love too early

Back in the car, the driver asked me if I was going home or where I was going.Calculating the time, I have only been out for less than an hour, and it seems a bit embarrassing to go back now.

So I said the name of a nightclub, thinking that since I said it all out for fun, I might as well experience it myself.

But I forgot one thing.

I do not drink.

It's not that I don't drink, it's just that I know how much I am, if Fu Zhiheng is not around, I will never let myself pass out drunk outside.So I sat at the bar and ordered a glass of grapefruit sparkling water.

Before the chair was warmed up, someone came to strike up a conversation with a wine glass.

I looked at the man in front of me who was flamboyant like a peacock with his tail open and offered to buy me a drink. I resisted the urge to frown, shook my head politely and said, "Thank you, I don't drink."

"Others are fine," he spread his hands, "whatever."

I smiled perfunctorily, "No."

Before returning to China, I heard friends mention this bar. It is said that it is the most popular place for upstart celebrities and second-generation ancestors.

The pure and cold ones are not as good as Shen Nanyu, and the aggressive ones are not as good as Fu Zhiheng. I sat for 10 minutes and began to think about what I came here for.

Not interesting.

I threw my computer and bag on the car, I yawned lazily, and took out my phone out of boredom, only to find that neither Shen Nanyu nor Fu Zhiheng obediently called me.

Did I speak too harshly today... After a short reflection for a few seconds, I don't think it's too much.

Before going out, I was nervous or even a little anxious, but after getting the documents and hearing those words, I am calm now, and I am no longer in a hurry to know what Fu Zhiheng is hiding from me.

I sat in the bar until very late, finished drinking a glass of sparkling water, refused to strike up a conversation with a few people, raised my hand to check the time, got up and went home.

As expected, Fu Zhiheng was waiting for me.

The living room was pitch black. I didn’t see anyone when I first went in, thinking he was in the bedroom, but just after I changed my shoes and before I had time to take off my coat, a figure suddenly stuck behind me, which startled me.

"Baby," Fu Zhiheng hugged me from behind, with a low voice, "Where have you been?"

I was still in shock, and my hand was still covering my heart, which happened to be held by him.

"I……"

Just after I said a word, Fu Zhiheng buried in my shoulder and sniffed, and said, "Creed Aventus, I don't like it."

I froze for a moment, and then remembered that someone touched my shoulder tonight. The perfume on his cuff was very strong, so I remembered.

But does Fu Zhiheng belong to the dog... It can be smelled.

"Baby, you met another man." Fu Zhiheng's voice sounded calm, but there were inexplicably other emotions in it, "Are you having fun?"

I subconsciously wanted to deny it, but when the words came to my lips, I suddenly remembered what I said before going out, so I calmed down and said lightly: "It's not bad."

"How good is it?" Fu Zhiheng asked persistently, "What did you do, hugging, holding hands, dancing or...kissing?"

When he said this sentence, the jealousy in his tone finally couldn't be concealed, jealousy and sadness were mixed together, like an undercurrent surging in the night.

"Baby, get angry at me, hit me and scold me, don't do such things that make me sad, okay..."

Fu Zhiheng grabbed my shoulder and turned me towards him, then suddenly lowered his head and bit my lip.

"Zhiheng..." I was in pain, my eyes were clouded with mist, "Um..."

Fu Zhiheng's kiss was strong and turbulent, with the meaning of venting hatred, he didn't dare to lose his temper with me, he only dared to torture me like this.

I was so kissed by him that it was hard to breathe. I unconsciously grabbed his shoulders and raised my head to breathe hard.He seemed to know how to seduce me, and my waist soon began to go weak under his deep and shallow kisses.

Fu Zhiheng noticed something, grabbed me into his arms, and took a deep look at me.Then my feet were empty, and he hugged me firmly.

"Will you take a shower first?" He asked in a low voice.

My heartbeat hadn't subsided yet, my brain became sluggish due to lack of oxygen, and I stared at him blankly.

Fu Zhiheng's eyes dimmed, and he said, "Don't look at me like that." After speaking, another kiss fell on my lips, "I won't be able to wait until I put you in the bathtub."

I belatedly realized how much jealousy and resentment he had built up during the entire night I was away from home.Now that I'm finally back, my body is stained with the smell of drunkenness and dreams outside. No wonder he is eager to wash me clean and re-brand him.

——But I almost forgot that it wasn't just Fu Zhiheng who was anxiously waiting at home.

Passing through the living room, a figure blocked the way.

I looked up from Fu Zhiheng's arms, and saw Shen Nanyu standing silently in front of me. He looked down at me, his eyes were particularly obscure in the darkness.

"Brother," he said softly, "you are back."

I suddenly realized that I had to pay some price for leaving two people to go out to have fun tonight. Although they dared not express their dissatisfaction directly, let alone blame me, they had other ways to make me remember this time.

I was put under the shower, Fu Zhiheng hugged my waist from behind, and Shen Nanyu kissed me in front of him.

They didn't know where to find a bottle of red wine, and the two of them gave it to me one by one. The dark red liquid that I didn't have time to swallow overflowed from the corner of my lips, flowed down my jaw, across my neck and chest, and then was diluted by the water flow and disappeared on the floor.

I vaguely thought that this should be what Fu Zhiheng was going to use to make mulled wine for me... But I am not at home today, he must be very disappointed.

When there was still more than half of the bottle left, Fu Zhiheng directly picked up the bottle and poured it down on our kissing lips. I was poured all over my body and face, choked and coughed repeatedly, and my nose was sore and tears flowed down.

"Baby," I heard him say in the chaos, "you are not allowed to drink with others when I am not around, you know?"

I feel wronged for a while.

Obviously I didn't do anything tonight.

But I couldn't speak, only whimpered in pain.

The bathroom was filled with mist, mixed with the steaming smell of alcohol, which quickly made me delirious.

Fu Zhiheng carried me back to the bedroom and put me on the bed.I was drunk too much, like a fish knocked unconscious in the whirlpool of the sea, my mind was in a mess.Grabbing a person's hand in confusion, he whispered, "Be good, brother."

I couldn't tell who was who, I just felt someone turn me over and lie on the bed, picked up my waist from behind, and said, "Kneel down, baby."

Looking up, there was another blurry figure in front of him, he slowly stroked my cheek, bent down and kissed me.

My consciousness became confused, my body was as soft as a puddle of syrup, and the kiss between my lips was ambiguous and sticky.

After an unknown amount of time, I heard the person in front of me say, "Open your mouth, brother."

…………

I doubt I will die.

Like petals shattered by a storm.

Ships wrecked by hurricane waves.

Snow baked by the fire.

Deer engulfed in a swamp.

die in this bed.