After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

I faltered in my steps, a little hesitant to come back at another time.

Really annoying.

Someone I didn't want to see stopped me from meeting Master.

I pouted in annoyance,

I just want to stay with Master, why is it so difficult.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh.

I don't like Gu Lin, and I don't want to see him, but I can't bear to miss Master...

While hesitating, Luo Wuchen seemed to be aware of my existence and looked at me from afar.

I have always known that Luo Wuchen is the only sword master in the cultivation world who can slay true immortals with a sword, and I have always known that Luo Wuchen is the most indifferent.

But, in fact, I thought I knew it.

The moment I touched the eyes without any warmth, I only felt as if thousands of sharp swords fell from the sky and attacked me.

When I was four years old, I saw mountains of corpses and seas of blood, struggling to survive in the chaos and disorder, and I don’t know how many times I was beaten to the point of bleeding.

But I just feel sad or angry, not a shred of fear.

but……

Luo Wuchen just swept me like this, even if it wasn't aimed at me, even if it didn't have any killing intent, even if it was just a short moment, I was still instinctively terrified because of the oppressive feeling on Luo Wuchen's body.

The oppressive feeling from Luo Wuchen dissipated quickly, he withdrew his gaze, and looked indifferently at Gu Lin who was kneeling on the ground.

"There will be no next time." Luo Wuchen looked down at Gu Lin, with no fluctuation in his tone.

"Student, please remember." Gu Lin replied in a hoarse voice, and performed a disciple salute slowly.

Luo Wuchen didn't speak again, but looked away indifferently, and looked at me, "Wanwan."

"Come here," he said.

My body was shaking, but I couldn't tell if it was fear or what.

Even the sea of ​​consciousness is a blank space of the ingested mind.

I heard Luo Wuchen calling me over, but the soul seemed to be in two different worlds from the body.

Gu Lin, who was kneeling on the ground and bowed his head respectfully, also looked over, "Wanwan?"

He kept his head down, until he raised his head, I realized that Gu Lin's face was as pale as if he had been seriously injured, and his face was covered with dense sweat, which seemed a bit miserable.

I saw that he looked like he was more seriously injured than Su Lianyi, so I was a little puzzled.

Who hurt him?

Could it be...was beaten when he went out?

I conjecture indifferently.

But as far as I know, although Gu Lin's seniority is light, his strength is not inferior to the elders of the clan. Unless he is a powerful old monster, few people can hurt him.

Suddenly, a thought flashed through my mind——

Could it be, Master?

but……

why?

I couldn't help but looked at Luo Wuchen with some puzzlement, did Gu Lin make any mistake?

"Wanwan," Luo Wuchen called me again: "Come here."

"Yes, Master." I stopped looking at Gu Lin's pale face and trotted towards Luo Wuchen.

Gu Lin called me "Wanwan" in a low voice, I paused slightly, turned my face to the side, and gave him a blank expressionless look.

"I'm sorry..." Gu Lin's eyes were full of innumerable and inexplicable emotions.

Feel sorry?

What is he apologizing for?

Is it because of the favoritism towards Su Lianyi in the past seven years, or because of the indifference to me in the past seven years?

My fingers are clenched tightly, nails digging into my palm.

……

The poisonous insect I met back then was called Shuiyunhei, its rank was not high, but its toxicity was extremely strong, and it was able to rank seventh among the top ten poisonous substances in the cultivation world.

Although I was lucky enough to survive, I became a useless person.

The poison that cannot be removed remains in my body, corroding my skin, penetrating into my flesh and blood, corroding my bones, making me not a good root, almost useless.

I can no longer build a foundation, I can only stay in Qi training forever, and I can't make any progress.

And after I became a useless person, they only said that I deserved what I did, and that what I did was what I did.

In order to cater to Su Lianyi's suitors, the group of disciples at the bottom also tried their best to target me by belittling me and please them.

——"Why do you always grab things from Junior Brother Su?"

Obviously he came to steal my things.

——"Why are you so selfish?"

He wanted to rob me, but I refused to give it up, so I was selfish.

——"Why do you fight against Junior Brother Su everywhere?"

This question should be asked to Su Lianyi.

——"If you hadn't resorted to dirty tricks, Sword Master's disciple should be Junior Brother Su."

I resisted and tried to seek help from the elders of the same sect, but my appeal was ignored.

Every time, every time.

There is no one to help me.

For my fate, everyone said I did it on my own.

All these people included Gu Lin.

I told Gu Lin, and everyone else, that it was Su Lianyi who tricked me down the mountain, and it was Su Lianyi who pushed me to the poisonous insects, causing my bones to be destroyed and my foundation to be hopeless.

But no one would believe me.

Even my senior brother doesn't believe me.

Gu Lin and I worship under the same master, and have the closest relationship with me.

——It should be so.

But I don't know, since when did the relationship between senior brother and Junior brother Su get better and better, until finally, every time I had a dispute with Su Lianyi, the senior brother would only talk to him and help him.

Every time, every time.

This time, it is no exception.

"Whose senior brother are you!?"

"Obviously," my eyes were filled with tears, my voice choked up uncontrollably: "Obviously I am your junior, why..."

"...why...you always look towards him?"

Why don't you trust me?

I was so wronged that I shed tears in embarrassment as I spoke.

But the senior brother just told me to stop messing around.

make trouble?

In his eyes, my grievances are fake, and my nonsense is real.

Only then did I know that when a person's disappointment has accumulated to a certain extent, his heart will actually no longer feel sad.

Gu Lin chose to 'save' Su Lianyi instead of me, and I don't resent him.

I can understand that from what Gu Lin saw, Su Lianyi's situation is indeed more critical than mine.

So, I don't hate him.

But in the end there will still be some disappointment.

Not much, just a little bit, bear with it, and you won't be sad.

But every time Gu Lin stands by Su Lianyi, every time Gu Lin chooses Su Lianyi, every time Gu Lin abandons me, every time, every disappointment accumulates little by little, like drops falling into an empty bowl At the last drop of water, the water in the bowl will overflow.

My blood cooled down bit by bit, and finally I stopped trying to seek any help from Gu Lin.

……

Gu Lin has been indifferent to me for so long, I really didn't expect to hear "sorry" from him one day.

pity……

I calmly look away.

Already, no need.

I didn't respond to Gu Lin, and walked past him step by step, towards Luo Wuchen, without giving him another look.