After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

As the saying goes, there is no turning back when you start a bow. For some things, once you start, there is no room for turning around.

It is also said that if you know the difficulties and retreat, do what you can, and those who know the current affairs are heroes.

Numerous examples have proved that the result of impulsive impulse is often difficult to get off, such as...

"What are you doing?"

Luo Wuchen's voice was cold, with a serious weakness, but it sounded like thunder in my confused sea of ​​consciousness.

I raised my head abruptly, and met Luo Wuchen's questioning gaze.

"you--"

My lips trembled, and my voice choked in my throat.

Luo Wuchen's hand grabbed my wrist with little strength, and his eyes were fixed on me.

I was clutching strips of cloth that I hadn't had time to throw away, crumpled and sweaty.

The heartbeat suddenly increased by half a minute.I could feel my cheeks burning, and an indescribable sense of shame welled up in my heart, like a torrent flooding me, and I felt a burst of suffocation.

For a moment, I wanted to find a big rock——

Either knock Luo Wuchen unconscious, or knock myself unconscious, it's better than two people looking at each other like this, it's really embarrassing.

My face was blank, and I just felt that my head was full of pain.

Why did he wake up again! ?

Why did you wake up again! ! !

Mixed with the shame is the rage of being fooled.

Didn't he pass out? !

He didn't wake up when I slapped him like that just now, but he woke up at this time. He deliberately wanted to see me laugh, right?

Luo Wuchen's expression was indifferent, and his eyes fluctuated slightly, as if he didn't know anything about what I was going to do, or...

I have already seen it through, and I just look at me calmly, feeling ashamed,

I stared at Luo Wuchen's eyes that seemed to be able to see through everything, and suddenly I felt a kind of hatred in my heart.

I hate him for setting my fate lightly.

I hate him for accepting me as his apprentice, hate him for being indifferent to me for so many years, hate him for giving me an illusion when I thought I was in a desperate situation, and made me have extravagant hopes...

I hate him to death.

But I hate myself even more for being so easy to coax and deceive.

The hatred in my heart drowned me like a tide, bound me like a spider's thread, my panting became more and more rapid, and my body trembled uncontrollably.

"How do you..."

Luo Wuchen was slightly stunned, and reached out to me as if wanting to touch my face.

Could it be that he thinks that I'm still the idiot I used to be who can give him my all by coaxing me casually?

ridiculous.

hateful!

I grabbed his hand and bit it hard.

I bit hard, the newly grown fangs pierced his skin, warm blood gushed out, dyed his sleeves red, and left a thick smear of blood on my lips.

Luo Wuchen didn't struggle, and let me bite him, looking at me with a calm expression as if he was not affected by the slightest bit, but the trembling of Luo Wuchen's muscles under the jaw told me that he should be in pain at the moment.

pain?

It hurts.

I wish I could drink his blood and eat his flesh.

Why!

Why?

Why should I be so embarrassed, but he is calm.

Why do I want to be torn and wandering, with no branches to rely on, and even the final destination is a desperate place.

Why does he have no guilt for causing me so far.

Just because he is the sword master, so I even have a high love for him?

My anger is like a raging fire, burning out all my sanity.

I can't think of anything else, only the hatred in my heart.

Ruthless way...

Ha, ruthlessly said!

So what about the ruthless way?

Why should my life be used to complete his way?

The more I thought about it, the more I hated it. Even though my cheeks were sore, I refused to let go.

The lips were moistened by the newly gushing blood, and the tip of the tongue also touched the slightly salty and fishy blood.

"Gudong"

The blood with pure spiritual power was swallowed down the throat, and the burning hunger from the abdominal cavity was much less.

"...?"

I was stunned.

The bloodline inheritance only told me to eat as much as possible, but there was only a hazy image of how to eat.

It's like looking through a bronze mirror that hasn't been wiped for years. There are only shadows on the mirror that can't tell whether it's a human or a ghost...

I stroked my stomach, which seemed to have relieved a little hunger, thoughtfully.

It feels like I have vaguely found a good way to help myself get through the awakening period safely.

Luo Wuchen is worthy of being scolded by the sword master, his blood is also a treasure, and it can also relieve my hunger.

My physical discomfort has faded a lot, and my mood has also improved a lot. When I feel better, I don't look at Luo Wuchen so coldly.

After my appetite was satisfied, I felt drowsy, my stomach was warm, and my body was lazy. I yawned a little and crawled back to bed to sleep.

Holding the futon, I felt as if I had forgotten something.

... What is it?

Eyes half-closed, sleepy, I suddenly remembered——

Ah!

It was Luo Wuchen.

Luo Wuchen is still in my room.

I suddenly opened my eyes, but saw Luo Wuchen frowning slightly, and didn't deal with the arm that was bitten by me, just looked at me for a moment, with a confused look on his face.

"What do you see me doing?"

I am in the state of "satisfaction with wine and food", and I have a little bit of patience to say a few words to Luo Wuchen.

Luo Wuchen's eyes were calm: "I know you."

……what?

What a mess.

I couldn't understand it at all, and I didn't bother to think about it. Little by little, my head made a meaningless "oh".

"you know me."

I snorted an "um" without actually listening to what he was saying.

Luo Wuchen was still talking, he asked me if I knew who he was, if I knew him before, and what kind of relationship it was.

I just "hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm up up" and I yawned drowsily.

"...can you let me stay here?"

Ah, he talks a lot.

I was so sleepy that whatever he said became a meaningless cacophony in my ears.

"up to you."

I muttered a few words vaguely, and then I threw myself into the sweet dreamland.

After I woke up refreshed, my eyes met Luo Wuchen's again.

Luo Wuchen seemed to be guarding my bedside, seeing me wake up, asked me: "Do you want a drink?"

I just woke up, and I was still in a daze. When he asked, I felt like I was really thirsty, so I nodded in a daze.

Then, a bowl of lukewarm water was stuffed into my hand.

"?" I drank the water and stared at Luo Wuchen confusedly, feeling a little confused.

Why is Luo Wuchen here?

Oh... I remembered, he was picked up by the tit and brought here.

wrong.

Why is Luo Wuchen in my room?

I recalled the scene before I fell asleep, and was silent for a moment.

It seems that I promised myself.

Silence, silence.

In silence, the warm water in the bowl bottomed out.

But he is Luo Wuchen, I would be tolerant if I didn't yell at him, otherwise...

Just kick him out.

Still, his blood is an indispensable necessity for me.

I pursed my lips, furrowing my brows in embarrassment.

Or should we keep him?

I was a little hesitant, and gave Luo Wuchen a hesitant look.

"You..." I hesitated.

At this time, I suddenly realized something belatedly——

Luo Wuchen seemed to have lost his memory.

He actually lost his memory...

Not only does he not remember who I am, he doesn't even remember who he is.

Luo Wuchen didn't remember anything.

He completely forgot everything about the past, and I was the only one left trapped in the same place by hatred and unwillingness.

There are such absurd things in the world.

I don't know if it's because I was the first person Luo Wuchen saw when he opened his eyes after he lost his memory. Luo Wuchen has a kind of imperceptible closeness to me, or dependence?

I noticed Luo Wuchen's emotions, and felt more and more absurd in my heart.

This this……

There are thousands of thoughts in my mind, and I turn a thousand times.On second thought, isn't this a good thing?

I still need Luo Wuchen during my awakening period, and Luo Wuchen has lost his memory again. I just can put aside the past entanglements for the time being, and use Luo Wuchen to provide spiritual energy...

Yes, as it should be.

It must be God seeing that I was trapped in the land of exile, so pitiful, that he sent the amnesiac Luo Wuchen to me.

After being unlucky for so long, I finally had a turn of events.

The more I think about it, the more it makes sense.

Anyway, Luo Wuchen doesn't remember anything, so why don't I leave everything to me?

Thinking of this, I looked at Luo Wuchen with a kind of kindness like a farmer looking at the gratifying crops in his field.

If the opposite person is some other innocent person, I will definitely not choose to deceive and conceal it.

But he is Luo Wuchen.

It was he who owed me.

He deserves it.

I have a clear conscience and a clear conscience.

So, I lied to Luo Wuchen that I was his master and he was my little boy.

But Luo Wuchen is not like me, even if he loses his memory, it is not easy to lie.

Luo Wuchen didn't seem to believe my nonsense.

Although I had something to ask for from him, I still hated him more after all. I was impatient to coax him more, so I said: "Believe it or not, if you don't want to accept your identity, get out of here."

"I don't want to raise you yet."

Luo Wuchen's expression turned cold, he looked at me deeply, and turned around to leave.

Amnesia, still so arrogant.

Or is it worthy of being Luo Wuchen?

I saw that he was really going to be angry with me, and thought that he was my rice, my food reserve, so I suppressed my impatience and calmed down a little to coax him: "Okay, don't lose your temper."

"Need up your wounds first." What, you still want me to coax you, I am secretly annoyed, planning to stabilize the person first, and then exploit it well, and vent my anger once.

"Here," I fumbled out a elixir from the storage ring and handed it to Luo Wuchen, not forgetting to give credit to myself, "Look how much I care about you."

This elixir is left over from Dr. Pei's treatment of my wounds last time, and the effect is particularly good. I was very reluctant to give it to Luo Wuchen for nothing.

But as the saying goes: If you can't bear children, you can't hold wolves.

I often suppressed the reluctance in my heart, and stuffed the pill into Luo Wuchen's hands, "Take it to heal the wound."

Luo Wuchen took a fixed look at me, slowly closed his fingers, and grasped the elixir.

I don't know if it's my illusion, but I seem to see a warm and harmonious color in his eyes.

I glanced at him slightly in surprise, not knowing what he was thinking of, and even the tips of his ears turned red.

……

Fortunately, I was able to bend and stretch, and stabilized Luo Wuchen.

That night, I ushered in the second awakening period.

Luo Wuchen took the elixir I gave and was meditating. I grabbed his hand, bit his skin with fangs, and drank hot blood.

Every subsequent awakening period, I rely on Luo Wuchen's "selfless dedication" to pass smoothly.

Thanks to Luo Wuchen's selfless dedication, the tip of my tail became rounded, and the fangs became much sharper and harder.

And on Luo Wuchen's arm, the bite marks I left were stacked one on top of the other, and the scars were visible to the naked eye.

I turned a blind eye to it, and only asked for his spiritual blood every time I needed it.

As long as I can go through the awakening period smoothly, it doesn't matter whether Luo Wuchen loses weight or dies.

My heart is as hard as a rock and as cold as an ice cube.

How could he feel sorry for his enemy.

I don't care about Luo Wuchen, and Luo Wuchen himself doesn't seem to care, every time I suck blood, he is very obedient, even when I bite him to suck blood, he still feels...

He seemed a little...happy?

Like a bud emerging from a branch.It's not obvious, but it's there.

I couldn't help giving him a weird look, and when I saw him, he hurriedly looked away, and the white jade-like earlobes turned pink little by little.

Weird.

But after all, I still didn't take it too seriously, I only looked for him when I had needs, and when I was satisfied, I would lazily lie back on the bed and take a nap.

Days passed by, and seeing that my awakening period was about to end, my high-hanging heart was finally about to fall to the ground.

After the awakening period, I don't need Luo Wuchen anymore.

Unfortunately, on the last day, something went wrong.

I don't know if it's because I drank too much spiritual blood and my body's tolerance has increased, or because the spiritual blood can't provide the energy needed by the succubus to survive the awakening period after all.

This time the awakening was menacing and hard to resist.

"Luo...Wuchen..." My mind was dazed, and I staggered towards Luo Wuchen who was folding my clothes for me.

After these days of running-in, Luo Wuchen has been able to catch me very skillfully.

He held my waist to prevent me from slipping to the ground, his expression was calm, only the tips of his ears were red.

I collapsed into his arms, hooked my fingers around his drooping hair, and said almost out of breath, "Low your head."

"Thank you late..."

Luo Wuchen's voice froze.

When he looked down at me, I bit his neck.