After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

……Will not.

My pale face was hidden by the wide brim of my hat, I shook hands and forced myself to calm down.

The palms of my hands were a little wet, damp and cold, I clenched my teeth and suppressed the uneasiness in my heart.

Your husband won't treat me like this.

Husband loves me, knowing this news will only be as happy as me...

I hurriedly comforted myself, but the fingers in my sleeves were quietly clenched.

By the time I returned to Killing Peak, it was almost dark, Luo Wuchen was going to the border of immortals and demons to strengthen the barrier, and he would not be back for at least half a month.

So, I was left alone again.

Gu Lin was there, but I didn't know him well.

After all, I can't think of him at all.I heard that I was his junior brother before, but now, I am married to his master, and the identity change is not only difficult for him to accept for a while, but also for me, I am also a little embarrassed.

I caressed my lower abdomen and sat blankly, as if I had thought about a lot of things, but I didn't seem to think about anything.

The doctor said that my fetal image is unstable, I should take a good rest, take care of my body, and take care of my baby...

Waiting for my husband to come back...

Then tell your husband the good news.

I took anti-abortion medicine for a few days, and it really got better.

There was no more faint pain in the lower abdomen.

I touched my lower abdomen, and I was overwhelmed with unprecedented emotions.

It was a wonderful feeling. I thought that Luo Wuchen and I would never have a blood-linked heir. I thought I had a strange disease and died soon...

But the heavens have mercy.

I have a baby.

Every time I think of this, I can't help but feel lucky in my heart, lucky to have God's pity on me, lucky to have a bright future, lucky to have a son by my side.

I stroked my belly, which hadn't changed yet, and began to imagine that after the baby was born, it would look like me or Luo Wuchen.

Better not be like me, I'm dumb and I have no talent.

At most, he should be a little more like Luo Wuchen...

I hugged my lower abdomen and rubbed it gently, no matter if it is a boy or a girl, Luo Wuchen will be very good-looking and smart.

The husband will teach him/her to read and write, and will teach him/her to practice...

I feel like my heart is soaking in warm honey water.

However, the good times don't last long...

It was like opening a magic box to the unknown, my body became heavier day by day, and even new problems appeared every day.

It scares me.

Ke Luo Wuchen hasn't come back yet.

I could only bear it alone, wrapped in fear and pain.

Obviously, the husband said that he would not leave for a month at most, but why, why hasn't he come back yet?

It's been 35 days, why...

Husband...why haven't you come back yet?

Wanwan... so scary.

I buried myself in the quilt and curled up into a small ball.

I want to escape to a dream, a dream where there is no pain, no loneliness.

I'm just... so tired.

I fell into a deep sleep and woke up the next afternoon.

The body seems to be carrying something heavy.

I became sleepier day by day, but even when I fell asleep, I tossed and turned, making it difficult to sleep.

The stomach is empty, but most of the food I eat ends up being spit out.

My body is getting thinner day by day, on the contrary, my stomach is gradually bulging a tiny arc.

It turns out that being pregnant is so hard...

Did my mother work so hard when she was pregnant with me?

It seems to be a little thinner?

I want to eat more, I can't starve my baby...

Waiting for my husband to come back...

I thought a lot, and felt that my mind was filled with many things. Some of me felt that my thoughts were not enough, and I was tired and sleepy. I fell asleep after thinking about it for a long time.

Another long day passed.

But today is just tomorrow's yesterday, and the pain will never end.

"Oh!" It seemed that the blood all over my body was rushing and rushing, I couldn't stand still in pain, the soup in my hand couldn't be held firmly, and fell to the ground.

"Boom-"

The soup bowl was broken into thousands of pieces, and the hot concoction spilled all over the floor, but I had no time to take care of it.

My legs seemed to be cramped and my bones were broken. If I were also porcelain, I would probably be broken on the ground as well.

"—" I knelt on the ground, curled up into a ball, trembling, and instinctively protected the little life in my stomach.

I buried my head in the crook of my arm in pain, sweat pouring down my face, and my fingers dug deep into my flesh.

So sad……

Bones, tailbone... the blood all over his body seemed to be boiling hot.

I forced myself to crawl a few times, trying to prop myself up and climb onto the bed. The ground was too cold, and I was afraid that the air-conditioning would hurt my child.

But my hands and feet hurt as if my bones had been crushed. I couldn't get up, so I could only collapse on the ground, curl myself up, protect my abdomen, and try my best to keep the meager warmth Leave.

A gleam of moonlight suddenly appeared from the corner of the eye.

White?

what is that?

I was confused for a moment.

Soon, I discovered that the whiteness came from my hair.

I used to have dark black hair, but I don't know when it all turned into frost and snow white.

My eyes widened in astonishment.

I didn't know where the strength came from, and I struggled to get up.

I grab the mirror.

A strange me is reflected in the mirror.

Fear overwhelmed me, as if a chill had risen from the soles of my feet to the top of my head.

"Do not……"

In the mirror, my face was pale and at a loss, my blood-red eyes trembled in fear, white hair, red eyes, strange and seductive.

this is not me……

My head was as if it was filled with paste, my thinking was frozen, and I looked at myself in the mirror like petrified.

No...it's not me!

I evaded and buried myself in the quilt, it wasn't me, it was a mistake, I must be too tired, I made a mistake...

But the cruel reality has never been possible to escape.

After discovering a horrific change in my appearance, I discovered that I had grown a tail.

How can anyone have a long tail...

I really... am I a monster?

I unconsciously bit my finger until the piece of flesh was dripping with blood.

Do not……

I will not be a monster.

I just had a baby...

Yes, I am not a monster.

I pressed my violently rising and falling heart, slowed down my breathing, and gently stroked my lower abdomen.

Baby, I'm sorry, you always suffer with my father...

With things in my heart, I feel restless even in my sleep.

Half asleep and half awake, I felt like I was picked up by two hands and held in my arms.

Opening my eyes, my tail was curling around Luo Wuchen's wrist, and I suddenly opened my eyes wide.

I backed away abruptly as if frightened, and got into the quilt, wrapping myself into a ball, not daring to show even a strand of hair.

"Wanwan, come out." Luo Wuchen called me.

But how dare I get out of the quilt.

My eyes turned red like blood, my hair turned as white as frost and snow, and I even grew a tail...

Luo Wuchen threw off the quilt and grabbed my wrist, making it impossible for me to escape.

I let out a short scream, like a young deer caught by a hunter, unable to break free, I could only tremble in despair.

"Wanwan," Luo Wuchen forced me to raise my head, "Look at me, what are you afraid of?"

I was so scared that tears were about to fall, "Husband, you believe me, I am not a monster, don't want me..."

"I know." Luo Wuchen raised his hand to stroke my hair, "You are not a monster."

"Really?" I stared at Luo Wuchen nervously as if I was grabbing a life-saving piece of driftwood, and quietly clenched Luo Wuchen's lapel.

I want to be recognized too much, did you hear me wrong?

Luo Wuchen stroked my trembling back, "You are not a monster."

He told me that the reason I grew a tail was because of my succubus blood.

"...Succubus?" There seemed to be a thin string humming in his heart.

I shivered in his arms, curled up into a soft little ball.

"It's my fault, I shouldn't have been away for too long."

Luo Wuchen lowered his head and kissed my tear-wet eyelashes.

I shook my head slightly and smiled softly at him: "It's okay, it's not your fault."

My husband is back, he doesn't dislike me as a devil, my husband is so kind.

He is so good, I will only love him more, so how can I abduct him and come back late.

"It's because I came back late," Luo Wuchen kissed my hair pitifully. He told me that my hair turned white because I didn't absorb the essence for too long, and the succubus blood couldn't be fed and internal friction As a result, "You suffer."

"I'm not bitter." I shook my head, my heart was as soft and sweet as if soaked in honey water.

Luo Wuchen hugged me and stroked my hair.

I looked at Luo Wuchen, my heart was beating with enthusiasm.

"Husband, you are so kind."

"Silly Wanwan." Hearing what I said, a little smile appeared in Luo Wuchen's eyes.

My hand unconsciously caressed gently on my stomach, a little hesitant whether I should tell Luo Wuchen of the existence of this child.

Although the fact that I was pregnant as a man sounds appalling, but...

Since my husband can accept that I am a succubus, will I... also accept the child in my belly?

"Husband." Taking a deep breath as if I had made up my mind, I grasped Luo Wuchen's sleeve vainly.

Luo Wuchen lowered his eyes, "Huh?"

I carefully tested his tone, "Do you want a child?"

Luo Wuchen looked at me with puzzlement.

"I'm just asking, if... I mean if," I organized my words in a panic, "if I can get pregnant..."

"You don't have to bear children for me," Luo Wuchen said coldly, interrupting my stuttering.

Like being splashed with a bucket of cold water, the blood in my heart suddenly cooled down.

Misty mist blurred the eyes.

I panicked and closed my eyes.

"That's it."

I didn't want Luo Wuchen to discover my gaffe, so I gritted my teeth secretly.

But the soreness in the eye sockets refused to fade away no matter what.

I turned my head quickly, trying hard to force back the tears.

Your husband may not be ready.

After all, I am a man, and my husband would never think that I could be pregnant...

Even, even if my husband doesn't want this child, it doesn't matter, I can raise it myself...

I shouldn't ask today, I'll ask tomorrow, maybe a little later...

I feel that I am not actually sad, but that my mind has become a mess and it is difficult to think.

Luo Wuchen stroked my somewhat pale face, and went to untie my skirt.

I suddenly came back to my senses, stopped Luo Wuchen's hand, and hesitated, "I'm a little tired, no, can't you fix it with both?"

Luo Wuchen and I practiced together for my own good.

Succubus need energy to feed.

But I'm pregnant... I can't have intercourse in the early stages of pregnancy.

There is a possibility of miscarriage.

But I couldn't tell Luo Wuchen that I was pregnant, so I couldn't think of an excuse to refuse.

I was really flustered. At this moment, I suddenly felt a familiar nausea.

"Late night?"

I vomited until tears came out, the child in my belly seemed to be having a temper tantrum with me, the pain made me helpless and rickety.

Luo Wuchen grabbed my wrist and asked me, "Wanwan, what happened to you?"

I was so uncomfortable, the fear and pain made me unable to think, and for some reason, I slipped my mouth.

"I am pregnant……"

"Pregnant?" Luo Wuchen's expression froze for a moment, and his tone was somewhat unpredictable, "Xie Wan, you said you were pregnant?"

"Yes," I clasped the quilt tightly with sweaty hands, I explained to him incoherently, "I don't know why I can get pregnant, but..."

But I do have a baby.

I'm not a monster, I'm just, I'm just...

Luo Wuchen looked at me with cold eyes, like ice floating with fireworks, with a sense of oppression from top to bottom, which made me feel the fear of chilling all over my body.

"I know," he said.

"Succubi, regardless of gender, are fertile."

Luo Wuchen lowered his eyelashes, and drew away the light under his eyes.

"I know a succubus has no shame...I don't blame you."

Why don't you blame me?

I feel like he is angry, but why?

Is it because... I didn't tell him right away?

Like a frightened rabbit, I clutched my stomach and curled up into a small ball, looking at Luo Wuchen in horror and confusion.

"So," Luo Wuchen pinched my jawbone, his voice was as cold as ice, "Xie Wan."

He called me by my first name.

"You tell me."

"Whose evil seed are you pregnant with?"