After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

"Under such a soft and deceitful skin..."

Luo Wuchen pinched my chin, and lightly touched my lips with bloody fingers, caressing them with unknown meaning, "But he has such a vicious heart."

I could feel blood smearing on my lips with Luo Wuchen's movements.

The stench of fresh blood lingers in my nostrils.

My brows tightened in repulsion, and I instinctively grabbed Luo Wuchen's wrist, trying to push him away.

Anxiety spread in my heart, and I subconsciously wanted to escape.

"...You want my life?"

Luo Wuchen's eyes were calm, and there was no wave in his expression, as if there was a deep pool with a surging undercurrent, which could not be observed.

Even though I was mentally prepared to be retaliated back by Luo Wuchen doubled after failure, but at this moment, my heart still burst into infinite panic uncontrollably.

It has nothing to do with other things, it is the instinct of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, whether it is a human being or a demon, they are born with it.

I struggled indiscriminately to push Luo Wuchen away, without any response to Luo Wuchen's words.

Luo Wuchen didn't need my answer either.

He wiped all the blood stained on his fingertips on my lips, lifted my face suddenly, and cast his eyes straight on my face, "Wan Wan... tell me——"

"how dare you……"

Luo Wuchen's tone contained anger.

"Did I treat you too well?"

As Luo Wuchen's voice fell, the force on my jaw became much stronger, and I even felt that the temperature around me dropped a lot: "Wan Wan?"

I frowned in pain, and was forced to look up, my vision blurred for a moment by the sudden mist.

It took me a while to understand the meaning of the words that fell into my ears.

After I understood it, I couldn't help being stunned for a moment, thinking that I was in extreme pain and my hearing was wrong.

……it is good?

Luo Wuchen actually has the face to say that he treats me well.

So he raised me in Killing Peak as a love calamity that needs to be overcome, and allowed me to be bullied for more than ten years.

After I knew the truth, I exposed the lie without any remorse, which forced me to have no way out, so I had no choice but to jump off the Zhuxian Terrace and beg for death.

now--

It even tore through all the falsehoods, imprisoned me here, and forced me out of my demons.

Ha... I'm even more mocking, okay?

If these count well, then he is really kind to me.

The sudden rise of hatred and anger overwhelmed the instinctive fear.

I clenched my fingers tightly, gritted my teeth, and endured the humiliation and anger rising in my heart——

After all, he couldn't help but sneered.

"Forget it, I can't afford Lord Sword Master's 'good'." I said.

Luo Wuchen's face became more and more gloomy, like dark clouds brewing thunder.

"Xie Wan, I didn't know that you are so sharp-tongued."

I suddenly felt that something bad was going to happen.

Earlier, when I was angry, I forgot that I was still in danger, so I ignored it and only wanted to make myself happy.

It's a pity that my anger came and went quickly, and it lasted only for a moment before it turned into panic under Luo Wuchen's cold gaze.

"You..." What are you going to do?

My spine suddenly tensed, and my whole body and mind became extremely vigilant.

"——!..."

I straightened my back and my eyes widened in astonishment.

Luo Wuchen strangled my throat.

"Hmm...let it go..." The fear of the vitals falling into the hands of others, the pain of being rough on my fragile throat, my eyes uncontrollably sprayed a layer of water mist.

"You really think I'm reluctant to punish you?" Luo Wuchen's fingers slowly tightened.

uncomfortable...

So sad……

I felt like I couldn't breathe, and the desire to survive drove me to open my mouth and gasp for breath.

It was also because I opened my mouth that my jaws lost their guard, and I was driven straight in by Luo Wuchen's fingers, and even held hostage——

My tongue was held hostage by Luo Wuchen, I instinctively wanted to retract it, but Luo Wuchen forcibly pulled it out of my mouth...

Him, is he going to pull out my tongue?

My body couldn't help shaking.

"Um-"

I clearly wanted to break Luo Wuchen's hand apart, but my fingers were trembling all the time, and I couldn't exert any strength.

"Xie Wan," Luo Wuchen looked down at me condescendingly, and said slowly, "You shouldn't provoke me."

what?

I don't understand why Luo Wuchen is punishing me.

Is it because of the porcelain blade I stabbed into his heart?

Or is it because I don't want to give in and beg for mercy, and retort?

Where does his anger come from at this moment.

I have no time to think, and all my mind is occupied by pain.

So sour, so painful...

uncomfortable...

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..."

I struggled frantically in Luo Wuchen's hands.

'let me go! '

However, due to the disparity in strength, I have no power to parry in front of Luo Wuchen.

No matter how hard I try, I can't escape from Luo Wuchen's hands.

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!"

I was helpless, and I wanted to close my teeth and bite him, but when I thought about it, I remembered that my innocent tortured tongue was also between my teeth. I was worried that if I didn't bite Luo Wuchen, I would bite myself instead. tongue.

Temporarily cast the mouse.

The finger bones turned white, and my fingertips scratched Luo Wuchen's sleeves. I frowned tightly, and my body trembled uncontrollably from fear and anger.

"No... uh!"

My fingers tightly grasped his arm, trying to prevent Luo Wuchen from continuing to pull out my tongue.

But in the end, my tongue was pulled out even more by Luo Wuchen.

A sharp tingling at the base of my tongue reminds me that my tongue has reached a breaking point.

An inch further out and it will be...

The fear of being torn apart made my scalp numb, my muscles tensed, and I whimpered because of the pain, and my eyes were covered with a thick layer of mist.

"...Mmm..." The saliva overflowed from the corner of my mouth, coldly ran across my chin, sank into my neck, and wet my clothes with my sweat.

Because I suffered too much when I was young, even though I am lucky enough to get the pill now, my body is still weaker than ordinary people.

Soon, my physical strength was stretched to the limit, and the struggle became extremely small.

The throat was pinched by Luo Wuchen, the tongue was pulled by Luo Wuchen, just like a lamb on the cutting board, I wept mournfully.

I was afraid of sour tongue, my eyes were cloudy with tears, and I suddenly felt... Maybe Luo Wuchen might just pull out my tongue like this.

. . . and made me dumb so that I could no longer speak against him.

Pain, hatred, despair...

Many emotions surged, my body trembled uncontrollably, my sobs were tinged with grief, and the water mist condensed into unconvincing tears, streaming down uncontrollably.

And Luo Wuchen only looked at me coldly and condescendingly, admiring my embarrassment and ugliness.

While struggling, I smelled an increasingly intense smell of blood, but it didn't come from Luo Wuchen's body, but...

Myself.

"...?!"

The corners of my lips were wounded by the rough treatment and cracked again. The smell of blood was thick in my mouth and enveloped the end of my nose.

it hurts...

So sad.

he bullies me……

He knows how to bully me.

I knew that in Luo Wuchen's eyes, I was just an ant who could be tortured at will, no, even more... low...

In his eyes, I should be a puppet plaything with no self, no thoughts, and only obedience.

So, he punished him as he wanted.

My pain, my struggle, my despair...

He would never see it in his eyes, let alone take it to his heart.

Yes, I'm just his love robbery.

So I should just be his vassal, everything about me should be controlled by Luo Wuchen, including my life and death.

Even if it is death, Luo Wuchen has to give it personally...

I'm not even worthy of being human.

how ridiculous...

Because I am his love robbery, love robbery... I am not a human being.

But... I really...

it hurts...

The more I think about it, the colder I feel.

...so cold.

I am not reconciled, I am really not reconciled.

why...

Why should he want my life, it is my honor.

I want to kill him, but instead I will be tortured and punished by him?

Why?

I just want to live... I just don't want to die, what's wrong with me?

Humiliation, unwillingness, hatred, anger...like karmic fire burned my sanity.

I am right!

【——】

Consciousness was blank for a moment.

I don't know what happened just now.

When I came back to my senses, I saw that my hands were covered with blood, Luo Wuchen's, mine, mixed together, the red was so dazzling that I felt pain in my eye sockets after just one glance.

The whole tongue hurt like it wasn't my own, I was sweating profusely, my mouth was full of foam, and I looked at Luo Wuchen angrily.

"Stubborn and unruly," Luo Wuchen scowled, "Xie Wan, you think I really can't s—"

"Then you will kill me!" My voice suddenly rose, almost breaking in a mournful voice.

"Otherwise..." My chest heaved rapidly, "Otherwise..."

"I will definitely kill you. I failed to kill you this time, so I will come again next time."

I hated my voice, my voice was hoarse, and every word was bloody, "One day... I will kill you—"

Luo Wuchen's eyes darkened, and the hand holding my throat tightened again: "I will never change my nature."

"Cough..." The feeling of suffocation hit again, and I felt like I was going to be strangled to death.

……die?

Am I going to die?

Perhaps, death is my relief.

I can't kill Luo Wuchen.

Even now, being treated so contemptuously and maliciously, I can only cry cowardly.

I'm really useless.

It was raining harder outside.

Tears overflowed from my eyes, and a torrential rain fell on my heart.

After the rainstorm, only mess remains.

"No..." Luo Wuchen let go a little, giving me a moment to breathe, he stared at me thoughtfully, "You are not my Wanwan."

"You were just bewitched by the demon..."

"I will heal you."

Luo Wuchen was obviously covered in blood, but the Purple Heart Nine Turns Grass was clean when he handed it to me.

But now it was still inevitably stained with blood.

The blood-stained purple heart nine-turn grass was forced into my mouth by Luo Wuchen against my lips.

"Swallow."

Luo Wuchen pinched my throat, clamped my jaw, and forced me to open my teeth.

"No..." My strength has long been exhausted in the previous torture, but I still struggled weakly, with a trembling sobbing sound, "I don't want to..."

"cry?"

Luo Wuchen looked at me silently for a while, his eyes were very calm, as if he was watching some clumsy performance.

"You cry all the time."

Luo Wuchen wiped the tears at the corners of my eyes with his fingers, and asked me, "Is tears a tool for you to show weakness?"

"It's a pity." Luo Wuchen continued, "Xie Wan, I will not be deceived by your tears."

Mixed with Luo Wuchen's blood, I was forced to swallow that purple heart nine-turn grass.

The moment I swallowed it, my consciousness went blank for a moment.

It was extremely quiet around him, only the rustling of tears dripping into his temples could be heard.

Luo Wuchen let go of his fingers and let my weak body fall to the ground.

"Cough, cough, cough..." I hunched over awkwardly, coughing violently as if I wanted to cough up all my internal organs.

The smell of blood spread in the mouth, the unique bitterness and smell of herbs, and the smell of blood intertwined and mixed.

That smell made my scalp tingle and my body tremble unconsciously.

I didn't care to wipe away the tears that had already filled my face, and I didn't care to cover my injured throat, clasping my throat in a panic, retching in embarrassment.

But even if I vomited until there was only acid water left, I couldn't spit out what I wanted to spit out.

My throat is burning, it hurts inside, and it hurts outside...

My tongue hurts, my throat hurts, my chest hurts and my heart hurts. I'm numb from the pain, and my eyes turn black.

Even my fingers and body were sore and sore, especially my fingertips, because I struggled so hard that I even split a few nails.

It's okay if I didn't realize it just now, but now I realize the injury on my body, it makes me tremble with pain.

It was as if every inch of the wound was meticulously cut by a knife blade. I was sore and cold, and there was no part of my body that was not uncomfortable.

Tears could not stop falling down, wet the ground in front of my eyes.

My clothes were completely drenched in cold sweat, cold sweat, tears, and blood. I was as embarrassed as a lost dog thrown into cold water.

Luo Wuchen's eyes fell coldly from a high place, as if scrutinizing.

"...Why..." My emotions had completely collapsed, and I spoke incoherently, "...Why didn't you kill me?"

"I will kill you, one day... I will definitely kill you..." The voice was hoarse and unpleasant, like the howling of a trapped animal on the verge of death.

Luo Wuchen's eyes didn't change a bit, his cold pupils reflected a drenched me.

"After one month, you will marry me."