love too early

After the concert started, Shen Nanyu's whole person, including his eyes and expression, became very different from usual.

I don't have a favorite thing, so I often envy those who are sincerely passionate about something.It can be seen that Shen Nanyu really likes music, I was infected by him, and gradually immersed in the performance on stage.

During the intermission, Shen Nanyu told me that this was the first time he listened to a concert in such a middle position.

While speaking, the bright lights of the concert hall reflected in his eyes, twinkling like tiny stars.I met his gaze, paused unconsciously, smiled and said, "Actually, I rarely go to live concerts."

"Thank you." Shen Nanyu looked at me and said seriously, "Willing to accompany me."

Originally, I just agreed casually, but now that he looks at me so bluntly, this appointment seems to have become a very serious matter.Feeling a little uncomfortable, I looked away and said, "You're welcome."

The two-hour concert soon came to an end. At the end, Shen Nanyu was still unsatisfied, sitting in his seat and staring at the stage.

After a long time, he stood up, with a wistful smile on his face, looked down at me and said, "Let's go."

As soon as the voice fell, there was a sudden crackling sound all around, and hundreds of lights were extinguished at once, and the whole theater fell from bright to dark in an instant.By the time my eyes adapted to the change in light, the crowd around me had already started to become confused, with questioning voices and short exclamations heard endlessly.

Because I was right in the middle, several panicked people ran back and forth in front of me, one of them accidentally stepped on my foot, I gasped in pain, and suddenly a strong hand grabbed me hand, followed by Shen Nanyu's calm voice: "Shilu? Are you okay?"

"I'm... all right."

I felt a figure standing in front of me, enclosing a small space with its body to protect me.In the darkness, other senses became sharper, and I could smell the faint fragrance of washing powder on Shen Nanyu's shirt, as well as the clean body fragrance of a young man on his body.

"Don't be afraid, there might be a power outage." Shen Nanyu said.

Hearing his voice, I felt inexplicably relieved, nodded and whispered, "I'm not afraid."

Just after finishing speaking, a passerby tripped over something, and bumped heavily into Shen Nanyu's body, almost throwing him down.Fortunately, Shen Nanyu supported the seat with one hand, so he was not brought to the ground.Still, he staggered and fell on top of me, reflexively hugging me.

At that moment, I felt warm breath blowing on the side of my neck, and it seemed that soft lips brushed against my skin.

Shen Nanyu's figure is not as thin as it looks, the young man's stern skeleton is covered with solid muscles, and it hit me so hard that I couldn't stand it.

In just a few seconds, Shen Nanyu stood up in a panic and asked, "Are you okay, did you hurt yourself?"

"I..." I wanted to say it's okay, but I couldn't help coughing.

"I'm sorry, I was not careful." He couldn't hide the guilt in his voice, "Where did you hit?"

With flashlights and mobile phones flashing all around, I saw Shen Nanyu frowning, his face was full of worry, and there was even a hint of distress.

"It's okay..." I said, "I'm fine, are you okay?"

"I'm fine." He shook his head, still holding mine tightly with one hand.

The darkness lasted for nearly 2 minutes. Finally, the crystal lamp above the head suddenly lit up, and a female voice came out from the speaker:

"Dear ladies and gentlemen, I'm sorry that due to a circuit failure,..."

Suddenly the bright light hurt my eyes, I narrowed my eyes, and dimly saw Shen Nanyu still maintaining his original posture looking at me deeply.

Slowly opening my eyes to meet his gaze, I saw his tight lips, and remembered the warm touch just now.

The surrounding crowd began to leave in an orderly manner under the evacuation of the staff. Shen Nanyu looked at me and asked softly, "Shall we go too?"

"Well," I nodded, helped him stand up with strength, and accidentally found that he was still holding my hand, and he seemed to have no intention of letting go.

The passage was narrow, Shen Nanyu walked in front, I followed behind him, his tall back and our clasped palms were at the end of my sight.It was already dark outside the concert hall, neither of us spoke, nor did we mention going back.

Finally, I remembered something and asked, "Is the school still closed tonight?"

"Not today." Shen Nanyu replied lightly, "The day before school started, some students returned to school by car very late."

After finishing speaking, he looked down at me and asked, "Are you hungry, do you want to have supper?"

At this moment, he finally realized that he was still holding my hand, and he let go of me and said, "Sorry..."

"It's okay." I withdrew my hand, and his warmth was still in the palm of my hand.In order to ease the embarrassment, I took the initiative to ask: "Just now I said to eat supper, what do you want to eat?"

Shen Nanyu thought for a moment, and said, "There is a small noodle restaurant nearby that I often go to, is that okay?"

I nodded, "Well, yes."

Shen Nanyu led me to a small restaurant with a very inconspicuous appearance. It could not even be called a restaurant. There was only an old wooden board hanging on the door, which read "noodle soup, dumplings, stir-fried vegetables..." and so on are not counted as the name of the dishes. the name of the dish.Open the curtain and go in, and you can see at a glance that there are five or six tables in the small shop at the head, and almost every table is occupied.The boss seemed to know Shen Nanyu, and warmly welcomed him in, and arranged the two of us at a small table in the corner.

"It's been a long time, what do you want to eat?" the boss asked.

Shen Nanyu looked at me, and I said, "Order, I've never been here, I'll listen to you."

So he seriously asked me about my taboos, and ordered hot noodle soup and a few side dishes.Both of us wore formal clothes for today's concert, and we looked a bit nondescript in such an environment. We looked at each other a few times while waiting for the food, and couldn't help smiling at each other at a certain moment when our eyes met.

Shen Nanyu first took off his coat and put it on the plastic stool next to him, then took off his tie and unbuttoned the two buttons, and said, "I'm getting used to it."

I followed his example and took off my coat and tie, thinking that luckily I don't have a cleanliness fetish, if it was Fu Zhiheng, I would never be able to sit here safely now.

"I'm sorry, it's the first time I invite you to dinner so simple." Shen Nanyu smiled apologetically and said, "But the boss's craftsmanship is very good. I worked as a tutor nearby last year and came here once a week."

"Have you ever been a tutor?" I asked.

"Well, teaching junior high school physics. In fact, the scholarship I got is enough for tuition and living expenses, but the maintenance of musical instruments costs a lot of money every year, so I usually do more part-time jobs." He said.

When he spoke, he was still calm and calm, and he did not feel any embarrassment at all because of the lack of money.Just like sitting in a dilapidated small noodle shop, surrounded by noisy human voices and wafting oily smoke, he is still clean and cold, like melting snow in the forest in early spring.

Soon the boss brought two bowls of noodles. Shen Nanyu ordered me the signature beef brisket noodles with tomato, and ordered a bowl of chicken soup noodles with mushrooms.There are also a few side dishes served together, such as stewed dried tofu, soft-boiled eggs and assorted cold vegetables.

The taste of the food is not amazing, but the atmosphere is rare.The environment in the shop is cramped, and Shen Nanyu and I can almost bump into each other when we eat with our heads down. Shen Nanyu said that the boss and his wife are both from other places, and the child has an incurable disease, so he had to stay here to see a doctor and open a shop to make money.

"The residents nearby know that they have had a hard time, so they usually come to visit them as much as possible." Shen Nanyu's eyes were slightly melancholy, "Cure is a bottomless pit, and the doctors have advised them to give up, but they have been refusing."

I suddenly remembered that he had talked about his life experience, so I hesitated and asked, "You..."

Shen Nanyu was stunned for a moment, and when he realized something, he smiled and said, "I'm actually quite lucky. Although my parents were away, I met a very good dean, and later on, there were kind people who sponsored me to go to school."

I silently memorized the name of the disease that Shen Nanyu said, and I was going to ask my assistant to ask about it when I went back.

When the two of us were eating, the customers in the store kept coming and going, and it could be seen that the business was very good.Before leaving, the boss even gave Shen Nanyu a big pomegranate, saying it was sent from his hometown.Shen Nanyu handed it over to me and said with a smile, "Give it to you."

The boss smiled honestly and said, "Unfortunately, this is the only one left today. I'm so sorry."

"It's okay, you are too polite." Shen Nanyu said.

It was already late when I walked out of the small restaurant, and a crescent moon was hanging high in the sky. I raised my head to take a breath of the cool night air, and squinted my eyes comfortably.

"Shilu," Shen Nanyu said softly behind me, paused and asked again: "Can I call you that?"

I turned around, "Of course."

And just now in the concert hall, he already called it that.

The trees on the street were faintly shadowed, and the not-so-bright street lights cast mottled shadows on Shen Nanyu. He walked up to me and said, "Today in the theater, what were you thinking when the power went out?"

"I...?" I thought for a while, "I don't seem to be thinking about anything. I know you are by my side, so I'm not very scared."

"That may be because I think too much..." Shen Nanyu smiled sheepishly, "I think in case something happens, I can't let you have anything to do."

Thinking of the first time he grabbed me and stood in front of me, I was a little puzzled and asked, "Why?"

"Because you came with me, so I have the responsibility to protect you." He looked at me and said seriously.

I couldn't hold back a snort: "I'm several years older than you."

Shen Nanyu shook his head, "It has nothing to do with age."

The two of us were waiting for the bus together on the side of the road. The heat from eating just now had been blown away by the night wind, and a gust of cool wind came over. Shen Nanyu quietly turned to the side, blocking the wind blowing towards me.

Some blurry fragments suddenly appeared in my memory, far away and very close. I tried hard to remember, but I didn't notice a beam of light at the end of the road, and the driver slowly parked the car in front of me.

Shen Nanyu stepped forward and opened the car door, turned around and saw me in a daze, and asked, "Shilu?"

"Huh?" I came back to my senses and looked up to meet his gaze, "Oh, here we come."