Diurnal

"elder brother."

After returning to the apartment, Ji Shizhou yelled that again, but Fang Ji turned his head as if he didn't hear it. He couldn't say the words "you're drunk", but Ji Shizhou would use his actions to prove that he was sober.

But even the last sliver of excuse was erased, Fang Ji didn't know what to use to explain everything that happened between them.

Whenever Ji Shizhou wanted it, Fang Ji gave it to him.

Three years like a day has become a habit.

The refusal was just a petty way of saying no, no, this is not normal, the arms are still open, the teeth are still parting, the heat that pours in burns his insides, and even his heart is on fire.

Before the light in the living room was turned on, Ji Shizhou rubbed against him and called "Brother", "Brother" in his ear, as if he knew how much he couldn't resist this address, and someone's cell phone rang, hum, Buzzing—shocking between the two of them, shaking in the heart.

Ji Shizhou took out his cell phone, Fang Ji lowered his head just in time to see the caller ID: Vice Minister.

He already knew who the deputy minister was, and the two people's "eyes-to-eyes" during the meal flashed in his mind, and the heat in his body suddenly dropped, turning into a choking mint that choked his throat.

Jiang Xinrou had dated Ji Shizhou before, and for more than half a year last year, the girl liked to come to their restaurant for dinner, so Xiao Zhou came with her.

The two of them didn't talk much, and they would sit by the window for a while after eating, reading a book or finishing their homework.The appreciation of that picture is too high, Fang Ji sometimes sneaks out to let the air out, and hears other girls of similar age discussing in a low voice, saying that the two are a good match, and he thinks so, but he will not express admiration like them.

Fang Ji thought about it a long time ago, sooner or later there will be a day when Ji Shizhou gets a girlfriend and he moves out of the apartment, Xiao Zhou lives a very happy life, he will rent a small house nearby, if the other party needs him They are always on call, forget it if you don’t have one, the two will still keep in touch anyway.

But when he really got to this point, it was only the first step—Ji Shizhou had a girlfriend, and his heart suddenly felt empty.

Jiang Xinrou is a very good girl who treats him well, remembers her name, and greets her kindly.Fang Ji thought, the two are a good match, Xiao Zhou will always get married and have children in the future, and live a warm and happy life.This is just the first step.

So when he asked Ji Shizhou if he was dating Jiang Xinrou, Ji Shizhou asked him back, "What if I say yes?"

Fang Ji thought for a while, maybe only a few seconds, and it was quite a long time for him.A puppy’s life spans more than ten years, during which it does not use its little head to think about you all the time. Its few seconds are very precious seconds, and so is Fang Ji’s.

Fang Ji said: "Of course I congratulate you."

Unable to say more beautiful words, Ji Shizhou was dissatisfied with his answer, and told him word by word: "I don't need your blessing."

But this is all he has.

Everything he had was given by Ji Shizhou, and if Ji Shizhou wanted to take it back, Fang Ji would have no complaints.

The ringing didn't stop, it was still ringing, Ji Shizhou casually threw the phone on the sofa, Fang Ji's eyes moved over involuntarily, but the other party clamped his jaw.

"What are you looking at? She called me, why are you so concerned?" Ji Shizhou asked.

Do you still like it?

"In case there is something urgent..." Fang Ji had just spoken, but before he finished speaking, Ji Shizhou pressed his lips.

Are you jealous again?

"It's nothing urgent, she just doesn't worry about me." Ji Shizhou swallowed his anxiety into his stomach, and pressed his lips against his.

If you have a girlfriend, you don't want me anymore.

We can't be as good as we used to be.

Fang Ji knew it shouldn't be, but responded with his tongue.

For the first time, he clumsily resembled Yuanyuan just drinking milk, impatient and disorganized, which made Ji Shizhou stiff.

At that time, there were actually a lot of questions I wanted to ask, but in the end, only a word of blessing was left in my stomach.The blessing is sincere, he wishes Ji Shizhou to be happy and Xiao Zhou to be happy every day.

A puppy can endure loneliness and wait, and will not leave because of sarcastic remarks. If you love him, he will respond to your love, and if you don't love him, he will be loyal to you.

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The phone didn't get through, Jiang Xinrou thought, Ji Shizhou is a bastard!

Pushing open the door and returning to the noisy KTV private room, a group of people were crying and jumping up and down. Guan Yang was so drunk that he stepped on the table and was dragged by two juniors, afraid that he would jump up in excitement. Such a heavy volume , The coffee table can't afford it.

Just as Jiang Xinrou was about to sit back, Guan Yang said loudly, "What's the matter, Ji Shizhou didn't answer the phone? I guess he was too drunk, and Fang Ji will take care of him. Don't worry too much!"

Jiang Xinrou didn't bother to talk to him, was she worried about Ji Shizhou?She was worried about Fang Ji!

He returned a kiss.

The moonlight spread on the floor, and the silvery white of the tiles was covered with a layer of cold blue light.Ji Shizhou called him in a low and panting voice, and Fang Ji saw the chaotic dark color in his eyes.

It's his fault.

He put his tongue up and licked it like a puppy. Ji Shizhou's back was stiff and relaxed, and he quickly threw him onto the sofa, and then covered himself completely.

Moonlight, moonlight is a narrow and long stream, gurgling and flowing into his body; moonlight, moonlight is warm and cool, slowly filling his emotions, slowly filling his eyes with light.

Fang Ji still didn't understand the relationship between them.

They are not friends.

They are hardly friends.

His love for Ji Shizhou was before the relationship happened.

For him, love is giving, not just liking, but voluntarily not taking it back.

Guan Yang was carried to the bathroom and vomited violently. He leaned on the toilet with his face turning pale, and waved his hands to say that he was not drunk.

"As far as my drinking capacity is concerned, isn't it better than Ji Shizhou?" He got up, with a bitter taste in his mouth, and went to the washstand to rinse his mouth with a handful of water.

Among the three boys in the lower grades, Han Xiwen was among them.

"Speaking of Senior Ji," he paused, giving Guan Yang enough time to think, "He and Fang Ji have known each other for so long, and Fang Ji's attitude is so bad, how can they be so close?"

There must be something he missed.

That punch couldn't be for nothing, he insisted on understanding it.

"Didn't I tell you that they have known each other since high school?" Guan Yang leaned against the sink, his chin still dripping, wiped it with his hand, his eyes were dazed, "Fang Ji's father died early, the later one Fang Ji is not good, Ji Shizhou helped him a lot, I heard..."

Guan Yang poured tap water into his mouth while talking, accidentally swallowed it, and vomited several times.

Holding the edge of the sink, he raised his head to look at Han Xiwen in the mirror, but he didn't know if he saw it clearly.

"After Ji Shizhou graduated from high school, Fang Ji's father also disappeared."

"elder brother."

Ji Shizhou's voice was low and hoarse, and the fingers pressing on Fang Ji's chest were slightly hard.Fang Ji opened his arms around him, using all his strength to hug him.

"Like this?" Ji Shizhou asked softly, "Like being rubbed by me?"

Fang Ji couldn't make a sound, Yuanyuan was watching, the puppy was watching, tilting his head very curiously.

Ji Shizhou helped him up, sat on the sofa by himself, and let Fang Ji sit on his lap.Yuanyuan shook her tail excitedly, lifted her buttocks, and took two steps forward, but was stopped by Fang Ji.

"Stop." He struggled to squeeze out two words, Ji Shizhou put his hands behind his back, and Ji Shizhou leaned over and pressed against his back. "Who is brother talking about, Yuanyuan or me?"

Fang Ji was pitiful: "Can we all stop?"

Ji Shizhou smiled, revealing Fang Ji's favorite dimples, "Not good."

He touched Fang Ji's back, his sweaty hair, touched his chest that "likes" to be rubbed, and finally touched his eyelids and eyelashes, turned his face, kissed him, and waited until Fang Ji took the initiative to send his tongue in. his mouth.

He was always waiting, waiting, waiting for spring and autumn, day and night, one half year and then three years, he waited for Fang Ji to respond to him.

Wait for Fang Ji to love him.

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After receiving the call from that person, Ji Shizhou was editing Moments to show off his puppy, taking a picture of Yuanyuan, taking a picture of the dark sky tonight, Fang Ji fell asleep, peaceful and well-behaved, and taking another picture Zhang quilt corner.

The call interrupted the corner of his upturned mouth. Ji Shizhou looked at the caller ID on the screen, and instantly pressed the volume button, and the phone went silent in the next second, neither waking Fang Ji nor the sleeping puppy.

Ji Shizhou got up and left the bedroom, and came to the balcony. The moonlight was not warm, and it shone on him, casting a tall and tall shadow.

"Hey, Dad."

He greeted Ji Guohua on the other side of the phone.

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Puppies, the most loyal puppies, whoooooooooooo Humans can't live without puppies

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