Diurnal

Kiss is mint and tea, it is warm with a touch of sweetness.

It's not like they haven't kissed before, and it's not even the second time.

Fang Ji is used to attribute them to accidents, and they can only be accidents.

Ji Shizhou liked girls, he even had a girlfriend.

When his lips parted, he saw his reflection reflected in Ji Shizhou's light brown eyes, a tiny bit filled his entire eyes.Fang Ji backed away abruptly, the remaining warmth between his lips and teeth could not be dissipated, his heartbeat was also accelerating, and then a certain scalding temperature spread from the neck up, until it was red to the ears.

Fang Ji has a very refreshing appearance, with a clean and upright figure.

In the first year when he first came to Shucheng, he was favored by many young girls in the restaurant. At that time, Fang Ji learned how to cook from the master, and when the restaurant was busy, he also served as a waiter, and many people served him openly and secretly. Handing over phone numbers and asking for contact information, most of them were female students in school uniforms, and Chi Jie teased him for having a face to deceive minors.

At that time, the freshman class was very easy, Ji Shizhou often went back to the apartment, he couldn't cook, and Fang Ji had to go to work again, so he went to the restaurant to eat.

He was very calm when he heard about this, and just asked Fang Ji: "Are you so leisurely at work, can you find time to talk about your girlfriend?"

Fang Ji quickly denied it, saying that he had no such idea, and then seemed to think of something, "What about you Xiao Zhou, how is your campus life, do you have any girls you like?"

Ji Shizhou glanced at him, still indifferent, so that no one could see his emotions: "Just mind your own business."

Fang Ji was still curious.

He knew Ji Shizhou's appearance, and it was easy to fall in love, but he had never seen him have any outstanding interest in relationships.

In high school, it can be said that everything was based on study, but after college, Ji Shizhou was still two points and one line in the school apartment.

Fang Ji knocked on the sidelines a few times, Ji Shizhou became impatient, "Say it as if you have."

"I have." Fang Ji said frankly.

Ji Shizhou narrowed his eyes slightly and asked Fang Ji to tell him.

Fang Ji told all about his secret love history from kindergarten to high school.

Kindergarten was the deskmate who gave him candies, junior high school was the female classmate who wiped half of the blackboard for him every time he was on duty, and there was a senior senior who handed him bandages and disinfectant alcohol in high school.

Ji Shizhou's complexion got worse the more he heard it, and Fang Ji asked naively: "Xiao Zhou, don't you have one? That's right, you are good-looking, and it's because others like you."

"What is this? How can you count something that the other party doesn't know?"

Fang Ji said: "That's gone, no one in Z school dares to approach me, except you."

He didn't have a girlfriend in a serious way, and most people in small counties don't look at their appearance and their strength and family background.Fang Ji was poor and had nothing, and he never expected to meet someone he fell in love with at first sight in Shucheng. His life completely revolved around Ji Shizhou.

Ji Shizhou's face softened a little, "Then I treat you so well, and you also have a crush on me?"

Fang Ji was stunned for a moment, and made another urgent denial, saying the word "no" more than once.

Not long after he came out of Li County, all his references to life in Shucheng came from Ji Shizhou.

One time, I saw two young people kissing on the street, and they separated when their saliva was drawn. The couple smiled intimately as if no one was around, and Fang Ji's ears were already red.

He didn't even dare to think about deeper and more complicated emotions, and he didn't often play with his mobile phone. At most, he just sent messages and listened to music. Later, he didn't even listen to music, and studied dishes every day.

He even had his first kiss with Ji Shizhou.

Teenagers are curious about everything, their kissing is the most primitive temptation, Fang Ji still can't remember who started it first.Probably both, because when it comes to never having sex with a girl, holding hands, hugging, kissing, they try everything.

Although he has never been so intimate with others, Fang Ji is not stupid, knowing that it is completely different from touching a girl.Because the one in front of him is a young man, Ji Shizhou has grown taller than him since his second year of high school, and the word "youth" is used on him, which means a new tree sprouts and grows vigorously.

They steal a kiss that shouldn't happen to each other in the sweltering heat.

Fang Ji couldn't remember any more details, only remembered the heat, the endless heat was different from the heat that penetrated into his mouth.The former is touch, the latter is taste.

It was summer vacation.

After that summer vacation, they had a violent fight.

Fang Ji didn't even dare to reminisce, because reminiscence is delicious, and he would be thrown back to that sweaty afternoon in an instant, and he acted like an abandoned puppy during the quarrel and harsh words.

But that was his fault.

It was right for Ji Shizhou to lose his temper at him.

The second kiss was a year after he came to Shucheng, and someone insisted on sending him a message, good morning, good afternoon, good night, which lasted for a month without interruption.

Fang Ji didn't know how to refuse, he would approve anyone who came to ask for WeChat ID, but he didn't reply.

Except Ji Shizhou.

He put Ji Shizhou at the top and fiddled with it for a long time to set the exclusive ringtone.

Chi Jie joked that there was something wrong with you two, Fang Ji still didn't understand what was wrong.

I found out later.

Because the person who kept sending him messages was a man weighing 200 jins. One month later, in the evening, he went to Fang Ji's work place to block him and asked him why he didn't reply to his messages.

"I don't like it, I can just say it straight." The man spoke with a southern accent, and Fang Ji became more and more confused, until the man approached, he was on guard, "Sorry, the store is closed now, and no customers are accepted."

The fat man was very excited, and wanted to grab his arm, Fang Ji reacted quickly and grabbed his wrist, squeezing the man until he screamed.

Are you kidding me, if you can't beat Xiao Zhou, can he still beat others?

Fang Ji looked serious: "If you want to make trouble, go out and fight, don't stay in the shop."

As a result, the other party began to cry first, which startled Fang Ji, his scalp was numb, and he turned his head upstairs to ask the boss for help.

For this reason, Chi Jie made fun of him for more than half a year, "Have you never seen a homosexual?"

Fang Ji heard that word from someone else for the first time.

Fang Ji really didn't.

How can such a thing happen?

It's obviously not normal for men to like men.

At that time, Fang Ji was in trouble. In the past, it was normal for two people to sleep on the same bed in the apartment, and it was also normal to cuddle, because Xiao Tian didn't sleep honestly, and would automatically get entangled in the middle of the night.But for the first time, he knew that some people naturally liked the same sex, which made him feel more ashamed than tongue kissing in public, and he also understood what Chi Jie meant by "you two are not normal".

The school does not allow freshmen to go out to live. Ji Shizhou comes to the apartment every Friday and returns to the dormitory on Sunday night.They drink the same glass of water and share the same razor, the apartment has only one bed, and they sleep together.

Fang Ji ran to sleep on the sofa in the middle of the night for two consecutive days, and Ji Shizhou asked him what was wrong with a dark face.

He was innocent again: "We have to keep a certain distance."

"why?"

"It's bad if someone thinks you're gay."

Ji Shizhou: "..."

Fang Ji looked nervous: "Is there someone in your school spreading the word?"

Ji Shizhou still had a sullen face: "I don't know."

"Don't call me when you go out with your classmates in the future."

"Then who will pay?"

Ji Shizhou didn't wait for Fang Ji to answer.He knew that Fang Ji would definitely answer, and would do everything possible to separate himself from him, just for the so-called perfect self in the eyes of others.

They wouldn't sleep together without holding hands or hugging, because everything seemed out of order to Fang Ji.

He simply kissed Fang Ji, no one closed his eyes, his eyes were indifferent, and he was surprised by Fang Ji's eyes.

It didn't take long to kiss and they separated. Instead of sticking out their tongues tentatively like the first time, they just put their mouths on their mouths.At that moment, kissing suddenly became the most distanced behavior, and nothing could be conveyed through a thin piece of lips.

"Do you feel it?" Ji Shizhou asked him.

Half of Fang Ji's soul is not in his body, he is floating, his ears are not red yet.He wanted to ask what it was, but didn't dare.

this is not right.

They cannot kiss.

"If you don't feel it, you don't, and neither do I." Ji Shizhou said indifferently.

Fang Ji didn't care what others thought of him, but he was afraid that others would misunderstand Ji Shizhou.

Ji Shizhou seemed to guess what he was thinking, and warned him: "Go back to your room and sleep today, or I will sleep on the sofa with you."

It was a kiss to reassure Fang Ji that the relationship between them would never become that kind.

What about now?

What is this kiss.

Fang Ji didn't know anymore, he couldn't even lie to himself, Ji Shizhou was drunk.

There was no alcohol in his mouth, it was mint and tea, it was sweet, it was... the heat that covered his lips, he couldn't forget it.

Like that sweaty vacation,

The boy's body covered him, his limbs were intertwined, he raised his head, they kissed, sweat fell into his eyes and rustled.

Now he is in pain again, his bones are hurting, his right leg is also aching, and he can't look directly at the person sitting on the sofa.

They shouldn't be in this relationship.