expired brother

The sun shines through the treetops and casts light spots on the car, and the surroundings are very quiet.Ruan Fangyu was speechless, he had always known that Zhang Xinghang had a sad and depressed childhood, but his imagination was not as cruel as the reality... Ling Chi, who came from a small knife in the spirit, was far more terrifying than the one in the novel.

"My mother has a strong obsession with wealth." Zhang Nanxing said: "After she learned that Xinghang was brought back, her spirit became extremely unstable, irritable and irritable. One morning, she got up late. Hang had just arrived at that time and wanted to curry favor with her by bringing breakfast upstairs to her room, but he was kicked down the stairs because of his loud walking."

"At that time, Xinghang didn't cry or make a fuss. He was leaning against the wall at the entrance of the stairs. His hand was cut by a tile and a pool of blood flowed out. The servant hurriedly cleaned up the mess. When he saw me coming, he raised his face and asked : Brother Nan Xing, can I go to your room to wash my hands?"

Zhang Xinghang is an embarrassing existence in Zhang's family. He has no exact identity, neither a master nor a servant. He does everything with trepidation, for fear of offending anyone, because no one will care about him.

Since then, Zhang Xinghang has been walking very lightly, and every time he gets close to anyone, he makes no sound.No one is born cold and lacks empathy. Zhang Xinghang's indifference and paranoia are honed out little by little during a long period of indifference and abuse. He was raised to be like this. Anyone should blame him, but he can't blame himself alone. .

Zhang Nanxing lowered his eyes, his long eyelashes restrained the sadness and numbness in his pupils.He himself is a scum, and when the child hesitated and stretched out his hand timidly, the answer he gave was "no."

For so many years, he had to turn this memory out of his mind every now and then, almost masochistic review.He reminded himself always that he was one of those spectators.Zhang Nanxing let out a suppressed breath. "His identity cannot be made public, so every time there is a big banquet, my mother will lock him in the basement, even if he makes a mistake."

"Grandpa advocated taking him back, but he didn't care about the trivial things in his life other than reading. He called it tempering. He was very strict with Xinghang. Xinghang also read the books that grandpa liked. He listened to him without hesitation, and also expressed his feelings from it. If he failed, he would stand against the wall... Xinghang was a very strange child since he was a child. No matter what he endured, he never cried, and his eyes seemed to only smile. , can't shed tears."

"It's not like he can't." Ruan Fangyu tightened his throat and said bluntly, "Because crying is useless." He knows that feeling too well. When life is completely in despair, he doesn't look forward to tomorrow's rising sun. There is nothing greater than sorrow The heart is dead, the sadness is to the extreme, there are no tears to shed.

He vaguely understood the way Zhang Xinghang looked at him last night. At that moment, he actually wanted to cry, but he couldn't cry. In life, even the elderly can cry freely when they encounter misery, but he can't.Time has gradually killed his ability to express sorrow, making him an involuntary puppet.

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"The lawyer told me something last night." Zhang Nanxing put the metal lighter on his fingertips and twirled it half a circle, changing the subject. "Starship made a will."

Ruan Fangyu was stunned by the shock, and looked at him nonchalantly, as if he couldn't understand what he was talking about for a long time? "What do you mean by a will?"

"Under what circumstances would a person make a will?" Zhang Nanxing smiled. "That is when he is about to die, or, at least, when he has touched the front of death."

Ruan Fangyu suddenly struck like lightning. "Where is he?!"

Zhang Nanxing didn't seem to be nervous about Zhang Xinghang's safety at the moment, so he turned his head and smiled. "Aren't you wondering who his heir is?"

Ruan Fangyu's eyes widened, and while his pupils were trembling, he met Zhang Nanxing's eyes with unknown meaning.He has a good memory, so most of the things people around him have said and done can be remembered.

He remembered that on the first Sunday afternoon after the reunion, Zhang Xinghang lazily leaned on the sofa and said to him, "Brother, you can talk to me, if you say a hundred words, I will make you my legacy heir".

Later he said, not only did he say enough for a hundred sentences, he also responded to Zhang Xinghang's confession, they became lovers and lived together, and he also promised to give Zhang Xinghang a home...

Ruan Fangyu felt her heart was pinched in someone's hand, because she cherished it too much, so it hurt when she held it too hard.Up to this moment, the repressed regret broke out out of control.

Zhang Xinghang only has him, how can he say 'get lost' again, how can he hurt people like this!

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The bloody sports car is galloping at a high speed, the engine roars like a monster, the people outside the car can only see an afterimage, and the scenery before the eyes of the people inside the car flashes by.

Ruan Fangyu's hair was flying in the noisy wind, and he was staring at the flashing red dot on the phone screen - he tried to make a call just now, but Xinghang was turned off.

He remembered that Zhang Xinghang said that after pairing their mobile phones, they could locate each other. Thanks to this function, they knew that Zhang Xinghang was staying in the villa that trapped him for more than ten years when he was a child.This is probably God's will. The mobile phone pairing was originally used by Zhang Xinghang to grasp his location, but he did not expect to use it for the first time.

"You don't have to be nervous." Zhang Nanxing was blown away by the gust of wind as soon as he spoke, so he had to temporarily close the roof of the car.

The violent wind slowly disappeared, and the car fell into silence.

"It's not surprising that Xinghang has this kind of thinking." Zhang Nanxing said: "He made you the heir of the inheritance, which means that you are the person in his heart, and the person who has thoughts in his heart will not seek death, but only for the time being. I can't think about it."

Probably because he felt the atmosphere was oppressive, he paused for a moment. "I'm sorry to say that, the first time I saw Xinghang with you, I thought...he had finally reached the age of need and became a person like us."

Ruan Fangyu frowned, opened his eyelids and looked at Zhang Nanxing's calm side face. He actually said "we" just now. Does this "us" include him and Zhang Xinghang's father, as well as himself?

Zhang Nanxing held the steering wheel with both hands, did not look away from the front, and smiled very lightly. "People who were born and raised in the rotten swamp, who dare to say that they are clean. If Xinghang becomes like this, I will not be surprised at all."

As the saying goes: dragons beget dragons and phoenixes beget phoenixes, mice are born to make holes.They themselves grew up in an environment of promiscuity and fornication, and their bones are full of restless factors.

At first, when Zhang Nanxing saw that Zhang Xinghang had an Omega, he thought that the desire that had been suppressed for many years finally broke out.He wants to take people away, and wants Zhang Xinghang to get rid of this "nature".

"To my surprise, he didn't." Zhang Nanxing held the steering wheel with one hand, and while driving at a high speed, freed one hand to gently touch the top of Ruan Fangyu's head. "Thank you, little classmate, you are very important to him. I hope you can always be with him."