love too early

Even half drunk, I can understand what he means.

A big rough hand pressed on my chest, moved down slowly, opened my pajamas, and held my waist.

I'm not too thin to be weak, but in Fu Zhiheng's hands, I seem to be easily broken.

"Want to try it?" he asked.

"Try...?" At this age, I don't know what to try. Perhaps it should be said that Fu Zhiheng and I should have taken this step a long time ago, but we still stop at hugging and kissing.

I shook my head instinctively, "Don't..."

"Why not, there is obviously a reaction." His hand continued down, stroking along my waistline gently.

Something was crashing in my body, like a gushing spring, like a torrent, like a volcano erupting, like everything out of control, messing up my brain.

I suddenly realized that Fu Zhiheng wanted to be serious this time.

But I'm not ready.

Not because of rejection, but because of Fu Zhiheng.

I know him too well.He accompanies me to grow up, he is not only a close friend, but also a family member. Even if there is a marriage contract, I can't convince myself for a long time that he will have a further intimate relationship with me.

What I don't want to admit is that it took me a long time to get used to even the step from hugging to kissing.

In the protection of darkness, my pajamas fell from me and onto the soft rug.Even though he had seen it countless times since he was a child, Fu Zhiheng was still breathless, and then a heavy desire ignited in his eyes.

But he was still restrained, like every time before, although the strength in his hands increased unconsciously, he did not make the next move.

"Can I?" He looked at me and asked in a low voice.

The desire to be aroused by him almost exploded in my body, but I still shook my head and said, "No..."

"But you look so uncomfortable." Fu Zhiheng leaned over and kissed my eyes, then the tip of my nose, chin, collarbone, chest... The warm lips lingered ambiguously on my skin, and everywhere they passed seemed to be on fire.

"Honey, your eyes are red," he said.

I couldn't resist his kiss, an indescribable grievance welled up in my heart, tears accumulated in my eyes unconsciously, and my voice turned into a low whimper.

"No, Zhiheng..." I pushed his head and said vaguely, "Not today."

Fu Zhiheng paused, looked up at me with complicated and deep eyes, "Is it not possible today, or I cannot..."

I nodded and shook my head, not knowing what I wanted to say.

The air stagnated at this moment, Fu Zhiheng looked at me deeply, and after a long time, he slowly lowered his eyes.

The unrelieved desire still torments me, I try to avoid the palm he put on my leg intentionally or unintentionally, but I move, and he holds it even harder.

"...It's okay." Fu Zhiheng lowered his head, I couldn't see the expression on his face, I only heard him chuckle softly and said, "There's no rush for this moment."

He looked relaxed again, covered his slight disappointment with a fake tease, raised his eyes to me, and asked, "But baby, do you really don't need me?"

As you speak, move your palm down, and when it touches a certain place, stay there intentionally.

"Um...don't..."

"Little Heron, you are so beautiful."

After Fu Zhiheng finished speaking, he leaned over and kissed her.

The scene in front of me made my pupils constrict suddenly, and I couldn't believe what I saw.

At a certain moment, I seemed to have hallucinations. On the rough sand exposed to the scorching sun, a dying fish shone with the luster of scales, and its tail swayed like a falling rainbow.

I never thought that Fu Zhiheng would be like this.

……

The room was dark, but the air was hot and sticky.

I stared blankly at the ceiling, the flush on my face and body couldn't dissipate for a long time.Looking down, I saw Fu Zhiheng pull a piece of paper to wipe his fingertips, the excitement and shame almost swallowed me like a tide.

how so……

I closed my eyes and forced myself not to think about Fu Zhiheng's appearance, but the scene not long ago was lingering like a brand, no matter how I diverted my attention, my body honestly recalled the aftertaste just now.

But Fu Zhiheng didn't give me a chance to escape, he bent down and kissed my forehead, and asked, "Are you comfortable baby?"

His voice was low, with a slight smile, and it swept over my ears like a feather.

I can't lie, keep my face away and say, "Um..."

"Do you still want it?"

And...just thinking about that scene makes my breathing quicken.

"No." I shook my head, "No more."

Fu Zhiheng smiled lowly, and whispered to me: "You don't know how cute you were just now."

"Fu Zhiheng..."

"Understood." He stood up and finally stopped irritating me, "I'm going to brush my teeth."

I lay on the bed, and after my breathing gradually subsided, sleepiness followed.

I don't know how I fell asleep in the end, and I completely forgot whether Fu Zhiheng needed relief.When I opened my eyes again, it was already bright outside the window, and Fu Zhiheng was sleeping peacefully beside me, breathing steadily and peacefully.

His body was always hot, and the quilt was draped around his waist, revealing a large wheat-colored chest.I turned over to face him, watched quietly for a while, then leaned over and closed my eyes again.

Fu Zhiheng in his sleep could still sense my approach, subconsciously pulled me into his arms, and patted my back lightly, as if coaxing me to sleep.I inexplicably felt a familiar peace, buried my face in his neck, and hugged his waist back.

On a rare weekend, Fu Zhiheng and I slept together for a long sleep.

The first thing he does when he wakes up is kiss my forehead and ask me if I've had a bad drink last night.I shook my head and told him it was all right.

"That's good." Fu Zhiheng looked at me with a sweet smile in his eyes, "Is my wife satisfied with my service last night?"

Thinking of last night, I couldn't help feeling hot again, "Fu Zhiheng..."

"I was not very proficient the first time. Where I did not do well, I will definitely improve next time."

first……?I frowned, and then realized that this kind of thing can only be done to Fu Zhiheng, so he won't condescend to please anyone.

However, his performance is not like the first time, and it may be that I have never seen the world, so I can't tell how to count as good and how to count as bad.

But after this time, I obviously felt that the distance between me and Fu Zhiheng was a step closer, and I didn't even object to him calling me my wife.

People are indeed lower-body animals, no matter how indifferent the heart is, the body will not deceive people.

For the next few days, nothing happened. After my uncle was discharged from the hospital, Fu Zhiheng had more time. He came to pick me up early every day after get off work, and then we went to eat together or go home to cook by ourselves.According to his past habit, this kind of life usually only lasts for three days, and then he will find his next new love because of his high energy and nowhere to vent.

But this time it was very abnormal, almost a week later, Fu Zhiheng still maintained this rhythm.

I don't care what happens to him, whether at home or outside, it won't affect me.Recently, the design work of the art museum is coming to an end. Even if he comes to the company to wait for me, he usually changes the drawings or handles the work quietly in the small reception room by himself, and will not disturb me in front of my eyes.

This kind of Fu Zhiheng doesn't seem to have changed much, but everything is different from before. I can't help but wonder if men will become calm when they reach a certain age, but Fu Zhiheng will only be 30 years old in two years, and he is still full of vigor now. Being in your early twenties makes no difference.

During the lunch break, Fu Zhiheng called and said that he was going to the design institute in the afternoon and would pick me up later.After hanging up the phone, the assistant came in to deliver coffee and said that the lawyer in charge of Mr. Fang's copyright case would come in the afternoon and talk to us about the progress of the case.

Today's coffee comes from the coffee shop where Shen Nanyu used to work part-time. I haven't drank it for a while. The familiar taste distracted me for a while, and I couldn't help but think of a certain first encounter.

When I came back to my senses, I nodded casually and said, "Got it."

After the assistant left, I suddenly remembered that if the lawyer came over, he would probably bring Shen Nanyu with him.

Although we haven't seen each other these few days, Shen Nanyu will call me every day and share with me what happened that day.He is not a talkative person, and he always speaks slowly. I never thought before that I would have the patience to turn on the video and chat with another person while working.

Once Shen Nanyu was writing a thesis in the school coffee shop, and when it was time to hang up the phone, he was still reluctant to let go, and asked me if I could write with the video on.

"Won't you be distracted that way?" I asked.

"Yes." He nodded seriously, and said, "But I want to see you more." After he hesitated for a moment, he lowered his eyes and whispered, "I miss you so much."

A classmate passed by just behind him, greeted Shen Nanyu warmly, and then seemed to notice the dialog box on his screen, the classmate smiled meaningfully and asked, "Boyfriend?"

At that moment, I clearly saw that Shen Nanyu's ears were red, and the corners of his lips raised a slight arc, saying: "Not yet."

After speaking, he turned his head and looked at me as if there was nothing there, and said, "I like the person very much."

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The ending is a threesome, don't worry