love too early

On the way out, I could feel that Fu Zhiheng's anger had not subsided, because he always held my hand with force unconsciously.

I don't understand why one or two of them like to grab my hand. If it's daytime, I can definitely see the finger marks on my skin.

I stopped, "Fu Zhiheng."

Following my movements, Fu Zhiheng stopped and turned his head, and put on a relaxed expression, "What's the matter, baby?"

I looked down at my hands, "It hurts to scratch me."

He froze for a moment, let go of me and said, "I'm sorry." After speaking, he held me again, rubbed me carefully, and said, "I didn't pay attention, I was too hard, I'm sorry."

"Why are you angry?" I asked my own question.

Fu Zhiheng stopped, remained silent for a long time, and said three words sullenly: "I don't know."

He lowered his head, his eyebrows and eyes were blocked by the broken hair on his forehead, just now he was tugging with Shen Nanyu in the classroom, and there were still wrinkles on his clothes that he hadn't smoothed out in time.

Seeing him like this, I couldn't say anything serious, so I thought about it and asked, "Because you liked Shen Nanyu?"

"I didn't!" Fu Zhiheng retorted without thinking, "I have never liked anyone."

"why?"

"I..." He stared at me blankly, unable to answer a word.

"... Forget it." I didn't bother to delve into it, "Go home."

"Shi Lu." Fu Zhiheng suddenly pulled me into his arms, hugged me tightly and asked, "Would you like others?"

"No." I said.

"Why so sure?"

After a moment of silence, I said, "Otherwise, what do you want me to answer?"

I raised my head and looked at Fu Zhiheng, "I will suddenly be cursed, fall into a crazy love with a stranger, disregard career, disregard family, hold a red rose and tell him I love you forever? Zhiheng, what do you think? is it possible?"

Fu Zhiheng didn't speak, it was the first time I saw such blankness in his eyes.

I smiled, raised my hand to touch his face, and said softly: "We have been together for so long, if I haven't fallen in love with you, I don't think I will love anyone else."

The night was quiet, and the breeze blew through the treetops, making a soft rustling sound.Fu Zhiheng looked at me for a long time, finally lowered his eyes and said, "I see."

After returning home, he didn't mention this matter again, and Shen Nanyu's side was also abnormally quiet.I didn't realize that I had been wandering between the two of them during this period of time. Now that I calm down and think about it, after Shen Nanyu appeared, it seemed that I had taken a lot of time unconsciously.

It's rare that neither of them bothered me today. Fu Zhiheng even went to the guest room on his own initiative, saying that there was still work to be done, and he was afraid of disturbing my rest.I said goodnight to him and went back to my bedroom to get ready for an early bed.

Lying on the bed and thinking of Shen Nanyu's confession, some details that I didn't notice at the time resurfaced in front of my eyes, his trembling eyelashes, the broken hair blown by the wind, his slightly fluttering lips when he spoke, and the words that stayed on my skin Take a warm body temperature.

I am not disgusted with everything, and even acquiesced in his approach and touch beyond the social safety distance. Perhaps in my subconscious, from the first meeting, he is a little different after all.

It's just that it's different, and it's far from the level I like.

In the middle of the night I had a dream that I was trapped in a cabin deep in the forest. The owner of the cabin was an adult male wolf.This wolf was not as fierce as other wolves, but looked dejected, and followed me step by step in the small wooden house.Later, when I was not paying attention, it suddenly threw me down, trapped me under it with its strong limbs, and let out a low whine.

It was already warm spring outside, but the fireplace was still burning inside the wooden house. Coupled with the body temperature of the male wolf, it was so hot that I could barely breathe.Finally at a certain moment, I opened my eyes because of difficulty breathing, the wooden house disappeared, and the wolf also disappeared, only the familiar room shrouded in faint moonlight, and Fu Zhiheng hugging me tightly by his side.

...No, Fu Zhiheng?

I gradually woke up, and found that Fu Zhiheng had come over at some point. At this moment, he was in a deep sleep, his firm chest pressed against my back, emitting a steady stream of heat.

No wonder it's so hot.

I moved a little, and he seemed to be conscious in his sleep, reflexively resisting my struggle and hugging me tighter.

"Zhiheng," he called out and he didn't respond. I faintly felt that something was wrong. After a while, I suddenly realized that his body seemed to be abnormally hot.

"... Zhiheng?"

This time Fu Zhiheng seemed to have heard it, and replied in a daze, but still did not open his eyes.

I forcefully opened the arms lying across my chest, turned over and touched his forehead. ——It’s hot, I have a fever.

"Fu Zhiheng." I shook him awake, he looked confused, opened his eyes a little, and asked in a low voice: "What's the matter, baby..."

"You have a fever."

I sat up and turned on the bedside light, got out of bed and found the thermometer in the closet.Feeling the light, Fu Zhiheng unconsciously raised his hand to block his eyes, letting me manipulate it.

——37.9 degrees.

I don't know when he started to have a fever, but looking at it now, it doesn't seem very good.

"I'll call a doctor for you," I said.

"No need..." Fu Zhiheng pulled me back, he was a little more awake than before, slowly opened his eyes and said, "I'm fine, I'm just too tired recently... Just sleep and I'll be fine."

During this period of time, there were changes in the company's top management, and several projects were being implemented, so Fu Zhiheng had to look over all major and minor matters.He stays busy every day, and sometimes when I get up to drink water in the middle of the night, I can still see his laptop glowing faintly in the living room.

I couldn't help worrying, so I bent down and touched his forehead again, and said, "But you have a fever..."

Fu Zhiheng held my hand and put it on his face, smiled weakly at me, and said, "It's okay, just take some medicine and you'll be fine."

"Then I'll get the medicine." I said.

When I came back after pouring water and looking for medicine, Fu Zhiheng fell asleep again, it seems that I was really tired during this time.

I woke him up softly, put the cup to his lips, and said, "Come and drink some water first."

"Hmm..." Fu Zhiheng sat up and rubbed his eyes, swallowed a few pills with my hand, drank two more sips of water, shook his head and said, "I won't drink."

I put down my water glass and glanced at the clock on the wall, it was 02:30.

"If the fever doesn't subside in an hour, I'll call the doctor for you, okay?" I asked.

"Well, listen to you." Fu Zhiheng fell on me, wrapped his neck around my neck and hugged me, and said sullenly, "It's going to make you sleep badly again."

When he was sick, he was unusually obedient, breathing evenly and slowly, not talking or moving, which made me even suspect that he was falling asleep again.

After hugging him for a long time, his body still seemed to be very hot. I thought about it and asked, "May I go get you some ice cubes?"

"No." Fu Zhiheng shook his head, "Let me hug you for a while."

The room was quiet and dark in the middle of the night, with strands of fragrance wafting through it, which were sandalwood and agarwood that Fu Zhiheng liked.

Finally, after more than half an hour, his temperature gradually became less high. I measured it again and it dropped to 37.6.

"I just said it's okay..." Fu Zhiheng sniffled and showed a tired smile, "How can you be so delicate."

His physique has always been very good, and he seldom gets sick. Because of this, the sudden fever makes me worry.

"Let's see a doctor tomorrow." I said, "You've been too tired recently and need to rest."

"Understood." Fu Zhiheng smiled, leaned into my ear and whispered: "Listen to my wife."

?

I frowned reflexively, "What nonsense?"

But as if his scheme had succeeded, he hugged me shamelessly, rubbed my neck with his chin, and said, "Sooner or later."

"..."

"By the way, today the assistant brought the guest list for the engagement banquet. Let's take a look at it tomorrow." Fu Zhiheng said.

"Hmm." I suddenly remembered what he said to Shen Nanyu today, hesitated and asked, "You won't really invite..."

Fu Zhiheng understood half of my words, and his tone suddenly became cold, "No. But I won't stop him if he wants to come."

I sighed, "Such an important matter, don't mess around."

Perhaps seeing my helplessness, his expression softened again, he squeezed my palm and said, "I know."

By the time Fu Zhiheng's fever subsided, it was almost dawn.After tossing all night, his body and spirit are very tired, and the symptoms of fever have not completely disappeared.I called Aunt Fu and told her that Fu Zhiheng was sick and needed to rest. Aunt Fu was very worried and asked if she needed to go to the hospital.

"No need." Fu Zhiheng interrupted, "I'm just a little tired, and I'll be fine in two days."

"This child..." Aunt Fu sighed helplessly, "Wouldn't it be tiring to run between the company and the design institute?"

I was stunned for a moment when I heard this sentence, and suddenly remembered that Fu Zhiheng was still working on my museum project.When I was used to throwing away shopkeepers, I almost forgot about it.

"I'm sorry, Auntie..." I couldn't help feeling annoyed at my negligence, "I..."

"It's none of your business." Fu Zhiheng took the phone and said, "Don't worry about it, Mom, I'm fine. The company has troubled you for the past two days."

After hanging up the phone, I looked at Fu Zhiheng with complicated emotions.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Fu Zhiheng snorted, "It's like wanting to make a promise with your body."

I ignored him and ran the train with his mouth full, frowned and said: "Zhiheng..."

"Okay." Fu Zhiheng embraced me, kissed my hair and said, "Your porridge is going to be mushy."

I am not good at cooking, but at least I can take care of the porridge for the sick.Hearing Fu Zhiheng's words, I quickly took a look at the pot. Fortunately, the porridge is fine.

"It's good to be sick," Fu Zhiheng said lazily, "Student Shi Lu personally cooked porridge for me."

After breakfast, the two of us sat on the sofa together to read the guest list we got yesterday.Fu Zhiheng lay down and pillowed my lap, flipped through the roster in his hand, and said casually: "It's still these people, it's boring."

As if there was something in the dark, as soon as the voice fell, the screen of my mobile phone lit up, and a few messages from Shen Nanyu popped up on it:

"Morning, are you up?"

"Yesterday, my classmate took a video and I will send it to you."

"[video]"