Diurnal

It was raining outside the window, and there was no sign of stopping.

Ji Shizhou said he wanted to talk, but Fang Ji stood aside obediently with the puppy in a nervous mood.

Ji Shizhou asked him: "What did Shi Qiong tell you that day, I want you to say it again completely."

Fang Ji was really impressed by the woman's arrival, and naturally understood the only thing he hadn't said.

"...It's not something important." He subconsciously said this, and stopped when he saw Ji Shizhou's eyes. Xiao Zhou was angry, and this time he knew why.

Because of concealment.

Concealment always brings disaster, so the next second he said directly: "She said you knew me a long time ago."

At first, Ji Shizhou didn't understand how long "a long time ago" was, they had known each other long enough.

"Before you went to high school, your nanny came from our village." Fang Ji said.

Ji Shizhou was stunned, followed by a deeper silence.

If Fang Ji wants to hear that he can explain, the problem is that Fang Ji doesn't think it's a problem.

He didn't care or care, and he didn't want to know either.

"Don't you have anything to ask me?" Ji Shizhou finally asked.

"What?" Fang Ji responded, "No."

No matter what the reason for the first Ji Shizhou approached him, it didn't matter.

Fang Ji's idea was very simple, his attitude towards Ji Shizhou was not very good at that time, no matter what the purpose of Xiao Zhou's approach to him was, his experience since then could not be faked.

The original reason is less important.

"Then why didn't you tell me about this?"

"There's nothing to say, it doesn't matter." Fang Ji's eyes were black and white, and Ji Shizhou's reflection was reflected in them, "Xiao Zhou, did you misunderstand..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Ji Shizhou, "Then if I tell you to separate now, you will pack up your things and leave immediately?"

Fang Ji froze in place, not sure whether Ji Shizhou's words were a temptation or an order.

Ji Shizhou saw his reaction in his eyes, nodded, "I see."

Fang Ji was puzzled, and wanted to ask the other party what he knew, but Ji Shizhou had already walked in front of him quickly.

Ji Shizhou's hair was still wet, and the strands were separated. Fang Ji wanted to reach out to help him smooth it out, but Ji Shizhou grabbed his arm as soon as he raised it, with unexpectedly strong force.

The rain is still falling, washing the city overwhelmingly.

Fang Ji has no sense of belonging to the city, but he has a particularly strong sense of belonging to Ji Shizhou, no matter how rough the other party is, he will not resist.

Ji Shizhou's hug was like a shackle, and his movements were extremely fierce. They kissed like two wild animals touching their necks. The pain from the side of the neck made Fang Ji make a low sound, but Ji Shizhou just kissed and went down.

Fang Ji hugged his head, grabbed his head gently, and lowered his head to ask, "Xiao Zhou, what did your mother say?"

Ji Shizhou stopped his movements, raised his head, his handsome and delicate face was exposed in sight, and his eyes glowed with a cold light.

"She didn't say anything."

She can plant the seeds of suspicion in his heart without saying anything.

Fang Ji's responsive personality makes it impossible to identify where his feelings come from, maybe it's just a habit of being obedient.

He can let Ji Shizhou do anything to him.

After all he owed it to him.

"Do you think that sooner or later I will get bored and dump you and live what you call a normal life?"

Fang Ji didn't say anything at first, but after a while he asked, "Would you?"

Ji Shizhou picked him up, Fang Ji was startled, and put his hands on his shoulders.The two quickly moved back to the bedroom, the puppy was always at their feet, but was separated by the heartless door.

His body fell heavily on the bed, and Ji Shizhou covered his eyes to prevent him from looking at himself.

Fang Ji heard each other's heartbeats so powerfully, Ji Shizhou made him a little hurt, but he didn't make a sound, and let him fall with his neck up.

"She said that I like men best, so that the Shi family will have no descendants." The heat of Ji Shizhou's breath fell on his neck, and Fang Ji's chest was burning. Looking at He Chuan, who can never flow, his emotions can't be conveyed, but there are rounds of heat waves hitting him.

The rain did not bring a trace of coolness, but mixed with sweat and spread all over the body.

"Are you going to be disappointed again?" Ji Shizhou asked.

He always thought he would go.

Fang Ji shook his head, sweat and tears fell together, and his legs were lifted gently.

Ji Shizhou asked him if it hurt, Fang Ji saw the rain rushing down outside the window in a daze, and the old injury on his knee was being gently stroked.

He answered it a long time ago, obviously no longer in pain, but now he let go and said, "It hurts..."

Ji Shizhou stopped suddenly, kissed away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and pressed his forehead against his forehead, "Sorry."

His voice was hoarse and tired.

Fang Ji hugged him back, "It's okay, it hurts me."

It has always been like this, Fang Ji is stronger than him, he is weak and unwilling to face it, but Fang Ji can bear anything.

Fang Ji didn't care if he was abandoned.

But Ji Shizhou wanted him to care.

"Don't go." He bit the side of his neck, leaving obvious marks and causing him pain.

Fang Ji replied in a daze: "I'm not going anywhere, I'll be with you."

Ji Shizhou was stubborn: "I insist on you staying."

Fang Ji replied: "I want to stay."

"elder brother."

"Ok?"

"If I don't say leave, you will never want to leave."

"Um... well."

The expected answer.

Fang Ji would say yes no matter what.

The rain outside the window kept falling and never stopped.

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Ji Guohua's phone call came again, but Ji Shizhou did not speak after answering the call, and silence spread between the father and son.

"You lost your job." Ji Guohua's voice was deep and firm.

Ji Shizhou said, "Yes."

He didn't ask why the other party knew, he always knew.

"What do you think?" Ji Guohua asked him.

"Already interviewing with other companies."

"That's it? Have you seriously considered the future!"

Fang Ji was still asleep, Ji Shizhou opened the door, and the puppy slipped in, went straight to the bed and stepped on Fang Ji in an instant.

Fang Ji let out a cry of pain.

Ji Shizhou wanted to stop him, but he couldn't. He probably heard it on the phone.

"I know it myself, so don't trouble you to educate me." Ji Shizhou responded, while stepping forward to check on Fang Ji's situation, he stepped on it but didn't wake him up, changed his position and continued to sleep, it was not a puppy, but a pig.

He saw the marks left on Fang Ji's body, and the warmth in his eyes was erased, "Is this why you called?"

Ji Guohua breathed out slowly, "I thought you understood..."

"I know you have communicated with them, so they didn't force me to stay in Huadu." Ji Shizhou's voice was blunt, "Do you want me to thank you?"

"I need you to thank me?" Ji Guohua said, "You'd better think about what you want, and don't end up empty-handed!"

Fang Ji woke up at some point and was looking at him furtively.

Ji Shizhou wanted to say why both of them are like this, forgive him and tolerate him, but he can't be sure whether it is responsibility or love.

But he is not an eleven or twelve-year-old child, so he shouldn't ask for more, and it is enough to keep a little as much as possible.

So he went to cover Fang Ji's eyes again so that he could not see the expression on his face.

He and Ji Guohua broke up again, and after hanging up the phone, he heard Fang Ji say, "Xiao Zhou, the rain has stopped."

Ji Shizhou took his hand away, and looked at him with bright eyes.

"I've thought about what you said before." Fang Ji got up and sat halfway in front of him, "I don't want to leave, so can I not leave?"

Ji Shizhou looked away, not looking at the marks he had made on the other person, his heart was restless and wanted to hug him, his tone was still domineering: "I said I would not let you go."

Fang Ji said: "I thought those things in the past were not that important, but you are more important."

Ji Shizhou turned his head abruptly, Fang Ji blinked, "That's what I meant, I was wondering if you misunderstood."

Puppies are the most loyal and puppies are the bravest.

The puppy barked between the two of them, and then Ji Shizhou mercilessly shut the door out of the room.

The puppy scratches the door, the puppy growls.

The puppy continues to bark!

After the door was closed, the room became even darker, and Fang Ji could only hear Ji Shizhou's voice.

"I picked up the dog because I wanted to raise it with you."

The school girl asked him if he could help him raise a puppy, and he agreed easily, because he thought that he would move out of the dormitory and into the apartment soon, and he could raise it with Fang Ji.

"I don't drink that badly, and I don't get drunk easily."

He buried his face in Fang Ji's neck so many times to greedily absorb the warmth from Fang Ji's body, and pretended to be drunk so that he could act like a baby shamelessly.

He wanted to stay drunk forever, but he was unwilling to touch only when he was drunk.

He's not a kid, but he wants more.

"Your knees will hurt when it rains, I don't want you to go out for a stroll around Yuanyuan again."

In the end, not only did he get wet, but the puppy was covered in mud, and Fang Ji came to clean up the mess.

Without Fang Ji, he couldn't do many things well.

He couldn't live without Fang Ji.

Fang Ji opened his eyes wide in the darkness, trying to identify Ji Shizhou's direction, but Ji Shizhou had already rushed over and hugged him full.

It seemed to go back to that embarrassing afternoon, the ground was covered with broken glass, and the mother's crying sound was blocked out, only the boy's tears were hot and branded in his heart.

"Fang Ji, I don't want you to give me money, I want you to love me."

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"I want you to love me."