Turns out I'm just mosquito blood

"What's the matter with me? You think I don't know that the child belongs to Bai Jinzhou?" Chu Yan laughed at himself, "But even if it's his...what does it matter, An An loves this child so much..."

"If something happens to her," Chu Yan said hoarsely, "What about An An? What should I do?"

At this time, the doctor opened the door of the operating room and came out, urgently said: "The patient's uterus is under pressure, and the amniotic fluid ruptured causing massive bleeding. This child is no longer safe. We are going to operate on Mr. Qiao now. Mr. Chu, we need your signature. "

Chu Yan was stunned, "How is it possible?! It was obviously fine before, how could it be possible that after a fall..."

Duan Xiaohua also looked at the doctor in disbelief.

"The patient's physical and mental condition was very bad before. The child has just formed, but the vital signs are unusually weak. It can be said that it is not easy for the child to live up to now."

Chu Yan: "What do you mean?!"

Does this mean that the child is doomed to fail?Miscarriage is only a matter of time, and his push only hastened the death of the child.

Chu Yan couldn't accept it, "Why is it so serious? Why didn't you tell me before!"

Facing the harsh criticism from the boss, the doctor could only say embarrassingly: "During the last examination, it was not so serious. As long as he is healthy and recuperating, the child will not be so weak. We speculate that Mr. Qiao's problem is more psychological. , he may be suffering from severe antenatal depression."

Chu Yan was stunned and speechless. At this point, he could only blame himself for not taking good care of him and not seeing that he was sick.

If there is no such child, Ann he...

The nurse opened the door, "Dr. Liang, you are ready."

The doctor hurriedly handed the signature slip to Chu Yan, "Mr. Chu, if there is no operation, the patient's life will be in danger."

Chu Yan no longer hesitated, and immediately handed it to him after signing, "We must not let him have an accident!"

After signing, the doctor followed the nurse into the operating room.

Duan Xiaohua, who had been standing behind him all the time, looked at Chu Yan, hesitant to speak.

Chu Yan looked over, with a bad expression on his face, "What do you want to say?"

Duan Xiaohua was silent for a moment, and said: "Mr. Chu, although it is a bit inappropriate to say this now, I must declare that our husband has never touched Mr. Qiao."

"What are you kidding!" Chu Yan's mind exploded, and he lost the ability to think for a moment. He didn't seem to be able to respond to such a simple question, "...how...is it possible."

is that a lie……

"In fact, our husband never dared to let Mr. Qiao know his mind because of his own health."

Chu Yan's voice was trembling, and he felt a little ridiculous, "So...they have never been together? So...the child, the child is..."

It was as if his throat had been pierced by a sharp knife, and he couldn't speak a complete sentence.

"is yours."

"..."

Chu Yan's legs were weak, and he slid straight down against the wall. He bowed, as if he was being pressed down by a huge mountain. He couldn't say where it hurt, but he felt a mouthful of blood in his chest, which made him unable to breathe.

"Ha... my, my daughter..." Chu Yan's face was full of tears, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, like surprise, but also like disbelief. The next second, he suddenly looked at his hands and stared wide in horror. With a glance, "I killed my own child with my own hands... I killed my child and An An's child."

It turned out that this was Qiao Wan'an's revenge. In order to make him suffer, he could even lie to him that the child was not his.

But he was clearly pregnant with his own child, but he deliberately wanted to escape.

deliberate...

Just because he doesn't believe in himself, doesn't believe that he loves him, and doesn't believe that he will be good to him.

If he hadn't deceived him again and again, if he hadn't used despicable means to imprison him by his side, if he could have found out that the child was his earlier, if he could have let him go earlier...

As long as he avoids one wrong step, it will not cause the irreversible situation today.

The grief and remorse suppressed in his chest were about to crush him into powder, he hunched over, and suddenly spat out a mouthful of blood.

Du Yinyuan called Chu Yan to report He Xiran's situation before, but the other party didn't answer, so he asked his subordinates again to find out what happened.

When he rushed to the hospital, he saw Chu Yan kneeling on the ground in embarrassment, covering his face in collapse, tears streaming down his fingers, and sobbing softly, "My daughter and An An... ah ah... my daughter... ..."

The corridor of the hospital is long and long, and it is even more chilly in winter. This is his territory. He has been here many times, and this time, he sent him and his beloved child away.

……

There was another goose feather flying, and the outside world was a vast expanse of whiteness. Qiao Wan'an looked out the window dully. Chu Yan pushed the door in and said softly, "You've been watching for a long time, can you rest for a while? It's not good for your eyes if you watch too much." good."

Jo good night seemed to have never been heard.

In the past, his appearance was mostly because he didn't want to talk to Chu Yan, but now, his perception of the outside world is really blurred, and his reaction is much slower.

Chu Yan sat beside him, holding his cold hand, hoping that he could feel himself.

A few days ago, Chu Yan had been watching him wake up every step of the way. He had talked a lot to Qiao Wan'an, but Qiao Wan'an didn't respond at all. He didn't even mention the child.

He just stared at the ceiling in a daze, but his eyes were empty.

After the doctor came for an examination, he said that he was suffering from schizophrenia, and the symptoms seemed to have existed a long time ago, but they had not been discovered.

It may be that the real world is too painful, he doesn't want to wake up, and has been immersed in his beautiful dream.

Occasionally he has hallucinations and auditory hallucinations.

Talking about the little moon.

But more often, Qiao Wan'an is like an empty shell whose soul has been drained, a walking corpse, and now he can't even express his hatred for Chu Yan.

Chu Yan poured hot water for him to wash his face and hands, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and wiped his rough knuckles one by one.

After a long time, Qiao Wanan finally responded, and he asked anxiously, "Where's my little moon?"

Chu Yan picked up the swaddling baby in the cradle beside him, and Qiao Wan'an immediately snatched it away, but he didn't notice the severe pain from the postoperative wound.

"An'an, be careful of your wound..."

Qiao Wanan hugged her "daughter", patted the fake doll in the swaddle, and coaxed softly, "My little moon, it's getting dark, go to bed quickly..."

This scene seemed inexplicably weird, but Chu Yan only felt sad, "Little Moon has already fallen asleep, can you also lie down and rest for a while?"

Qiao Wanan glared at him, as if she was afraid that he would snatch her daughter, so she hugged the doll tightly.

"Be good, don't cry, Daddy will protect you and won't let Daddy hurt you."

Chu Yan smiled with difficulty, "Daddy also likes Little Moon, so he won't harm her."

Qiao Wan'an ignored him at all, still holding the doll, immersed in her own world, "Our little moon looks so pretty, with eyes like mine, nose and mouth like Daddy."

Chu Yan took a deep breath, covered Qiao Wan'an with a quilt, and walked out of the ward.

"There is no way for him to continue like this. Do you want him to live in his own illusion all his life?"

The doctor weighed his words, "But according to his current condition, even if he is forced to wake him up, he may...he won't be able to survive."

Chu Yan was not angry. He understood what the doctor meant. If Qiao Wan'an recovered and saw the devastated world in front of him, he really couldn't imagine... what else could make him live?

In the past, he could at least use Qiao Wan'an's love for him to support Qiao Wan's life, but now, he has become the source of Qiao's pain, and he will only drive him crazy.

Obviously he is his husband, he should be the person he loves the most, but he has done everything to hurt him.

"and also……"

"what?"

"I suggest that Mr. Chu should not meet with him often, or he will be easily irritated."

Chu Yan was stunned for a moment, then smiled wryly, "I know..."

"Ah!"

There was a horrifying scream in the ward, and the two immediately opened the door and went in.

Qiao Wanan threw the doll under the bed and said in horror: "Why doesn't she cry or laugh? Why doesn't she drink milk!"

Regardless of the doctor's dissuasion, Chu Yan picked up the doll and hugged him, "An An... An An is fine, Little Moon just fell asleep."

"Liar! Liar!" Qiao Wanan pushed him away excitedly, "It was you, you killed my daughter!"

Qiao Wan'an picked up the thermos cup on the table and threw it on Chu Yan's head without hesitation. "Murderer!"

Chu Yan stared at him blankly, but there was nothing to refute.

He was the... murderer who killed his own child.

Several doctors and nurses came in to control Qiao Wanan, "Quick, give him a tranquilizer!"

"Ah! Chu Yan, how do you want to torture me? You just kill me! You kill me!"

Qiao Wan'an was pressed on the bed by them, her eyes were red and her canthus were cracked.

Chu Yan clutched his bleeding forehead, his head was dizzy, but he still wanted to step forward, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry An An, you don't want to be like this..."

The doctor stopped him, "President Chu, go and bandage the wound, he will only be more excited when he sees you."

Chu Yan couldn't bear to see Qiao Wan'an anymore, so he had to leave the ward to get bandaged.

How can a submissive person be forced into such a state?

Thinking about what Joe Goodnight has experienced, almost any one of them can break him down.

At this moment, he actually had a strange feeling, thinking that Qiao Wan'an was lucky to be able to survive until now.

On the other side, the matter of He Xiran has also been settled, and news came from inside that He Xiran could not keep the child because of too much stimulation.In the past, he might have ridiculed a few words.

But now thinking of his unborn child, Chu Yan just remained silent.

He Xiran's reputation has been ruined, and the Bai family's property has either been seized or bought by Chu Yan and several other giants.

The Bai family, which was once magnificent, has collapsed.

Chu Yan dared to stand outside the ward, seeing Qiao Wan'an's numb expression, heartbroken, but he didn't dare to open the door to go in.

Only Duan Xiaohua would visit him occasionally and bring a cosmos along the way.

This kind of flower can't stand the cold, and this season is already gone.

Presumably he got it from another place.

He didn't know what he said to Qiao Wan'an, but Qiao Wan'an's illness was gradually improving.

As the end of the new year was approaching, many red lanterns were hung on the street, which looked extraordinarily festive. Chu Yan was already planning to accompany him to the hospital for the New Year.

That morning, he had wanted to visit him secretly for a while like countless mornings, but was told by the doctor that Joe wanted to see him good night.

Chu Yan was very excited, but felt timid, "He...really."

The doctor said: "I also thought that he would always be depressed, but after this period of time, he seems to be much better than before."

"Although the disease cannot be completely cured, judging from his current situation, he is basically out of danger."

Chu Yan pushed the door open, and saw Qiao Wan'an sitting on the hospital bed, with a bunch of wilted cosmos on the cabinet next to her.

"An An."

Qiao Wanan looked up and smiled at him for the first time.

Chu Yan was stunned for a moment, thinking that he was dreaming for a moment, he could not remember how long Qiao Wan'an hadn't smiled at him.

Although his broken face is not half beautiful at the moment, he has also lost a lot of weight during the time in the hospital, his cheeks are sunken, and it even looks a bit scary.

But this did not prevent Chu Yan from turning red, he quickly approached him, "You..."

Qiao Wanwan reached out to him and leaned tiredly in his arms, "Tired..."