love too early

I slept for a long time because I was tired, and when I woke up the next morning, Shen Nanyu was no longer there.

"He has class in the morning, and I asked the driver to take him back to school." Fu Zhiheng said, "Seeing that you are still sleeping, I didn't let him disturb you."

"Oh..." I yawned in a daze, picked up my phone and saw the message sent by Shen Nanyu two hours ago:

"I'm going back to school first."

I replied "OK" and put down the phone. After realizing it, my waist and legs felt sore for a while, so I couldn't help taking a light breath.

"What's the matter, are you uncomfortable?" Fu Zhiheng keenly noticed my little movements, he held my calf with his big hand and rubbed it, and when he touched it, the breath just now turned into a gasp that was half painful and half numb, and leaked again in the air.

Fu Zhiheng paused and sighed: "Baby, don't make such a sound..."

compared to this...

"Don't call me that," I said.

"Why?" Fu Zhiheng was puzzled.

"It's strange."

"Not at all..." Fu Zhiheng said, seeing my expression, he turned a corner, "I will try my best."

My tolerance for him has changed from baby to wife, this time I agreed with "baby", I don't know what it will be next time.

I pulled my leg back, rubbed it casually a few times, and asked, "Aren't you going to work?"

"No." Fu Zhiheng said, "I'm not in the mood to go to work when you're at home."

After his uncle was discharged from the hospital, Fu Zhiheng had no reason to go to the company, and his job did not require him to be in the office every day.I nodded my head and didn't ask any more questions.

A heavy rain took away the autumn in the city, the temperature dropped sharply, the trees on the side of the road lost all their leaves, standing upstairs and looking down, the two puppies who usually play happily in the lawn each put on brightly colored clothes , looks funny and cute.

The smaller white Pomeranian was wearing a pink vest, circling around the larger French Dou like a ball of wool rolling around.I stood by the floor-to-ceiling windows and watched for a long time until their owners took them home.

Didn't notice when Fu Zhiheng came over, hugged me from behind, put a blanket on me by the way, and said: "The temperature has dropped."

"Not cold." I said.

He turned me around by the shoulders and said, "Looking at the puppy again. Isn't me enough?"

"You're not..."

"I can be." He bit the tip of my nose lightly, "Wow."

I froze for a moment, helpless and funny, "How old are you?"

"28 years old." Fu Zhiheng lifted me up on my thigh and let me sit on his arm, "He is strong and energetic, and he can use it for at least another 30 years."

"?" I reacted slowly, and found something pressing against me below, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"No nonsense." Fu Zhiheng slid his hand along the waist of my trousers, and deliberately lowered his voice: "Let me see if Little Heron has rested well."

……

I knew he wasn't as generous as he looked.

It was just the two of us, and he became more and more unscrupulous, saying a lot of dirty words that I don't know where he learned, and I wanted to cover my ears while honestly reacting shamefully.

During the break, Fu Zhiheng answered a phone call.

"What are you busy with?" Zhou Hang's loud voice came out of the receiver, "I called several times and didn't answer."

Fu Zhiheng knelt at the end of the bed, tilted his head, clamped the phone on his shoulder, bit off a safety condom, glanced at me while wearing it, and said with a low smile, "Busy being a dog for the little prince."

His voice was low and hoarse, and before he touched me, my waist went limp, as if something had melted in my body.

"...Damn," Zhou Hang cursed secretly on the phone, "Are you tired of being crooked?"

"I have something to talk about." Fu Zhiheng didn't have that much patience, he was dealing with Zhou Hang with his mouth, but his eyes were fixed on me.

"It's okay, I'm just asking you, and your little prince, are you free recently to come out and get together."

"Okay." Fu Zhiheng said perfunctorily, "Send me the address later. Hang up first."

He dropped the phone, grabbed my ankle and yanked me hard, dragging me directly from the head of the bed to him.Most of my body was suddenly suspended in the air, and I instinctively let out a short scream, and kicked a few times in an attempt to break free from him.

"Don't move baby." Fu Zhiheng held my knees with both hands, and easily opened my legs, "The more you struggle, the more excited I get."

I know he's telling the truth because something is already pressing against me harder and hotter than usual.

"I'm not a human being today." He straightened his back and whispered in my ear, "Being a precious dog."

……

Fu Zhiheng's jealousy and desire that had been suppressed all day were released on me. At a certain moment, I even suspected that he wanted to die with me in this way.

Fortunately, he was not willing to give up, and let go of the hand that restrained me a second before I was on the verge of collapse.

After a long absence, I lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, panting uncontrollably, and my eyes were foggy.

Fu Zhiheng knew that he had gone too far this time, so he knelt down and hugged me in his arms, wiped off the tears on my face, patted my back and comforted me and said, "Don't cry baby, I was wrong."

"Fu Zhiheng..." I grabbed his back weakly, "Don't even try to touch me again."

"Don't." Fu Zhiheng's voice was obviously panicked, "I know I was wrong, and I won't dare to do it again next time."

Now I don't believe a word he said, I close my eyes, and bite his shoulder with the greatest strength, and when I squeeze my teeth hard, two rows of deep marks are left.

Fu Zhiheng gasped, accepted my venting silently, and coaxed me back: "Is it better, do you want to switch sides and take another bite?"

"……roll."

"That won't work, who will serve you after I get lost?" He roguely hooked my knees and hugged me horizontally, "Go, go take a shower."

Later, I did it again in the bathtub. This time, Fu Zhiheng was not so eager, but tormented me leisurely as if he was enjoying a dessert after a full meal, prolonging the process infinitely.

I was soaked in hot water until my whole body became soft, and I clung to his shoulder feebly, raising my head and struggling to breathe.He held my waist, bit my neck lightly, and whispered in my ear.

Some words I didn't hear clearly, some words I heard clearly.

Like "I love you".

Another example is "I will always love you".

Forever... In the warm yellow light and hazy water vapor, I couldn't see Fu Zhiheng's face clearly, but I could think of his appearance when he said these two words.

Seriously, piously, passionately, all eyes are only on me, as if the heartbeat and pulse are controlled by me.

I shouldn't be distracted at this moment, but I think of a long, long time ago, and he also said forever many times.

"I will always listen to you."

"I will always be good to you."

"I will never make you angry."

"I will always put you first."

……

I suddenly thought, maybe when I was young, he and I didn't realize that all he wanted to say was "I love you" from beginning to end.