love too early

Fu Zhiheng's paintings are undoubtedly good-looking, but he has a specialization in art, and he doesn't seem to have much talent in jewelry design.

I refolded the draft paper and put it back, hoping that he would give up his idea of ​​making a ring soon and leave the matter to more professional people.

Speaking of rings... I looked down at the engagement ring on my middle finger, and suddenly remembered that when Shen Nanyu held my hand today, he seemed to always touch my fingertip intentionally or unintentionally.

Maybe I still care about it.

It's the first time I like someone, but that person has a fiancé who is about to get married.I put myself in the situation and felt annoyed for Shen Nanyu.

The company was on holiday for the Mid-Autumn Festival, and Fu Zhiheng and I went to the hospital to visit Uncle Fu the next day.

After the last operation, my uncle's condition has been improving, and the doctor said that he will be discharged from the hospital next week.Uncle joked that he thought the semi-retired life was not bad, and asked Fu Zhiheng when he would really take over the company.

"Forgive me." Fu Zhiheng said dissatisfied, "Xiaolu and I are not married yet, at least let us live together for a few years?"

"Every time I tell you about inheriting the family business, you use Xiaolu as an excuse." Uncle sighed helplessly, "Whether Xiaolu wants to live with you or not is up to you."

"Why don't you want to? We two have a very good relationship, so don't worry about it." Fu Zhiheng said, took my hand, put it on his lips and kissed it loudly.

"You..." Uncle Fu was frustrated, waved his hands for a while and said, "Forget it, I can't control you, let Xiaolu control you after you get married."

After chatting for a while, Aunt Fu came over, and Fu Zhiheng accepted it as soon as she saw it, and found a reason that she wanted to go to the show with me, and dragged me out of the ward.

It's a nice day outside, and the sunny days of early autumn are always pleasant.

Sitting in the car, Fu Zhiheng heaved a long sigh, "Finally I'm going to be discharged from the hospital—I'm exhausted these days."

After speaking, he turned his head to look at me, jokingly pinched the tip of my nose and said, "You don't know that you love me, I'm so miserable."

I have seen his recent hard work, saying that it is not distressing, but at least there is sympathy.

"After the engagement banquet next month, let's take a break." I said.

"I think so too." Fu Zhiheng immediately became interested, "You make time ahead of time, we'll go abroad for a few days, this time we can't shirk."

"Hmm..." I didn't expect to get myself involved with a casual sentence, and after thinking about it, I agreed: "Got it."

"Today is off, where are we going to play?" Fu Zhiheng asked enthusiastically.

I already went to the amusement park with Shen Nanyu yesterday, and I didn't really want to go out to play again today, so I said, "Go home, there are too many people outside."

Fu Zhiheng didn't think much about it, and said, "Okay. I bought hairy crabs yesterday, and I will steam the crabs for you when I go back."

Fu Zhiheng always acts like an old man outside, but wearing an apron and cats in the kitchen at home can easily give people the illusion that the years are peaceful.

I once joked with him that Hermes is not needed for chasing people, and the rich and noble sons wash their hands and make soup is enough to impress those innocent boys and girls.At that time, Fu Zhiheng flicked my forehead and said, "Do you think I have patience with everyone?"

Also, for him, things that can be solved by spending money are not worth wasting time and energy.

"Baby, help me get a piece of tofu from the refrigerator." Fu Zhiheng said in the kitchen.

I listened to him to find tofu, went into the kitchen and found that he had already peeled a large bowl full of crab roe and crab meat.

I sniffed it and said, "It smells so good."

"There are a lot of crabs today, and I can cook three dishes." Fu Zhiheng took off the plastic gloves, took the tofu I handed over, took a spoonful of crab roe, and brought it to my mouth, "Taste it."

The hairy crab paste in autumn is full of fat, and one bite can freshen your eyebrows.I ate a large spoonful of crab roe, squinted my eyes in satisfaction, and said, "It's delicious."

"Why are you like a cat?" Fu Zhiheng snorted and rubbed my hair, "It's not easy to hear you say that it's delicious. Well, go and wait, and call you when it's done."

"That's right," he called me again, "There are snow-skin mooncakes in the refrigerator, I can't wait to eat a pad first."

"Say it like I'm a glutton..."

That being said, before I left, I still took a mooncake from the refrigerator.

I have lived abroad with Fu Zhiheng for ten years, and the memory of some festivals basically stays in the taste buds.Most of the crabs eaten during the Mid-Autumn Festival and the dumplings eaten on New Year’s Eve are mostly made by him.

Fu Zhiheng always dislikes me for being a picky eater while pampering me, and every time he returns to China he complains to his uncles and aunts that I am difficult to raise. Unsurprisingly, every time, the elders will say "Be good if you get cheap".

Back in the living room, I received a video call from Shen Nanyu, saying happy holidays to me.

"Happy holidays." I saw that he didn't look like he was in a dormitory or a classroom, so I asked, "Where are you?"

"It's in the corridor outside the library." He smiled and said, "I'm going to go to self-study."

I put my mobile phone on the coffee table and freed up my hands to unpack the mooncakes.Shen Nanyu saw it and asked, "Didn't you go out to play today?"

"I went to the hospital in the morning, but not in the afternoon." I said.

"Hospital?" He frowned, "What's wrong with you?"

"It's not me. Zhiheng's father is sick."

"Oh..." Shen Nanyu's frowned brows stretched out again, and then he didn't know what to think, he lowered his eyes, and his eyes suddenly became dim.

"Although I shouldn't, I can't help but envy Fu Zhiheng." He said softly as if talking to himself, "It would be nice if I was by your side all the time."

The sound of Fu Zhiheng cooking was faintly heard in the kitchen, I glanced over there, looked away and said, "You are different from him."

I was stunned for a moment when I said this sentence, and suddenly felt that this comparison should not be made.

Before I could react, Shen Nanyu smiled and said, "I know."

His smile was very weak, but he looked at me deeply, "It doesn't matter if you are late, I just hope you are happy when you are with me."

Looking at a young and clean face on the screen, the last worries in my heart gradually dissipated, "Yeah."

"Okay, I'm going to go in and study." Shen Nanyu said with a smile.

I also smiled, "So hard."

"If you don't work hard, how can I let you see me." His face was very close to the screen, so close that he could see the faint light in his eyes.Before hanging up the phone, he lowered his voice and whispered, "Today's Shi Lu is also very nice."

Putting down the phone, Fu Zhiheng just came out with a plate of washed grapes, brushed the hair on my forehead casually, and said, "What are you laughing at?"

"Huh?" I didn't notice that there was still a smile on my lips, so I looked up at Fu Zhiheng and said, "It's nothing, Shen Nanyu's call."

He froze for a moment, oh and said nothing.After a while, he still couldn't hold back and asked, "Why is he calling you?"

This question is difficult to answer. If I want to say something serious, it seems that there is nothing. If I want to say nothing, I am afraid that I am perfunctory.

In the end, I still said "nothing". Anyway, Fu Zhiheng should be used to my perfunctory.

Sure enough, he looked a little depressed, he was hesitant to say something, and finally noticed that I opened the moon cake that I hadn't had time to eat, and asked, "Don't you like the taste?"

"No." I picked up the mooncake, thought for a while and asked, "Zhiheng, are you paying too much attention to me recently?"

Although it is a bit strange to say this, Fu Zhiheng really gave me such a feeling.It’s nothing more than running to deliver desserts to me on the way to work. I can’t go out to play on weekends and stay by my side all day. This kind of thing has basically never happened before.

Besides, except for the last time I saw him hugging that unknown boy outside the grocery store, I haven't seen a new person around him for a long time.

Fu Zhiheng froze for a moment, smiled unnaturally, and asked, "Isn't this bad?"

"It's not bad..." I looked down at the mooncake in my hand and said thoughtfully, "It's just that I'm not used to it. And if you're doing this because we're getting married soon, it's not necessary."

The air fell into silence, I raised my head, and saw Fu Zhiheng's eyes were inexplicably strange.

He didn't speak, so I had to continue to say: "You can continue to be yourself, as I said, as long as it doesn't cause me trouble, I don't mind."

I think I understand Fu Zhiheng's nature. If I try to force myself to become a good husband who takes care of my family like I am now, not only will I not get used to it, but he may not be comfortable either.

After a long time, he finally spoke. He didn't know if it was because of a bad cold, but his voice was a little hoarse:

"Do you think... I'm doing this to you because I'm about to get married?"