love too early

Shen Nanyu stayed with me in the office until very late, and even fell asleep leaning on the small sofa in the middle.

I was going to school while practicing, and at the same time I was busy with the student union and the school band. I was probably really tired. I walked over to help him cover the blanket, but accidentally touched the skin around his neck, and he woke up immediately.

"Shilu..." He opened his eyes dimly, just in time to meet my gaze.

I bent down and got very close to him, so close that I could see his trembling eyelids and the fine fluff on his skin. Half asleep and half awake, his voice was low and hoarse, and he looked at me with some eyes. ignorant.

I unconsciously slowed down my voice, and asked softly, "Do you want to sleep in it?"

Shen Nanyu shook his head and showed a faint smile: "I'm sorry, it was too late to write the report yesterday."

After speaking, he took my hand and asked me to sit down next to him.I touched his face and said, "No matter how busy you are, you should pay attention to rest."

"I know." Shen Nanyu smiled, "I want to see you today, so I want to finish things early and stay with you for a while." As he spoke, his voice lowered, showing a trace of annoyance, "I didn't expect to fall asleep... ..."

His appearance is much more vivid than the deserted person at the beginning. Unknowingly, I seem to be getting closer to him.

"What are you thinking?" Shen Nanyu asked with his arms around my waist, his chin resting on my shoulder.

"It's nothing...do you have class tonight?"

"Well, there is a labor law." He said, "Every time I come to see you, I don't know when the next time will be." He sighed, "I am reluctant to leave again."

I thought about it and asked, "Shall I take you to school?"

"Can you?" Shen Nanyu's eyes brightened, "Don't you have to wait...?"

I knew what he wanted to ask, and looked up at the time, it was almost seven o'clock.

"He should still be busy, don't wait." I said.

At this time, the campus is full of students who are ready to go to class or go for a walk on the playground after eating. Shen Nanyu is holding my hand and walking on the tree-lined road. It reminds me that the last time I came here was the day of the school celebration. He confessed to me for the first time .

The two of us walked very slowly, and neither of us spoke.The weather in early autumn is refreshing and comfortable. When a gust of wind blows, a few dead leaves fall from the top of my head. One of them falls on my hair and is gently brushed away by Shen Nanyu.

I suddenly thought, campus love is probably like this, two people wandering aimlessly holding hands, the biggest trouble may only be the next day's in-class test.

In a sense, Shen Nanyu helped me make up for this missing love experience.

Unknowingly walking to the front of the teaching building, Shen Nanyu stopped and said reluctantly, "I'm going in for class."

I came back to my senses and smiled absent-mindedly: "Well, let's go."

There were people coming and going around, but he didn't seem to care at all, kissed my forehead lightly, and said, "Remember to send me a message when you go back."

"Understood, you concentrate on class."

Watching him go in, I didn't go home immediately, but found a bench and sat down, quietly staring in a daze for a while.

It's hard to describe how I feel now, as if I understand a little why Fu Zhiheng likes the new and dislikes the old, but I still seem to be confused-whether I can accept it because of Shen Nanyu, or I just need some adjustments, and it's okay to change to someone else.

So I thought of those people who had shown me affection in the past, there were many young and handsome or calm and wealthy, but their faces passed through my mind, and there was no disturbance in my heart.

As the sky darkened, the cell phone in his hand suddenly lit up. It was Fu Zhiheng's call.

"Hello baby?" His voice broke the silence around, "I'm here to pick you up, aren't you in the company?"

I froze for a moment and asked, "Didn't you see the message I sent?"

"Huh?" Fu Zhiheng made a doubtful voice, and after a while, he said with a little depression: "I'm too busy, I didn't see it... Are you going back now?"

"Not yet." I said, "I'm ready to go back."

"Where are you? I'll pick you up."

The leaves above my head were rustling, I looked up and said, "At University A."

The air pressure on the other side of the phone obviously dropped for a moment, and after a moment of silence, Fu Zhiheng said, "Are you by yourself...do you need me to pick you up?"

I just didn't bother to drive any more, so I nodded and said, "Well, come here, I'll wait for you."

After the class time, the campus became quiet and peaceful. When Fu Zhiheng found me, I was still sitting on the bench to relax, observing a sycamore tree not far away that was falling leaves.

My sight was blocked by a tall figure, I raised my head and saw Fu Zhiheng's deep eyebrows and eyes in the night.

He knelt down, frowned imperceptibly, and asked, "Why are you sitting outside, is it cold?"

"Not cold." I shook my head.

Having said that, he still took off his coat and put it on for me, and didn't ask me why I was in University A, he just said, "Let's go, go home."

"Zhiheng." I grabbed him.

"Huh?" Fu Zhiheng turned his head, showing a pretended relaxed smile, "If you don't want to go by yourself, I'll carry you?"

As he said that, he was about to squat down, but I stopped him and said, "Don't make trouble."

"What's the matter?" He bent down and pinched my face, "He looked unhappy."

Not happy...?

"I'm not upset, I'm just thinking about something." I said, "Aren't you asking me why I'm here?"

Fu Zhiheng froze for a moment, then stood up, and said helplessly and sullenly: "You don't need to think about it, but you know it's because of Shen Nanyu."

It seems that he is much clearer than I thought.

"I..." I lowered my eyes, thought for a while and decided to tell him, "I want to give it a try."

He didn't say what to try, but Fu Zhiheng should understand.

The air suddenly fell into a strange silence. I raised my head and saw his brows were furrowed, hesitant to speak.

"I didn't mean to discuss it with you." I continued, "But I think I should tell you."

After an unknown amount of time, he finally spoke: "...Why? If, as you said, we are free to choose the life we ​​want with each other, why did you tell me specifically?"

"Because I don't want something like last time to happen again, it will make me very embarrassed." I said.

Fu Zhiheng didn't seem to believe it, "It's just that?"

"Ah."

I thought I explained it clearly enough, but Fu Zhiheng didn't seem to understand any more. He paced back and forth in front of me a few times, finally stopped and looked at me, licked his molars and said, "So now, in order to protect him , to tell me not to trouble him?"

Do I mean that... I lowered my head and thought for a while, and I always felt that Fu Zhiheng had dragged me into it.

My silence was probably regarded by him as an acquiescence, and he looked even more angry. Apart from being angry, there was also an inexplicable sense of sourness and grievance.

"Shi Lu," he called my name in such a tone for the first time, "I fully respect your choice. In my heart, whatever you do is right. But I don't accept Shen Nanyu."

"You," I didn't expect him to be so unreasonable, and I was speechless for a while.

As if he was afraid that I would get angry, Fu Zhiheng only stiffened for a few seconds, then changed into his usual tone, and said in a good voice: "We are going to get married soon, don't mess around, okay, there will only be the two of us from now on, I don't care about anything. Listen to you, okay?"

Nonsense...?

I looked into his eyes, and somehow lost my temper, and said word by word: "Not good."

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