Diurnal

There was only the slight sound of chopsticks being moved on the dining table, and no one spoke. Ji Shizhou didn't explain what he said until the two of them returned to the room after washing up.

Fang Ji didn't sleep well at night, got up at night and went to the bathroom to find that the door of Ji Shizhou's room was open, the bedside lamp was also on, and there was no one inside.

He went downstairs and saw the boy leaning on the sofa by the moonlight.

Ji Shizhou was not surprised at his arrival, the sofa was quite vacant, and it seemed that it was for Fang Ji to sit on.

Fang Ji walked over, ignoring most of the vacancy, and insisted on squeezing to sit next to Ji Shizhou.

Ji Shizhou seemed a little speechless, but he didn't stop him.Both of them were wearing shorts, their legs were naturally stuck together, and the heat doubled, and no one moved away first.

"Did you bring cigarettes?" Ji Shizhou asked suddenly.

Fang Ji hesitated, "No." The lie was obvious, and Ji Shizhou didn't expose him, "Are you determined not to teach me to smoke?"

There was a smile on his lips when he spoke, but there was no smile in his eyes.

"There's nothing good about smoking."

"No, you smoked too."

Fang Ji couldn't deny it, and still insisted, "Don't smoke."

Ji Shizhou didn't refute, and turned his head to stare at the transparent water cup on the coffee table, half of which was filled with water, and the lines on the distorted table came into his eyes again.

"Fang Ji, do you hate your stepfather?"

"I can't wait for him to die."

Ji Shizhou nodded, speaking ambiguously, "I originally hated him too, but he should hate me even more."

"This is his first time here." He took a step closer, "It's the first time since I came here, just because of the mess at home."

Fang Ji knew that the other party was talking about Ji Guohua.He had heard from Chen Xiang's group before that Ji Shizhou's parents divorced, and Ji Shizhou followed his mother.The father and son may not have seen each other for a long time, and such a sudden meeting even surprised Ji Shizhou.

"I went back to my hometown a few days ago and beat up Shi Yi." Ji Shizhou's voice had no warmth, as always, he was out of tune with the hot and scorching Li County, he didn't belong here, he would leave sooner or later.

"Did I not tell you that Shi Yi is my mother's brother and my uncle, but they are not related by blood, my mother was adopted." Ji Shizhou turned to look at him, and repeated, "I Beat him up."

"Why?" Fang Ji asked.

Ji Shizhou returned to silence again, and finally gave an answer: "There is no reason, he has been upset for a long time."

Fang Ji nodded, "I see."

Ji Shizhou grinned instantly, this time for real, "What do you know?"

"You hit your uncle because he was uncomfortable seeing him." Fang Ji was unsure again, "Didn't you?"

Ji Shizhou nodded and shook his head, realizing that this didn't make sense to Fang Ji, "Because he wants to educate me."

Due to various reasons, they haven't met for a long time, and this meeting still has the same result.

Fang Ji didn't understand anything, and didn't desire to get reasons, answers or anything else from him.

Ji Shizhou was suddenly able to speak out easily, no longer beating around the bush and saying a bunch of insincere words just to annoy someone or protect himself.

"My dad didn't even say that I did something wrong, so why should he, what qualifications does he have?" His tone was mocking, while suppressing his anger.

Before Fang Ji could react in the future, he turned his head and looked at him. The young man's facial features were deep and handsome, his light brown pupils had the color of caramel, and he looked so beautiful under the moonlight that he didn't look like a real person.

"Fang Ji, do you want to see my family portrait?"

Fang Ji had no way to refuse, let alone refuse, so the two returned to Ji Shizhou's room. Fang Ji thought he would see a photo compacted by an exquisite photo frame, but Ji Shizhou just called out a certain photo from his phone.

The moment Fang Ji saw the photo, many things flashed through Fang Ji's mind, Ji Shizhou's rejected confession, the thrown away love letter, his rejection of other people's love, it was as unreasonable as rejection of his own existence.

There were only four people on it, Ji Shizhou's grandparents, mother and uncle.Ji Shizhou is so similar to them, almost everyone can find a little bit of his shadow, pieced together to become a nearly perfect existence.

Only himself is missing.

"Fang Ji, I am not my father's own."

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The weather is very hot, and the portrait is like a hamster running round in an acrylic box.

A bicycle passed by, and the ice cream Fang Ji was holding in his mouth was about to melt. Finally, when Ji Shizhou left the school gate, he jumped up and ran over.

Ji Shizhou deviated from the original route and made room for him to walk beside him.

Fang Ji asked him: "Xiao Zhou, do you eat ice cream?"

"What are you doing?" Ji Shizhou was so hot that he didn't want to say another word, "You want to give me the popsicle you've talked about?"

"No." Fang Ji sucked the end of the ice cream again, his lips were so red that it looked like a girl's lipstick, "I'll buy it for you."

"I won't eat." Fang Ji gave up after getting a clear answer, and walked close to Ji Shizhou.

"If you stay away from me, I can cool off." Ji Shizhou finally said after walking halfway.

Only then did Fang Ji say "oh", and instantly withdrew the wide distance between the two of them.

Ji Shizhou endured and endured, "It doesn't have to be so far... Forget it, do whatever you want."

The bus came slowly and the sun was scorching, Ji Shizhou squatted on the side of the stop sign, Fang Ji took advantage of the situation to block in front of him.

"Fang Ji." Ji Shizhou raised his head.

"Ok?"

"I'm not a girl."

Fang Ji said, "I know."

Where there is a 1.9-meter girl, Ji Shizhou has recently grown taller, almost like a giant.

Ji Shizhou grabbed his ankle and tugged towards him, "Come here."

Fang Ji squatted down as he said, the dazzling sunlight dazzled his eyes for an instant, Ji Shizhou took a slow breath and said, "You don't need to keep an eye on me all the time, I just said what I told you."

"Huh?" Fang Ji didn't understand, "What?"

Ji Shizhou was silent again, and finally said without temper: "It's nothing, it's useless to tell you."

Fang Ji didn't believe it, so he took two small steps forward, "Tell me about it."

Ji Shizhou was so funny, he really laughed.

Whether he is Ji Guohua's biological son or not doesn't matter at all to Fang Ji.

Fang Ji didn't know anyone in the photo, he only knew Ji Shizhou.It's good for Ji Shizhou to tell him about his family affairs, and it won't affect his opinion of Ji Shizhou.

Xiao Zhou is Xiao Zhou.

He is more than special in Fang Ji's heart.

Ji Shizhou is the only one.

That summer was extremely hot, and the summer vacation finally came. The two of them sat side by side on the wooden floor of the terrace, basking in the sun while blowing on the air conditioner, it was crazy.

Fang Ji suddenly said: "Xiao Zhou, there's no need to throw away those love letters."

"What, you want to take it back for collection?"

"They wrote to you because they like you." Fang Ji is very patient with children, especially rebellious children in adolescence. He is very experienced in dealing with them, "They see that it is you, and they also like you... …not through what other people you're looking at."

"You sound very experienced." Ji Shizhou lazily raised his eyelids, "Have you ever been in a relationship?"

Fang Ji denied it.

People in the town didn't like him, and they all told their children to stay away from him.He was famous for fighting, and few people in the school wanted to associate with him.

"Never?" Ji Shizhou turned his head and saw him biting his lower lip again, tearing off a layer of dead skin habitually, "Stop biting."

Fang Ji stopped, his lips were bright red and moist, and his expression was still a little foggy, "No."

"Hold hands?"

Fang Ji shook his head.

Probably dizzy from the heat, their hands touched one piece.

"Hug?" Ji Shizhou was still asking, Fang Ji was dazed, and his body was pressed into one place. No one thought about how inappropriate a warm hug was in this sweltering afternoon.

And then the kiss, lips on lips, teeth on teeth, breath to breath.

It's all due to the hot summer.

After enjoying the cool air again, Ji Shizhou said, "Fang Ji, I'm going to Huadu's studio for training next week, you come with me."

Fang Ji's eyes flickered, "This is not good..."

"Why not? Just treat it as a tour. I'll take you there. We'll rent a house." Ji Shizhou looked at him, his tone lightened, as if he was very happy, with a smile on his lips, "I don't want to go back to Shi's house, Don't want to be alone."

He used such a statement, Fang Ji naturally obliged to agree.

He said, "Okay."

That prompted Ji Shizhou to take the initiative to talk to Ji Guohua for the first time in a long time.The afternoon when everything was negotiated and returned.

He pushed open the door.

The house was empty.

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ah!The one who is guilty is Xia Tian, ​​not the boy who is in love! (recite poetry)