I heard that the underworld judge has a crush on me

Lin Xiangnan knew what that voice wanted to tell him.

If he wants to go out, he will kill other people to prove the falseness of the illusion; if he doesn't kill them, they can only struggle hopelessly in the natural disaster until they die together.

This is an almost unsolvable multiple choice question.

Mirage's malice was so undisguised, but he couldn't find a way to fight back.

"What's the matter?" Chu Yunxian's voice was still hoarse. After his slightly chaotic brain finally analyzed the meaning of Lin Xiangnan's words just now, he finally woke up: "What method?"

Lin Xiangnan looked at Meng Zhou who was sleeping not far away, and said in a difficult voice, "We're going to kill them."

Chu Yunxian opened his eyes wide in shock, as if having difficulty understanding the meaning of this sentence for a while: "...Kill them?"

"Yes." Lin Xiangnan smiled wryly: "Only by killing them can we prove that the illusion is false."

Hearing what he said, Chu Yunxian understood instantly: "Are you pulled into the illusion again?"

Lin Xiangnan nodded, slowly buried his face in Chu Yunxian's arms, and said in a muffled voice, "I can't do it. Even if I know in my heart that they are just illusions created by the illusion, I still can't do it."

Chu Yunxian touched his head gently, and his voice was reassuring: "Don't worry, let's think about it again, there will always be other ways."

Despite Chu Yunxian's reassurance, this matter still disturbed Lin Xiangnan like a bone spur stuck in his throat, so he went to find Lin's mother early the next morning.

After such a long period of recuperation, Mother Lin's leg, which had been injured by the beam, had recovered to a great extent. In addition, she was restless, so she took the initiative to join the team of women picking grass and weaving clothes.

When Lin Xiangnan found her, she was having a good chat with the old woman from that day, while Su Yong and Tao Yao were squatting aside, discussing the weaving method of the grass clothes seriously, there is still greenness in the canyon, through the layers A ray of sunlight from the stone wall sprinkled in that corner, and the picture was surprisingly beautiful.

"Mother." Lin Xiangnan called her softly, as if afraid of disturbing the beautiful scenery.

Mother Lin raised her head, and when she saw her son's familiar handsome face, she immediately rolled her eyes with a smile, and waved to him happily: "San'er is here? Come and see the straw clothes that mother wove for you!"

Lin Xiangnan stepped forward, with a slightly hesitant expression: "I want to say a few words to you."

"Is it something important?" Mother Lin looked at the half-woven grass clothes in her hands with some embarrassment, "Mother can't get out of here for a while."

"It's not a big deal." Lin Xiangnan scratched his head, looked around, and then simply sat down on the stone beside him: "Then I'll tell you here."

Lin's mother kept moving her hands, and said with a smile: "Speak, mother, listen."

Lin Xiangnan pursed his lips, and said after deliberation: "If I want to prove something, but I have to lose the most precious thing to myself, if it were you, what would you do?"

"Is it very important?" Mother Lin turned her head to look at him.

"It's very important." Lin Xiangnan nodded: "It's about whether I can survive."

The old woman next to her listened for a while, and when she heard Lin Xiangnan's words, she couldn't help but shook her head and said with a smile: "You child, after all, you don't understand what it means to be a mother."

Lin Xiangnan was puzzled: "Why do you say that?"

Since discovering the true purpose of the illusion last night, he has been tossing and turning without sleep all night, wanting to continue spending time in the illusion, but he couldn't bear to involve the innocent Chu Yunxian; but if he is really allowed to do what the illusion requires, He can't do it no matter what to kill these living people in his eyes.After thinking about it, he decided to come to Mother Lin, not because he hoped to get any solution from her, but because he wanted to know her thoughts and seek psychological comfort.

The old woman weaving grass clothes left one hand free, and patted Tao Yao's hairy little head: "How can we elders not wish our children well?"

She looked at Lin Xiangnan, with the kindness and wisdom unique to the elders in her eyes: "Your mother must be the same, let alone losing the most precious thing to me, even if I risk my life, I don't want to see you suffer even the slightest injury."

"Indeed." Mother Lin smiled, looking at Lin Xiangnan with warm and gentle eyes: "If your life is at stake, Mother is willing to give up everything."

Lin Xiangnan originally wanted to find some inspiration to break the formation, but he couldn't find a way. Instead, he was completely moved by Lin's mother's words.

"This method will never work." After returning to see Chu Yunxian, Lin Xiangnan sat on the straw mat with his hands folded, and said with a frown: "If I kill them with my own hands, I would rather be trapped here forever."

"I understand." Chu Yunxian silently blocked the glare of the sun, lowered his head and looked at him gently: "You are not this kind of person."

"It's a pity that you have been dragged down." Lin Xiangnan lowered his head sullenly: "It seems that you haven't lived a quiet day since you met me."

Guilt and self-blame were like intertwined vines, dragging Lin Xiangnan's heart into the dark deep sea.The hopeless future and malicious options almost dragged him down. He looked at Chu Yunxian as if he was looking at a lover who fell in love and was about to be separated in pain.

Chu Yunxian bent down, silently took his hand and placed it in his warm and generous palm, "I am willing."

Seeing Lin Xiangnan looking up at him, Chu Yunxian glanced at the young man's sharp eyebrows and slightly pursed lips, and the love in his eyes spread to the tear mole at the corner of his eyes, adding a little tenderness: "Everything I do for you I have never regretted a single thing.”

Lin Xiangnan even thought that Chu Yunxian was a monster who was good at deceiving people. On the surface, he pretended to be pure and gentle, but in fact, every word and every action carried a well-designed trap. He was like a dazed lamb with a heart Jumping wildly, step by step, he walked into the trap of a man in the name of gentleness.

How strange.Lin Xiangnan touched his hot face and thought in a daze—it was obviously not some delicate and gorgeous love words, but they touched his heart more than any sweet words.

Lin Xiangnan didn't want to disappoint Lin's mother, and didn't want to drag Chu Yunxian down, so in the following days, except for eating and sleeping, he stayed alone in that secluded corner, thinking hard, breaking down every detail in the fantasy world Open, extract some things worth learning from, and try to find a way to get the best of both worlds.

If you want to prove the falsity of the illusion, you must first firmly believe in this.

Thinking of this, Lin Xiangnan was startled. Although he said that this was just an illusion, in his heart, whether Father Lin or Mother Lin had already become the parents he recognized, unconsciously, kind and simple The villagers, the thatched huts with the sound of books, and the village with the aroma of straw have all become an inseparable part of his life.

But no matter how reluctant you are, you have to say goodbye.

In the days that followed, he stopped communicating with people other than Chu Yunxian. Facing the precious fruit sent by Chang Yunyun, he had the right to pretend that he hadn't seen it, and let it rot and wither in the sweltering air of the canyon; When his mother came to him, he also lied that he was sick and couldn't meet up.

Gradually, Mother Lin seemed to realize something. Although this mother had never been to school, she had wisdom and intuition that surpassed ordinary people in some aspects. In this way, with an attitude of extreme tolerance, she silently Quietly withdrew from Lin Xiangnan's life.

……

One night, Lin Xiangnan accidentally dreamed that he fell from a cliff tens of thousands of feet high, and the strong sense of weightlessness instantly strangled his heart. In desperation, he actually used his thoughts to create a pair of wings for himself out of thin air. It successfully flew up before falling to pieces.

When he woke up again, thinking of everything that happened in the dream, Lin Xiangnan's eyes lit up surprisingly.

In the dream, he is the only one in charge.

His thoughts can create everything.

To understand this, Lin Xiangnan ran out with disheveled hair without even tying up his hair. He picked up the stone knife sharpened by the villagers for mowing grass, stared at it silently for a while, and then pointed the sharp blade at himself His wrist was cut off without hesitation!

Chu Yunxian who was following behind saw this scene, his heart almost stopped suddenly, his pupils shrank suddenly, and he ran towards Lin Xiangnan at an almost inhuman speed: "No!"

But it was still a step too late.

Before his fingertips touched Lin Xiangnan, the sharp blade had sunk deeply into the young man's wrist, and the overwhelming feeling of suffocation instantly overwhelmed Chu Yunxian. He pulled Lin Xiangnan with trembling hands, and his voice almost changed its tone: " you……"

"Success." Lin Xiangnan turned his head to look at him as if nothing had happened, his eyes sparkled with excitement, he raised his cut hand to Chu Yunxian, the place that should be bloody was still smooth and smooth, It seemed that the scene where Chu Yunxian's heart stopped beating just now was just a hallucination.

"The illusion deceived us." He swiped the stone knife hard on his hand again, but the originally hard and sharp stone knife slid away from his wrist like a soft blade of grass, unable to cut his skin at all, "except to remove In addition to proving the falsehood, we can also deny its truth from the source."

After many days, he finally came up with a way to get the best of both worlds. Lin Xiangnan was shaking with excitement: "We can go out now!"

However, Chu Yunxian was not as excited as he imagined.

The man stood there silently, with his hands hanging in the long sleeves by his side. If you looked closely, you could find that the fabric was trembling invisibly. He fixedly looked at Lin Xiangnan, with complex emotions in his eyes.

Only then did Lin Xiangnan realize that something was wrong with him, and walked over cautiously: "What's wrong?"

The next second, he caught off guard and fell into the embrace with sandalwood, a cold hand stroked the back of his neck, Chu Yunxian buried his head in his neck, and sighed very softly, like a winter day The melted Luoxue said, "It's good that you're fine."