love too early

"like me……"

I looked at Fu Zhiheng and remembered many things from long ago.

I don't know what mood I am in now, it seems that I am both surprised and feel that everything has already begun.

There has always been something missing between me and Fu Zhiheng, and now that I think about it, maybe it's this liking.but……

I stood up and said, "I see."

"Xiao Lu," Fu Zhiheng pulled me back.

I looked down at him, and after a brief touch, there was only peace left in my heart.

Looking at each other for a long time, I said softly: "When I was 17, maybe there were moments when I imagined love, but now I am 27, I have everything, and love is not even the icing on the cake for me. "How much do you expect me to care about such a completely dispensable thing?"

"Is it necessary or not..." Fu Zhiheng repeated these four words in a murmur, shook his head and asked, "What about me? Don't you care about me?"

"I care about you because you are my fiancé." I slowly withdrew my hand and said, "If nothing else happens, you will be the one who will spend my whole life with me. As for love, I don't need it right now, and I don't want to talk about it. "

If Fu Zhiheng had said these words to me earlier, I would have seriously considered the possibility of accepting him, but during this period of time, I have heard Shen Nanyu say that I like him too many times, and I don't care about these two words anymore.

"Little Lu!" Fu Zhiheng caught me off guard and dragged me down on the sofa, turned over and pressed me up, "But I'm serious this time."

Even so, he didn't forget to put one hand under the back of my head to protect my head. I fell into the soft sofa, dazed for a second, my eyes slowly moved to his face, and asked, "What?"

"want to be with you."

"We're already together."

"That's different." He looked a little irritable, and he didn't know where his usual eloquence went.

Looking at each other for a moment, I seemed to understand something, and asked, "Do you want to... sleep with me?"

It should be right.Except for this step, we have already done everything else.

Seeing him in a daze, I slightly lowered my eyes and said, "Actually, it's not impossible... At first, I thought it would be difficult for me to accept doing this with you, but now, I think I can try."

As for why, Fu Zhiheng probably understood.

"But I'm not feeling well today. If you want to do it, you can do it another day." I said.

The air was inexplicably silent, and after a long time, I heard Fu Zhiheng's dry voice: "Do you think... I'm just doing it for this?"

I raised my head and saw that he seemed to be in a lot of pain, looking at me with heavy eyes, and a wry smile slowly appeared on the corner of his lips, "Little Lu, I hope you are punishing me now, not because you really don't understand."

"I..." I didn't know what to say.

"It's okay," Fu Zhiheng stood up slowly with the support of the sofa, and said softly, "We still have a lot of time, it doesn't matter if you don't need love... as long as you need me."

Do I need Fu Zhiheng... It should be.No one in this world is an island, I need a stable relationship, I need companionship based on respect and love, that is to say, I need Fu Zhiheng.

Even though I slept late during the day, I still went to bed early at night. I don't know if it was an illusion, but Fu Zhiheng hugged me very tightly tonight, as if I would disappear at any time.

In the middle of the night, I felt stuffy, and when I woke up, I wanted to push him out of bed to drink water. As soon as he moved, he opened his eyes, hugged me in a panic and asked, "Where are you going?"

"..." I was half asleep and half awake, but he was so surprised that I was forced to wake up, and said helplessly, "Drink water."

Fu Zhiheng probably also realized that he reacted too much, so he let go of his hand unnaturally, and said in a low voice, "I'll pour it for you."

His hair is messy, and there are two faint blue marks under his eyes. I suddenly remembered that he was hungover last night, and he probably hasn't recovered yet.

Words like Luotuo and helplessness shouldn't have appeared on Fu Zhiheng, but looking at his back right now, I can only think of these two words.

When he came back to his senses, Fu Zhiheng brought back a glass of lukewarm honey water, handed it to my lips and told me to drink it slowly.I took two sips from his hand and said no. As usual, he drank the rest of my water naturally, put down the glass, lay back on the bed and hugged me, and said, "Okay, go to sleep."

Maybe because he said he likes it, these daily scenes touched me inexplicably, and I began to realize that his care for me is not just because of the friendship of growing up together, because if it were me, I might not be able to do it.

"Zhiheng." I said.

"Huh?" He bowed his head and kissed my forehead lightly, "What's the matter baby?"

I shook my head, "It's okay."

It started to rain at night, one autumn rain and one cool. When I went out the next day, the air was already full of autumn coolness.

I was supposed to continue my vacation today, but I had nothing to do at home, so I asked Fu Zhiheng to send me to the company.He was quieter than usual on the road, and I didn't take the initiative to speak. The two of us were silent all the way until the car stopped at the company gate, and he said, "I'll pick you up at night."

"En." I nodded and was about to get out of the car when I noticed a familiar figure not far ahead, standing there quietly, looking in the direction of me and Fu Zhiheng, as if waiting for me.

Fu Zhiheng also saw it, his brows were furrowed imperceptibly, but he didn't speak.

"Little Heron," he grabbed me who was about to open the door.

I turned around, "what's wrong?"

As soon as the words were finished, Fu Zhiheng jumped over the seat with his upper body, and kissed me with the back of my head.Unprepared, I grabbed his arm reflexively and let out a soft hum.

Fu Zhiheng's kiss was very domineering, like marking his own territory, he did not let go of every inch of my mouth, my lips were sucked by him, and my tongue was also hooked and entangled by him, the juice I drank on the road just now seemed to have an aftertaste, The taste of cherries filled the mouth, and even the kiss seemed to become sweet.

After kissing for a long time, he was finally willing to let me go, and said in a low voice, "You are so sweet."

After finishing speaking, he kissed my lips with the utmost tenderness.

It turns out that people can be influenced by kisses, the silence along the way turned into tenderness at this moment, even though at first he kissed me because he saw Shen Nanyu, but now I can feel that his heart and eyes are all about me.

"Now that you're officially engaged, can you give me a kiss every morning?" Fu Zhiheng looked at me deeply and said, "I mean...I kiss you."

I'm still not used to him like this, so I looked away slightly and said, "It's up to you."

For the first time in two days, I saw a real smile on Fu Zhiheng's face, his eyes were crooked, as if a kiss could satisfy him.

"Baby you are so nice." He hugged me and whispered in my ear, "I love you."

The car was dry and warm, isolated from the cold and bleak outside, I was hugged by Fu Zhiheng for a long time, it was only when I got out of the car that I suddenly remembered that Shen Nanyu was still waiting for me.