After the apprenticeship, I became a hater
Chapter 79
"I don't believe it." Luo Wuchen's face turned pale, and the color of his lips became lighter.I felt that his expression was almost panicked.
"Believe it or not."
I stood coldly at the entrance of the enchantment with an indifferent expression.
"Luo Wuchen, no matter if I go to the Demon Realm or the Ghost Realm, I will never dislike me anywhere in the world, but I won't stay by your side anymore, so you should die."
"You clearly..." Luo Wuchen's pupils suddenly dilated for a moment, as if bewildered and at a loss.
"You said clearly that you would always love me."
His voice dropped.
"You promised me..."
Love……
He actually knew that I loved him.
But it is he who knows my sincerity, but crushes my sincerity, that is really hateful.
At that moment, my heart suddenly emptied.
"Why is Master Jian so naive?" I raised the corners of my mouth and smiled coldly, "What kind of deep-rooted love is it? It's just a play on the occasion. You have lied to me so many times, of course I will cheat back."
There was a sudden nausea in my throat, but it faded away quickly, so I didn't pay any attention to it.
"Luo Wuchen." My tone didn't fluctuate, and I didn't show any emotion, vowing to stab Luo Wuchen's heart with the most vicious attitude in my life.
Only a heart hidden inside seemed to have stopped beating, almost bursting in pain.
It was as if an invisible hand was holding my heart tightly, and then it was gradually crushed into mud.
"From beginning to end," I gritted my teeth fiercely, "I have never loved you."
"You bullied me, humiliated me, hurt me, I hated you a long time ago, how could I love you."
I said every word, and every time I said a word, the softest piece of tender flesh in my heart felt a tingling pain.
The chickadee held my hand worriedly and nervously, opened its mouth, as if it wanted to say something, but didn't know what to say, and finally just tightened the hand that was holding me.
"Did you hear that, our family hates you Wanwan and doesn't love you at all. Stop pestering my family Wanwan so shamelessly."
The chickadee guarded me behind her, exchanged glances with the demons of the same race, held my hand and started to leave, "Wanwan, let's go."
"No, you can't... Xie Wan, I..." Luo Wuchen stared at me, his posture was firm, but his voice trembled slightly, and his eyes were already stained with red, " I won't let you go."
No, no, must.
He has said such imperative words to me so many times that I can't count them, and I don't want to...to count them.
From the timid and obedient at the beginning, to the ridicule when he learned the truth later, to the sadness and burnout afterwards...
By the end, I was just bored.
"You're not allowed?" I turned my face sideways, my eyelashes drooping tiredly, "Look at you, it's already at this time, and it's still like this..."
The lower abdomen was a little uncomfortable, very slight, so I easily ignored it.
I smiled lightly, and slowly said the second half of the sentence.
"... only know the condescending orders."
Not even a soft word to say.
"Luo Wuchen, I don't owe you anything."
While talking, I saw Luo Wuchen frowned slightly.
Like you don't agree with what I'm saying.
But I really don't know which sentence I said wrong.
What do I owe him?
Is it because I took the name of his disciple and "lived" in his Killing Peak for more than ten years?
Or the day before yesterday?
I just can't figure it out.
Forget it.
I thought a little annoyed.
A venerable like them in a high position is always self-centered, only others are supporting him, and there is no reason for him to bow his head for others.
The reason why he refused to let go, presumably, was also because I did not act according to his wishes.
I smiled again, no taste.
Forget it, it doesn't matter who owes whom.
There's no point in arguing with Luo Wuchen in front of everyone over this trivial matter.
No need, I really don't think it's necessary.
That was ugly.
"Even if..." My throat felt hot, I took a deep breath, and said slowly, "Even if I really owe you, I should pay it back."
"Let me go."
Luo Wuchen didn't seem to understand what I said, and only said "Follow me back."
He couldn't listen to anything I said.
I don't want to listen to it either.
He, why... can't he let me go?
I felt a little out of breath, like the feeling of being out of breath when being surrounded by sea water.
Only the heart fire is burning.
"Go back with you? Then you will be punished, and your memory will be erased again? Or, just turn me into a fool who can't think? Luo Wuchen, why do you..."
I gritted my teeth and gasped for several breaths to stabilize my trembling voice.
"Why do you think I will go with you?"
"I didn't intend to punish you, Wanwan, I just wanted to take you home..."
Luo Wuchen wanted to say more, but I just felt that tattoos hurt everywhere, even the sea of consciousness hurts.
"I beg you, let me go..."
Luo Wuchen clearly wanted to catch up, but when his eyes touched the moisture in the corner of my eyes, he stopped.
It seems that the courage to force me to stay was taken away by something invisible.
"I'm not..." Luo Wuchen seemed to want to explain, but after saying a few words, he frowned painfully.
His face was as pale as if all the blood had drained from his body, and even his breathing was trembling.
Only then did I realize that although he was standing in front of me completely, he was indeed seriously injured.
From his point of view, this matter is that he realized that Xue Wucheng was a trap, and he managed to escape from the siege of the demons, even ignoring his injuries, so he rushed to find me.
But when he finally found me, he found that I was standing with the demons who framed him, and I wanted to abandon him...
Realizing this, the apex of my heart seemed to be pricked by a needle, and it hurt densely.
"Wanwan..." Luo Wuchen clenched his sword tightly, his figure was trembling, his voice was intermittent, as if he was unfamiliar, or because he was seriously injured. "I will change it, I won't make you sad again, I will change it, you..."
"Don't want me."
Luo Wuchen is such an arrogant person, I never imagined that one day he would humiliate me like this.
Yes, keep your mouth shut.
I looked at Luo Wuchen, and suddenly felt a pain in my heart.
No, Xie Wan, you must not feel sorry for him.
My eyelids trembled violently, and I closed my eyes abruptly.
Can't cry.
You finally got rid of Luo Wuchen, you should be happy, don't cry!
Strange, the entrance of the enchantment is so close to me, and the distance is only a few dozen steps, why is it so long?
"Wanwan..." Titmouse looked at me hesitantly, looking worried.
He is worried about me.
"Thank you late—"
My steps paused, and when the pain in my heart subsided a little, I forced a smile at the tit, and said in a low voice, "It's okay, let's go."
"Don't go! Xie Wan..." Luo Wuchen seemed to be extremely anxious and his blood surged, he opened his mouth and vomited a mouthful of blood.
My heart was pulled hard, as if it had been twisted hard, the pain was so painful that I could barely move.
"Wan Wan, Wan Wan, don't want me..."
His complexion was very pale, but his eye sockets were red. Lord Sword Master, who had always been aloof, was in such a state of embarrassment at this moment.
The last thing I saw was that Luo Wuchen was holding the sword with one hand, his back that was always upright was like a tree covered with thick snow, and the weight was too heavy on it, and the end would either be crushed or burnt.
If it wasn't for the support of that sword, it would have collapsed to the ground at any moment.
"……do not go."
Luo Wuchen stood in the same place, motionless, and when I looked over, I saw a tear welling up from his eye socket.
he……
Cried?
My heart trembled violently, and I couldn't help being in a trance for a moment.
A boulder fell into the pool, not only made a loud noise, but also had long aftermath ripples.
When Luo Wuchen was crying, there was no other expression on his face, only tears rolled down from his eyes, and fell soundlessly down his cheeks.
A long time ago, I wanted to see the frost and snow under his eyes melt for me, but I never thought that one day, the frost under his eyes would melt like this.
His love came too late.
At this time, when there is no possibility between me and him, the things he likes about me only seem out of place.
"I was wrong, I knew it was wrong, I was sorry for you, I knew it was wrong, Wanwan, don't go..."
I never wanted to make him cry.
He should be on top.
Never bow your head.
In this way, I will not waver in my hatred for him.
A tear flowed down my cheek, flowing down silently with my sorrow and joy, and disappearing silently with my love and hatred.
I held my lips and smiled, reaching out to wipe the tears off my face.
"Why is the wind and sand so big that I was blinded by the sand."
Titmouse believed it, and quickly took out a bamboo hat with a veil from the storage ring, chattering.
"The Demon Realm is indeed not as beautiful as the Cultivation Realm. If you wear this bamboo hat at night, there won't be so much wind and sand in my clan."
"it is good."
The tit climbed onto the horse and reached out to me.
"Come up, I'll take you."
……
I finally arrived at Demon Realm and left Luo Wuchen.
The chickadee led me back to his clan.
The dinner party was also very lively, the food in my bowl hardly stopped, and the words of persuasion were not bad, "Eat more, eat more, you are too thin, you need to make up and grow more meat. "
"You're welcome, treat it as your own home, and eat whatever you like."
"All the dishes at the dinner party today are specially prepared for you, you are welcome!"
I know they are all good intentions, but I really can't bear it.
The smell of wine made me feel sick, and the smell of meat made me feel sick too. I managed to grab a piece of a dish that wasn't too greasy, and just as soon as I ate it, I spit it out again.
The dull pain in the heart finally faded, and the pain in the lower abdomen finally showed its clues.
"Sorry," I covered my mouth, and walked out of the hall with messy steps.
"Wan Wan! Wan Wan?" Titmouse lost her chopsticks and chased after her.
"What's the matter? Is the food not to your liking?"
I frowned, struggling to hold back the nausea in my throat, pursed my lips and shook my head, "No..."
Titmouse can't believe it, her eyes are full of worry, "Your face is so ugly, Lao Pei, Lao Pei, come quickly—"
Vaguely, I feel that my current situation is somewhat familiar.
But I was too sick to spare the energy to remember exactly why it felt so familiar.
Sudden pain in the forehead, I finally couldn't bear it, pushed the tit's hand away, supported the tree, and vomited for a dark day.
"Believe it or not."
I stood coldly at the entrance of the enchantment with an indifferent expression.
"Luo Wuchen, no matter if I go to the Demon Realm or the Ghost Realm, I will never dislike me anywhere in the world, but I won't stay by your side anymore, so you should die."
"You clearly..." Luo Wuchen's pupils suddenly dilated for a moment, as if bewildered and at a loss.
"You said clearly that you would always love me."
His voice dropped.
"You promised me..."
Love……
He actually knew that I loved him.
But it is he who knows my sincerity, but crushes my sincerity, that is really hateful.
At that moment, my heart suddenly emptied.
"Why is Master Jian so naive?" I raised the corners of my mouth and smiled coldly, "What kind of deep-rooted love is it? It's just a play on the occasion. You have lied to me so many times, of course I will cheat back."
There was a sudden nausea in my throat, but it faded away quickly, so I didn't pay any attention to it.
"Luo Wuchen." My tone didn't fluctuate, and I didn't show any emotion, vowing to stab Luo Wuchen's heart with the most vicious attitude in my life.
Only a heart hidden inside seemed to have stopped beating, almost bursting in pain.
It was as if an invisible hand was holding my heart tightly, and then it was gradually crushed into mud.
"From beginning to end," I gritted my teeth fiercely, "I have never loved you."
"You bullied me, humiliated me, hurt me, I hated you a long time ago, how could I love you."
I said every word, and every time I said a word, the softest piece of tender flesh in my heart felt a tingling pain.
The chickadee held my hand worriedly and nervously, opened its mouth, as if it wanted to say something, but didn't know what to say, and finally just tightened the hand that was holding me.
"Did you hear that, our family hates you Wanwan and doesn't love you at all. Stop pestering my family Wanwan so shamelessly."
The chickadee guarded me behind her, exchanged glances with the demons of the same race, held my hand and started to leave, "Wanwan, let's go."
"No, you can't... Xie Wan, I..." Luo Wuchen stared at me, his posture was firm, but his voice trembled slightly, and his eyes were already stained with red, " I won't let you go."
No, no, must.
He has said such imperative words to me so many times that I can't count them, and I don't want to...to count them.
From the timid and obedient at the beginning, to the ridicule when he learned the truth later, to the sadness and burnout afterwards...
By the end, I was just bored.
"You're not allowed?" I turned my face sideways, my eyelashes drooping tiredly, "Look at you, it's already at this time, and it's still like this..."
The lower abdomen was a little uncomfortable, very slight, so I easily ignored it.
I smiled lightly, and slowly said the second half of the sentence.
"... only know the condescending orders."
Not even a soft word to say.
"Luo Wuchen, I don't owe you anything."
While talking, I saw Luo Wuchen frowned slightly.
Like you don't agree with what I'm saying.
But I really don't know which sentence I said wrong.
What do I owe him?
Is it because I took the name of his disciple and "lived" in his Killing Peak for more than ten years?
Or the day before yesterday?
I just can't figure it out.
Forget it.
I thought a little annoyed.
A venerable like them in a high position is always self-centered, only others are supporting him, and there is no reason for him to bow his head for others.
The reason why he refused to let go, presumably, was also because I did not act according to his wishes.
I smiled again, no taste.
Forget it, it doesn't matter who owes whom.
There's no point in arguing with Luo Wuchen in front of everyone over this trivial matter.
No need, I really don't think it's necessary.
That was ugly.
"Even if..." My throat felt hot, I took a deep breath, and said slowly, "Even if I really owe you, I should pay it back."
"Let me go."
Luo Wuchen didn't seem to understand what I said, and only said "Follow me back."
He couldn't listen to anything I said.
I don't want to listen to it either.
He, why... can't he let me go?
I felt a little out of breath, like the feeling of being out of breath when being surrounded by sea water.
Only the heart fire is burning.
"Go back with you? Then you will be punished, and your memory will be erased again? Or, just turn me into a fool who can't think? Luo Wuchen, why do you..."
I gritted my teeth and gasped for several breaths to stabilize my trembling voice.
"Why do you think I will go with you?"
"I didn't intend to punish you, Wanwan, I just wanted to take you home..."
Luo Wuchen wanted to say more, but I just felt that tattoos hurt everywhere, even the sea of consciousness hurts.
"I beg you, let me go..."
Luo Wuchen clearly wanted to catch up, but when his eyes touched the moisture in the corner of my eyes, he stopped.
It seems that the courage to force me to stay was taken away by something invisible.
"I'm not..." Luo Wuchen seemed to want to explain, but after saying a few words, he frowned painfully.
His face was as pale as if all the blood had drained from his body, and even his breathing was trembling.
Only then did I realize that although he was standing in front of me completely, he was indeed seriously injured.
From his point of view, this matter is that he realized that Xue Wucheng was a trap, and he managed to escape from the siege of the demons, even ignoring his injuries, so he rushed to find me.
But when he finally found me, he found that I was standing with the demons who framed him, and I wanted to abandon him...
Realizing this, the apex of my heart seemed to be pricked by a needle, and it hurt densely.
"Wanwan..." Luo Wuchen clenched his sword tightly, his figure was trembling, his voice was intermittent, as if he was unfamiliar, or because he was seriously injured. "I will change it, I won't make you sad again, I will change it, you..."
"Don't want me."
Luo Wuchen is such an arrogant person, I never imagined that one day he would humiliate me like this.
Yes, keep your mouth shut.
I looked at Luo Wuchen, and suddenly felt a pain in my heart.
No, Xie Wan, you must not feel sorry for him.
My eyelids trembled violently, and I closed my eyes abruptly.
Can't cry.
You finally got rid of Luo Wuchen, you should be happy, don't cry!
Strange, the entrance of the enchantment is so close to me, and the distance is only a few dozen steps, why is it so long?
"Wanwan..." Titmouse looked at me hesitantly, looking worried.
He is worried about me.
"Thank you late—"
My steps paused, and when the pain in my heart subsided a little, I forced a smile at the tit, and said in a low voice, "It's okay, let's go."
"Don't go! Xie Wan..." Luo Wuchen seemed to be extremely anxious and his blood surged, he opened his mouth and vomited a mouthful of blood.
My heart was pulled hard, as if it had been twisted hard, the pain was so painful that I could barely move.
"Wan Wan, Wan Wan, don't want me..."
His complexion was very pale, but his eye sockets were red. Lord Sword Master, who had always been aloof, was in such a state of embarrassment at this moment.
The last thing I saw was that Luo Wuchen was holding the sword with one hand, his back that was always upright was like a tree covered with thick snow, and the weight was too heavy on it, and the end would either be crushed or burnt.
If it wasn't for the support of that sword, it would have collapsed to the ground at any moment.
"……do not go."
Luo Wuchen stood in the same place, motionless, and when I looked over, I saw a tear welling up from his eye socket.
he……
Cried?
My heart trembled violently, and I couldn't help being in a trance for a moment.
A boulder fell into the pool, not only made a loud noise, but also had long aftermath ripples.
When Luo Wuchen was crying, there was no other expression on his face, only tears rolled down from his eyes, and fell soundlessly down his cheeks.
A long time ago, I wanted to see the frost and snow under his eyes melt for me, but I never thought that one day, the frost under his eyes would melt like this.
His love came too late.
At this time, when there is no possibility between me and him, the things he likes about me only seem out of place.
"I was wrong, I knew it was wrong, I was sorry for you, I knew it was wrong, Wanwan, don't go..."
I never wanted to make him cry.
He should be on top.
Never bow your head.
In this way, I will not waver in my hatred for him.
A tear flowed down my cheek, flowing down silently with my sorrow and joy, and disappearing silently with my love and hatred.
I held my lips and smiled, reaching out to wipe the tears off my face.
"Why is the wind and sand so big that I was blinded by the sand."
Titmouse believed it, and quickly took out a bamboo hat with a veil from the storage ring, chattering.
"The Demon Realm is indeed not as beautiful as the Cultivation Realm. If you wear this bamboo hat at night, there won't be so much wind and sand in my clan."
"it is good."
The tit climbed onto the horse and reached out to me.
"Come up, I'll take you."
……
I finally arrived at Demon Realm and left Luo Wuchen.
The chickadee led me back to his clan.
The dinner party was also very lively, the food in my bowl hardly stopped, and the words of persuasion were not bad, "Eat more, eat more, you are too thin, you need to make up and grow more meat. "
"You're welcome, treat it as your own home, and eat whatever you like."
"All the dishes at the dinner party today are specially prepared for you, you are welcome!"
I know they are all good intentions, but I really can't bear it.
The smell of wine made me feel sick, and the smell of meat made me feel sick too. I managed to grab a piece of a dish that wasn't too greasy, and just as soon as I ate it, I spit it out again.
The dull pain in the heart finally faded, and the pain in the lower abdomen finally showed its clues.
"Sorry," I covered my mouth, and walked out of the hall with messy steps.
"Wan Wan! Wan Wan?" Titmouse lost her chopsticks and chased after her.
"What's the matter? Is the food not to your liking?"
I frowned, struggling to hold back the nausea in my throat, pursed my lips and shook my head, "No..."
Titmouse can't believe it, her eyes are full of worry, "Your face is so ugly, Lao Pei, Lao Pei, come quickly—"
Vaguely, I feel that my current situation is somewhat familiar.
But I was too sick to spare the energy to remember exactly why it felt so familiar.
Sudden pain in the forehead, I finally couldn't bear it, pushed the tit's hand away, supported the tree, and vomited for a dark day.
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