I heard that the underworld judge has a crush on me

Chu Yunxian knew that he couldn't fool Lin Xiangnan, he hesitated for a while, and finally compromised: "I say so."

"These few days..."

"Wait a minute." Lin Xiangnan was thinking about Chu Yunxian's body, and dragged him to sit on the edge of the bed: "You haven't recovered yet, so sit and talk."

Chu Yunxian's expression softened, he held Lin Xiangnan's hand, and said frankly: "I remembered the past."

Lin Xiangnan looked at him in surprise: "Have you recovered your memory?"

Chu Yunxian's lack of memory is something that Lin Xiangnan has known for a long time. He even felt awkward for a while because of that unfounded "lover". Coming up, Lin Xiangnan opened his mouth, not knowing which one to ask first.

Fortunately, Chu Yunxian was always considerate, so before he could ask, he said consciously: "Do you still remember those rumors about me in the underworld?"

Hearing this, the memories that Lin Xiangnan deliberately ignored before came alive again, and Su Hongnian's teasing and charming voice sounded in his ears again in a trance-"The most widely circulated version is that he was trying to save his beloved. , He did not hesitate to pay for his crimes with his own body, and at the price of wearing shackles that symbolize shame for eternal life, only in exchange for the life of his beloved."

Beloved...

It was as if his heart was firmly pinched by an invisible hand. Seeing Chu Yunxian's gentle appearance as always, Lin Xiangnan was suddenly out of breath.

He stood there stiffly, the hand held by Chu Yunxian kept sweating, his eyes fixed on those soft lips, afraid of hearing something that would break his heart.

The man's familiar voice slowly sounded: "They all said that I once had a lover, and that I wore the shackles because of him."

Lin Xiangnan's hand hanging by his side was clenched tightly, and the veins on his wrist were slightly protruding—like a prisoner waiting for trial, his eyes were slightly closed, desperately preparing for the final judgment.

"If you don't want to say that..."

Chu Yunxian sighed, but there was an invisible smile in his tone: "That person can only be you."

The air was suddenly quiet for a moment.

Lin Xiangnan's eyes widened in disbelief, his tongue seemed to be scalded suddenly, and he couldn't even speak clearly: "What, what?"

Chu Yunxian stood up, the chain made a rustling sound with his movements, and the heavy and cold metal pressed against Lin Xiangnan's exposed ankle, which made him tremble.

The gentle whisper was like a soft and silky veil, winding up his ankle, wrapping around his heart in an airtight manner, and then slowly tightening: "My shackles... are worn because of you."

These words were like a heavy hammer, hitting Lin Xiangnan so dizzy that he didn't know what night it was. He stretched his fingers mechanically for a while, and this time he managed to pull out something logical from his chaotic brain: " You mean...we knew each other before?"

"That's not right..." Gradually, Lin Xiangnan found some direction of thinking along this line, and he met Chu Yunxian's gaze with puzzlement in his eyes: "I'm only in my 20s. I don’t know how many years I have worn the shackles, the time is not right.”

"Or," he seemed to think of something, his pupils shrank suddenly: "We knew each other in our previous life?!"

Chu Yunxian stroked Xia Lin Xiangnan's hair, he couldn't tell whether it was lamentation or sadness in his eyes: "To be exact, it was your previous life, and this life of mine."

This time, Lin Xiangnan didn't need to ask any further questions, so he took the initiative to continue: "Tens of thousands of years ago, you and I were both priests in the sky. There are quite a few people, but I am the only one who is willing to listen to what I have to say." Although the tone was helpless, when he spoke up to this point, Lin Xiangnan still saw a faint smile in his eyes.

Unexpectedly, his status in the previous life was so great, Lin Xiangnan was shocked, and couldn't help asking: "What happened later?"

Chu Yunxian's eyes darkened: "Later you made a big mistake, and the heavens punished you. In order to save your life, I put on these shackles, and my memory was erased and I was exiled to the mortal world."

The process of scapegoating was skipped by him in a few words, obviously he didn't want to go into details with him, but these few words alone were enough to see the difficulties at that time.

"However, I know that although you are a little grumpy, you are very measured in your daily affairs. I always feel that this matter is strange, so I secretly left my memory in Nanfa Mountain so that I can find out the truth in the future."

"I didn't have much hope at that time." Chu Yunxian raised his hand and gathered the broken hair on his forehead behind his ears, revealing a smooth and full forehead, and pressed it against Lin Xiangnan's forehead delicately, holding his hand His hands tightened slightly, as if he was afraid that he would disappear: "I thought everything was in vain, but fortunately, God has mercy, so that I can meet you again."

Now that Chu Yunxian's memory has recovered, many doubts that were confusing before finally have a thread that can be connected in series, such as Lin Xiangnan's inexplicably missing soul, and Li Yeshang's illusion that he clearly wanted them to die... He is not a dull person, and after a little guessing, he can see the hidden connection - the matter of Lin Xiangnan being punished by heaven was definitely not as simple as it appeared on the surface.

Chu Yunxian didn't tell Lin Xiangnan too much about what happened back then, but simply picked some important points and told him. As for what the "big mistake" was and what was the relationship between the two at that time, when Lin Xiangnan asked , he kept silent.

"You've made me even more curious." After repeated failures, Lin Xiangnan rubbed the tip of his nose in frustration, and suddenly leaned forward in front of Chu Yunxian, with a hint of anticipation in his eyes: "You said I tried to recall memories, can you Do you want to restore the memory of your previous life like you?"

Chu Yunxian's body froze, and the fingers under the sleeve robe suddenly curled up, interrupting him almost hastily: "Don't recall."

Lin Xiangnan was slightly taken aback.

"That's not, it's not a good memory." The man's usually calm face was turbulent, and he frowned and grabbed Lin Xiangnan's wrist, with a rare loss of strength: "It's better to forget everything, don't worry about it." Don't remember."

"But I..." Lin Xiangnan stared blankly at his wrist with the red seal in Chu Yunxian's grip, and murmured to himself, "I don't want to forget what we have experienced together."

Whether sad or painful, Chu Yunxian shouldn't be the only one who remembers the little things they got along with.

There was a dead silence in the room.

After an unknown amount of time, Chu Yunxian suddenly broke the silence. He slowly withdrew his hand, and looked at Lin Xiangnan with eyes full of sadness: "If you can't prove that that matter has nothing to do with you, you won't be able to bear it."

So don't think about it, just let me remember those bloody past.