love too early

Some warm liquid slowly dripped on the skin of the nape of my neck, only one drop slipped down my bones, like a winding wound.

The air was stagnant for a long time, and I heard Fu Zhiheng choked up in a low voice: "I'm sorry..."

why apologise...

I looked down and saw that his arm was still bleeding, "Your hand,"

Fu Zhiheng shook his head: "I'm fine...don't worry."

He sounded as if he had been mortally wounded, his voice dripping with blood.I couldn't help but feel soft-hearted, I raised my hand and gently placed it on his back, and patted him comfortingly.

Fu Zhiheng's body stiffened for a moment, and then he hugged me even harder, and when his arms wrapped around my waist, I couldn't help making a low hum.

It still hurts, and the bones in his whole body seem to be falling apart. He walked a few steps to stop him just now, and the muscles in his thighs are still twitching.

Fu Zhiheng didn't move. After a long time, his palm carefully covered my lower back and asked, "Does it hurt..."

I didn't speak, just nodded slightly.

The first feeling was not good. At the beginning, I even wondered why some people were keen on this, but later on, I gradually realized the relief, and I was too tired to cooperate any more.

Fu Zhiheng took a deep breath, picked me up by the waist, turned and walked towards the door without saying a word, passing by Shen Nanyu, he paused, looked at the person standing in front of him indifferently, and said only one word, "Get out."

Shen Nanyu ignored Fu Zhiheng, and kept looking at me, full of disappointment and reluctance.

He looked distressed, with messy clothes and hair, bruises on his face, drooping eyelashes, and he seemed afraid to talk to me.

"Don't go away..." he said softly.

I sighed and was about to speak, but Fu Zhiheng spoke first: "I don't want to fight you in front of Xiaolu, let me say it one last time, get out."

After speaking, without giving Shen Nanyu a chance to speak, he pushed him away, hugged me and left the room.

I don't know what Fu Zhiheng is thinking now, we have been together for so long, and I have never seen him so sad.Back in the room, he put me on the sofa, treated the wound briefly, and then squatted on the ground to help me take off my slippers and pajama pants. I subconsciously hid back, hesitated and said, "You..."

Fu Zhiheng raised his head, tried his best to squeeze out a smile, and said pretending to be relaxed: "It's the first time I'm easy to get hurt, let me help you take a look."

His voice was hoarse, his smile was uglier than his crying, his dark eyes were wet, and his eyelashes trembled unconsciously.Suddenly, I felt a little uncomfortable, and I lowered my eyes and didn't refuse anymore.

In the quiet room, Fu Zhiheng spent a long time carefully checking every part of my body. There was no anger or intimacy in his movements, only sadness and heartache. He would be careful when he accidentally touched a place that made me hurt. Say sorry.

As if to ease my embarrassment, he finally smiled and said, "Next time, choose someone with better skills, not one with the surname Shen."

"I……"

"I'm serious, baby." He stroked my hair and said, "If it has to happen, don't get yourself hurt. Then, remember to wear a condom, it's nothing to do with being a virgin, in case of bleeding it's easy to get infected , don’t rush to take a shower after you’re done, you’ll catch a cold…”

Fu Zhiheng's mood was much calmer than before, and he tried his best to sound gentle, but he still didn't dare to meet my eyes.

After speaking, his ending sound trembled slightly, and the sockets of his eyes became red again, so he had to stop, sniffed, and let out a long breath.

"Zhiheng," I said, "you don't have to do this."

Fu Zhiheng shook his head, endured it for a long time, and said with red eyes: "I'm not willing, how dare he... I saw you today, and I have the heart to kill him."

Seeing him like this, I felt complicated, so I sighed and said, "It's not that serious."

These words obviously didn't have any effect, Fu Zhiheng stood up slowly, still didn't look at me, and said, "I'll help you drain the water."

There was the sound of rushing water in the bathroom. I waited for a long time and he didn't come out, so I had to put on my slippers and walk slowly.

Walking to the door, he saw Fu Zhiheng standing in front of the mirror bent over, his hands resting on the edge of the sink, his hair was dripping with water, and he couldn't see the expression on his face.The usually tall and straight back looks particularly lonely and helpless at this moment.

When I turned my head and saw myself in the mirror, I froze for a moment, almost in disbelief.

——Big and small red marks can be seen on the chest and collarbone under the collar. Looking up, the lips are rosy and full, and the eyes are wet. flowers.

No wonder Fu Zhiheng reacted like this.

As if feeling something, Fu Zhiheng turned his head to look over, was startled for a moment, then smiled unnaturally, and asked, "Why did you come in by yourself?"

After finishing speaking, he came over, gathered my pajamas, and said: "The water is ready, I will give you some medicine after taking a bath."

I nodded obediently and said nothing.

The bathroom was steaming, but Fu Zhiheng didn't leave, and just stood there quietly all the time. I'm still not used to him like this, so I thought for a while and said, "Zhiheng."

"Ok?"

"Do you have something to say..." I thought about it, "If you are dissatisfied with me or something, you can say it, it doesn't matter."

"Why do you ask that?" Fu Zhiheng was stunned, "I never meant to blame you, I swear I didn't."

"But what happened yesterday is what I want. If you don't blame me, you shouldn't be angry with Shen Nanyu."

"That's different!" Fu Zhiheng hurriedly stood up, realized that he was too excited after speaking, and sat back slowly after a pause, not knowing whether he was talking to himself or me, "It's different..."

"Anyway, I hope you don't do something wrong impulsively," I said.

With the influence of the Fu family, it is too easy to suppress someone. Fu Zhiheng has never done anything like bullying when he is so old. Let Shen Nanyu go.

As if he didn't understand, Fu Zhiheng stared at me for a long time, and asked: "You mean... let me not hurt him?"

I lowered my head and thought for a while, then said, "It's okay to understand in this way."

"What if I don't?" he asked.

I didn't expect Fu Zhiheng to ask such a question. I raised my eyes and saw him grit his teeth with a resigned expression on his face, as if he was wronged by his uncle and aunt when he was a child. With just one glance, I could tell that he was speaking in anger.

"It's not Shen Nanyu, it's someone else, so it's meaningless." I said flatly, "And I won't be happy if you do this."

"Do you want to continue to be with him?" Fu Zhiheng asked.

I haven't thought about this question yet. After thinking for a while, I said, "Now I don't hate him."

The air fell into silence again, and after a long time, Fu Zhiheng lowered his eyes and said, "I see."

I don't know if I should be lucky or not, but he seems to only listen to me since he was a child, and he will definitely do what he promised me.

I left him alone, closed my eyes and slid into the bathtub.

A lot of soothing and calming essential oils are added to the water. After taking a bath, my whole body is relaxed.Fu Zhiheng wrapped me in a bath towel, and I said I could walk by myself, but he still couldn't help but hug me around the waist.

There was a familiar smell on him, and I felt sleepy from taking a bath, so I leaned into his arms unconsciously.

Fu Zhiheng's body froze, and after a while, he whispered in a voice that only the two of us could hear: "Sleep, Xiaolu."