After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

I was born humble, but my heart is higher than the sky, and my greed is not enough, so I let myself go to prison step by step.

If I hadn't been greedy for Zetianzong's full meal, how could I have come to Zetianzong and met Luo Wuchen.

If I hadn't been greedy for vanity, how could I have been fascinated by the name of Sword Master's disciple, and I was so obsessed with Luo Wuchen that I refused to leave Killing Peak.

Recalling all the things in the past, it was all caused by my greed, and it was my own fault.

But...wrong, am I the only one?

Do not……

My chest suddenly rose and fell violently.

no.

I gritted my teeth and said bitterly: "Luo Wuchen...Of course you did something wrong, you were wrong from the very beginning!"

"Since you regard me as a love robber, you shouldn't accept me as a disciple and give me the illusion..."

I am narrow-minded and hold grudges the most. If anyone bullies me or humiliates me, I will definitely hold a grudge in my heart and will never forget it.

Zhetianzong bullied my disciples, Su Lianyi who made me lame, Gu Lin who threw me away, and Luo Wuchen...

Every one, every pile, every piece, I keep in my heart.

"You shouldn't... keep me in the dark several times, you hurt me, Luo Wuchen, you hurt me!"

I couldn't keep calm anymore, I took a short breath and kicked him on the shoulder.

"Now that you're still here to provoke me, do you really think that I'll have more love for you?"

I used all my strength in that kick, and directly kicked Luo Wuchen's limp body against the tree trunk.

"...Wanwan?" Xu is the pain that gave him a moment of clarity, Luo Wuchen frowned slightly, and his eyes froze on my furious face.

The moonlight was bright, and Luo Wuchen's pupils were like glass washed with water, transparent and clear, not stained by dust.

In the past, every time I faced each other, I would feel ashamed of myself, deeply felt that I was too contemptuous, ashamed to be a disciple, and tried my best to prove that I did not fall into the reputation of Sword Master.

So hard to be affirmed, so desperately want to get closer to Luo Wuchen, and even closer, but forget that he is a mortal body, and he is powerless.

You Ruo was carrying a huge boulder, but because of some ridiculous arrogance and hope, he didn't want to fall down, so he had to support himself hard, asking for trouble.

In retrospect, I was really stupid at that time. I obviously had no strengths, but I thought that Luo Wuchen had taken a fancy to my unknown talent.

What's even more ridiculous is that Luo Wuchen just randomly picked me back to Kill Peak, but I took Kill Peak as my home, foolishly thinking that I had a home.

He was indifferent to me, I just thought it was because of his personality, and he went to retreat not long after he became a teacher, and I didn't complain.

Luo Wuchen has been in seclusion for seven years, and I have been waiting for him for seven years.

I really thought that he really regarded me as a disciple.

So I gritted my teeth and persisted no matter how hard I suffered, and I loved it.

But think about it later, disciple?

I'm a shit disciple!

In this world, how can there be a disciple who is forcibly married by the master?

Master and student are not master and student, husband and wife are not husband and wife, between me and Luo Wuchen, no matter what kind of relationship it is, it is neither fish nor fowl, making people laugh...

If only I had never met him in the first place.

I think so all the time.

If I could be given a chance to choose again, even if I jumped off that spirit boat, I wouldn't want to choose the Heavenly Sect.

The past cannot be changed.

I understand, but, but!

Why does he have to pester me?

Why can't you let me go? !

When I want to let go of the past, it appears in my world again and again...

"Don't call me that! I've said it many times, I'm not that close to you."

I stepped on his shoulder, found the place where he was kicked by me, and exerted force maliciously, "One time is not enough, I will say it twice, three times, four times, five times... until you remember until."

"You said you regretted it and knew you were wrong, but why should I let it go if you regret it?"

"There is no such reason in the world."

Luo Wuchen looked at me blankly, looking at me blankly, his lips trembled, as if he wanted to say something, but I didn't want to listen to him, so I directly covered his mouth with my hand.

In the past, he has always been condescending, but this time the positions of high and low are reversed.

I slowly leaned over, lowered my eyes coldly, and stared at him coldly.

"I tell you Luo Wuchen, I don't love you anymore, I—"

"I hate you so much!"

I gritted my teeth and couldn't choose what to say.

Knowing that Luo Wuchen was so drunk that he couldn't even recognize people, he couldn't understand a word I said, let alone remember...

But I just want to say it, just to say it happily.

"You asked me if I was going to get married, yes! I'm going to get married to the Mozun, and I'm going to marry my son."

I clenched my teeth, my finger joints turned slightly white from the force, and my voice was vicious.

"Luo Wuchen, I will live a good life. I will love the Demon Venerable well. I will be one for him, two for him. No matter how many children I have, it has nothing to do with you."

"I didn't...wanwan, I didn't want you..." I read the pain from his expression, Luo Wuchen bent down, his shoulders and neck trembled slightly, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I didn't want to make you sad ..."

"What's so sad about me!" I retorted fiercely, as if my heart had been pierced.

There was an unpleasant feeling in the abdomen, like a squeeze in the stomach, causing the poor organ to be forced to roll over.

It is the spirit of the fetus in my womb, feeling the violent ups and downs of my emotions as a mother.

I gritted my molars tightly, "I got rid of you, I have my own heir, and I'm going to get married soon... Double happiness is coming, I'm too happy, there's nothing to be sad about."

The last thing I want is to expose my weakness in front of others, especially Luo Wuchen.

But every time, he can see me in the most embarrassing appearance.

A tear suddenly formed in my eyes and fell down my cheek suddenly.

My face changed, and I turned my face away fiercely.

I wiped my face indiscriminately, and my fingertips were wet. My mandible was tense, and my chest rose and fell rapidly.

boring...

How am I any more real than a drunkard?

What he said were just some inadvertent drunken words, so why should I, I heard them in my heart, and even my heart was affected.

Really boring.

Whether he really repents, whether he really loves me, has nothing to do with me anymore.

"Wanwan..." Luo Wuchen's voice was slightly hoarse, with pity and distress, "Don't cry."

"Luo Wuchen." I closed my eyes, my tone calmed down, and I even raised the corners of my lips slightly, revealing a smile that didn't make sense, "You love me, don't you?"

He told me to make a fool of myself, so I naturally want to take revenge and vent my anger.

Luo Wuchen stared at me blankly, there seemed to be some faint lights flickering in the depths of his eyes, "I..."

"Hush—" I lightly pressed his slightly parted lips with my fingers, "I'll answer after thinking about it."

Luo Wuchen blinked slowly, as if he couldn't recognize who I was again, and asked me, "Are you Wanwan?"

"I'm Xie Wan." I replied casually, "Why did you come to me?"

Luo Wuchen looked blank, trembling all over, "I...I think..."

Oh, it seems that he is still drunk.

Either way.

I slowly stood up straight, took out a Supa, and slowly wiped my fingers that had touched Luo Wuchen.

He is the most arrogant, I want to trample his face into the dirt.

"Luo Wuchen, I don't care whether you understand it or not, but..." I sneered, with a mocking tone, "It's really ugly that you keep pestering me."

"Do you want to beg for my forgiveness and get back together with me?"

"I tell you, it's impossible."

"I will never, ever forgive you."

The gleam in Luo Wuchen's eyes went out little by little.

The air seemed to condense into a solid body, pressing heavily on my heart.

I looked away without saying a word, my eyelashes covered my pupils, concealing all the emotions in my pupils.

Tomorrow, when he sobers up, even if he thinks of a sentence, with his arrogance, he won't come looking for me again.

This ending is the best for us.

It is better to forget each other than to forget each other.

I turned around, but the pace of leaving was slightly stagnant.

Luo Wuchen's fingers gently grabbed my sleeve.

The force was very light, as if I could pull the sleeve out of his hand with just one tug.

I said coldly: "Relax."

Luo Wuchen's eyes were empty, but his fingers were slowly loosened.

He let go of me, and I was about to leave, but Luo Wuchen got up and stumbled after me.

I don't know if it was because he was too drunk or for some other reason, but his steps were messy and his figure was slightly bent.

"Wanwan, wait a minute, I..."

"What are you doing here?" I turned around abruptly, and waved away Luo Wuchen's hand that was reaching out to me.

Something faintly lit flashed by in the night.

I didn't care, I just asked Luo Wuchen sternly, "I told you not to pester me, don't you understand?"

Luo Wuchen's figure froze, and his expression was both helpless and sad.

"I'm not……"

"I'm not trying to pester you."

"I have something for you." Luo Wuchen looked around, bent over to pick something from the grass, and stuffed it into my hand with a serious expression.

"Give you."

I looked at the palm of my hand, it was a longevity lock for children.

So...he came because he knew I was pregnant.

So, he came here just to give me a longevity lock?

My lips parted, and my fingers firmly pressed against the lines of the longevity lock, "You..."

"I'm not asking you to forgive me," Luo Wuchen shook his head: "I'm not good, I don't deserve to be forgiven."

He is still drunk.So... what he said was his truest words.

"In the future..." Luo Wuchen blinked slowly, smiled quietly, and said in a strange, dreamlike tone: "I won't come here to make you unhappy again."

"I won't...appear in front of you again."

Even though I have gone far, far away, I can still feel Luo Wuchen's gaze firmly glued to my back, as if trying to burn through a hole.

My fingers clenched tightly, and the long life lock was so painful that my palms ached, I turned my head and took one last look.

Luo Wuchen stayed where he was, motionless.

He stood there, with a large area of ​​darkness behind him, and he was in the dark place, watching me step by step, completely out of his sight.