love too early

Looking at the screen, I was at a loss for words.

The rabbit on the phone seems to be a little familiar. Not only does he not speak properly with strangers, but he also likes to chat.

I don't have any particularly close friends. Fu Zhiheng played the role of friend, family member and fiance by himself. With him making noise by my side, I don't need to chat with others, especially this kind of small talk across the screen.

So I didn't reply to Rabbit.

Rainy days are suitable for sleeping. It just so happened that this weekend, I stayed in bed for a long time.

It was almost noon when Fu Zhiheng came back, he gently pushed open the bedroom door and took a look, thinking that I was still awake, so he went to take a bath lightly.I hope he forgets about last night's phone call, or pretends to, or it will be embarrassing for both of us.

Listening to the faint sound of water coming from the bathroom, my drowsiness gradually dissipated. I turned over and took a look at my phone. I don’t know when the rabbit sent me another message: "I forgot to ask last night, do you like rain? "

"..."

I took a deep breath and put the phone down.

Rabbit almost already has an image in my heart: a young, single-minded, innocent little boy who likes to think about things and even a little nervous.

It is more likely that he is not conspicuous in the crowd, sitting in the corner of the coffee shop wearing thick glasses, not daring to take the initiative to talk to the person he has a crush on, and only dares to secretly take photos of his rival and send them to his fiancé.

This kind of inference is groundless, but I enjoyed it and even imagined the scene of him getting along with the waiter.

——A good-looking hand, a cold voice, and a little boy with his head bowed and blushing.

Only when the person in front of him turned to leave, did the little boy dare to quietly raise his head to glance at his back, and then took a sip of coffee to cover up his nervousness, and he dared not make a sound when his tongue was burned, and forced the Swallowing the coffee, forced two tears.

Thinking about it, I actually found it very beautiful, at least better than Fu Zhiheng's frivolous pursuit.

The sound of the door opening interrupted the theater in my head. Fu Zhiheng came in with the scent of shower gel and cologne all over his body. Seeing me open my eyes, he said, "It's rare to see you sleep in."

After speaking, he seemed to think of something, paused, and asked, "Did you sleep well last night?"

"It's okay." I got up and went to the window and opened the curtains. The rain hadn't stopped, and the sycamore trees downstairs lost a lot of leaves overnight. It seemed that summer had really passed.

"I was planning to come back." Fu Zhiheng followed, hugged me from behind, rested his chin on my shoulder, and said, "But I drank too much, and the driver wasn't here."

The scent after bathing penetrated into my nasal cavity, I hummed lightly and said, "It's okay."

"Really not angry?" Fu Zhiheng asked.

"Why are you angry?" I turned to look at him puzzled.

Fu Zhiheng looked at me, lost his voice for a while, then sighed helplessly for a while, and said, "Forget it, it's okay."

I withdrew my eyes and continued to look out the window, and suddenly thought of the rabbit asking: "Do you like rain?"

Maybe I like it... When it rains, the world is quieter.

It is rare that Fu Zhiheng and I cuddle together quietly, I don't speak, and he doesn't speak either.The clouds outside the window were thick and the light was very dark. Fu Zhiheng's hand covered mine, gently rubbing the ring on my middle finger.

He is good at many ambiguous tricks, otherwise he would not coax those little lovers around.Sometimes I think it's just in nature, he seems to have been not a fuel-efficient lamp from birth.

"Are you going to start school soon?" I asked.

"En." Fu Zhiheng nodded, the tip of his chin rubbing against my skin, "Why do you ask this suddenly?"

"I want to redo the decoration of N31."

"Okay, Dahang seems to be free recently, I'll ask him later, don't worry about it."

Dahang is a classmate of Fu Zhiheng who studied interior design. After returning to China, he worked in a top design firm in China.Although Fu Zhiheng is a dude, no matter he or the people he usually comes into contact with, he is one of the top names in the industry.

"Are you hungry? What do you want for lunch?" He asked again.

I thought about it and said, "I don't know what else is at home."

Fu Zhiheng let go of me, and rubbed my hair casually, "I'll go and have a look, you can wash up."

Fu Zhiheng was pampered since he was a child, and he didn't know how to cook at first, but during the years abroad, there were always times when he wanted to eat Chinese food but couldn't find it, so he was idle and couldn't start to find out how to cook by himself.Fortunately, he is smart, he can learn simple dishes, and occasionally cooks for me when he is not busy.

I went out after washing and saw a handful of fine noodles in his pot, and another small pot was cooking shallot oil.

"There is fried fish made by my aunt in the refrigerator, can I make scallion noodles after heating it?" he asked.

"I also want to eat fried eggs." I said.

Fu Zhiheng smiled helplessly, "Understood, I will fry it for you."

I sat down at the dining table, and Fu Zhiheng's cell phone was thrown on the table. Messages kept popping up on the screen. I glanced at the little sparrow, and kept asking him why he was fine yesterday, but today he is going to break up.

separate……?These two words probably don't exist in Fu Zhiheng's dictionary.

I looked up at the back in the kitchen, relaxed and undisciplined as usual, and even hummed in a good mood, completely unaffected by the little sparrow.

I sighed and ignored his phone.

During the meal, Fu Zhiheng said that he would be on a business trip for a day or two, and that the G City Design Institute had a case that he needed to look at.

"How long?" I asked.

"If it's fast, it will take two or three days, if it's slow, you won't know." He looked a little impatient, swallowed a big mouthful of noodles, and said, "Such a simple thing can go wrong, I don't know what they are doing."

With a new love here, Fu Zhiheng naturally didn't want to go on a business trip. After thinking about it, he asked again: "Are you going? A new five-star resort has been built over there. Let's go for a few days by the way."

"I can't go away," I said.

"...I know, too." He sighed, "Let's talk about it when you are on vacation."

The little sparrow is tired, the new love has not been chased, and I have no time. Fu Zhiheng is destined to be lonely on this business trip. Just by looking at his expression of bitterness and hatred, you can tell how much he doesn't want to go.

I thought about my recent work schedule, and I really couldn't spare time. Thinking about it again, it seems that I haven't had a vacation for a long time. Fu Zhiheng's words reminded me that I should take a vacation for myself after I finish my work. .

The screen of his mobile phone was still flashing all the time. Little Sparrow seemed very sensible, so anxious that he only sent messages and didn't make calls.

Thinking of his new love and secretly photographing his rabbit, I tentatively asked: "Have you met any... strange people or things recently?"

——Although the other party seems harmless, it is not safe to be photographed secretly.

"Huh?" Fu Zhiheng looked blank, "No, what's the matter?"

I looked at him, opened my mouth and stopped talking, "It's okay."

Fu Zhiheng was even more puzzled, reached out and touched my forehead, and said, "You are rather strange now."

"...Be careful when you go out." I put his hand away, "Mercury has been retrograde recently."

Fu Zhiheng was stunned for two seconds, and then he snorted, "Why didn't I know you still believed this?"

I didn't want to tell him that some enthusiastic citizens anonymously reported him cheating and sent me photos, so I just said, "I saw it and reminded you by the way."

"Understood." Fu Zhiheng obviously didn't take it seriously, pinched my face like coaxing a child, "I must be careful."

Seeing him like this, I can only hope that he will be lucky and not be photographed in bed by rabbits.I do not want to look.

The next day, Fu Zhiheng reluctantly went on a business trip, and finally I didn't need to receive any more photos of him or his car.But Rabbit didn’t give up his heart to chat with me, he would send me some boring and silly cute things every day, such as an ordinary leaf picked up on the ground, he insisted that the mottled on it was a heart shape .

Most of the time I won't reply to him, but once in a while, he will send me more messages.

I don't know why I haven't deleted him yet, maybe it's because there are too many smart adults around, but they have a kind of inexplicable tolerance for younger people, and I can understand them when they are stupid.

One day, after Rabbit finished a long story about watching two grandmothers quarreling on the bus, I just finished my work and replied, "Why do you chat with me every day, don't you have any other friends?"

After sending it out, I felt a bit hurtful, and the rabbit really stopped talking, and it took a long time before I replied: "No."

Another image of a little boy alone appeared in my mind.I think maybe because of his taciturnity in life, he would tell a stranger his trivial daily life through the screen.

Thinking of this, I forgave him for being noisy and said, "Sorry."

"It's okay." Rabbit quickly replied, "Do you like ice cream, I know a very delicious ice cream."