Crazy A has a wife and a daughter after restraining

Yu Sui didn't sleep almost the whole night. Ever since she confirmed Xinxin's identity, she has been in a state of alternating and mixed emotions.Sometimes I am so excited that I want to break through the ceiling, sometimes I feel unreal like a dream, and sometimes I worry about whether the conflict with my career can be resolved smoothly.

Manuscripts filled with Xinxin's name were scattered all over the floor, Yu Sui was lying on the sofa with the back of his hand pressing his forehead, his brain was still full of excitement.Even if he had done a lot of psychological construction before going to Chu Jiayun to confirm, he still couldn't fully adapt at this time.

But she knew that besides being happy, she had other emotions.And these are the opposite of happiness, such as stress, worry, conflict and even anxiety.Yu Sui longs for family affection, but she herself lacks experience in how to deal with it.

And regarding Xinxin's future, which identity will she use to participate?Yu Sui thought a lot, and her thoughts twisted into knots in her mind like a ball of thread, which gave her an endless headache.

Thinking of rushing back to school soon, and the series of preparations he had made before graduation, Yu Sui's conflict became even more serious.

The next day she asked Chu Jiayun to meet and said that she wanted to talk about her heart.Probably the biggest secret has lost the meaning of concealment, Chu Jiayun actually agreed.

At the coffee shop not far from the hotel where they were staying, Chu Jiayun was 10 minutes later than the agreed time.During the 10 minutes she was late, Yu Sui looked at the street scene outside the window calmly, not worried that she would disappear again.

"Sorry, I'm late."

Chu Jiayun was a little panting, and it was obvious that she rushed over.In the past, she has always been punctual and calm, and the hotel is not far from here, so there is no traffic problem.

Yu Sui handed her a tissue: "Is Xinxin okay?"

Chu Jiayun, who was wiping the sweat from her brow, gave a pause. I don't know how Yu Sui guessed that something happened when she gave Xinxin to Bai Jiling to take care of her before going out.

"She's okay, but she was a little emotional just now."

Yu Sui asked eagerly, "What happened to her?"

Chu Jiayun thought for a while, and said frankly: "She wants to come with me, but I don't agree."

Yu Sui was taken aback for a moment, and after realizing it, he asked again: "Won't you lie to her that she is going to do something else?"

Chu Jiayun shook her head: "Although she is still young, I will not deliberately lie to her."

Yu Sui thought that when she was in the orphanage, maybe it was for the convenience of management, or the education method in that era was relatively simple, and she was always fooled by the "white lies" of various adults.

It's not that she was asked to do bad things, but it was just that she felt the collapse of trust too early.

Out of emotion, Yu Sui blurted out: "But you lied to her about the most important thing."

Chu Jiayun knew that she was talking about her family background, so her complexion was not good.Xinxin did ask her why she only has one mother while everyone else has a father or another mother.

In this regard, she did not hide it all.I just told Xinxin that her other mother was temporarily unable to visit her due to special reasons, and she would tell her other things when she grew up.

"She's only three years old, do you think she can understand the question between us?"

Yu Sui knew that what she said had some truth: "She doesn't understand, what about me? I'm not three years old, I was 22 that year!"

Chu Jiayun felt that Yu Sui was getting angry but trying to restrain her emotions, she really felt guilty towards Yu Sui.But if she were to go back to that time, she would still make the same choice.

"Yu Sui, if I had told you that I had a child, what would you have done?"

"Of course..." Yu Sui paused, "Take care of you."

Chu Jiajun smiled: "Let you give up the opportunity to pursue your dreams, stay in Jingcheng, live according to the plan given by your father, or live around diapers, milk bottles, and the crying of children every day, would you like to?"

"I……"

Chu Jiayun's tone is still flat: "In order to raise children, you need to work. But because you have children, your energy will be diverted, you can't devote 100%, and you will have fewer opportunities for career development than others.

I know you are willing to take responsibility, but Yu Sui, are you willing to do this? "

Yu Sui hesitated for a moment, and said, "I would choose to go through the life you mentioned with you."

"What I'm asking is, Yu Sui, are you willing?"

Yu Sui was startled and didn't speak.

She must be unwilling, because she thought about it last night.She is very satisfied with her current life, and more than once felt that it was a wise choice for her to resolutely jump out of Yu Zhongqing's plan.

If all this had lost the chance to start in the summer four years ago, she must have regretted it, and she wondered if she would regret it.

Chu Jiayun adjusted her emotions: "Our conditions at that time were not to make children suffer in life, but raising a child is not only about eating and clothing, adults must sacrifice.

What happened that time was an accident, and I forced you, so it is understandable for me to bear all the consequences.You are willing to take responsibility for proving that you are a good person, and I know how you would choose. "

All things spread out, it seems that it is no longer so embarrassing.

The colorful and vague memories of that summer gradually became clear, and the corners of Yu Sui's lips became more bitter.

"Actually, I had a crush on you at that time. Although it was an accident, the accident just happened too quickly."

Chu Jiayun felt a little pain in her heart, and she also had a crush on her, but things didn't develop according to their ideal direction.

"The depth of the relationship determines the degree of willingness to give. Frankly speaking, it is not entirely because of you that I gave birth to Xinxin."

Yu Sui admitted that Chu Jiayun was right.Based on her affection for Chu Jiayun back then, she really wanted to go one step further with her, but she might not be willing to take on greater responsibilities.

But when she thought of being kept in the dark all these years, she was still angry: "Then you shouldn't deprive me of the right to know, I should at least know that I have a daughter!"

Chu Jiayun no longer defended: "It's my fault for keeping you in the dark for so long. It's just that everyone's lives are on their own normal tracks now, and it's troublesome if you know about it."

Yu Sui felt that it would be great if Chu Jiayun wasn't a psychopath, this person made other people's mentality clear, and sometimes the power of words was also pale in front of her.

The two saw that the atmosphere had dropped to freezing point, and it seemed that there was not much point in arguing about the right and wrong back then.

Yu Sui calmed down: "Let's ignore the past, but now that I know it, I can't pretend nothing happened."

Chu Jiayun knew she would say that when she came to the appointment today. Although she didn't want to face this problem, Yu Sui could indeed ask for it.

"What do you want?"

"I want to participate in Xinxin's growth process, as her other mother."

Yu Sui's request sounds simple, but it is not so easy to realize.

It took a little while to explain to Xinxin that another mother had suddenly appeared, but it was not impossible.But to participate in the growth of Xinxin, it must be involved in the lives of their mother and daughter.

Not only did Xin Xin want to accept Yu Sui, Chu Jiayun also had to consider having one more person in her life.

Seeing her hesitation, Yu Sui explained: "Many people in foreign countries also raise their children together after breaking up and divorcing. If you think our initial friendship was not deep enough, then we will not talk about feelings, but only talk about children."

Chu Jiayun turned his gaze and looked at her seriously.Not seeing each other for four years, Yu Sui changed not only her appearance, but also her thinking and her attitude towards things.

Compared with the passive avoidance and hiding herself back then, she is more real and determined now.

Yu Sui has already mentioned this, and she really has no reason to refuse.

"Give me some time, I need Xinxin to accept it slowly."

As soon as Yu Sui heard her let go, her mood improved: "I'm willing to wait."

At this moment, Chu Jiayun's phone rang, and it was Bai Jiling calling.Xinxin was with her now, Chu Jiayun immediately thought of her daughter's situation, and immediately picked up.

There was a soft and coquettish voice from the other end of the phone: "Mom, when are you coming back?"

"Mom is talking about things with Aunt Yu, and I won't be able to go back until later. Xinxin is playing with Aunt Bai, and wait for Mom obediently, okay?"

"But...but..." Xinxin was a little unhappy, but seemed to know that something was wrong, and her voice gradually weakened.

Chu Jiayun smiled and asked, "But what?"

"But if you don't bring Xinxin with you, how does Aunt Yu know what kind of airship Xinxin likes?"

It turned out that after so long, Xinxin was still holding grudges, remembering that her mother didn't take her to see Aunt Yu.

Yu Sui watched Chu Jiajun coaxing her daughter softly, talking to her in Tongyan, but she didn't completely lose her mind. Sure enough, she changed a lot after becoming a parent.

She imagined that if she stayed back then, she might not be able to do what Chu Jiayun did.

Not knowing what Xinxin said over there, Chu Jiayun was a little embarrassed, but still looked at Yu Sui: "Xinxin wants to talk to you."

The curvature of the corner of Yu Sui's mouth enlarged instantly, and he happily took the phone: "Xinxin, I'm Aunt Yu."

The joyful anticipation in her heart infected her instantly: "Aunt Yu, are you talking about the airship with your mother?"

"Yes, you are so smart."

Xinxin was praised, so she giggled happily: "Then don't forget to add Xinxin's birthday, Xinxin's birthday is in February."

"I will never forget it. What else does Xinxin want?"

Xinxin thought for a while: "Can I add my small water bottle? I have to take it with me every day."

Yu Sui was defeated by this jumping thinking, but his smile deepened: "No problem, Xinxin's airship can do whatever Xinxin wants."

Chu Jiayun took the phone over and coaxed her a few more words before Xin Xin hung up the phone with satisfaction.

Yu Sui couldn't help but sigh: "Xinxin is so cute."

Chu Jiayun also thinks so, but she also needs to remind her: "You must avoid blindly praising her in the future. In fact, children's discrimination ability should be cultivated from an early age. As a parent, in addition to encouraging and supporting, you must also teach your children how to establish correct concept of right and wrong.”

Hearing this tone, she has already been included in Xinxin's life in the future.

"Thank you for letting me into Xinxin's life."

Chu Jiayun lowered her eyes, not as happy about it as Yu Sui, and the melancholy between her brows didn't seem to fade away.

"When are you going back to school?"

Yu Sui froze for a moment: "I've changed my sign to next Tuesday."

Now that she agreed to Yu Sui's contact with her daughter, Chu Jiayun had to learn more about Yu Sui's itinerary or life plan.

"Are you planning to settle abroad or return to Jingcheng?"

"Before I wanted to stay abroad, but now I need to re-plan. Have you ever considered going abroad? Maybe we can..."

Chu Jiayun interrupted her: "The heart is still young, I don't want her to go to live in other countries too early."

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