Turns out I'm just mosquito blood

Chu Yan no longer restricted his range of activities, as long as he could find it, Qiao Wan'an could go there.

Sounds pretty good, if you ignore the two tails that follow him.

Good night, Qiao just didn't know, he walked into the familiar street alone.

There were not so many people during the day, but the aroma wafting from the restaurants was still the same.

Qiao Wanan walked into the Cantonese restaurant and found that many things had been removed.

Uncle Zhao was doing the cleaning. Seeing him coming, he smiled and said, "Long time no see, Xiaobai didn't come with you?"

"He...can't come."

"Ok?"

"Ah, I mean he's sick..."

Uncle Zhao was a little worried, "What disease? Is it serious?"

Good night Qiao: "It's just a little cold, it's okay."

"Are you moving out?"

"Yes," Uncle Zhao packed up the garbage, stood up and wiped his hands on the loincloth twice, "Actually, I wanted to leave a long time ago. After my wife passed away, it's no fun for me to drive here alone. It's better to go back to my hometown as soon as possible." .”

"Hey, do you have a doll?" Uncle Zhao looked at his stomach in surprise, "Xiaobai's doll?"

Qiao Wanan was a little embarrassed, and before he could speak, Uncle Zhao started talking, "I've known Xiaobai for many years, and he loves to eat at my place since junior high school, I know he doesn't look like someone from our class , the boy is very precious, and has a picky mouth."

Uncle Zhao didn't know what to think of, and said again: "It's just that I have been alone for many years, and I don't have a companion by my side. When he brought you here last time, I knew that there was something wrong with this kid."

"Seeing that you are so happy and happy now, I can have comfort before I leave."

Qiao Wanan opened her mouth, but felt that her throat was congested.

"Hey, look at what I've said, are you here for dinner?"

Qiao Wanan hurriedly said: "It's okay, if you are busy..."

"It's okay, it's okay, I didn't plan to open it at first, but if you come, I'll cook you something, but there's nothing to eat, so let's make it up?"

Qiao Wanwan didn't want to brush off his kindness, and smiled shyly, "Thank you."

He ate alone, and Uncle Zhao sat across from him and told him about his wife and Bai Jinzhou's childhood.

Qiao Wan'an's eyes turned red, and Uncle Zhao asked him, "What's the matter? I didn't put spicy food on it?"

Qiao Wanan shook her head, "No..."

Uncle Zhao was stunned for a moment, then said clearly: "Hey, look at me, do you feel sorry for him?"

"Although this boy left his parents early and has no friends, he met you."

Qiao Wanan's hand trembled slightly.

"I can see that that kid likes you so much, you guys will..."

Qiao Wan'an couldn't hear what was behind her, and her eyes were completely blurred. No, it was the greatest misfortune for Bai Jinzhou to meet him. He was the one who killed him!

Seeing that he was crying so much, Uncle Zhao quickly took out a tissue and gave it to him, "Sorry, I said too much, don't take it personally."

Qiao Wanan wiped away her tears, "It's okay, maybe it's just too sensitive during pregnancy."

"Hey, what's the matter with your face? This...why is it hurt so badly?" Uncle Zhao's eyes are not good, and Qiao Wan'an used a thick layer of makeup to cover it up, so he didn't see it until now.

Qiao Wan'an quickly covered her face, "I... had a car accident and scratched my face."

Uncle Zhao frowned, "Oh, that hurts so much. Your wound looks so deep. I'm afraid it will be difficult to do plastic surgery in the future, right?"

Qiao Wan said indifferently: "It's okay, the pain is gone now, and I don't plan to have plastic surgery."

Uncle Zhao always felt that he was a little weird today. It seemed that a lot of things had happened to them during this time.

He was still not at ease, and asked, "You and Xiaobai... are you okay?"

Qiao Wan'an lowered his head and touched his belly, with a gentle smile on his face. Now he can lie without changing his face, "It's okay, we are fine now."

Seeing that he didn't seem to be cheating, Uncle Zhao breathed a sigh of relief, and didn't ask any more questions. After eating, he packed another meal for him, "You go back and bring it to Xiaobai, and you won't be charged for the last meal. , be my blessing to you.”

Qiao night bowed to him and said in a hoarse voice, "Thank you."

Qiao Wan'an's belly is three months old. As the little guy becomes more and more presentable, Qiao Wan'an is not as resistant to this child as before.

Chu Yan took him for a reexamination. The doctor told him to move around more. His physical fitness is poor, and it is not easy to conceive a child. If he is depressed, it will be very bad for the child.

At the same time, they also found out that there was a girl in Joe Goodnight's belly.

Chu Yan was very happy, regardless of being in the hospital, he immediately knelt down to listen to the child's movements.

Qiao Wanan froze, "It's not yours, why are you so excited?"

Chu Yan was almost immune to his sarcastic remarks, "But he is your child, I remember An An said that he liked his daughter before."

"You also said that you want to buy her a beautiful little dress and treat her like a little princess."

"Shall we raise her together in the future?"

Qiao Wanan lowered her eyes, that was a silly thing she said when she just married Chu Yan.

"That was before, I don't like anything now." Qiao Wanyan withdrew his hand.

Chu Yan's mood suddenly sank, but Qiao Wan'an said so, and still unconsciously stroked his stomach with his hands. He had been blinded by hatred and pain before, which made him feel a little disgusted with this child.

Before, he always thought that this child was his nightmare, but now, his thoughts began to change.

He can no longer ignore the existence of this child, and he also finds it amazing that there is a soft, already formed little guy in his stomach.

The appearance of this little girl unconsciously appeared in his mind. Although he hated Chu Yan, it would be fine if she looked like his daddy, and he would still take good care of her.

She is just an innocent child and shouldn't be so disgusted by herself.

He is the only one who will love her. If even her father doesn't love her, how disappointed should she be in this world?

Perhaps because of the special connection between the father and the child, his love for the child is increasing day by day, and his expectations are also increasing.

This child gave him the last ray of hope, giving him the courage to live and the ability to love again.

He may not love himself, but he must love his children.

Qiao Wanan started to get busy. He watched a lot of videos of knitting small sweaters on the Internet. He was always clumsy with his hands and feet. He was not cherished the first time he was so serious, so the second time he was serious about giving it to someone who deserved it.

Chu Yan was afraid that he often watched too much radiation from electronic products, which would have an impact on his body, so he found an aunt who knew how to knit to teach him. Qiao Wan'an studied hard. Boil day and night.

He also went shopping more often, but he basically went to baby nursery stores. He couldn't walk when he saw the delicate baby bottles and skirts on the shelves, and wanted to buy everything for her.

Qiao Wan'an read a lot of parenting books, but she was prone to fatigue and drowsiness during pregnancy, so Chu Yan had to study hard by herself, protect his body more at ordinary times, read popular science to him when he was free, and wait for Qiao Wan'an to fall asleep. I can take the opportunity to climb on the bed and rub the quilt.

During that time, although Qiao Wan'an still didn't smile at him, there was something different in his eyes. In the silence as deep as a sinking pool, suddenly there was a gleam of light, and it became brighter and brighter. .

Whenever Chu Yan was free, he would help him take a walk in the garden, trying to tell jokes to make him happy.But the jokes he told were old-fashioned. If it was before, Joe would have smiled good night, but now he just looked at him sleepily.

It's so annoying.

Chu Yan closed his mouth, and then said again: "I remember that you wanted to go to Nanshan to play, but now the mountain is very cold and there are many people. When the child comes out, I will take you to play again, okay?"

"The place I hate the most now is Nanshan." Qiao Wanyan withdrew his arm from his hand.

Chu Yan choked, that's right, he once left people in that kind of icy and snowy place, if he goes there again, he's afraid it will bring back bad memories.

"Then, where do you want to go? I can go with you."

Qiao Wanan looked back at him, "are you free?"

Chu Yan said: "As long as you want, I have time anytime."

He leaned forward again, and tentatively asked, "Look, the baby is getting bigger and bigger, and it won't fit in a suit by then, so why don't we move up the wedding?"

Good night Joe: "Can you stop doing these meaningless things all the time?!"

Chu Yan was stunned, and said in a daze: "An'an, we agreed to get married. I said I would give you a wedding."

Qiao Wan'an smiled coldly, "I can't wait for the wedding I'm looking forward to."

"I wanted to hold a wedding with you before, because I loved you at that time, and I thought you loved me too. I'm hopelessly stupid."

"But now I don't want it anymore, do you understand?"

"..."

Chu Yan didn't go forward again, but with a pale face, slightly bowed his body, choked up and said: "I, I understand, you don't love me anymore... I understand, An An, but I want to give you..."

"You can never give me what I want, why do these meaningless things!"

Chu Yan asked him: "Then... what do you want?"

Qiao Wanan said bitterly: "I want Bai Jinzhou to live, I want He Xiran to die, I want me to never meet you, can you help me realize it?"

Chu Yan looked at him for a long time, and when Qiao Wan'an saw his red eyes in a daze, Chu Yan turned around and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry..."

After the baby room was built, Chu Yan put the small cradle in, and divided the small toys prepared for her early into different baskets for different age groups. When she was a few months old, there were fewer toys to play with, and the ones behind were It increased until the age of three.

Whether it was the warm pale pink wallpaper or the star lights hanging on the ceiling, they were all decorated by Chu Yan himself.

Before he knew it, he was looking forward to the arrival of a baby at home.

Although he knows that the child is not his, but he has an inexplicable certainty in his heart that he must like this child very much.

But Qiao Wan'an never saw his intentions, let alone went into that room to have a look.

In his eyes, everything Chu Yan did had an ulterior motive, not to mention the fact that he mistakenly believed that the child belonged to Bai Jinzhou.

Chu Yan is too scary, he will never let his children live in such dire straits.

Moreover, he has recently started to have nightmares often, and the dreams are all of the same content. Seeing He Xiran holding a child in his arms, the child is called Chu Yan's father, and Chu Yan hugged the child with joy.

Standing aside and watching eagerly was his daughter. His daughter was called Chu Yan's father. Chu Yan pushed her hard and told her to go away coldly.

The screen turned to the front face of the daughter, who was somewhat similar to He Xiran's child.

The daughter wiped blood on her hands and cried to him: "My father is a double, and I am also a double... Daddy doesn't love me at all! I hate this world!"

Qiao Wan'an woke up with a start, and a cold sweat broke out on his back.

He hurriedly touched his stomach, and comforted him in a low voice: "Good boy, Daddy doesn't love you, but Daddy loves you, Daddy will never let you be a stand-in."

"Do you know that you have to come out obediently? Dad bought you a small skirt and a small toy waiting for you. Dad will always love you..."

He answered a call that day, it was from Chen Suwen, but on the other end of the phone was the sweet milky voice of a little girl, "Hey, beautiful brother, are you there?"

Qiao Wan'an's heart softened, "What's wrong? Tiantian."

"Why doesn't the beautiful brother come to play with me? I miss you so much."

Good night Qiao: "I'm sorry, my brother has been a little busy recently, so I forgot."

"Tada, who are you calling?"

Chen Suwen came over, Tiantian hid the phone behind, "No, I didn't call my pretty brother!"

"Pfft," Chen Suwen asked, "What did you tell brother?"

"I just miss him and want to ask him when he will play with me."

Chen Suwen smiled and said, "Give me the phone, and I'll ask you for you?"

The little girl hesitated, and handed him the phone.

"I'm sorry, Tiantian took my mobile phone, didn't I disturb you?"

Qiao Wan'an listened to their whole conversation and thought it was cute, "No, I miss Tiantian too."

"When will the beautiful brother come to play with me?"

Maybe it's because he is also a daughter, Qiao Wan'an has a lot more patience and indulgence with the little girl, "I'm relatively free now, I can do it anytime."

"Don't you have to go to work?" Chen Suwen asked.

Qiao Wanan said lightly: "Well, for some reasons, I resigned."

Chen Suwen heard that he didn't want to say more, so he didn't ask any more.

After chatting with Chen Suwen and his siblings to confirm the time, Qiao Wanan called again.

"I'm ready, next Friday night."