rain curtain.

Junli Lou stood under the stop sign, surrounded by slanting rain and strong wind.

Familiar footsteps cut through the patter of rain, he looked up and saw him running towards him, carrying wind and rain, full of joy.

He was wearing a white shirt today, and a pair of slim-fit jeans wrapped around his slender legs. He was clean and clear, but his movements were not at all gentle and elegant.

He raised his hand and grinned at him, no matter whether he could see clearly at night or not, half of his lips were curled up, trying to keep the brightest smile for him.

He is the warm and living sun, driving the wind and rain to fetch him home.

Jiang Huanqi ran in a hurry, he didn't stop the car for a while, and he was about to fall into his arms recklessly.

The corner of Junlilou's mouth raised slightly, as if he had expected it, so he stretched out his hand to catch his recklessness.

The rain was loud and the night was a bit cold, but he raised his head and smirked at him, which warmed his heart. The clear and gentle voice penetrated into his ears, and he could hear clearly. He said, "Li Lou, I'm here to pick you up." .”

Junli Lou raised his hand to wipe off the water on his forehead, whether it was rain or sweat, "Don't run so fast next time, I can afford to wait."

Jiang Huanqi's heartbeat couldn't stop speeding up, it was different from when he was running violently just now, but his heart seemed to be pouring out, and his brain seemed to be paralyzed suddenly, which made him feel for a moment that Jun Lilou's embrace exhausted the tenderness in the world Warm, he seemed to have stepped into the softest down, and never wanted to come out again.

Jiang Huanqi shook off these strange thoughts in his mind, and later realized that something was wrong, he pulled out of Jun Lilou's arms, and lightly punched him on the shoulder, "Although it is summer, But now it's wet and cold outside, how can you wait so long?"

He handed him another umbrella, "Let's go, let's go back."

Junlilou looked at the umbrella he handed over, and there was no sign of being wet, but Jiang Huanqi's cuffs and trouser legs were soaked, and there was a hint of sweetness in his heart, but more worry, he reiterated Repeatedly, "You caught a cold last time because of me, why don't you know how to take care of yourself?"

"How can I be so delicate?" Jiang Huanqi smiled indifferently, "Besides, it's you. If I go to the hospital, you won't ignore me, right?"

Junli Lou's heart trembled suddenly, as if hit by some soft object, it was crisp and numb.

Of course, I have to take care of it, and I even want to take care of it all the time, so as not to let him get sick again because of him.

As soon as he returned to the dormitory, Jiang Huanqi was completely paralyzed. He lay on the chair and didn't want to move. Jun Lilou urged him to take a hot bath. Jiang Huanqi waved his hand, "You go first, I'll be paralyzed for a while .”

He is not tired, but he is a bit lazy after running.

Junli Lou said: "Your clothes and pants are all wet, you will catch a cold if you don't take a bath."

Jiang Huanqi thought that catching a cold was quite troublesome. He was just talking about it before. Could it be possible that Junlilou really wanted Junlilou to carry him to the hospital again?

Jun Lilou doesn't feel tired, he thinks he has too many things to do.

Jiang Huanqi thought about it, and immediately got up and took off his shirt. Just as he put his hand on the belt buckle, he suddenly remembered that he was not the only one in the dormitory.

He looked up and saw Junli Lou turned his face away, pretending to be drinking water.

Why do you say he is pretending?

Because Jiang Huanqi sensitively noticed that his ears were red, and Jun Lilou was holding his glass!

And there is not a drop of water in the glass...

It was so fake that Jiang Huanqi couldn't bear to expose him.

It seems superfluous to pick up the clothes and put them on. After all, it’s okay for boys to be shirtless. Everyone is the same, so there is nothing to be ashamed of.

But don't wear it... He would really feel embarrassed.

Especially when it's just the two of them in the dorm.

Jiang Huanqi gritted his teeth, turned his back naturally, looked for clothes in the closet, and pretended to be relaxed, "You're right, it's easier to catch a cold when you wear wet clothes."

Junli Lou put down the cup slowly, the veins on his hands were bulging unconsciously, and if you look carefully, you will find that his hands are shaking a little, and even his voice has become hoarse, "Mmm."

Jiang Huanqi heard that his voice was not right, and asked with concern: "Did you catch a cold?"

Junli Lou said: "No... I didn't get caught in the rain, you go, take a bath..."

Jiang Huanqi took his clothes and went, took a hot bath and felt refreshed all over.

He threw the wet clothes in the bucket and planned to wash them tomorrow morning. He took out his small medicine box and found two packs of cold spirits. "Drink some medicine, lest you catch a cold and get better."

After the two mixed the medicine and finished drinking, Jiang Huanqi threw himself on the bed comfortably, and Jun Lilou picked him up again, with a hair dryer in his hand, "The hair hasn't been dried yet."

Jiang Huanqi let out an "oh", and sat up obediently to blow dry his hair.

I feel a little emotional in my heart, it feels so good to be in charge of someone, and this is the feeling of finding someone close to me.

He took the hair dryer and said to Junli Lou, "Thank you, you can go take a shower first."

Junli Lou saw that his hand was empty for a moment, and was taken aback for a moment.

"it is good."

Jiang Huanqi was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone. There was a bathroom just across the wall from him. Hearing the sound of water splashing inside and the opening and closing of bottle caps, the belly that was exposed when Junli Lou was changing clothes suddenly appeared in his mind. muscle.

So, how much is it?

Jiang Huanqi's face was a little hot, and he remembered to drink a glass of cold water. The cup stopped for a while under the cold water outlet of the water dispenser, and just about to bring it to his mouth, he suddenly remembered that someone had given him a thermos before. Drink something warm, especially if you are sick.

……

He silently refilled half a cup of hot water for himself.

Jiang Huanqi felt that he was also dazed.

No, I have to write and calm down.

Jiang Huanqi sat back on the bed, turned on the computer again, thinking about every detail of getting along with Junli Lou recently, and wrote thousands of eloquently, the writing was smooth and smooth, as if as long as Junli Lou was by his side, he would There are infinite sources of inspiration.

After a short pause, he reviewed himself, seeing the little things that Jiang Li silently paid for Gu Xi, he felt very moved.

But, something is wrong...

Aren't most of these made by Lou Junli for him?

Is it possible...

Is it because my writing is too good and too polished?

Thinking about it this way, he felt a little secretly unhappy with Gu Xi, as if he had personally pushed all of Jun Lilou's kindness towards him to Gu Xi.

And Gu Xi has his Jiang Li. As a male mother, he knows that the ending of these two people will be happy in the future, and they will always be happy.

But what about reality?

He is just a bad guy who immorally substitutes a straight male roommate into the hero of the novel in order to write Danmei.

He has nothing.

And Jun Li Lou...

Such a good person should find a good girl to marry.

With their current good relationship, he might still receive an invitation from Jun Lilou, and even... if he is lucky, he may not be the best man.

Thinking of this, Jiang Huanqi couldn't help laughing at himself, feeling depressed and panicked.

He felt as if he had fallen into some kind of spell, all his emotions were being controlled by an invisible force, a little involuntary.

feeling bad.

Feelings like never before.

Jiang Huanqi was still thinking wildly, the keyboard in his hands stopped unconsciously, and he just sat on the bed in a daze.

He didn't even notice that the sound of the water stopped, let alone when it stopped.

All he knew was that a soft yellow object suddenly appeared in front of his eyes - a SpongeBob SquarePants grinned at him with his iconic two big dies.

He looked up and saw Jun Lilou supporting the upper bed, and smiled at him with his head down, "The flower shop is closed, can I give you this?"